I feel like the most repulsive person, inside and out. Like a bunch of rubbish held together with chewed gum and used hair ties. I want this over. I want this over so badly it hurts.
so there’s this girl. i met her about a year ago in a club we were both in (i’m in college, she has since graduated). within like the first month of meeting her i developed a crush on her. i was really hoping she’d be a bitch or something and i could hate her but no. she’s literally so sweet and funny and cool. and she’s absolutely GORGEOUS. like y’all don’t understand. she radiates sunshine. her smile could heal every problem in this world. like yes she’s so pretty but her entire being is so beautiful. and boy can she sing. like holy shit. but yeah, as the year went on my crush just got more intense. she has a boyfriend she’s been with for a while. and they are so adorable and perfect together and never in a million years would i want to or try to break that up. i would never disrespect her (or anyone else for that matter) like that. as you might imagine if you’ve ever had a massive crush on someone, it hurts like fucking hell. so now i’m stuck. i’ve tried distracting myself and being on dating apps and i’ve been with other people since this crush but she’s the one i always want at the end of the day but i know it won’t ever happen.
i’m not sure why i feel so strongly about her. i’ve tried to analyze it and see if there’s something i’m not picking up on and i’ve even asked my closest friends and there isn’t anything in particular about her that we can see is making me absolutely crazy about her. but i am. and every single time i’ve talked to her or interacted with her she’s just so sweet. like we ended up with a little inside joke last year and at the end of the year she said it was her favorite part of the day. in case you’re wondering, she for sure knows i like her even tho no one, definitely not me, has told her that. i turn bright red every time im around her and i’ve complimented her many many times (on her singing mostly and saying she’s so cool and sweet). my best friend saw me talk to her once and said, and i quote, “i’ve seen stop signs less red than your face right now”
if you have any advice or have been through something similar, my dm’s and comments are open ❤️
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“i’m afraid your chair has caused you to decondition” dude you are LITERALLY the only person who thinks thats all that bad. why does that even matter?? im the happiest ive been in years!! i attend a full-time school, ive got friends!!! actual friends! who i talk with and play d&d with on the weekends!! i do hands-on projects and get grades that im proud of!! i can make jokes in class and do activities and impress my teachers and then come home and JUST NOT FEEL COMPLETELY DEAD. do you understand how big a deal that is??? i can do something mentally and physically intensive for 8 hours a day and still have left over energy!!!!!! i hang out with people my own age in real life!!! i didnt even know this was possible for me!!!!!!! why would i ever give a flying fuck about being able to walk for shorter distances when i can do so many amazing things from my chair!! i went on a vacation and explored an aquarium and a museum and a mall and i wasn’t miserable!! do you know how miserable i was on my last vacation that i had on walk on? i spent the whole one is so much pain that i couldn’t even enjoy it, this is not deterioration this is FINALLY LIVING