troublehotel-sys

[troublehotel-sys]

okay soo yeah im looking to connect with A tord :P and i'm not a part of a system, i'm a psychotic singlet. i have memories with you (tord) and i have no idea where they came from, since i'm not even from eddsworld. aughh this is super confusing but it'd be cool to talk to you lol

🕷️I mean shit yeah sure, I wouldn't mind talking. Though obviously I'm definitely not going to have any of those memories. Talking about source memories is always fun anyway, even if they don't match up at all. And feel free to send us a dm, we CAN stick to asks if you want they're just awkward cuz. we only half get notified so

#🕷️tord #cofronting: #💎wil #cocon with #a whole fuckton some of which have no tag yet oops #🦩🔪matt #🩸dahling #T (who has no proxy yet. Dickhead.) #🎥jon #💢red #oh shit 4 tords at once??? no wonder Matt's losing his mind #plutos like sitting on our fuckin head rn girl please i just want to lay down in peace

[troublehotel-sys]

hi!! umm this is awkward but how old (bodily) are you? i'm someone who has been looking for tord and i'd love to connect with him if possible :3 (i am not 18+ so if you guys happen to be over 18, feel free to ignore this ask or delete it!!)

🕷️Sorry about replying to this 6 centuries later (which is pretty good for us, you should SEE the inbox), I volunteered to reply to this and then didn't front for a few weeks lmao. And don't worry about awkwardness, I'm super awkward all the time. Anyway, to answer your question, the body is a minor. We're not comfortable giving out a specific age publicly, especially to anons. Dm us if you ever see this lol.

Though I would also like to ask, are you an introject or a kin or synpath or just a regular singlet or? I had a big response to this depending on which, but I don't want to assume things about random strangers. It's mainly a question of why you're looking to connect with a Tord specifically, because there's so many ways this can go and tbh I'm a little curious.

Also I'm assuming you meant me as to "connect with Tord", or this is a copy pasted message and you forgot an "a". We have 9 other tords (10 including me), but I'm the most common to see around + on this account, soooo... Me :3

-🕷️Pest/Tord (if you're looking to talk with me specifically btw my personal is @tordthing )

#🕷️tord #cofronting: #🦩🔪matt #💎wil #note to any of the other systems reading this: i recognize the way this message is typed makes it look iffy and we already know #but I raise you this: if it IS bad it's always super funny. so either they're normal and cool or i have a fun story to share with the class

[troublehotel-sys]

REALLY IMPORTANT PSA

THE 52 HERTZ WHALE HAS A FRIEND.

HE IS NOT THE LONELIEST WHALE IN THE WORLD.

MARINE SCIENTISTS HEARD TWO 52 HERTZ CALLS WITHIN TEN MINUTES OF ONE ANOTHER OFF THE COAST OF CALIFORNIA.

I REPEAT: HE HAS A FRIEND. SOMEONE CALLED BACK.

[troublehotel-sys]

I love American school where else would we have a power outage and evacuate and have a fire start due to the generator not working while we're evacuated and sit outside in the cold for almost an hour and a half and then go back inside and go back to class??????? girl

#just me things

[troublehotel-sys]

instead of threatening to punch you into next week, i'm going to punch you into last week. have fun reliving events that have already come to pass until you figure out how to avoid the same fate again. or don't, and get another temporal displacement knuckle sandwich.

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we dont wanna drag you into syscourse just a question : when it comes to what matt irl has done would you like that post to stay in traumagenics who are anti non traumagenic places or can traumagenics who support non traumagenic to be able to spread that info to others?

🦩🔪dead honest i don't care one way or the other, I've been told people have already seen the post reposted onto tiktok and I turned off reblogs on it. As long as non-traumagenics don't interact with us directly I think that's fine

#🦩🔪matt

[troublehotel-sys]

I missed seeing you on my feed! Welcome back. What foods do you like? =))))

This startled me so much because usually I have a good idea of who anons are but you are. I don't know anybody that I'm aware uses those emoticons. which might be the point but

anyway you know those shitty orange crackers with peanut butter in them? I don't like them but we have like a 70 pack. And each one has 6 in it. And i have eaten at least 20 of those fucking things since I started fronting. they are not good. By any means. But I cannot stop eating them. Also goldfish. I like the rainbow ones. I do not care that they taste the same, it has fun little colors and I deserve a bit of fun little colors on my goldfish every once in a while.

also plastic

#'i missed seeing you on my feed' anon if you are lying dont tell me because thats made my day #🕷️tord

[troublehotel-sys]

I've had quite the boring day, but I suppose I'm alright. How are you? How have you been?

Well, I guess boring is always better than bad, yeah? At the moment I'm alright, maybe like a 6/10. Mediocre but in the good sorta way. As for how I've been in general, also pretty good! Been a while. Can I ask what made you wanna talk to me, if that's not a weird question? Not a lot of people ask for me lmao.

On a separate note, anything interesting going on? On or offline, I'm grabbing at straws here.

#🕷️tord #I actually haven't fronted in ages all my FUCKING food is gone #you don't gotta answer obviously im just nosy

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Please tell Tord I say hello. - Patryck.

Ah, hello to you too! How're you doing?

#🕷️tord #i didn't spend 10 minutes staring at this trying to be less dry and i would never admit to that on tumblr dot com

[troublehotel-sys]

I've never heard of that before! What's a factive /gen

Resident factive 🎲qt checking in

A factive is an system introject that comes from a real life person. This is most commonly abusers or caregivers, but it can also be streamers, friends, or anyone that is a real life person.

Obligatory, introjects are not carbon copies of the person, it's how the brain/system PERCIEVES that person! And even then, introjects can have complicated relationships with their source (personally, i like to think I don't relate to my source much if at all). Introjects cannot choose their source either, so no judging an introject on their source.

#🎲qt #if you're wondering about MY experiences as a factive??? ask someone else because honestly most people see me as a fictive anyway so. #not the best resource but I'm better than nothin

[troublehotel-sys]

starting a collection

#🎲qt

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me because our entire dash is of reblogs of Paul shirtless art because of the fuckin Eddsworld polls rn

I love using my phone in public surely I will not scroll past some strange image

#🎲qt

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lmfao shout-out to one of our system friends in a server (they don't have Tumblr) that didn't realize I wasn't a fictive and got excited about sourcemates that hate their source. You are wonderful and I am so sorry to burst your bubble

-🎲qt

#🎲qt #seriously though being confused for a dsmp fictive is. something #introjects with extremely complex sources gang #also how do you go about explaining that. 'oh yeah dw I'm a factive of a fictive of ur source' thats very strange

[troublehotel-sys]

Possible OSDDID accessible app review?

Antar Chat!

I have only used it for a day, but I’ve found it to be very helpful in getting through the day

Facts:

What type of app it is: an app for having a chat with parts of yourself, as if on an instant messenger

Compatibility: iphone, ipad, mac, ipod touch, iOS 13.0 or later

Size: 20.3 MB

Internet required: none, works just as well offline

Does it share my data?: no

Lockable: yes, by facial recognition. This can be switched off

Light and dark mode are compatible with the phone’s settings itself, rather than the actual app settings

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Personal thoughts:

Personal difficulty using(0 being the most easy, 10 being impossible): 1-2

How easy to add your parts: 2 (it can be buggy with the choosing colors)

How easy to switch between parts: 0-1

Personal avoidance level: 2-3(its so easy to use, its confronting af to see parts just talking like that >>;)

Some examples of how I’ve used it so far:

I’ve sorted out different sessions to be used as groupings for parts to safely talk. ‘The Cottage’ is the main chat for all parts to engage in. The ‘playroom’ is for little ones + supporting protector parts. Bunnies and Flowers are for sunsystems, ect.

A chat example from today:

As you can see, the different colors on the bottom can be easily named and switched between. Its as easy as choosing a color for the text to be posted as, really.

Initial thoughts: its so easy and shameless to use. The app was clearly made for IFS in mind, and as such comes pre-loaded with a bunch of emotions as personas. (Like talking directly to your shame, hatred, love, ect ect)

Its extremely basic so I consider it versatile, especially for people who might have less defined parts or maybe find it confronting to even address their parts by name.

Theres none of the complicated fuss you get with discord bots(if you have to type and program something in, i consider it inaccessible to me). Theres no data sharing or complicated interface like Simply Plural(i hate that app). Antar is literally like, what color you like right now? Thats your chat bubble now

Pros:

-extremely simple

-non-confronting because anyone with parts of self can use it, dissociated or not.

-you can have several chatrooms

-the interface is simple and non-distracting or hard to find your way around

-doesnt need internet!

- theres a cute little vent room!! The bg is animated and it really looks like your words are swept away in the wind. Looks like this:

Cons:

- The creator seems to list more features than it has? Or lists them on a way that it looks that way

- Setting ‘personas’ can be a little finicky. I had the worst time trying to get the right colors to set = =; I haven’t tried using images

- theres not really any in-app settings to change

-it can be very easy to accidentally delete sessions/chat rooms so be careful!

-i havent found a way to delete the default personas(all the emotions and whatnot)

-just generally a bit buggy? I hope the person works on it more.

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Would I recommend this app to someone with OSDDID? Yes! Super easy if you’re looking for a digital way to have internal meetings and discussions. You could probably easily show it to a therapist too, now that I think about it.

#HOLY SHIT