Realized something I had thinking on for a while ig
0 notes
Made it through the day...
Im gonna be okay.
0 notes
What do I do what do I do nononononono pls no I can't I cant
0 notes
Pls I'm dreaming I'm having a bad dream pls I wanna wake up this osnt real
0 notes
Nononono onono oh God no I fucked up I fucked up n onononononono
0 notes
ew this slushy was 90% syrup i want it out, maybe if i gag enough i'll actually puke lol- *pukes*
.
.
.
*desperately fighting the bad ideas away* oh n o
1 note
路
View note
The shift between laughing and sleeby tired to fucking panic was a weird experience I'll say that
1 note
路
View note
I got high for the first time and it was the ordt experience of my life and I was on the phone with my fucking boyfriend ik I scared him gdi
0 notes
me: god i hate how my body looks ive literally been having nightmares about it-
all my actually plus sized friends: : /
me:.....sorry
1 note
路
View note
'i need to do some crying but my tear ducts seem too proud so im gonna be doing some drinking instead'
felt that in my soul everyone is so happy i dont have access to any sort of substances cuz i would've drunk myself into a coma by now
0 notes
honestly think the only thing i could stomach rn is a smoothie, idk if its cuz i feel sick af or grief or whatever but i took like 2 bites of food today and that was 1/2 only so i could take pain meds for my headache
0 notes
idk how she made store bought waffles taste so fucking good in the morning but she did
0 notes
it hasn't even been 12 hrs and im already trying to roleplay to cope :/
0 notes
spent my first valentines single again after like 3 years : )
0 notes