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The dumbass is exploring

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I love my little life and how even this gossamer thread of existence connects me to the stars and the winds and the oceans and the mountains and the universe and all that is known and unknown

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Citlali Haro (Mexican, 1991) - Ilusiones Nocturnas (2022)

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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

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when something stressful comes up

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“and at some point I thought to myself: ‘no person deserves this,’ and I realized that includes even me.”

— Unknown

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*over and over by nelly ft. tim mcgraw plays on loop*

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The brown bunny (2003), Vincent Gallo

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It's been a year and a half or so since I've been in a room full of people so this isn't a recent story, but I thought about this while talking to a fellow introvert friend. Do any of you have to take breaks from social gatherings to just stand all alone in the bathroom and mentally recharge?

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Date a boy who is supportive of whatever your body looks like no matter what

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jak wyglądałoby Twoje prywatne, wymarzone „niebo”?

cos na ksztalt jej ciala w moich ramionach, reszta sie nie liczy

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marta masłyk [ig: @sztambi]