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its like such a strange shift in personality like everything is going fine then suddenly she wants the heater on while its 73 and talks about heating and freezing and reheating food multiple times like thats normal when seconds ago we were like discussing regular things like enjoying something from the crockpot on warm casually throughout the day and we had the heater off she turned it off herself then she unplugged it turned the heater back on and talked about eating food in a way that she knows is like Bad she complains about it when other people do that like its really so strange

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i think what she was mostly bugging about was that she couldnt tell what i had for lunch cause i had washed everything down and took out the trash like can i help you gdfgdgdgdgd she skipped lunch and breakfast apparently and im like well whyd you do that how does that have anything to do with me but shes like cognitive enough to not just ask me directly like she thinks it has to be sneaky like i do not have the same relationship to food as you do i didnt get the memo that it was a starve yourself day sorry????

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i got to cleaning the counters today and my mom has gotten super fucked up on something and is complaining about how shiny they are like theres something wrong with them and how she doesnt want to eat off them like shes cooking or something shes just putting frozen stuff in the oven gdfgdg

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i was making toast and some tea cause frankly i hadnt eaten in like ten hours fgfhf i just couldnt imagine eating anything and my mom was like oo what are you making and i was like tea basically and i think she thought i was making food, not giving her any so she went off to bed at like 5 pm without a word; which she normally does but at least theres a shared meal and like its close to 6/7 like, okay, fsfdfd but she was drinking pretty heavily since she got home so im not surprised

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my mom keeps complaining about the weather when its 40 degrees in feb like are you out of your mind gdgdfg it should be like subzero under snow out there

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mom got like a cinnamon cake from the discount bakery rack and its clear they put the wrong kind of frosting on it hence the discount and my mom is like okay im going to heat it up now and im like i dont think this is the kind of frosting you heat up its like a blended cream cheese frosting and she was all like i do this for a living!!! you dont have to have any then!!! like okay gdgdg then like not two mins later she was like okay its done,,because the frosting was separating like yeah man its cream cheese frosting!? not royal icing or anything your can reheat!? you dont put a frosted cake back in the oven!?

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my mom refuses to acknowledge that i have allergies (like so much i have a perma crease on my nose is how unmediated i was for that) or that winter is a time that is dry or that the heater just blasts dust and stuff all over the place like someone sneezing and blowing their nose is a normal behavior activity but she is like DO YOU HAVE A COLD!? every time like no one else has to deal with this she sneezes and my brother sneezes like people sneeze,,,why do i have to deal with a dialog tree about it

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i snapped awake to get the groceries and my mom commented that i need a bath like yes i just woke up, to get the groceries?? while being rude like that she also misgendered me in a really grotty way like you dont even talk to people like that regularly

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mom left the deli meat Wide Open on the kitchen counter like when i woke up and i didnt have the energy or time to clean up after her so i put stuff tucked in the fridge the best i could and was going to get back to it but she woke up at like one and is complaining about it like It Isnt Hard To Zip Up These Bags like okay then why didnt you do that why did you just leave them wide open and on the counter you miserable little thing fdgh

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i was foolishly looking forward to having chili with my mom and my brother but she added as much cheese as possible to like, the chili? instead of something you add on top like and she was talking about it as though that is something id like, enjoy and would want more of and it was just like well not only should i not eat that on like a digestion level that also just sounds gross to eat so like thanks i guess gdfgfd

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also the food she got that she claimed to being just waiting and waiting for me to get is a type of donut i dont even like these were donuts for my brother that he didnt eat like was she expecting me to be like emotionally crushed by that and was waiting for me to be sad or something gross!

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moms larping like shes upset i woke up in the midafternoon like she wasted her Whole day waiting for me like girl you did not nor have you ever been waiting for me hfghfhfgf

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mom yelling at me from her room while i make a quick sauce for leftovers im about to eat about using the orange juice shes like you dont even like orange juice like 1) way to admit you got two types of juice you know i dont prefer she did get me like a single serving of a type i like but like, cmon theres no way you two re going to drink all this juice dsfgh 2) im an adult and i know i need fruit even if it isnt my preference

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i put the cookies in a cute spot where my tea usually goes so people can grab a cookie and eat them and the cats cant get to them and theyre like shielded a bit from like dust and stuff and my mom keeps yelling about them being there saying like why cant i put them on the top of the fridge or like why does she have to keep seeing them like?? cause theyre cookies we made to eat now no one can grab one if theyre on the fridge what are you talking about

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mom puts rugs in places most people dont put rugs like the kitchen and the bathroom not even like small little thing just for where people can stand like near wall to wall and then she complains when theres stuff on them its like can you be normal people would have wall to wall carpets to show off they have a house keeper she was just now whining to me about it and was like next time just vacuum it up like yeah thats something youre going to want to hear at 2 in the morning like im decorating cookies theres going to be decorating cookies mess why do you care we have broken windows and broken floors fdgdgdf

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shes trying to do some weird mind games thats just like okay well im not playing gdfgdfg cause i dont even understand the thing you are doing she must be on Some stuff but like she's both trying to do a cutesy i was thinking about you all day but none of that got done like the box cookie mix is just sitting on the counter with a butter and egg out for god knows how long and then like i said she keeps being do you want One thing you dont like or this Other thing you dont like or this Other thing you dont like in really flowery tone and im like make whatever you want? do you want a hashbrown? and shes saying how she got pink and black tissue paper for the holidays cause those are my fave colors and like yes that Is a color combo i like that she has mocked frequently before yes ? and i was getting the hashbrowns out and was like oooo sorbet, just now shes saying how the cake is dry (it is not its very dense but also sorbet is just fruit and sugar and ice it isnt like, a cream thing you eat with cake like that itll just make it soggy,,) like came to my door all like Hey Wednesday Hey Wednesday Hey and will ignore me saying yes what is it? until she gets bored of that; but i was saying ooo sorbet and she was like Yeah I Got That Turkey (packet of deli meat) On Sale and i was like ?im talking about the sorbet im in the freezer? and she was like oh [flat but then continues to talk about the turkey]

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i woke up to mom having written me a note on the ground about her having to clean cat vomit up something she does so rarely its usually me who finds dried vomit around the house, i had cleaned up some stuff the day before going to sleep but apparently one of them returned to the spot before doing more and shes like the puke was yellow and then upgraded it to it had grains in it like no it didnt it was like chicken meat color and contained chicken meat and maybe like some leaves cause they keep eating the plants that she just leaves all around for them to get at with no care that they cant eat them like i shoo them away and spray the plants area with nontoxic smelly stuff they dont like when i can just you know like okay so not only are you a vet who knows exactly what their nutritional needs are but also an expert in cat vomit, she kept increasing how the vomit looked like dry food with every re-telling and then eventually told me to just shut up gdfgdfgdf after telling me to shut up she asked me if i was doing breakfast right now and i was like yes i just woke up and she was like okay do you want [two things i dont eat really that are dinner items] and i was like you can make either for yourself? and ill have whatever is left over later? and she pretended to be or was actually confused by this and i left the room its like really warm today but the heater is jacked really high up, the lights hadnt been turned off all day like the outdoor lights were still on from last night on top of the curtains all still being open from the morning, she made like an entire packet of bacon which shes allowed to do obviously but it paints a sort of like, ??? you know???