I'm a girl who is living life like Riley. A
@YourKoel junkie. I ♡ her more than I can say.
She is my grandest inspiration! (^_^) #Koelian
#MusicFreak #Pokemon
আম্মু আজকে বিকেলের নাস্তা অনেক খাইছি, রাতে খাব না!
অতঃপর আম্মু ১৫ মিনিট পর.... "এই ভাত দেই, ক্ষুধা লাগছে?"..... আরো ১৫ মিনিট পর। "রাতে কিন্তু প্রচন্ড ক্ষুধা লাগবে না খেলে।" আরও ১৫ মিনিট পর "দুপুরে ওই তরকারিটা ট্রাই করস নাই, খেয়ে দেখ ভাল লাগবে।" আরো ১৫ মিনিট পর "এই মুমু খাবার গরম করে দেই, গরম করলে খাবি? না খেয়ে ঘুমানো ঠিক না" আরও কতক্ষণ পর "খাবার গরম করে দিছি, ঠান্ডা হয়ে যাবে".... আরো কতক্ষণ পর "এই মুমু খেতে আসস না, খাবার ঠান্ডা হয়ে যাচ্ছে?"
...... আম্মু, আমি কখন বললাম খাবো?
"খাবি না কেন কি হইসে? খাওয়ায় দিব? কাটা বেছে দেই তুই খা!"
.....এই এলার্ম স্নুজ করার ক্ষমতা নেই! কেমনে বোঝাই এক বেলা না খেলে কোন সন্তান মরে না!
Mental health is important. I am working with it daily not to get upset or depressed. I do random works. But one thing, if I am sad, I don't post it on Social Media and I don't talk to anyone. Literally no one. I do look for something cheering me up to divert. I spend time with myself. Thanks for your concern. I really appreciate it. I am still working with my mental state! Alhamdulliah, it is developing and I am healing. To that I had to ignore some toxic people and step ahead. I had to say sorry some people even I know I was right and stop engaging any foolish argument or conversation. "I am sorry!" "Okay, that's right. You can add some. I will never mind"........ Sometimes, I stayed quiet and let it go. Or sometimes, I quit talking to them. All I did or I have been doing for my mental peace. Nothing else. Trust me, I am not angry with them and I don't have any grudge to them. Again, cause I do value my mental peace. I am or was short tempered and I am working on that too! Sometime I lose my temper. Cause I am human. Again I browse my language app to learn Spanish and think as well that not again. Or I play game to clam down. That makes me upset too. I am thankful to Allah cause He gave me Islam. May be, Islam is the reason I am still alive and sure many of us. Day by day I am getting that being alive is important and amazing too. Breathing is awesome. If Allah keeps me alive, I am sure I don't wanna miss seeing the upcoming years what magic will happen. Thanks to my family and friends for that! Basically, heart for taking care of my heart. My point is if you have no one, at least you have "You." So, don't lose yourself and don't take any bad decision please. If you have yourself, that's the magic. You are a magic, aren't you? Trust me! You're just passing through a bad phase and you will heal! Nothing is permanent even your pain or your situation.
Mental state is very important. Depression is not a mild problem. It is as much serious like the physical injuries or the other illnesses. I beg of you to be kind to each other. 😞😥
বেসিক্যালি লাঞ্চটা না হয়ে যখন ব্রেকফাস্টই হয়! দেরি করে ঘুম থেকে ওঠা! রুটিন লাইফ ব্লাহ ব্লাহ! কিসের এত বাধ্যবাধকতা! সত্যি বলতে পারেন কেন আমরা নিয়ম গুলো মানি? হ্যা, আমি খুব ভোরেও উঠব! সেটা আমার জন্য! ভোরটাকে উপভোগ করার জন্য। কোন নিয়মের বাধ্যবাধকতার জন্য নয়।
Sometimes, it feels good breaking the rule and become a no rule following person!
Yadhaash bhi kitni ajeeb cheez hoti hai ... Kis cheez ko poori zindagi bhoolne ki koshish karo, woh bhoolti nahi ... Kabhi ek choti si cheez yaad karne ki koshish karo, toh yaad nahi aati!
I've made a lot of mistakes, some bad choices and I don't always... I don't always think things through. But I know that if a friend needs me, or is in danger, or anything, if there's anything I can do to help them, I will. I'm really trying to do the right thing. I am, even when it's not clear what that is! Cause I don't want to live my life based on someone else's idea of what's right or what's moral or what's good. I want to figure it out for myself. Even if I make mistakes along the way. And the one thing I know is it is never wrong to care about your friends. It's never wrong to be a human being and love someone as well as you can.
I've made a lot of mistakes, some bad choices and I don't always... I don't always think things through. But I know that if a friend needs me, or is in danger, or anything, if there's anything I can do to help them, I will. I'm really trying to do the right thing. I am, even when it's not clear what that is! Cause I don't want to live my life based on someone else's idea of what's right or what's moral or what's good. I want to figure it out for myself. Even if I make mistakes along the way. And the one thing I know is it is never wrong to care about your friends. It's never wrong to be a human being and love someone as well as you can.
I'm in love with you. You heard me? I am in love with you. And I know that love is just a shout into the void and that oblivion is inevitable. And that we're all doomed and that one day all of our labors will be returned to dust. And I know that the sun will swallow the only earth we will ever have. And I am in love with you. Sorry! ♥️