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tryingtosurvivehell·5 years agoText

sometimes I feel like the only reason I’m alive is because I have .01% of hope that things will get better.

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tryingtosurvivehell·5 years agoText

hopeandforgiveness:

You made it. You made it through that thing you didn’t think you were going to. You made it when it was a massive struggle and all you could think about at the time. You didn’t think you could do it. And look where you are right now. You made it.

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tryingtosurvivehell·5 years agoQuote
Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner (via teenager90s)
And that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too.
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tryingtosurvivehell·5 years agoText

jeankd:

beautifullyburnedxo:

sailordirtbag:

before you date a girl with a mental illness, remember: saying, “you’re beautiful” won’t balance the chemicals in her brain.

and don’t fucking say, “i’ll be here for you, no matter what,” if you don’t mean it.

don’t think you’re fixing her by saying, “i love you.” because you’re not

This needs more notes.

All of it, but mostly the bolded

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tryingtosurvivehell·5 years agoText

love has honestly fucked me up. don’t get me wrong, there can be moments when love is the most beautiful thing in this world & the closest thing you can ever get to magic. but I feel as if most of the time, its a living hell. love is beautiful when he’s laying next to me with my head on his chest & he’s tracing my back with his fingertips. but its hell when he cheated on me & I got so wasted when I found out that I couldn’t remember my own name, where I was, or who anyone else was. it was miserable when I caught him texting other girls & saying he wanted to be with them. I felt my heart shatter into ten million pieces. I remember not being able to get off the bathroom floor & I was screaming for help because I didn’t understand how someone that could claim to love you could hurt you so bad. it wasn’t beautiful when he left me & took my heart & sanity with him & I got home from school after I saw him walking out holding hands with another girl & my insides collapsed & I couldn’t breathe & I took pills because I just wanted to die & I ended up in the hospital. but looking into his eyes sure was magical.

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tryingtosurvivehell·5 years agoText

higherhorizons:

nataliafern:

kat—i:

Getting into a relationship with me means I will put up with your shit. I will tell you I’m fucking pissed off at you but that doesn’t mean I will break up with you. I will tell you you are an asshole but I still love you then prob not talk to you for a few hours. I get into a relationship knowing there’s good AND bad days. And im willing to get through it with you on all days

This this this

my relationship in one post

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tryingtosurvivehell·5 years agoText

shippingtronnor:

isafeye:

Everyone who suffers from social anxiety needs a friend who will

  1. help them order food when it’s too scary
  2. walk with them through crowded places
  3. help them laugh it off when they make a mistake
  4. not get tired of answering “no, you’re not annoying, silly goose! You’re adorable and I love you” no matter how many times it’s needed

and if you’re that friend, bless u for being fab <3

this is too accurate 

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tryingtosurvivehell·6 years agoQuote
(via livdash)
I’m so loyal to anything that gives me the teeniest bit of happiness and completion, and that’s exactly where my naivety lies.
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tryingtosurvivehell·6 years agoText

I didn’t know pain until the day I lost you for good. that’s the time I lost myself. I lost myself after I got high & I was relaxed & everything was just a huge blur. I lost myself the time I got drunk enough that I couldn’t say my own name. I lost myself the night I popped so many pills, I couldn’t see straight & I fell down the stairs & laughed about it. everything was okay all those time. I didn’t remember you. but when I wake up & I come back to reality, I remember you. you’re there & I’m here. & we’re no longer together. that’s when I lose it.

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tryingtosurvivehell·6 years agoQuote

If you find a girl that is willing to go through hell just to keep the relationship going, you really shouldn’t take her love for granted.

Going through hell for someone and in return being taken for granted was the most painful thing I’ve ever experienced. Never. Again.

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tryingtosurvivehell·6 years agoPhoto

draycen:

iamsherlokid:

highonvodka:

themixedbagofspooky:

spoopy-len-in-a-dress:

riningear:

doryishness:

displaced-angel:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!


this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

So last time I reblogged this I met Tom Hiddleston within the month…

It worked last time!

tryingtosurvivehell
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tryingtosurvivehell·6 years agoText

the last time I went to the hospital for suicidal thoughts & actions was march of this year. & ever since I went there, I was happy. I thought my depression went away somehow.
yet, it’s 2:30 in the morning & I’m thinking of hurting myself. taking the pills. taking a blade across my skin. I just hate myself too much.
& to be honest, I don’t have a purpose in this world.
& there’s not a single person that would miss me if I left.

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tryingtosurvivehell·6 years agoPhoto

draycen:

iamsherlokid:

highonvodka:

themixedbagofspooky:

spoopy-len-in-a-dress:

riningear:

doryishness:

displaced-angel:

ryedragon:

inritum:

reblog and make a wish!


this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

So last time I reblogged this I met Tom Hiddleston within the month…

It worked last time!

tryingtosurvivehell
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tryingtosurvivehell·6 years agoQuote
(via walk-you-home)

Wow

(via dont—blinkk)

And I miss you so fucking much you fucking asshole

(via m—e—m—e—n—t—o)

& today you now have a kid with another girl & you’ve completely forgotten about me.
& here I am, thinking of you.

A year ago we stayed up till 3 am talking
And today I don’t know how to even say hey
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