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[torturedlove]

Well, it has been a struggle for me to report to work everyday dahil sa pesteng traffic and because LTFRB suspended Uber as well. Imagine almost 13km will cost me not less than 400 pesos charge in Grab plus the traffic hell of 3hrs. Tangina lang! And then when you arrived in the office, your boss will tell you that I need to get ahead of this coz its unfair to my co-workers. Pucha! Gago! Anong akala nya dedma lang ako?! Honestly, ayoko na nga pumasok e. Bukod sa nahihiya na din ako dahil ang dalas kong late, e urat na urat na din ako sa boss ko. Ag hirap ng hindi makadiskarte to improve my teams kasi hindi daw ganun ang ways ng company. Leche. Tapos pati the way I communicate with my clients, lahat mali. Nyeta! Tapos sasabihin pa he's losing confidence daw on how I communicate with my clients. WTF!! Ano ako hindi marunong mag english?! Grabe. Okay lang to question my knowledge sa job kasi wala pa ako 6mos pero the way I communicate with my clients, di ata tama! And in fairness, wala naman issue sa mga campaigns and clients ko. Sya at ang mga best friends nya ang iba palagi ang pagkakaintindi. Sila ang nagko-cause ng misunderstanding and confusion. With this happenings, I am literally dragging myself to report to work everyday. As in.

#corporateslave

[torturedlove]

When I'm quiet: 1) tired 2) don't have anything to talk about 3) over-thinking 4) upset 5) falling apart 6) all of the above

#personal #torturedlove

[torturedlove]

I honestly don't know why I am so eager to create another tumblr account. You see I have been creating and then deleting my tumblr accounts for some reasons. I actually wanted something that I can write on. I tried those diary apps and online diaries but got lazy eventually to continue doing it. Now here I am again. Maybe because I just realized I am losing someone who was never mine in the first place...

#personal #hurting #torturedlove