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these old men with their slutty little waists and their slutty little ways

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bro just add some green onion to that rice dish you’ll be ok. bro? you don’t have any green onion? oh don’t worry bro I saved the butts of my green onions and left them in a cup of water in my sunny kitchen window for a week, and now they are tall and luscious again because growth is inevitable. Here, you can have them bro. I love you.

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He was akin to a bright evening:

Not day, nor night, – not dark, nor light!

Mikhail Lermontov, Demon

[transl. is mine.]

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"January dry, hard, glittering, cold, and the wicked beauty of the scraped blue skies."

– Sylvia Plath, from "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath"

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2 months clean from cocaine. I can’t believe it. I’m so proud of myself. After I lost my baby I completely fucked my life up. My partner also went downhill. I was doing cocaine before I went to work, after work, and all night, every day, the only sleep I got was when I didn’t have money for cocaine.

I lost so much weight that I almost had to have a feeding tube, I’m 5”8 and 21, I weighed 7st10. I don’t know how I didn’t die. Two whole months. I’m so happy.

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Hearse of Empress Elisabeth of Austria

Every gorgeous detail feeds my dark little soul 🖤

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Have and Have Not (2006) Crystal Schenk

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Me sat in my room during a sizeable panic attack

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Aren’t we all just a passenger at some point

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this is a poem

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Update!! I’m working 6 days a week at a hotel as a waitress! Finally saving up, mental health is getting better, I’m proud of myself

Breaking news: my boss fired me because I took too long to mentally recover from a miscarriage, more at seven

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not a fan

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Oh my actual god I’m going to start crying

Pictured: Sweet Roll the Fox.