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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

#being left behind and leaving behind is so bleak #trying to think of it as #they were there when i needed them #and so was i #i hope

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happy 2 year mutual-iversary this month !

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ damn time really flies

#(when [redacted irl context]) #this is so cool tho very glad to have you as constant here settie #i hope youve been okay! #talk to chu #settie surprise

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Midnight Snack

You catch Shuji's eye in the library at uni and he absolutely must take you out.

Just some shuji fluff for the dash. He's a little weird here sorry lmao. Reader is grumpy and tired. Unproofread.

Shuji can't get enough of you. He has a nasty (though endearing) habit of staring.

It's actually how you met.

In the library at uni, trying to get away from noisy roommates and distractions, you sat yourself in a gloomy corner, eyes hazy and unfocused on the article you were "reading."

Until movement caught your eye.

You don't see him at first, the playful fuck. He ducks behind a DiffyQ textbook that, looking back, definitely isn't his. You pay no mind. Whatever. Let the motherfucker stare, you've got shit due tonight. It's not like you're unaccustomed to annoying attention from men and their "you'd look so much better if you smiled" bullshit.

Fuck. You got yourself in a mood now.

Like clockwork, a tuft of grown-out bleached hair and a pair of golden eyes peeks out hoping to catch yours without detection. You snap in his directions and he ducks again. You swear to God you hear a giggle and the rustling thud of a heel knocking into a limb.

When you look, no, glare back, the decoy textbook is down and he's smiling, wide and goofy (and rubbing his shin). You raise a brow and go back to your work, fruitlessly, because he takes the acknowledgement as an invitation. Before you know it hes dragging a heavy wooden chair loudly and sitting across from you.

He's tall. He's huge, really. He's objectively rather gorgeous with a nice jawline and lively eyes that study you, like you're the only thing, even in a building full of decades and decades of knowledge, worth studying.

"Can I fucking help you?"

"i think you can."

"I've got a deadline in 2 hours, make it quick."

"Let me take you for a late night meal. A reward for finishing your....school thing." You almost want to laugh. School thing? Does he even go here? He must sense the shift in mood and it further boosts his confidence. "Come on," he lets the word wobble like a kid pushing their luck, "you're the coolest girl in this place, let me show you a good time."

You can't place it exactly, maybe it's in the wiggle of his eyebrows or the groan of secondhand embarrassment from his friend not far away, but you get a relatively innocent vibe. You turn him away with a terse, maybe and watch as he wanders back to his friend, bounce in his step and high on premature victory.

His gaze isn't as heavy for the duration of your time there. He busies himself with doodles in the margins of Kisaki's work that he thought was math, but maybe is actually Greek; Shuji doesn't care. He's got an absolute beauty on his mind.

He's enraptured by her. Her focused scowl and the way her eyes narrow at the screen. The way her lips purse around the straw of what once was probably iced coffee. The art in her skin that he can see until the aircon kicks on and she puts another layer back on. Shuji is reminded in that moment that he hates the cold so, so much, and even more now that it's stolen away a part of the art he'd been admiring.

He huffs and loses himself if scribbling whatever comes to mind to kill time. He misses you packing your things quietly, work completed just before the deadline and he jumps to cover his scribbles when you clear your throat.

"I'm hungry."

"Hi hungry, I'm Hanma."

You groan, "Actually I'm leaving."

"Come on it was funny!"

"Are you twelve?"

You bicker with the cute giant the whole way out of the library with a smile tugging at your lips. You'd seen the scribbles, he wasn't slick.

Variations of, "God she's kind of insanely pretty. No seriously she's so pretty" up and down the margins. This guy was kind of embarrassing, silly, a wildcard, and well, those are the best people to eat fast food with at 11:59 pm.

It's the first of many midnight snacks.

Yeah that's right bitch this one's for you @sin-and-punishment shuji is down bad for you and I will not be told otherwise.

#shuji is madly in love w lex and ill never hear otherwise #i miss doin this tbh

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My phone forgot the tr characters names (still corrects for shuji tho bc im a loyal hoe)

#sad day

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🎤no go on i love these thoughts🎤

Mikey races occasionally with snacks in hand, its a ritual from the pit crew to set him up with that too

Aaaaand hes been penalized time in his races for throwing taiyaki of flavors he disapproves of out the window.

Ill die on that hill.

My fave relationship I think out of the whole ending

#go off bestie #i forgot about these two being close in the end bc of mikey lnao #nice memory #i miss tr

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Shuji and i would debate whether or not dogs feel like princesses stuck in castles over dinner

#thansk for coming to my ted talk #jumpscare post from the dead

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father.

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haha yeah his pussy was insa— oh sorry his pussy was neurodivergent

#if this aint shit shuji would say lmao

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Wakui, the backbone of our society

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you want me to work a night shift? the thing that killed nanami kento?

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Hanma aint been to school since like 6th grade

𓏲 ࣪₊♡𓂃 Tokyo Rev guys when you ask them to do your homework/copy off their homework in exchange for tit pics.

ft; manjiro sano (mikey), ken ryuguji (draken), keisuke baji, ran haitani, rindou haitani, takashi mitsuya, izana kurokawa, chifuyu matsuno, shuji hanma, kakucho, sanzu haruchiyo, hakkai shiba, nahoya kawata (smiley) & souya kawata (angry).

#he'd deadass be like #babe do we eveb go to the same school?

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UHM??? MISS CHU IN MY NOTIFS HELLO WELCOME BACK?????????

We meet again

#idk why I picked such a menacing photo but i love it

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She's criminally insane and seems like she would stab me without warning, i have to nut in her

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I’m sick and tired of being called “mortal” like, you don’t know that. Neither do I. I have never died even ONCE. Nothing has been proven yet. Stop making assumptions. It’s rude.

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;) u rlly wanna know?

Hey (with intentions to ask you to body double)

#Oh yk like when you like do a 6+ hour call or something while doing chores #lolol #vi stfu challenge

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Hey (with intentions to ask you to body double)