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hyyh update no one asked for: i had 4 pages of notes in the first 3 minutes of the yt video that was recommended to me

i am halfway through now with 12 pages of notes and i keep saying 'fucking hell' bc it's like these boys made creepypasta ocs without the creepypasta bit

#how much trauma can we fit into 7 boys? #answer: so much #just. all of it #seokjin comes back from la #to 2 dead 2 in hospital 1 in jail 1 convicted of murder #hell of a welcome home #and thats only the beginning!!

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u don't have to reply if its too much but! thought u would like to know that i bought a huge fluffy pink blanket bc of bily

partly bc i thought little me needed a blanket for herself and partly bc ur descriptions of the nest made me crave fluffy things more than i ever have 🩷🩷

Here I am, all the way across the world, sorting cilantro for lunch, and someone has made the decision to be soft to themselves because of me. How lovely!

hope it’s cozy 💜

#im sorry this is the cutest reply i could have gotten #i did make the decision to be soft! #what an utterly lovely way to put it

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me: i'm gonna set aside tonight so i can be little!

also me: *stuck in an uncomfy half little, half big state and can't pull myself either way*

me: ...well. not quite what i had in mind

#wanna be lil #lemme be smol #am i smol? itty bitty? #cant do it by myself w/out being stressed af #dont wanna be big! but might have to be big >:(

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I'm curious. what job would you do if money was no object (you just automatically had an income you could live comfortably on)? including work like volunteering, studying etc. please share in the tags :)

#studying! #i would learn SO MUCH #i would take every degree i could #art english psychology media history #maybe not like. maths or science. #because i dont want to #but the humanities!! i would learn all the humanities and then some

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this is like 100% petty all things considered but i just can’t wait until some of u learn that it is absolutely normal for people of any age to refer to their dads as “daddy” in many parts of the south like it isn’t a red flag there. 60 year old women in my family still refer to their dads as “daddy.” and btw i think anyone should be allowed to call their own fathers whatever they want without someone either making it nasty or being accusatory like don’t you get tired of making ppl uncomfortable for no reason

#my parents are mummy and daddy! #always #because i am their kid and will always be their kid

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artistic younglings!! believe me when i say ur art will!! get!! better!!

i'm only 22 and my art has changed a hundred and one times!! the style i'm drawing in now is completely different to the way i was drawing last year!!

u will evolve and adapt and improve and it takes time but u will get there!!

#unusually positive post by someone who has a new art style and LOVES IT #after drawing for years #and has a gcse and a-level in art #and i will get better! i always get better! #art #encouragement #drawblr #art encouragement #drawing tips

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people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

#is there. a source for this? #because i very much relate and i want this to be the reason im not proud of my degree

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hmmmmm when u realise the extent of the control ur mother has over u emotionally

#shes been playing around w my brother #both very loud and aggressive but in a fun way #arguing is a love language in this house #anyway i was like 'one evening w/out me and ur both so loud good god' #and my mum asked where id been #and i made a sarcastic comment over climbing out my window when obv ive been in my room #and she sighed #wiped her hands on her face and said 'yes alright' #and in that 5 second interaction #i could physically feel the energy change #and now i feel like a shit daughter! from FIVE. FUCKING. SECONDS. #this is why i hesitate to talk to my mum about important things #because *any* negative change in her demeanour i will detect

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ITS APRIL 13 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

FETCH ME NEIL

#NEIL #cant believe i nearly missed neil

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#i. had to reblog. #made me indescribably happy

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i need someone versed in hyyh lore to help me

i've only watched the mvs and i'm not even sure which ones are relevant i just know that when i think about the amount of lore i want to burst into tears

#help! where do I start!! #someone give me a list #bc im so excited to learn more about this thing that i was too scared of as a baby army #but also im drowning #bts #army #bts hyyh #hyyh era

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We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

#give me androgenyyyyyy

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#im actually good for all these checks! #look at me go

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i've been in and out of little space for like 3 days can i PLEASE get some consistency

#either let me be big or let me be little #its hard to be little when u also have to be big #little!me wants to watch yt and snuggle #and eat snacks #big!me has to organise the snacks and make sure i have water and earphones and fruit as well as chocolate #and be aware of others in the house #anyway i think i want a caregiver?? which i never really have before #i am lonely and independent no matter what age i am

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Do y'all have any favorite card games?

#i am truly truly bad at card games #but i had a lot of fun playing them in 6th form w my friends #the worst was irish snap bc that involves quick processing and fast reflexes #and my processing speed is. questionable. #but it was fun to waste an hour of free time that we should have spent studying

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god i WISH i looked this cool

thank u for the tag bby <3

tagging @themagnificentmx @cosmologicalspoon @elibeeline

Picrew tag game

with this picrew

Im SO late to this, bu thank you for tagging me 🫂💗

npt: @gnpwdrnwhiskey @itsokbbygrl @icangoanywhereiwant-justnothome @lunitawrites @swiftpascal @lover-of-books-and-tea @seratuyo

#picrew #tag game

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walking round the toy section of b&m as if it's not gonna trigger littlespace

#there are so many cute things!! #art sets and surprise dolls and tiny fnaf pop figures!! #i neeeeeed them #ive discovered i need to be triggered (pos or neg) into little space #either being too overwhelmed or showing myself little stuff #which makes it easy to avoid but hard to get out of #anyway i wanna be little and be looked after