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i remember this getting all the reposts n shit🥲💔 honeymoon phase come back im still missing u

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also everytime i look back on this acc i get so many 8th grade flashbacks omg it was terrible, however i miss the honeymoon ed phase sm</3

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i keep on posting once every like 27 years but had to quickly update my bio bc i'm definitely not 14 anymore💀

i still regret recovery to this day 😐

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damn, almost a whole year

i haven't been on here in forever. i've only been on edtwt and still suffering from a lot of shit related to eds💀

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well uh, hi

i am still suffering but here's a low cal pancake recipe :'D

creds to the original person!

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hi friends i'm still alive

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it's not even 2022 and i want to fucking d¡3....

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can y’all reblog this if you aren’t diagnosed but suffer w an ED? I feel like the only one sometimes

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the only post of mine that went viral 💪😫

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so it has come to a conclusion that i went from having anorexia to bed 😐

istfg if this becomes a cycle between anorexia to bed and back to anorexia.

i'll never have a healthy relationship with food 😐i fele so invalid

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it hasn't even been a year since i made this account but i know damn well my first posts are fucking cringey and embarrassing💀

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just changed my whole layout aesthetic wassup😀

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!!!!!!

there's times where I don't even know what I look like. Do I look 80lbs or 180lbs?

whos gonna tell some of yall that body dysmorphia isnt just about thinking you're fat. it's more to do with an unstable self image. i feel like i'm skinny after i starve and then feel like i've gained 30 lbs after looking in the general direction of an oreo. the dysmorphia doesn't go away because i think i'm skinny sometimes, that is STILL dysmorphia

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STOP

I'VE BEEN SEEING NOTHING BUT 222, 333, AND 444 TF

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always will be

Reblog if your pro recovery. Whether you’re in it or not

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“your such a slow eater”

i. don’t . want. to. EAT IT

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PSA

I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.

you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and MY ED does not extend to you