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رَبِّ إِنِّى لِمَآ أَنزَلۡتَ إِلَىَّ مِنۡ خَيۡرٍ فَقِيرٌ

“rabbi inni Lima anzalta ilayya min khairin faqeer”

Recite this dua whenever ur heart feels uneasy, whenever you're in desperate need of something good to happen, recite this dua with full conviction that Allah swt is listening and will respond.

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“When Allah’s name is engraved in hearts, then in everything we see, we see him.”

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everytime this got reblogged i used to hold another little funeral, place another flower on the grave of our friendship

it got reblogged yesterday and i finally didn’t feel the urge to revisit your headstone in my mind. perhaps time does go on and in the distance the heart can find a more truthful sense of peace

how many funerals for you am i going to hold?

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really felt this - four years ago i was in a bad headspace and bad physical space, spending new years somewhere i definitely shouldn’t have been

this year i’m spending it at Masjid an-Nawabi in the home of Allah’s Mercy - His Compassion truly conquers even the most troubled of hearts 🤎

“And whoever is mindful of Allah, He will make a way out for them,”

{65:2}

#muslim #islam #prophet muhammad #prophet muhammed pbuh #mosque #masjid #medinah #ummrah #forever so grateful for #Allah

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لا تَقْنَطُوا مِنْ رَحْمَةِ اللَّهِ.

despair not of the Mercy of Allah. [al-zumar 39:53].

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couldn’t decide

“So put your trust in Allah, for you are surely upon the ˹Path of˺ clear Truth” (27:79)

“But Allah is Your Protector, and He is the Best of Helpers” (3:150)

Reblog this with your favourite verse of Quran ❤️

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waking up every day like hmmm, perhaps i will spend my time trying to get close to Allah

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Peaceful Nature

Instagram

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finally found some Muslim representation that celebrates religion

https://www.instagram.com/thecrescent_magazine/

#islam #muslim writers #writers #artists #creative #dark academia #muslim dark academia #writing #students #sydney #univeristy

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how many funerals for you am i going to hold?

#why is letting go of people so hard?? #letting go #love #old friends #best friends #how can i outgrow someone i had hoped to grow old with #dark academia #wistful #my spotify auras was wistful and silly and now i understand why #writing #musings #thoughts

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Given the leaks turned confirmation of the power change for Kamala Khan in the upcoming Disney+ show, I figured I'd gift this to my Kamala Khan fam upset with the changes being done to Kamala's origins.

Been watching the discussion from the side and I can't help but notice how quick people are dismiss legitimate concerns with all these changes and frankly it's annoying.

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the fact that this thread exists gives me hope in this website again

If you’re a Non-Muslim and you see a Muslim praying in public, could you please not pass in front of them?

Go behind them, but not in front. 👍

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all these people were right, love IS everything. it IS. it is the only thing that matters.

and if you think that’s something you can share with creation, with a person, with the moon, with the sunset, imagine the intensity of love you can share with the Creator

what is religion if not a promise to devote yourself to Divine Love

#divine love #love #islam #i just really enjoy thinking about divine love #it gets me through the times when people are shitting #or difficult or unnecessarily cruel #it IS everything #everything #dark academia #muslim dark academia #life #religion #muslim #spritituality

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me: emotionally exhausted after playing true colors

also me:

#life is strange #life is strange true colors #alex chen #this game has RUINED me #im still in tears

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my desire to be hidden from the world just keeps intensifying

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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too.