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i've been working on icons, but here's a promo! feel free to like/reblog if you're interested in rping with me. my name is rabbit and this is a multi that's mainly (but not wholly) focused on magical girl anime~! i plan on adding more muses as i get more settled here. ⭐✨🌈

#will be here if you want to keep in touch! #i plan on returning eventually but when my wellbeing is a little better <3 #ooc. #sp.

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this blog is still on hiatus but i am in the process of setting up a multi! follow me here.

#it's mostly comfort characters LOL #ooc. #i have to go out for a bit but i'll start following y'all when i'm back :)

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she's back home from the ER, and it seems it's a miracle that she has come back home to begin with. she currently has no other evidence of something happening outside of staples on the back of her head + memory issues. i'm still going to prioritise caring for her over being here, but for those who wanted to know, here you go. thank you for those who have supported me, even if i wasn't very talkative during this time. thank you so much. 🌈

not gonna be here for a while/extending the semi-hiatus to a full hiatus. my mother has either gone through a stroke or a drug overdose or something else equally horrifying and i just need to prioritise.

#ooc. #medical / #hospitals / #head trauma /

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not gonna be here for a while/extending the semi-hiatus to a full hiatus. my mother has either gone through a stroke or a drug overdose or something else equally horrifying and i just need to prioritise.

#ooc. #drugs / #drug overdose / #medical / #ask to tag / #if anyone could send good vibes our way i'd appreciate it

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"do you have something to confess?" a gentle tone, "i won't turn you away, my friend."

#open. #main v. #cults /

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and despite the rich scent of death in the air, dōma doesn’t wear a grimacing expression. rather, warmth glimmers from his smile; like the sun peaking from the horizon, greeting the morning frost and allowing it to finally melt.

“hmm, probably a smart idea, yeah?” he hums, “but i can’t help but notice something kinda disturbing…”

he taps his chin with his finger, before it draws out — pointing at the corpse that lay at her feet.

“this person is someone i know. just recently they came to me with a pretty sad confession, you see…” a glint to his eye, “d’you know anything about that~?”

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He was odd; Even with the purest of Devils Blood running through her. The way his smile didn't quite greet her as pleasant. [ In fact, it gave the humanity side of Jane the chills. He's creepy. ] The Demon part of Jane refused to back down in front of another unholy creature, so all she does is close her eyes at his entrance for a moment before looking at her recent hunt now freshly killed & dead at her feet & souless. ❝ This doesn't concern you. I'd recommend going off to do your own thing instead of lingering. ❞

#liracondo #main v. #cults ment / #i'm so happy to see jane's back hehe #i'm curious to see how this goes!

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"she was a violent woman," idly, he traces a finger in the dirt where he sat, "but she loved me, you know? i was her only child."

#open. #main v. #listening to piano and strings makes me wanna write smth sad #he's talkin about his momma here #abuse / #abuse ment / #child abuse ment / #child abuse / #ask to tag /

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and was it a sin to feel the grace of euphoria flicker within his heart? he was here, he existed — he caused her pain. perhaps this was something his mother had sought out; was dear momma just as empty as he was?

was that why she caused so much pain? was it her own mockery of an attempt to feel something?

ah, he’ll never know.

a small smile perches onto his lips, pulling his hand away; allowing kokushibō to recover. even when only a relatively fresh demon, he could still cause so much destruction — he wondered if tonight would prove that further.

but maybe that’s a good thing; maybe it’ll show the world that he’s here. that he’s alive.

“that’s kind of you,” he gives gentle laughter, rubbing the back of his neck — hand still felt frozen, “this is kind of a silly question, but…”

“is it best to kill them? or should i leave them alive after i’ve had my fill?”

a pause; perhaps his heart still hesitates.

“maybe they could recover without a limb…? maybe i could stop the bleeding—”

She watches closely, listening to words unspoken, recognizing similar bruises upon them both. Similar, not the same.

She won't push him to say more than he is ready to, for if positions were reversed, it would be a lie to say that she wouldn't bare her fangs. Kokushibō will allow him this much understanding.

In truth, she isn't even truly certain if she would call Dōma's behavior confident, or simply that empty soul he would show rare glimpses of, a fleeting shadow that if she dared to blink, would be missed just as quickly.

Hand stays steady, even as ice begins to form, to sting and burn, freezing metal and gems to her skin. Kokushibō doesn't flinch away, lowermost eyes watching as skin turns paler and paler, more and more lilac, claws instinctively appearing and lengthening like that of a great cat's as pain radiates through hand and arm.

It's a matter of time before ice turns it numb. She is too familiar with pain.

Rest of her eyes remain upon Dōma, and finally she allows mask of her own to slip--how instinctual it is, to pretend to not feel pain even as some feral part of her wants to bite and lash out, to refuse to show true feelings for such a thing means vulnerability.

Such a thing meant opening herself to more of father's rage.

But in this single moment, she allows it--a flicker of pain across her features, evidence that he holds some sway however slight.

That, in however many tattered pieces, both exist.

"...very good. Such a technique could prove quite beneficial to you. Ice protects as much as it destroys."

#tsukkiakarii #pre-main v. #cannibalism / #abuse ment / #child abuse ment / #dissociation ment /

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"i haven't eaten in sooooo long," a dramatic sigh, "like, it's been thirty minutes. that's forever! if oooonly there was a tasty human nearby."

#open. #main v. #cannibalism / #he's being annoying

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d.oma

#ooc. #not reblogging the original post bc i get shy but like this is true

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and a hint of instinctive laughter leaves him — fill the air, purify it. 

but it was fake, much like everything he did was. of course, he could not help the reality of being a murderer; a cannibal. but it all began before his first kill, did it not? no, his very first victim – while still alive, still breathing — revealed the wickedness inside his heart.

his first victim was himself; that poor child, bottling up everything, and everything, and everything. 

“...it’s funny,” eyes avert, “when this all began, i tried to stop myself from killing.”

“i withered away so quickly, my body and soul was trying to die,” did that polished child still exist? “but it didn’t. am i... stronger for that?”

𝐀 𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐇𝐑𝐔𝐆 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐋𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 . though it was not in her nature to care for others , this being was beyond that of men . he called her attention & as such she remains & listens ; taking in every horror that could possibly leave his lips . the lascivious lifts her hand as she pushes back curly , thick black hair .

❝ confessing does no harm but i am not a priest . i can't forgive you if that's what you're looking for . ❞ lust finds herself commenting only reply to his next sentence .

❝ it is not in our nature to kill , doma ? why would we be forsaken for what we cannot control ? ❞

#hariolor #main v. #suicide ideation / #cannibalism ment / #ask to tag /

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and what a considerate monster he was! dōma’s smile turned more cheerful at the notion of rapidly approaching food — any moment now, and his stomach would be filled (for perhaps a few minutes). he hated feeling hungry.

“sure~!” he chirps, “i’m curious about you too! you look really strong…”

and they needn’t even move, as dōma hears footsteps of his first victim curiously approaching the two of them. he was impatient, not even wanting to seek out someone special — anyone would do, when the poor demon was so starved.

eyes grow half-lidded — giggling to himself as the poor fool is suddenly glued to the ground by ice. he doesn’t turn to look at him, keeping firm eye contact with alucard as the ice crawls up his victim’s legs.

“is it entertaining?” velvety voice speaks, as his meal starts to panic, “i hope it is.”

𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 , 𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒 . alucard was famished as well , for he was a beast that hungered for the beast & pest of the world . no man can truly quench his thirst , so alucard ponders if the being before him felt the same .

the taller of the two , dressed in red & black , gives a low purr . almost silent if not for the vibration around them .

finally , the smile becomes festering with entertainment . curiosity peeking from the lenses he adjusted on his face . ❝ afraid not , i have not found anyone worthy to devour . shall we hunt together , my new company ? i would enjoy to see how one monster like yourself contains their hunger . ❞

#groazei #main v. #freezing / #cannibalism ment / #ask to tag /

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“...a long time ago,” he says, hesitantly, “maybe it’s been like this forever.”

long lashes close. his hand doesn’t leave the dull thud of his heart.

“is there a way to make it stop?”

Looking at the motion of Douma and his claw around his heart, Ko first thought that Douma could have some kind of heart disease.

But, the other was a demon...

And that isn't possible.

"When did it start?"

#uppermoonkoku #main v.

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goodness i'm really sucking at being here - i do have reasons but it's personal (besides just regular depression being regular depression). thank you to the people waiting for me, i really genuinely appreciate your patience and i'll hopefully be back to regular activity soon. semi-hiatus in the meantime. ✨

#just a reminder!! still on semi-hiatus #ooc.

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"i think i'll tear your arms off now," he says, oddly calm, "i'm bored."

#open. #main v. #violence /

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*slaps on angry eyebrows* fuck broccoli

(thank you to @whirling-fangs for the sketch donation! i hope this makes you laugh. i was thinking of the gif under the cut while imagining inosuke's reaction to being fed the evil vegetable)

#ooc. #muns art. #this idea hit me like a truck and i couldn't rest until i had drawn it #whirling-fangs

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in a lot of money troubles (i don't have a lot to cover medication, my dog's medication, rent, and food for us both after a $1000+ car service).

if you want a lil bust sketch of your muse (or another character), donate $3 and i'll post it for you here. feel free to lmk details that you'd like in IMs or asks. if you don't want it posted feel free to tell me and i'll just send it to you privately.