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[velvetyh]

Sorry I haven't been active!!! Been working my ass off at work and just have been zombieeee

I miss you! Hope you've been doing well! Just started watching My Demon and I'm excited!

Bee reading more ateez stuff today cause I'm in The mood ™

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Don’t worry i haven’t been active either, i don’t know how i thought it was a good idea for me to start writing again because i just work eat sleep and nothing else.

i have a week off and all i do is sleep. i’m by my aunt in France bc i really needed a chance of scenery, but i already know that ill just sleep lmao

ohhhh enjoy watching it ! is it violent / gore btw ? i’m trying to find a series to watch during my commute hours and i’m searching for something soft since i commute early in the morning lol

ooof ateez i miss them 🥺 i need to listen to their music again and read some fics 😏😮‍💨

#🌺 anon #bambi rambles

[velvetyh]

Hiya babes!!!

What are we thinking lately 🧐

I've been falling into my seventeen and ateez hard hours again 👀

But I've also been dragged by my old nct hard thoughts and I'm feeling Hella 2021/2022 feels rn 😩

Tbh The Boyz are next as I'm about to rewatch Kingdom 🤪

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Hiii babes 🫶🏼

to be more than brutally honest, i came back on here without even knowing what was going on in the kpop community omg LMAO

rn i’m just sitting here like “okay you’re back here, now what lmao”

but i’ve been thinking a lot about hockey and f1… and hockey… again 🫣 oops

omg ateez !!! how are my babies doing 🥺 yunho plz hug me and pin me against the wa- wait what?

i’ve watched NCT from afar, saw a few time Lucas trending, idk what’s going on 🫢 brb follow all their twitter accounts lol

please tell me our babies are doing good and getting the treatment they deserve as the kings they are !! 🫶🏼

how are you btw?? 🥰

#🌺 anon #i always look forward to your lil asks 🤭

[velvetyh]

Yes yes my life has been good!!! Moved out like twice but finally have a situation that is safe /and/ affordable.

Uhhh I went back to school!!! Graduated with a 4.0 from a tech school and got certified for my specialty and now I've landed another big girl Job :)

11 more weeks of training and then I'll be able to work from home so yayyyy

Oh oh and I got a bf 🤪

How's it been for you????

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omg i’m happy you are in a safe place !! i had to move you too bc my upstairs neighbour felt like she had to let the whole building know when she’s got her man around 🙁

OMG GOOD JOB CASSIE, IM SO PROUD OF YOU 🥰 all the best in your big girl job, i hope you make big big money 🫣

giiirl your life is treating you reaaaal good, im so happy for you !! your bf better be a gem or im throwing fists 😤

my life’s pretty shit rn but let’s not talk about it 😀 i’m trying to think less negatively but it’s hard

have a lovely day / night, im going to bed 🫶🏼

#🌺 anon #<3333

[velvetyh]

OMG I THOUGHT I WAS HALLUCINATING!!!!

Welcome back!!!!!

Oh I've missed you so much!!!! Truly, you were one of the only reasons I kept Tumblr active and kept checking in every so often 🥲

Ahhhhh I'm so excited!!!!

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OMG CASSIE MY BELOVED !!

omg baby hiii !! I have missed you so so much!!

I also thought about coming back here just to tell you I'm still alive !!

how are you? how's your life been?? hopefully good !! ✨💕💕

#🌺 anon #my lovely cassie <3

[velvetyh]

WELCOME BACK!!!! i have missed you so much 🤍🤍🤍🤍

Hiiii!! <333

it feels a bit awkward to be back on here lmao but I'll get used to it !

how are you ? :D

#bambi rambles #anon ♠

[velvetyh]

Oh… wow…

Uhm… hi, hello again, I guess?

I know it’s been a whole damn while that I haven’t come back on here, but I thought why not…?

I don’t even know if it’s a good idea if anyone keeps on writing and posting fics on here, but I feel like I could progressively come back because I kinda miss writing and talking to my few beloved mutuals/anons who accepted me as their internet friends (💕)

I’ll try to come back here because I partially miss writing, but I also wanna practise it, because I intend to try and take a C2 English and a C1 German exam to improve my skills.

I know it’s not gonna help me get a good grade on my exam because it’s not about creative writing lmao, but why not give it a try...?

Anyway, (if anyone is interested), I’m gonna open everything back up and hopefully chat with you again! I have new centres of interest and new hobbies (I spend too much time on BookTok oops), so I’m free if you wanna chat!

#bambi rambles #the boyz #kpop smut

[velvetyh]

I love you go to sleep *smooch* 😌😙💜

<33

[velvetyh]

Hello lovely!!

I'm really falling headfirst into the fall/autumn mood 😫

Like I'm making plans to go to the pumpkin patch 🎃 , the corn 🌽 maze, and getting caramel apples 🍎 😋

Super excited for the cooler weather and simmer pots ugh.

Do you like fall activities?

I miss you

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hello my dear cassie <33

this weather makes me want to curl up under a blanket with someone and come back out in may 🙃 yes pretty much hibernating 🐻

omg you're really living the fall aesthetic, i wish i had the courage to do all of this! it makes me smile seeing you all excited about this new season :))

i enjoy taking walks in the forest in germany, the fall colours on trees make everything more majestic, it's really soothing. i don't fancy any particular activities, I'm pretty passive about seasons, i just watch the time roll 🙃

i miss you too very much, i hope you're okay <33

(yes it's 3am in germany, no i can't sleep and no im not fine)

#🌺 anon

[velvetyh]

Hi! I'm new here and I'm wondering will you be doing kinktober this year? I just got done with the one from 2021 and it's so good!

hi hi welcome to my dead account lol

thank you, but i won't be posting anything anymore. i had prepared the stories back in may or sth, but i don't see myself getting back to writing anymore... i have this fucking blank page syndrome that i can't get rid of, so there won't be any kinktober for me this year

but im sure you'll get to read some fantastic stories when the time comes around, there are so many talented writers on here, I'm sure you'll find something you like :)

#anon

[velvetyh]

Hi popping in again to just say I love you

Got some bad news this week and it really slapped some perspective into me. Knowing that at any moment someone can leave you, makes you really want to appreciate the time you have together. I'm no longer allowing myself to feel embarrassed or cringy for saying I love someone or spending time with them and telling them how I feel being around them. When a loved one dies I guess it hits different. Waiting for the inevitable phone call is awful.

Anywho I'm not going to let this one get too sad. I just wanted to let you know that I love you, and our interactions this year, however brief, were really happy moments in my life. I felt we became friends pretty fast. I hope you can come back to this blog every now and again and see these messages/ our convos and smile 💕

i’m coming out of my very dark cave to address this.

august has been a terribly depressing month since 2020 because i lost my dearest grandpa on the 30th. it ripped my heart apart when my mom woke me up at 4 am to announce me that he lost his battle against liver cancer. i’ve cried for days, even weeks, which were followed by months and months of depression and poorly sleeping and eating. i lost my only supporter, my best friend, the only family member that loved me and cared for me and my well-being, which was everything for me.

all of this to say that i’m with you baby. i feel your pain, i know how terrible and empty it feels knowing that someone you cherished went to heaven. you want them back, just for a second, to hug or kiss them, but it’s just impossible and it hurts. so. damn. much.

i hate to be the one saying this but time heals. time will heal you and your aching heart, you just need to allow it. it took me months and months of denial to acknowledge this and now it gets a bit better. the 15th of august was a very painful date for me to get over because it was the last time i saw him alive. i cried for on monday and i will cry on the 30th, i just know it.

allow time to repair things. maybe not repair, but at least soothe your pain and ease your mind. be kind and gentle with yourself, i know at some point that you’ll be okay ❣️ if i managed to get a bit better, i know you can too!

it’s important to let others know that you love and appreciate them, it is true that you never know what can happen, so never stop doing that. it’s better to have remorse than regrets, always better in that way.

even if i am not as active as before, you can always message me privately if you want to keep your feelings more private. you make my life a bit more bearable thanks to your messages, i even catch myself sometimes opening tumblr just to read them over and over again. i love you very very much and i hope you get the support you deserve to get through this 💕 i’m sending you big hugs 🫂 and it’s time for me to go back in my cave. i hope one day i’ll get rid of the intrusive thought that tells me that i should join my grandfather up there ⭐️

i love you 🫶

#remember that it’s gonna be okay one day 💕

[velvetyh]

hi, i hope im not bothering you?

i was wondering if you ever going to post again? i kinda miss your stories and your activity on here :(

i hope you're doing well and we miss you loads!! c:

hello darling,

i don't know to be honest... i kinda miss writing smut and being active on here but at the same time i don't have the energy to write again.

i just feel disgusting, im back home in France rn, i thought it would help brighten my mood but it's actually horrible and I'm sad & miserable all the time

im delighted that i managed to bring you happiness by being there at some point. thank you for telling me that <3

#anon ♠

[velvetyh]

im just coming here to scream into the void:

i need a cuddle session or a cock in my mouth.

ok bye again

[velvetyh]

You alright hun?

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absolutely not but hopefully i’ll be fine one day, i don’t know. please don’t worry about me okay, it’s not really worth anyone’s energy

this blog doesn’t bring me happiness anymore, im never satisfied with what i write and the little to no interactions i get on this blog doesn’t motivate me to be active anymore. it feels like i’m asking for too much and i’m tired feeling like a burden.

so yeah i’m weak but i give up. i’m sorry. maybe i’ll be back, maybe not, idk, the future will tell

#🌺 anon

[velvetyh]

this 👌🏼 close to close this mf shitty blog.

#bambi rambles

[velvetyh]

last post was a fucking lie i need to fight the urge to blast music in my ears and cross the road with my eyes closed

[velvetyh]

i no longer wanna kill myself 🤪🤪

[velvetyh]

Helloo! I don't really know if you made a post like this before (and I also saw your post abt tbz mtl a switch/sub/dom) but who do you think in the boyz are mtl into voyeurism? idk I just haven't seen anyone do a mtl abt voyeurism before so yeah and uh also can you also add if they are like a voyeur or like BEING voyeured. That's it thanks! ^^

hi sweetheart!

i think i’ve talked like once on my blog about voyeurism and i keep the same opinion… let’s go!!

mtl voyeurism

hyunjae (he’d love to watch you pleasure yourself, would either touch himself on top of his pants or if he feels risky he’d slip his cock out of his underwear)

juyeon (we been knew that the world goes too fast for him… if he sees you doing your business on your own, he’d be startled at first, but would instantly get a boner, even if he tries to look away. he’s bolder than hyunjae tho, would remove his pants to be more comfortable palming himself. if that can help him getting caught faster, he doesn’t see a problem)

sunwoo (doesn’t touch himself, just stares. his boner looks so painful that if you catch him, you’re almost the one offering to relieve him. he’d never turn that kind of offer down, wanting to experience how your lips and tongue feel on his cock.)

eric (poor baby has to relieve himself or he would be moody for the rest of the day. touches himself yet has to bite his lips to mute his moans and grunts because you just look so good pleasuring yourself... likes to imagine you whispering his name between your breathy moans, making him more sensitive than ever and shakily cum all over his hand)

changmin (he’s so quiet that you don’t even notice him leaning against the doorframe, observing you. he has the resist the urge to pounce into you and fuck you into oblivion. the tent in his pants is more than visible but he doesn’t care, his attention is on you and you only. leaves as quietly as he came once you reached your high, jerking off in the shower while thinking about your pretty moans and facial expressions, making him cum in a matter of seconds)

sangyeon (absolutely loves this sight. doesn’t matter if he get a boner or cum in his pants, he cannot move nor remove his eyes from your sweat-covered body. would love to replace your toy with his cock, but that means your relation would shift to something else, and he doesn’t want to lose you because of a horny decision. at least not yet.)

younghoon (like eric, he has to relieve himself in some way or he’ll get mood swings. he cannot stop thinking about you after seeing you in such an intimate, private state, yet he doesn’t do anything. however, if it happens again, we wouldn’t hesitate to do something. either touching himself or fuck you, that’s for him to decide.)

jacob (would get shy if he saw you completely naked on your bed as he walked past your bedroom to get access to his, despite you purposefully leaving the door half open. you know he’s here, probably hiding in the corridor, behind the door, but he wouldn’t dare doing anything without your consent, even if he hears his name among your moans. you’ll both talk about it the next morning, when everything is back to normal and maybe, just maybe, it will lead to something.)

kevin (like jacob, doesn’t do anything. doesn’t mean that he doesn’t think about it when he jerks off though.)

haknyeon (would get shy too but would stay longer than everyone else, almost getting caught as you were about to leave your room for a glass of water. would love to be the reason of your (s)creaming lol)

chanhee (would stay a few seconds behind your door because he wasn’t sure if it really was what he thought it was, would get bright red after hearing a very pronounced moan, your beautiful sounds bouncing around his mind, preventing him from focusing on his activities.)

mtl being voyeured

sunwoo (he’s an attention whore. would actually love to jerk off to an audience. if you are roommates for example and he knows that you are home, he’d purposefully be loud or play a porn loudly so you get curious and come around to watch him… would love to get caught in the act too)

changmin (he’s a freak. if you spy on him, he’d actually feel a presence and pretend that he didn’t see or hear anything, and as he’s about to cum, he’d look up at you and pick up the pace, mouth falling slightly ajar as his cum splatters all over his abdomen. eventually you’re the one embarrassed of getting caught, not him LOL)

hyunjae (he’s so cocky and confident that he doesn’t mind getting an audience. would actually fuel his ego if you were staring. just like changmin, would jerk off harder while maintaining eye contact, tongue poking his cheek as he grunts in pleasure)

eric (probably listened once to sunwoo ranting about how sexy it would be to jerk off in front of someone, and now it became one of his main kinks. watches a lot of 🟠⚫️ from this category since he doesn’t have anyone to do it with. would actually jerk off faster and his moans would get higher if he knows you’re watching. especially you, since how hot you are to him)

jacob (please watch him jerk off. he absolutely loves this. he loves to know that you are watching and probably getting turned on by his cock and his body, would purposefully make his voice huskier, raspier because he just knows he’s sexy like that, would think of you while cumming, closing his eyes to imagine you standing him front of him to watch him, even if you’re not actually hiding behind his door)

sangyeon (if he knows that you were here, he’d be a bit startled at first, yet a rush of pride would quickly flood his veins and turn him into a cocky beast. would thrust his cock into his fist, imagining that it was yours, sometimes looking up to see if you were still observing him. wouldn’t mind if you left, but would offer you a show if you decided to stay)

chanhee (despite being a flustered mess, he’d love being voyeured. he would continue to do his thing, his rosy cheeks matching his hair beautifully. (yes im a fan of his pink hair fight me) would cum quicker than he imagined, but that’s one of the best orgasms he’s ever had)

juyeon (he’s too focused that he doesn’t even realise that you are here. he’s someone very private so i feel like he’d get shy.)

haknyeon younghoon and kevin (i see them as kinda secretive and don’t want to get caught. if being voyeured counts as jerking off while someone is watching, then count them in, but other than that, i feel like it’s not their cup of tea (im all ears if you want to politely disagree!))

#applesooyoung #kpop smut #the boyz #tbz #the boyz smut #tbz smut #the boyz x reader