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velvetvirgo · 9 months
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I'm stuck between wanting to get better, wanting to be thin, and wanting to get so sick people get concerned.
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velvetvirgo · 1 year
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i started a new birth control and it gives me an INSANE stomach ache if i don’t eat til i’m full. now how the hell am i supposed to restrict in these conditions 😟😟
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velvetvirgo · 1 year
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now tell me why i just walked in on my mom watching to the bone…
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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i’m back bitchessss
listen i was in recovery but then i started reading a book called paperweight and that shit has triggered me so now we going back to old habits
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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i’m getting put on a mood stabilizer and a very common side effect is weight gain… istg if it makes me gain i’m gonna be so upset
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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My ass is like " I will lose weight, I will get back on track, I will restrict and get to my gw", while simultaneously stuffing food down my throat👍
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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no matter how fucking deep you are in an ED, that doesn’t give you the right to be a dickhead about plus-sized people. keep your nose out of their business and get some help.
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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okay so i’ve been not restricting for a month or so cause i was trying to recover. i hoped on the scale today because i went swimming yesterday and looked like a goddamn whale, and i think my scale is broke. it says i’m 92 pounds??? there ain’t no way i’m 92 pounds 😭💀
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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bro istg im the worst ana ever 😭💀 like i’ll promise myself not to eat when u get home from school and then i binge on the whole kitchen
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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guys should i go vegetarian so for meals i can eat lower cal foods without drawing suspicion to myself???
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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im terrified i won’t be able to fit in my bridesmaid dress for my brothers wedding in june. ive gained 6 pounds since ive bought the dress due to binging, i don’t know what to do.
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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my gf asked me to write something down in her iphone notes and when i opened it i saw a weight log for theirself. they know i have an ed and im scared i triggered them to feel the need to loose weight in a short amount of time. idk if i should ask about it or not, i hope she’s losing in a healthy way and not harmful like me. i really don’t know what to do.
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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i hate when i tell myself i’m gonna recover and it’s literally just a binge 😭💀
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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my grandpa visited yesterday and he said “you’ve lost a lot of weight” and it made me really happy that someone noticed my progress but then my dad said “actually she’s gained a lot recently” i am going to kms.
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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bro i’ve been eating low cal for the past 4 days and i haven’t lost any weight. the universe hates me istg
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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guys my parents are starting to make me pack a lunch because they somehow found out i wasn’t eating at school… wtf do i do
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velvetvirgo · 2 years
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one thing my ed will never take from me is putting sweetener in my coffee… like how tf do y’all just enjoy black coffee that shit is rancid 😭💀
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