thisbitchhasendometriosis

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

I DO NOT CARE what ANYONE says. I woke up to having a PELVIC FLARE that feels like the worst UTI pain I've ever been in. THIS is the WORST pain EVER! Hopefully my AZO and Diluadid kick in fast! Took extra pain meds because FUCK! 😭😭😭😭😭🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💥💥💥💥💥💢💢💢💢💢💢💢☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

#interstitial cystitis #IC #flare #pelvic floor dysfunction #endometriosis #chronic pain #chronic illness #uti #urinary problems #kill me now

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

I really wish more people could be understanding about how something as seemingly simple or normal as taking a shower can be so debilitating and just dangerous for someone else like me. I'm looking for a shower chair and emergency alert shower button that'll go off and let others know I need help when pressed if I'm feeling like passing out. Hopefully my insurance can help me get them. I hate feeling emotionally defeated every time I take a shower because I feel like I just should be able to do it without getting sick and hurting myself. 🥺 We're supposed to go do something really important today and I just can't now. And the fact that this doesn't just effect me but others as well just makes it hurt more. I feel like a failure and I just let everyone around me down.

#chronic illness #chronic pain #endometriosis #fibromyalgia #chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе #pelvic floor dysfunction #trauma #ptsd #mental illness #depression #anxiety #emotional distress

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

#endometriosis #chronic illness #chronic pain #fibromyalgia #chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе #pelvic floor dysfunction

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

I think we don't speak enough about how, when you're chronically ill, a bad doctors appointment can genuinely make you so hopeless and suicidal. I have come out of some of them sobbing, with the terrible weight of the indifference of the medical system on my shoulders, knowing in my bones that no one wants to help.

It takes unimaginable strength to pick yourself back up from that, and try again. And again. And again. For years.

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

when they take your favorite movie off of Amazon Prime and a week later it pops up on the main menu of Hulu

#the proposal #movie #Hulu #gif #sandra bullock #ryan reynolds #betty white

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it's almost 2 AM and I have things I need to do today that I can't pur off for another day I'd really appreciate not being in much fucking pain right now OK thanks

#chronic pain #endometriosis #fibromyalgia #chronic illness #chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе #pelvic floor dysfunction #chronic migraine #painsomnia #pain #cluster headaches #i have a headache #my body hates me #fuck my life

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

chronic pain is so bizarre? like why does my body choose to hate me permanently

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

Nothing that lives should have to suffer this torture.

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

just existing

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[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

Pain pain go away

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I’m so tired. I always care too much and in the end no one cares about me. I’m not even an after thought anymore.

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

chronically ill people shouldn't be able to get side sick cause this is some bullshit right here

just kill me now

#chronic illness #chronic pain #endometriosis #fibromyalgia #chronic fаtiguе ѕуndrоmе #pelvic floor dysfunction #influenza #sick #fever

[thisbitchhasendometriosis]

#borderline personality disorder #BPD #bpd life #bpd stuff #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd things #mental health #mentalheathawareness #mentally ill #mental illness #mental help #mental breakdown #mental disorder #mentalwellness #mentally unstable #mental heath support #tiktok