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it’s a curse

killing eve and the beatles ended in the same day. Mr april fucking 10.

#it's a curse #killing eve #the beatles #april 10th #ke finale

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I wrote this almost a year before the finale. i guess i gazed into their abyss and their abyss gazed into me.

141.

I'm afraid of sleep I'm terrified that the dream will suck you in and spit you out chewed up in a puff of red powder and bones thrown away from here

I'm terrified of seeing you trip I'm afraid the crash in the dark will scatter you that a distracted moment takes a thousand others in which you were whole when you put my fragments in your pocket and you reconstructed me a little further

but if the night scared me the morning has annihilated me the hand that was looking for you didn't stop on anything the gaze - brake off - continued to wander and longing rolled down

and even if the dream left you alone in the dream I saw you go and when I woke up you were gone

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ho paura del sonno ho il terrore che il sogno ti risucchi e ti risputi masticata in uno sbuffo di polvere rossa e ossa lanciata lontano da qui

ho il terrore di vederti inciampare ho paura che lo schianto nel buio ti disperda che un attimo distratto se ne prenda mille altri in cui c’eri intera quando ti mettevi i miei frantumi in tasca e mi ricostruivi un po’ più in là

ma se la notte mi ha spaventata il mattino mi ha annichilita la mano che ti cercava non si è fermata su niente lo sguardo – sfrenato – ha continuato a vagare e il desiderio è rotolato giù

e anche se il sogno ti ha lasciata stare nel sogno ti ho vista andare e al risveglio non c’eri più

#killing eve #villaneve #Eve Polastri #villanelle #poetry #killing eve poetry #april 10th #ke finale #vicars in tutus

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This should be written on every walls of every town!

i’m so tired of saying lesbian characters “deserve better” when the “better” is literally the bare minimum of being alive or not cancelled. the time of us “deserving” is over. now we demand.

#lesbian characters #villanelle #killing eve

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I'm still here wondering how jodie got into that suitcase...

#killing eve #villanelle #jodie comer #s1 #1x01

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Jodie Comer anticipated a "mixed reaction" to the finale. Girl, you just don't know!

#jodie comer #happy sad confused #killing eve finale #villanelle

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#jodie comer

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The Masterpiece Sandra Oh.

One of my wives.

#sandra oh #killing eve #grey's anatomy

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What am I looking at? #2

#phoebe waller bridge

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What am I looking at?

#jodie comer #who else? #pwb?

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You can get rid of the show but you can't get rid of the character.

#killing eve #villanelle #jodie comer

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😭

Original shadow picture by: villanalle_vid (on IG) (i think)

Heart added by VIT.

#killing eve #villanelle #jodie comer #eve polastri #villaneve #sandra oh

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This the second Villaneve poem i post. I have to admit it’s not easy to get into that state of mind again. For me, it’s almost like diving back into their darkness, which is intense. But i like it, so...

144.

non ci vive niente al di là di quello sguardo non è terra abitabile quel buio pesto

eppure ci spendo tutta l’attesa in un equilibrio interrotto esploso tutt’intorno che sospende ogni cosa ci ho speso tutta l’aria

accecata dall’assenza del mondo ho inventato un tempo mio un ritmo trasversale che ci attraversa intere e ci rende metà

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nothing lives there beyond that gaze it is not habitable land that pitch dark

yet I spend all the waiting on it in an interrupted equilibrium exploded all around that suspends everything I spent all my air on it

blinded by the absence of the world I invented my own time a transversal rhythm that crosses us whole and makes us halves

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thank you for your time ;)

#killing eve #villaneve #villanelle #eve polastri #poetry #villaneve poems #killing eve poetry #fanart #ke fanart

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Persona is a wonderful movie by Ingmar Bergman. Watch it, you won't regret it.

#persona #ingmar bergman #bibi andersson #liv ullmann

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Well, during the amazing Killing Eve ride it happend to me to write some poems inspired by the show. 162 to be exact. I don’t know if they’re good, but this is my contribution to the ke fanart. For the ones who care, I will post the original italian version and the english translation. Some rhymes and some puns are untranslatable, so they’re better in italian, but anyway... I will post some of them, here’s the first one:

106. se ti lascio andare cosa se ne va? – e cosa resta? e se non restasse il respiro dove ti verrei a cercare? se piangessi – mettiamo – fino a seccare con gli occhi di chi ti ritroverei? quale piede avanzerebbe? quale mano frugherebbe nello spazio vuoto in cerca di quella che ho lasciato scivolare?

ma il cuore si gira – ti guarda – sa ubbidisce ma non rinuncia rimbalza - la distanza è un elastico e tu ritorni come l’onda ed io corro dall’altra parte per ritrovarti prima che posso all’altro capo del nastro rosso

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if I let you go what goes away? - and what remains? and if there was no breath left where would I look for you? if I cried - let's say – until I dry with whose eyes would I find you? which foot would advance? Which hand would rummage through empty space for the one I let slip away?

but the heart turns - it looks at you - it knows it obeys but does not renounce bounces - distance is a rubber band and you return like the wave and I run to the other side to find you as soon as I can at the other end of the red ribbon

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Thank you for your time ;)

#killing eve #villanelle #eve polastri #fanart #killing eve poetry #poetry #villaneve #ke fanart

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Jodie with a Beatles tshirt is one of the most beatiful things in the world.

#jodie comer #the beatles #liverpool #liverpool superpowers

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I wrote 162 poems about Villaneve...jeez

#killing eve #villanelle #fandom thoughts #eve polastri #jodie comer #villaneve #sandra oh #poetry

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I will never get tired of Miss Comer-Lesbian Edition.

#jodie comer