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Song of the Day: “Six Whole Days” by SiR

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Song of the Day: “I Go Dance” by Kiesza

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Song of the Day: “Same Road” by Arlissa

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Song of the Day: “Priorities” by Tyla

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Song of the Day: “Southern Delicacy” by Jai’Len Josey

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Song of the Day: “My Oh My” by Ava Max

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Song of the Day: “Best You Ever Had” by Kita Alexander

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Song of the Day: “Wanna Be” by GloRilla & Megan Thee Stallion

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Harlem Nights

I had two incredible hookups with past lovers Scorpio Teacher and Bronx Bae. My other encounters afterwards with randoms weren't as satisfying.

I went out in Harlem on a Thursday. I did see this one guy I know from social media. He's followed me on most platforms, so I went to introduce myself and he actedlike he didn't know who I was. WTF. Nigga please. You've followed me on IG, Facebook, and even freak twitter. I did DM him weeks ago after noticing we were wearing the same top in our profile picture on Facebook. We're both known for having big tits, so not surprising we buy the same low cut shirts to show off our tits from Shein.

I wasn't feeling that fake shit. Acting like you dont' know who I am, and he was alone and I was alone. I wasn't hitting on him. He's allegedly a top, but despite my love of butch queens, I don't want a man that buys the same fem clothes as I do. Plus I'm not into black men with bleached blonde hair, and a black and white beard on top of that. That was some fake LA wannabe shit pretending he didn't know me when we very clearly know of each other.

Oh well. I was over it. There wasn't really anyone cute at the bar, so I got on Sniffies, and found a 25 year old light skinned Mexican to bring back to my hotel.

He wasn't as cute in person. He wasn't that cute in his pic, but it was giving rough trade. He wasn't rough trade at all, and he had this ugly mustache. I hate mustaches. Rarely do they ever turn me on on a guy.

We went back to my hotel, and the sex was awful. It's like his dick was non existent. It was so small I couldnt' feel anything. It was like a vagina was rubbing against me. His dick didn't look super small in his pic, but in person it was like nothing was there.

We mainly just made out and talked. Then hwe went home. I was left covered in hickes, which was annoyng to have to cover up the following days.

I went out in Harlem again my last Saturday night with a friend. I saw this cute bearded older guy. I didn't know he was 53 until we started talking more on the way back to my hotel. My friend called him "Papa Smurf" since he had a white beard and was wearing all blue.

I thought he as a cute daddy, and he didn't look 53. I was into him. Until he took his clothes off. He's allegedly a personal trainer, but his body isn't even impressive or in shape. I like big guys, but I don't like skinny legs with a belly and not big buff arms. I was more into him with his clohtes on. As I sobered up I wasn't feeling it.

Plus he wasn't into getting oral. He did act like he was about to cum as soon as I started sucking. He did reveal he's a tranny chaser, and I was waring makeup that night, so I guess that's how I caught his eye.

I wasn't feeling it, so I avoided fucking, and he isn't into oral only, so we mainly just slept. I told him I had to get ready for work in the moring, so he'd leave. We didnt' exchane any info so no interest in seeing him again.

He was nice, just nothing there.

He also didn't have a big dick. It's so weird. Whenever I'm in California it seems like everyone has a big, thick, girthy, dick. Yet in NYC it's the polar opposite. It seems like most guys are average or below average. Thankfully I'm not a size queen, but it's just a funny dichotomy of big dicks are more common on the West Coast, and smaller ones on the East Coast.

These disappointing encounters further solidified my theory. I'm just not into hooking up with randoms anymore. Maybe I'm tiring of random hookups in general.

I had great times with guys I'd been with before. This was my third time with Scorpio Teacher and Bronx Bae. They're guys I know I'm into, have that spark and passion for, but these new guys just don't do it for me.

I do think I'm ready to be done with apps and hookups, I want to be going on dates. Ideally I'd like to be in a new relationship before the end of the year. We shall see if that actually happens for me this year.

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Song of the Day: "OkLoser" by Doja Cat

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Song of the Day: "First To Go" by Astrid S

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Accidentally On Purpose

I saw my Virgo bae Bronx Bae again while NYC. He always puts in effort to see me while I'm in NYC. He always asks when I'll be in town again, and is usually always great with communication. I see why my ex bestie caught feelings for him. I might be catching some myself.

I'm glad Bronx Bae wanted to see me again. Our last encounter was a disatrous threesome with his friend. Bronx Bae suggested having another threesome this time, but I shot that shit down. I wanted him all to myself, and I didn't even enjoy the last threesome.

He came over after work on a weekday. He looked beefier and more muscular than when I last saw him. I have seen him working out a lot on Instagram, so his results are paying off.

Bronx Bae is so sexy. Dark skinned, tatted, bearded, lets his greys show in his beard. It does age him, but I'll gladly call him "daddy". Even though he's only like 2 months older than me. Him being my age also is a turn on, since I feel like I rarely meet/hookup with other 1990 born guys.

This encounter was better than the prevoius ones. I felt like Bronx Bae would always have a wall up with me when it comes to intimacy. I like lots of kissing and body contact, and I got jealous in the threesome since he was passionately making out with his friend, but I was barely getting to makeout with him.

Bronx Bae said he's not much of a kisser, but his friend and him have been hooking up for years so he was more comfortable with him. Though apparently I was the last threesome they had together.

Bronx Bae did put in more effort and the making out was hot. I did give him a massage as we talked, made out, and he opened up more.

A man opening up to me turns me on so much more. I need that passion, chemistry, and mutual comfort with each other. He's thick and hairy, and so fucking sexy. Bronx Bae is offically number one on the roster, especially amongst my NYC lovers.

Bronx Bae always knows how to make me relax, and the sex with him is always great. I love that his dick isn't big, because big dicks make me anxious. It's the perfect size for pleasure, and that I'll never get tired of fucking.

He filled me up, and it was definitely some of the best sex I've had all year.

Bronx Bae did mention he was going to New Orleans this upcoming weekend, and I gave him restaurant recommendations. I showed him pics from my last trip to New Orleans, which was a couple's trip with my ex and ex-bff. The same ex-bff Bronx Bae had hooked up with before, and I first discovered Bronx Bae's existance through.

I was showing my old story posts, and a group photo from the trip came up, and Bronx Bae saw. It was accidentally on purpose, but Bronx Bae asked me to pull the group pic back up and he recognized my ex-bff. Bronx Bae immediately came clean and said they hae talked and hooked up before.

Awl. I love his transparency. Granted I've not been transparent with not telling him I knew he fucked my friend before. Granted Bronx Bae first approached me on Jack'd from a faceless profile, so it's not like I intentionally purused him for revenge against my ex-bff. I just didn't not pursue him, depsite my rule with my ex-bff to not get with the same guys.

Awl I said when Bronx Bae told me he'd been with my ex-bff before was "it's a small black gay world" which is true.

I like Bronx Bae a lot. I usually loathe Virgos, but I'm enjoying him so far. He's sexy, the sex is always amazing, he's open, honest, and transparent (so far).

I might be catching feelings, which I shouldn't. We're just fucking. There's been no dates or suggestion of doing more than hooking up. Granted we do live hundreds of miles apart, and aren't even in the same city.

Plus I doubt I'd be blessed with a healthy relationshp with a guy I started off getting with behind my ex-best friend's back.

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The Dance of Scorpios

NYC was exactly what I needed. For the past few months I'd been having constant disappointing sexual encounters. I wasn't sure what was wrong with me.

Maybe I'm just craving something serious. Endless one night stands aren't doing anything for me. I no longer have the desire just to hookup. I want to feel passion, chemistry, and a spark, and I wasn't getting that with randoms.

So it took getting with guys I'd already been with before to have amazing sex again.

I saw Scorpio Teacher again on Easter Sunday. We first got togther at DC Pride 2 years ago, but we'd been talking for years before that. We hooked up again during my Halloween 2021 trip, but I was a messy bottom then. It's hard staying clean when I have to travel from Jersey City to Midtown to bottom.

I was scared he didn't want to see me again after being a messy bottom, even though Scorpio Teacher said he did. I did feel like he was avoiding me the past year, but he did have a boyfriend. Granted he told me he's cheated before, so not like he's faithful. I also wasn't sure if he was avoiding me because of me getting canceled for hating poz people.

I think I was just overthinking it, since he did make time to see me this trip.

It was great. Lots of kissing, cuddling, passion, communication, talking, and fucking. It was great. Something that I'd not experienced for a very long time.

So clearly I don't hate hooking up anymore, I just don't like hooking up with randoms. I need guys that I have chemistry with. Hooking up out of boredom isn't satisfying me anymore.

So I'm happy to know that I am stlill capable of enjoying sex. Plus Scorpio Teacher even put in the effort to make me to help me cum. Which is rare.

I love how hairy he is, and he loves how smooth I am. Opposites due truly attract, though I do think us both being Scorpios is why we get along so well.

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Song of the Day: "Masc" by Doja Cat feat. Teezo Touchdown

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Song of the Day: "Hole In My Pocket" by Griff

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Song of the Day: "Diamonds" By Tori Kelly

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Song of the Day: "Cut" by Tori Kelly

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