i know i havent really. posted any warning but !! i moved blogs due to. the suppression of some muses + a lot of old drafts and. inactive mutuals.
if you’re still interested in writing, i’m still @treppenwitzz !! just check out the muse list beforehand <3
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i know i havent really. posted any warning but !! i moved blogs due to. the suppression of some muses + a lot of old drafts and. inactive mutuals.
if you’re still interested in writing, i’m still @treppenwitzz !! just check out the muse list beforehand <3
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i know i havent really. posted any warning but !! i moved blogs due to. the suppression of some muses + a lot of old drafts and. inactive mutuals.
if you’re still interested in writing, i’m still @treppenwitzz !! just check out the muse list beforehand <3
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« you know well that i hate open those stupid emails. » mauve acts like a mirror, reflecting the anger of russet with the same intensity. « the one who has made the address email should of it take care ... and guess what ! it is you who is taken care of it. » she has the air of a kid who makes a crisis, but for be honest, it changes not a lot from the usual : she hates the responsabilities that falls to her without to her asking her opinion.
@treppenwitzz ✴ mauve / german syntax starter xo
« GOD DAMN ME, MAUVE, if you not soon learn, how one on important emails answers, will you the consequences outbath must. » she is angry because this the fifth draw in one month is. she is it SATURATED, everyone’s bureaucracy to run after. she makes so or so already enough. « start, your emails to check, else your last little hour has beaten. »
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MAUVE .
why do you hurt ? : you're choking on how much you have to try
you have tried. you have carried the weight of the world on your shoulders and accepted more responsibilities than you have ever wanted, even intended to gain. it isn't crushing - you are strong enough to hold it - but you are choking. you don't know what to do with it. you don't know where it goes, how to move this weight everyone knows you can hold onto, and do you even want to get rid of it? Never. You would not give this to - force this on - anyone else. but you /can't/. but you are choking on it. your body will hold it up even when you lose all the air in your lungs, and your footing, and your courage. it does not mind choking you. it seems almost designed to do so. if you weren't wrung out you wouldn't be doing this thing properly.
tagged by : @prophezeiung thanks it Hurts
tagging : dont be a coward & steal it :)
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@prophezeiung : LAZULI & MAUVE .
remember : not trying's all i'm good for,
and i really dunno how to make anything matter
besides, pretending's gotten a lot harder
now that you're asking for more.
not trying wasn't the whole plan
but it's the only thing that got me anywhere...
silence as a presence,
when the guitar sings the rest of your song for you
and body follows the beat even if it doesn't want to,
head nodding at all the right moments while the eyes stay closed.
voice isn't more than a whisper, because mauve
only belts out the final project, when she really feels it
down to her toes.
here, she sings, you're always wondering if i'm giving my all, is that even fair ?
keeps it as that ; a slow, melancholic question
that ends the first draft of a song
more than she'll never say to cerise, or any of the girls.
« it's shit. » she drawls it, voice too slow for the expected tempo of the insult
it's like she kept the words under her tongue
just long enough to know them by heart
the thing with mauve is that she could tell you anything
and you'd believe her : she doesn't have the rhythm of liars
prefers her violence slow & meaningful.
eyes open to stare at lazuli, an inquiry without question mark
« what about your verse. let's try that. »
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@zukunftsvision GETS SOME POETRY .
here's the thing:
she wants rose like an afterthought
like the ice cubes in your lemonade on a summer day
like glitter on your eyelids during a party
or cool yellow boots for when the sky decides to drown the grass
she wants rose like all those small things
put together to make life worth living
and she doesn't really know how to say it
she wants but it's never what she's asking for
there's a can you stay with me ? on her lips and it sounds wrong
sounds like a friendly invitation
doesn't rhyme with girlfriend... or maybe it does, a chasm between the two words
girl friend
and nef trying desperately to bring them closer.
she doesn't know how to get what she bargained for
doesn't really know what she bargained for
all she knows is that she won't have it long if she can't say something
so she looks at rose,
big blue eyes pleading,
murmuring,
« hey, do you ever... fall in love ? »
think : a chasm like silence
and her filling it with philosophical inquiries
girldoyoueverfallinlovefriend
which is to say,
do you think you could just once ? with me ?
i'll make it worth your while, i promise.
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WHICH OF MY FAVOURITE SPECIFIC CHARACTER ARCHETYPES ARE YOU?
the prophet martyr. someone representing something divine. eyes fixed above everyone else's, on something too great for words. a person with a heart aflame, and a distant sort of kindness to everyone, a person who'd trade everything simply to understand.
tagged by: @prophezeiung <3 ty op
tagging: steal it !!
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he can hear the music from the other room, noise booming against the walls and the bass vibrating against the furniture. donovan has extracted himself from the group a few minutes ago, preferring to hear their laughter and yells from the couch as he lounges on kavinsky’s couch, one leg hanging off it and the other rested gently on top. he’s having a smoke and a beer, bottle gripped in his fist and joint hanging from his lips as he stares out the window. he sees the trees of henrietta and the dark night sky, too much light pollution even in this shitty little town for him to see the stars. the moon winks at him, so he turns his gaze away and tilts his head back enough to be able to see into the next room. of course it’s swan who catches him looking. it makes donovan grin, sharp and lazy, as he drags from the joint.
even when swan blows the stupid fucking kiss, donovan’s still grinning, too lost in his own high to summon frustration. he abandons the bottle of beer on the floor and lifts his free hand in the air, fist closing around the invisible kiss. then he gets up from the couch, his movements slow but engaging, hair falling on his face and hip brushing against the table beside him. he’s in swan’s line of view now, fist held in front of his face. donovan’s making sure swan’s following it, like a dog follows a treat, as he lowers his fist down to his crotch. there goes swan’s kiss. and donovan’s now showing him the middle finger as he walks back into the room, grin disappearing and leaving behind a cruel curl of the corners of his lips. “ suck it, loser. ” he doubts the others know why he’s saying it, though it’s not unnatural for donovan to say anything else than this to swan.
putain, this guy really is a piece of work. the kiss was sent as a warning, always is, even if you aren't sure, even if you think swan may be flirting. he is, he always is, but that doesn't mean there isn't a knife hidden in the roses. he's like the fine print on a contract, hidden by all the advantages written in big letters. looks too hot to be bad, you know ? so he sends a kiss, and don takes it, and tries to make a joke out of it because the gay is showing. interesting choice of place, though, which has swan raising an eyebrow. « t'aimerais bien... » he mouths to himself, and then, louder, grinning like he's the king __ and he might as well be, here, without k around, taller than everyone else, smiling and drinking and dancing, knowing he could ask anyone to take him home and they'd say yes... power really comes in all shapes, and tonight swan's got all of it within easy reach. « is that an offer ? because i have to say, you are really not my type » he exclaims loudly while the boy marches on. difficult to say if he heard don or simply ventured a wild guess from the gesture.
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“ then stop trying, ” an even tongue doesn’t miss a beat, free of malice and patience alike. love, for arthur, has always been one of the few simple things, never something to hide from nor to obsess over, never the cause of his demise nor his reason for living. morton is all of these at once, and arthur could hate him for it if the centuries did not attrite his harsher emotions. if they’re lucky, perhaps they’ll find each other before it’s too late next time, but for now, perhaps forever, the truth, viewed from all directions, is this: “ or don’t. it’s hardly like either of us have a choice. ”
love leaves a fool taste on the tongue ; uncertainty falls over him after the admission of his defeat. those are not words he would have desired to hear uttered, and those are not words he thought he would ever say to anyone outloud. love has always worn the same name, the one in dark black ink on his skin, or obsessively scrawled in his journals. love was no mystery, no difficulty. it was just her, with her nice smile and her beautiful ideas. her with her tantrums and her jealousy. her. it was her for so long he doesn't know when the name slipped away ___ because the love didn't. the love is still there, like a ghost in the back of his head. but the ghost is not alone anymore & that is a scary thought. that graves managed to slip his way into his mind unnoticed. that graves got there, or, apparently, that clarence put him there on his own, without him even desiring the spot... well. that is a quite uncomfortable situation, now, isn't it ?
« that's it, then? you want me to walk away? » he murmurs, he demands, reaching out against his better judgement. reaching out because he must, because he cannot take the decision on his own. clarence is a lot of things, but he is not the kind of man to walk away __ love is at stake and he is terribly weak. desperate not to be alone anymore, and still facing the wall of his fears : finally accepting a feeling just to watch it get rejected. worst, to watch it get rejected by the one person the universe has supposedly made just for him. fuck, he really should have seen that one coming. « i'll do it, i don't care. but don't make it look like you're being forced. you're not. you're making a choice. don't be a fucking coward and own it. »
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“ this feels like i’m intruding on a private moment, man, ” a shadow of a grin, unsure still on this foreign territory, a feigned yeah-i’m-keeping-up. lynch in gansey’s wrecked camaro was a picture for the ages. lynch in gansey’s dream-copy camaro is a fucking real-life miracle. “ the fucking sexual tension between you and this car is even worse up close. how’s it feel, hm? to finally hold her again and knowing gansey is only gonna kill you a little? ”
head turned to the side with a smile like a razor blade unsheathed. maybe it is, he does not say. maybe you are. instead eyes go back to the road (his one true love) and fingers tap lightly on the steering wheel ; the feel of it under his hands, proof of his own power. gansey will be mad __ but will he even realize the truth ? will he see ? eyes have roamed over each little imperfection of the pig ; getting to know the goddamn car had been part of getting to know gansey, and ronan has always been a tad too meticulous about that. just like the bike & adam. blue & her stupid hairclips. there's something about people and their things ; fastest way to read between their lines. to know where to strike or what to protect. « he won't kill me. » tongue over sharp teeth in the prolonged smile __ like he can't help it. « he won't even know. look at her ! she's fucking perfect. »
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back to uni !! i hate it and will probably be too busy crying over random books i wont even open to be writing on here. if that's the case, you can catch me on discord : eve lève-toi#9339 though fair warning im as slow on there as i am on tunglr.
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@godbanes, DONOVAN SAID : i know you’re keeping secrets. something is making you sick. you’re paler and thinner and your eyes have a weird shine.
« you want my beauty secret, dino, is that it ? » the question has less to do with interest & resembles more a warning.
besides, she approaches too fast to be anything but looking for a fight. from up close, bright eyes are indeed bluer than usual __ strange tint of them, like pure liquid entrapped by glass ... madness in those baby blues. as for the rest, too thin, too sick ; she looks down at the body betraying her, revealing all of her secrets. she knew it would, it always does, just like the mind, it is unreliable. you can't trust anyone, especially yourself. she thought she knew, but there are always new unexpected ways __ the body is a machine built for breaking. the mind is the drunk driver of that stupid broken car.
soon she's scoffing, soon she's laughing, soon she's looking at him like he's crazy. « i got all kinds of secrets. » it's a murmur, it's a threat. it's lou when she's manic, lou when she's not high « what makes you think i wanna share ? »
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