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it's like i am literally never going to own a house or find authentic love or escape the clutches of late stage capitalism so really what am i living for

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U still around..? Miss ur blog. Hope ur OK.

aaaa i can't believe im being missed :'o <3 im so sorry im not online as much anymore, i miss you guys too :( im more or less ok though, ive just noticed that my visiting of this website has been pretty compulsive when im not doing too well tbh, and ive recently decided i need to get out of this ditch that ive been in for the past idk 10 years or so for real and that it requires energy and mental capacity etc that i don't even really have in the first place so ive deleted the app from my phone and only check my account every now and then :'( i hope i'll be more active in the future though.... pls never hesitate to shoot me a msg if you feel like it, as i said, im still online every now and then just to check what's happening lol

lots of love, hope youre doing ok too<3333333

#ive literally lost touch to every meme and international internet discourse reference in the span of 2 months or so i feel so old lol #but yeah no idk im still dating r and it's a lot of work but really really nice and healthy and it actually made me look into #therapy which is super demanding atm as well but really ive been normalising a status quo that was really not good for me #and like ive turned 27 last month....ive been struggling with undiagnosed and unmedicated depression + anxiety for the bigger half of my #life ive had a huge breakdown in september where i felt like i put every last bit on the line and i realised that i cannot keep sabotaging #the people around me that i love + care for (and myself too) so yeah im trying to be more healthy atm and nicer to myself and thus to other #and i felt like while i owe A LOT to this community and this app it's been eating every deeper thought that i have recently #i guess my brain is too prone to addiction lol but i just cant afford that rn #but catch me on here in a few months i guess ghsdfjgskjdsgf #me #ask #anon

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i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

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One of the things I love to achieve is literally just making people feel good about themselves. I love it when I accomplish that. That is such an important part of being myself. I want u to walk away from our conversation thinking you’re the coolest person to have walked this planet bc I love u so much

#literally mee

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David's dance practice tapes, 1983

#pure looooveee for this wiggly worm #talking heads #david byrne

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one of the greatest tragedies in life is that you will always be loved more than you will ever know. someone in class finds your presence inviting and warm, even if you’ve only ever exchanged a few words with them—maybe none at all. someone on the street loves your smile and it gets them down the next few streets. someone you used to be friends with still wishes to fondly call your name. someone you used to be friends with five years ago would give anything to be in the same room as you today. someone who regularly comes into work is disappointed when you aren’t there to brighten their day. someone missed you today. someone noticed you were gone. someone loves you when you’re there; someone loves you when you’re nowhere to be found at all. you think you have always disappeared when you’re no longer in the picture, but you’ve never left the frame.

#💌

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George Harrison’s notes for “Long, Long, Long” and “While My Guitar Gently Weeps,” and recording session photos, from the new White Album remaster edition.

#george harrison

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thinking about this excerpt from giovanni's room as i lay in bed staring at the ceiling endlessly

#……oof id forgotten abt this #top 5 most impactful books for me tbh james baldwin i am ready to cry so hard at all times abt u and ur words #giovanni's room #james baldwin

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They need to invent financial independence for people who are unemployable and do useless degrees

#😬😬😬

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Communist Meeting, Piazza della Signoria, Florence, Italy, Photo by David Seymour, 1948

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#snoopy

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saw this massive onion bigger than my entire hand in the produce aisle and immediately snatched it up solely to weigh it and a guy across the aisle asked how much it weighed because he was curious as well and when i told him it was two pounds he excitedly was like “it’s like the biggest one i’ve ever seen..” humanity rocks moment. bonding with strangers over giant onion

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are you mad at me. have you been mad at me. will you be mad at me. when will you be mad at me

#literally me :/

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「 Cillian Murphy, Wonderland magazine, 2007」

#waagghh #cillian murphy

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Filmmaking advice from John Waters

#SCREAMING i looove him #john waters #i do this watching movies with the sound off thing it’s soo interesting!

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Anne Carson, Autobiography of Red [ID in ALT]

#sorry for being so dramatic tonight

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having so much love in your heart is beautiful and amazing right up until you’re alone in your bedroom clutching at your chest and whimpering like a wounded dog

#turns out i am not made for long distance…..thank god it’s only another month I’m literally going insane in ways i hadn’t even dreamt of #r