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At dinner, you take my ring off my middle finger and put it on the one people put wedding rings on and that's the closest I've come to my heart exploding.

#oh #ouch #this hit me hard

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All my mornings are Mondays stuck in an endless February. I took the miracle move-on drug, the effects were temporary. And I love you, it's ruining my life.

#ouch #about letting go

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And I won't confess that I waited, but I let the lamp burn. As the men masqueraded, I hoped you'd return. With your feet on the ground, tell me all that you'd learned. 'Cause love's never lost when perspective is earned. And you said you'd come and get me, but you were twenty-five. And the shelf life of those fantasies has expired. Lost to the "Lost Boys" chapter of your life. Forgive me, Peter, please know that I tried - To hold on (Hold on) to the days (To the days).. When you were mine. But the woman who sits by the window - Has turned out the light

#this breaks my heart #sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus #ich

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You said you were gonna grow up - then you were gonna come find me. Words from the mouths of babes. Promises oceans deep - but never to keep.

#this breaks my heart #about letting go #sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus

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i wish i could unrecall how we almost had it all.

#ouch #about letting go #sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus #ich

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you are the loss of my life.

#ouch #sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus

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How much sad did you think I had in me?

#ouch

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weird how nothing about u is like, too small or too dumb to know bc it all comes together to become YOU. sending your friend a picture of your favorite snack is saying something important whether u realize it or not. wheres that palahniuk quote

#true

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Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.

#sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus #ich #robin #er

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“I think it’s time I let you go. And that’s so hard to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But the daydreaming, the running in place, it’s not healthy. So this is me, cutting the cord. This is me doing what I should have done months ago: saying goodbye.”

— (via wordsthat-speak)

#sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus #ich

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What did you mean goodbye?

this was not part of the plan 

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“And he left. I watched him walk out, he didn’t say goodbye and he didn’t even look back. And it scared me, how easy it was for him to do that.”

— (via howdoiforgetyou)

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“I don’t know what to say to you except that it tore the heart out of my body - saying goodbye to you.”

— https://www.instagram.com/p/CK7HGyvhXbQ/

#sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus #ich

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“I think it’s time I let you go. And that’s so hard to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. But the daydreaming, the running in place, it’s not healthy. So this is me, cutting the cord. This is me doing what I should have done months ago: saying goodbye.”

— (via wordsthat-speak)

#sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus #ich

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“I deserved a better goodbye.”

— https://www.instagram.com/perrypoetry/

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“It’s been almost 12 months since you shattered my heart and I forgive you. Because no matter how much two people love each other, Sometimes it’s necessary to say goodbye and I just didn’t understand that when I fell in love with you at only 17. I know you were too sad to care about how you were making me feel and that’s okay, that’s okay. I don’t think you’re selfish for that anymore. I know you wanted to love me, I know you wanted me to be the one but you were too fucked up to know how to put the bottle down and listen to me when I said, “I’m scared to be with someone who can’t wake up in the morning sober.” You said you couldn’t live without me But you chose your drugs over our kisses or our laughter or our love. And maybe you lied when you said you loved me so much that it hurt your head. Maybe that was nothing more than your hangover. Maybe every word you whispered in my ear in the middle of the night was a lie. Maybe you knew you were going to leave the only person who loved you with honesty for a substance that was going to destroy your life before you turn 20. It doesn’t matter anymore. I just have learned to understand that situations and circumstances change. And even though you changed and your feelings did too, Mine just never did.”

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You never apologized but I forgave you anyway (via myheartin–words)

this fucking breaks my heart

I can’t

fuck

#sowas kriegst du ausm herzen nicht mehr raus #ich

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#worte #herzblut #meine worte in worten