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[vaporwavelich]

Have enough to cover till I start picking up tips when I go back to work, tysm ;_;

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I know I've got stuff I need to be working on and I will be getting started on it soon, but I got really sick last week and missed nearly a whole week of work, which has left me with only $12 to my name after paying house expenses this week.

If anyone can spare a few bucks so I can be sure that I have money to uber in to work this upcoming week till my next payday I'd super appreciate it.

Even willing to offer a small quick bit of art or a song from FL Studio in return if that's wanted, just ask + tell me what you'd like.

PayPal: [email protected]

Ko-Fi: vaporwavelich

Venmo: vaporwavelich

Zelle: send me an ask for the phone number

[vaporwavelich]

I know I've got stuff I need to be working on and I will be getting started on it soon, but I got really sick last week and missed nearly a whole week of work, which has left me with only $12 to my name after paying house expenses this week.

If anyone can spare a few bucks so I can be sure that I have money to uber in to work this upcoming week till my next payday I'd super appreciate it.

Even willing to offer a small quick bit of art or a song from FL Studio in return if that's wanted, just ask + tell me what you'd like.

PayPal: [email protected]

Ko-Fi: vaporwavelich

Venmo: vaporwavelich

Zelle: send me an ask for the phone number

[vaporwavelich]

I know I've got stuff I need to be working on and I will be getting started on it soon, but I got really sick last week and missed nearly a whole week of work, which has left me with only $12 to my name after paying house expenses this week.

If anyone can spare a few bucks so I can be sure that I have money to uber in to work this upcoming week till my next payday I'd super appreciate it.

Even willing to offer a small quick bit of art or a song from FL Studio in return if that's wanted, just ask + tell me what you'd like.

PayPal: [email protected]

Ko-Fi: vaporwavelich

Venmo: vaporwavelich

Zelle: send me an ask for the phone number

[vaporwavelich]

I know I've got stuff I need to be working on and I will be getting started on it soon, but I got really sick last week and missed nearly a whole week of work, which has left me with only $12 to my name after paying house expenses this week.

If anyone can spare a few bucks so I can be sure that I have money to uber in to work this upcoming week till my next payday I'd super appreciate it.

Even willing to offer a small quick bit of art or a song from FL Studio in return if that's wanted, just ask + tell me what you'd like.

PayPal: [email protected]

Ko-Fi: vaporwavelich

Venmo: vaporwavelich

Zelle: send me an ask for the phone number

[vaporwavelich]

anyone who acts like there's some kind of implicit understanding or sisterhood between all women is straight up lying

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I was thinking recently about how "alt" subcultures are so aestheticized now but they used to be much more about your societal views than the clothes you wore or even the bands you listened to, and my brain connected some dots. Idk if this is anything

#thats gonna be a yes

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As per C's request, he asked if I could put the birthday money I earn from reading can be put towards rixing the car because he wants to go to the beach so we can all have fun, this includes taking his mom with us on a supervised visit from the hospital. I'm starting work as a night time aide so I can cover a decent chunk of it after I pay back a couple of people. Total cost is $1600 but after calculating my pay checks for each week for the month I would only need to raise about $500. So, I am still doing readings, but it'll go towards fixing our car for more inclusive and long term activities and problems. The mechanic has been nice enough to not charge me for keeping our car there, especially since it's been there since April.

$52/$500

pp: [email protected]

ca: $starshooterr

[vaporwavelich]

I know I've got stuff I need to be working on and I will be getting started on it soon, but I got really sick last week and missed nearly a whole week of work, which has left me with only $12 to my name after paying house expenses this week.

If anyone can spare a few bucks so I can be sure that I have money to uber in to work this upcoming week till my next payday I'd super appreciate it.

Even willing to offer a small quick bit of art or a song from FL Studio in return if that's wanted, just ask + tell me what you'd like.

PayPal: [email protected]

Ko-Fi: vaporwavelich

Venmo: vaporwavelich

Zelle: send me an ask for the phone number

#uber #uber money #hollow.txt #.txt #mutual aid #mutual aid request #donation #financial aid #boost please

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Old post has too many notes. I got $313 for electricity taken out of the fund for rent & abortion (after they made the mistake of telling me i didn't owe shit). After this week, the price for the procedure goes up and I don't want to have to keep crowdfunding. Im still doing readings and @scarsofbeauty has commissions happening still. Ash comes home next week and the boys are staying with us, we can't risk almost losing them again.

$5/$313, not gonna meet my goal so will update tomorrow on how much more i will have to pay. Ash isn't coming home anymore, C's bday is Saturday and he and R are inconsolable. I'm sick stressed and tired so please do prayers or some shit cuz idk how i'm gonna hang on 🙃

pp: [email protected]

ca: $starshooterr

here's the twins, Mustard & Ketchup

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remove the word “cabal” from your vocabulary please. signed, a very tired leftist jew.

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So a friend reblogging this interview tips post, which is a perfectly fine post with advice that is useful or whatever.

But I desperately need hiring managers to stop acting like the livelihood and continued survival of their interviewees is "playing the game." It's not a game; it has never been a game. It's people's survival. Our lives.

I understand that to management it's about showing team spirit. But to everyone else, management just said that I need to buy new clothes if I even want to be considered a meritorious applicant, regardless of my skills, experience and attitude.

Because every single thing I own is "ratty." That is to say, it is worn out, thread bared, and has stains/rips embroidered over. That's what being a poor person looks like.

"Oh just spend $20 on a shirt and pants."

I'm also fat. Button down shirts that won't be an Obscenity charge are $40. Pants are $60. I have 37 dollars to my name and I still have to buy medicine and shelter.

And remember: this expense is for the lottery chance that I may get hired. It is NOT an expectation presented AFTER an offer.

I get to pay for new clothes for russian roulette.

I should spend everything I have and more to buy one outfit for interviews and really, really hope that this time I get the job. Even though interviews are notoriously biased against fat people, POC, queer people, and women.

Management also just said I need to prove that I know about the company atmosphere from personal, unpaid, off the clock research above and beyond the application and interview process.

That I should self teach, BEFORE so much as an offer is made.

Meanwhile literally hundreds of my applications are thrown away on a weekly basis (I do about 15 applications a day most week days, and have been for multiple years now). The reasons for this are varied. Sometimes its because my name sounds too ethnic (I've had so many interviewers compliment me for not being Black which they thought based on my name). Sometimes they think I'm over qualified for every single job within 55 miles of me, as though having a college degree means I can photosynthesize instead of needing a home.

Often it's simply because companies lie all the time about whether they are actually hiring, posting dozens of fake job listings. That way they can tell their overworked and underpaid staff, "Oh, the reason you have 3 doubles a week is because of all those lazy unemployed assholes that don't want to work."

The fact that there is a "game" where the loser may become homeless or dead at all is deranged. The fact that the losing players all have to smile, and cheer, and cooingly tell the winners what a Good, Good Job they did is significantly more disgusting.

And let me be clear: the OP of that post is a hiring manager. That shit about "ratty clothes" is entirely under the hiring manager's opinion. There's no way to know what a given hiring manager thinks of your clothes, though if you're visibly poor, fat, or nonwhite chances are they would think you look unkempt in a full 3 piece suit with garters.

That shit about "show me you did independent unpaid labour to prove your loyalty to a company that isn't even hiring you yet" is ALSO under the manager's absolute judgment. You have NO way of knowing what stupid tidbits of information are the "right" ones to recite. You could memorize every piece of information that company has ever published and you STILL would not know which trivia is the Right Answer.

Same with the "ask me a question" shit.

There is no right answer. Interviews don't check for skills, abilities, experience, or even team cohesion.

They are vibe checks. They exist to give hiring managers a way to disqualify IMMENSELY qualified candidates over their own unexamined bigotries.

And btw? We have the science to prove it. It's called "implicit bias."

If you have an accent, are fat, aren't white, are visibly disabled or queer in any way, etc? Your inability to get a job is not because you "didn't play the game."

It's because the "game" was rigged to fuck you over from the start.

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just saw a clip where f1nn5ter was saying how at this point, he can’t be cis, but at the same time, he doesn’t feel like he’s trans—he’s just neither. and someone in chat was like “you can’t be neither cis nor trans that’s not how it works” i love finn but why is his chat so fucking bad 😭 stop recreating binaries for the love of god, identity does not have to fall into these neat little boxes for you to police

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This was never planned

I really do enjoy the sweeter romance between Ryo and Miki in Violence Jack but I have to admit I have a guilty pleasure of thinking up how that ship would go in the normal Devilman plot and well, you know that I have different version of it (same for all my ships too btw) and while Ryo was so hostile towards Miki in the Devilman: The Birth OVA I can't help but like shipping them as a rivals to lovers/enemies to lovers ship, like the hate sex between would be insane! XD But maybe these two would come to have more friendlier feelings towards each other as time goes on and they bond over their shared love of Akira, and maybe Akira knocking some sense into these two while he forms a relationship with them both. However before that I can imagine Ryo and Miki just being so much denial of any growing feelings they have for each other and despairing at first when they admit to themselves that they had fallen in love.

I also was making up a playlist for specify this version of this pairing and needed a cover and I had been wanting to try out making a picture with a style closer to the 87-90s OVAs and doing a more simple cell shading style too, and I'm happy how this came out :D  

Btw if you like what you see and want a commission drop me a direct message on tumblr, instagram or a note on deviantart

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Old post has too many notes. I got $313 for electricity taken out of the fund for rent & abortion (after they made the mistake of telling me i didn't owe shit). After this week, the price for the procedure goes up and I don't want to have to keep crowdfunding. Im still doing readings and @scarsofbeauty has commissions happening still. Ash comes home next week and the boys are staying with us, we can't risk almost losing them again.

$5/$313 after friday, i'm gonna have to pay more for the procedure and i'm gonna be late on rent, risking custody of the boys. Ash comes back tomorrow but she won't be able to work for a whileo

pp: [email protected]

ca: $starshooterr

here's the twins, Mustard & Ketchup

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Appropriate move

#.rblg #.txt