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a lot has changed. i actually started medically transitioning, i got my first shot of testosterone almost a month ago. i changed my name to xander (i also go by jude). i ran away from home and now live independently. im 18 now. ive kind of just, fully grown up

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who would have guessed i would remember the email to this account two years later

#it has been a long time #and a lot has changed

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honestly bold of me to love academia considering how awful of a student i am

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the fact that time passes and things change and people leave and you can only go back to a place physically and you will never be 14 15 16 again………….. i don’t understand how we are meant to endure that

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Source.

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it's okay not to find your soulmate in your teens. it's okay to not have your first romantic relationship until you're an adult. it's okay to have never had sex or gone on a date. there's nothing abnormal about you. don't compare your relationships - or lack of - with anyone else's. we all go at the pace that's right for us.

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Reading in balconies

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bunny: i wrote this essay on metahemeralism do you like it

julian: i do not. but i fw u for trying <3

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i made this myself in like 2 minutes-

#the secret history #donna tartt #bunny corcoran #edmund corcoran #bunny #the secret history meme #yeri.jpg

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i got such a nice surprise in the mail today! i thought it would take longer! i can't wait to reread in my OWN novel!

#the secret history #donna tartt #paperback #paperback novel #paperback book #book #novel #academia #dark academia #literature

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musée du louvre, parís - 2014 
(pictures are mine)

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…maybe I’ve always been more comfortable in chaos…

Florence Welch 

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was this ghost written by richard

so, its about time i get my own friendgroup of obsessive, academic, generally like minded people and we all end up falling in love with each other in various semi-tragic combinations, and maybe someone ends up dead but its ok it was for the aesthetic

#the secret history #donna tartt #dark academia #academia

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One day I will be sexy and cool and mysterious and well connected but emotionally closed off and have a past shrouded in mystery and live in a big city high rise and everyone will be madly in love with me and my intrigue but first I have to like. Do math homework I guess.

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i’m back from my long absence, it’s a long story but, i’m sorry about it all. my parents and i have gotten into a large fight and they have been taking away my internet so i can’t be as active. my mental health has also been terrible, and my eating disorder has re-shown itself :((  i have also decided that i will keep this a dark academia blog, and delete all my kpop posts, kpop is special to me but the fandom is really, very toxic.  i’m sure you are all glad that it’s gonna be dark academia though lol

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