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Ahhh life update, just got out of surgery.

Im happy but exhausted,great full that I got it over with too.

Moved north, to a different state of washington and I love it there, and my roommate is my best friend and partner. It's tough sometimes, we have had some rough patches but continue to work on our relationship (this being their first one, and this being my first true one with a goal in mind, improving myself and learning about my identity at the same time.)

Fun fact, maybe I'm not actually asexual. Maybe I am. It's been hard for me, emotionally, so i dont actually go by any sexuality anymore. I'm just trying to go with the flow. I love who I love, and i experience attraction, great, if not, great.

but I think I'm making progress, getting closer to the kind of person I want to be. I struggle with spending money, but I've been a little freer with it - I have rules now. Essentials are taken care of, and if I have anything in budget, then it goes to good experiences, good company, or good food. Ie, that might be something like going out with a friend to dinner, as it's all 3 of those categories.

I want to be kind and less selfish, too. That's a work in progress. I used to be terrified of driving, but now it's something I do a fair amount of. I find myself thinking out others more often, and I Train myself to think about them in ways that are more productive rather than fantasy. Ie, instead of daydreaming about talking to someone, I make it a reality.

So. I'm gonna be in bed for a couple of weeks recovering. I'm tired, but I hope 2024 will bring good things to rhe people I love, and to me.

#Me

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a mary oliver quote that peeled me like a fruit

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ayy :O arty in here

christ its 2023, im 27ish, my hair is thinning because im getting OLD. (but i still look like a teenager)

anyway y’all. isn’t life weird? im in a relationship (its a lot of mental work and stresses me out, even though i love them deeply) and might be moving in together soon. i didnt expect this person. nor the fact theyre in the army (something im ...yknow... not exactly highly supportive of. veterans, yes army no.) 

i’ve been through a major life-changing surgery, have a job in a field I was not originally going to be in, have travelled a lot and am looking for more.

There are a lot of things in life that i’d do differently, if given the chance. But there’s only one path, and it’s straight ahead. Or bent.

I’m going to hang out with some old ladies in 7 minutes now, because that’s what I do on tuesdays. Bye for now....

#me #i miss some of yall a lot even though no one is on here anymore #thats the sentimentality speaking

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#Interesting #Remember

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merry xmas eve to everyone who celebrates it and happy penis friday to everyone who doesnt

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Dotn mind me dropping in after several years to binge any Tumblr content I can get ym grubby on about Our Flag Means Death

#Sooooo damg good I need more #I love that there are actual human emotions in the men other than rage and neutrality #I got so tired of the same old thing #This....now this show made me feels things #Me

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How long has it been?

Super duper long. I most likely won't be back for another long stretch of time cause it turns out that i don't really need to be on tumblr anymore. There are a lot of other things in life I'm doing - travelling with my partner, camping, working, working out, life drawing.

On one hand I miss this place, but it's less Tumblr itself and more because of the memories I have of my old friends.

#Shout-out to my old irl buddies and also my internet buddies #I definitely still think about y'all #And talk about you guys to other people #Me

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Happy 5th No-Update birthday Tf2! :)

#cheers to five years lol #tf2 #tf2 comic 7

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JENSEN AND SEB LIKED IT!!!👀

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Can't decide if I'll 1) be on tumblr by 2022 and 2) if I'll still care about spn (assuming this is to do with the rules stating that actors have to keep quiet about their show for two years)

But just in case both of those are true, this is for future me (from past me, January 4th 2021): what's going on, is it still s16? Do misha collins or jenkins ackles still care abt their characters?

#do ppl still go bonkers over destiel? we shall see #spn #me

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might fuck around and delete a bunch of my accounts on the internet

#or just...log out for a while and see how that plays out #maybe ill actually be productive #me

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support asexual men

#:) #asexuality

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please baby come back I promise I won't transmit horrific images into your mind via our psychic bond anymore

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Heres your reminder to use literally anything but chrome

#i should prolly do this #chrome #internet

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what if we started a new ask game where we go outside and enjoy the spring weather :)

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“Most hospitals in America are non-profits, which means they must have financial assistance or Charity Care policies. This is gonna sound weird, but what that means is that if you make under a certain amount of money, the hospital legally has to forgive your hospital bills. Let me show you how this works. Type in the hospital name with ‘financial assistance’ after. Should be the top link. Let’s check. What you wanna do is look for financial assistance applications and policies. Let’s check the policy. From here, what you’re looking for is a sliding scale of benefits. 0-300% of the poverty guidelines, they will forgive 100% of your medical bills. So you can see here that 300% is $37,470, so if you make under that amount, the hospital will legally forgive your medical bills. If you’re a larger household, you can check it out from here. If you wanna test it out, I run a non-profit that does this so DM me, and I will actually do it for you, and see if we can crush those medical bills.” The guy’s Tiktok handle is @dollarfor.

The majority of my immediate fam works for hospitals and had no idea this was a thing. I find that insane but not at all surprising. Of course, there are probably all sorts of loopholes or requirements depending on the hospital or what sorta medical insurance you have. This might be helpful to check out.

#adult #hospitals