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It’s been a long time

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I want to forgive you. But every time I think about what could’ve happened my heart turns into a natural disaster, and my bones collapse inside of me, and my mind falls Into a pile of purple thoughts. The thing is I’ve sat in front of my mirror and pretended I was hearing your apology and I’ve thought of a thousand ways to let the earthquake that sits in between us stop. But the problem is you never felt the bruises or had to pick up your bones because they were broken instead you were the one who walked away when my whole life was falling.

-Alexa Evangelista, the book ill never finish writing

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I want to forgive you. But every time I think about what could’ve happened my heart turns into a natural disaster, and my bones collapse inside of me, and my mind falls Into a pile of purple thoughts. The thing is I’ve sat in front of my mirror and pretended I was hearing your apology and I’ve thought of a thousand ways to let the earthquake that sits in between us stop. But the problem is you never felt the bruises or had to pick up your bones because they were broken instead you were the one who walked away when my whole life was falling.

-Alexa Evangelista, the book ill never finish writing

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I thought I would always love you. But I guess I was wrong. The thing is you can stop loving someone. I know sometimes it may feel like not loving them isn’t ever going to happen. But days will go by. Maybe a few months or a little over a year. And one day you’re going to wake up and you’re not going to even think about them. Now, this will happen slowly but eventually, you’re going to notice that your heart has stopped bleeding. And I’m talking about that 3 am I’m thinking about so and so love or my heart is beating so fast the first time we kissed love. Soon enough your mind isn’t going to be a house that’s on fire and you’re going to be able to escape. The truth is sometimes things can feel like they’re never going to end, but turn on your favorite show, eat the strawberry ice cream in the fridge, delete every picture that brings bad memories from your phone, and remember the person you should always love is: You.

Alexa Evangelista, the book I’ve been writing for years (via vodkakilledtheteen)

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They say oil and water shouldn’t be mixed together so why the hell were we together? I think we were two molecules that tried to be together until we noticed that one of us was broken. I don’t mean to sound irrational but I just want to ask you, do you think someone out there will salvage the air we once inhaled together?

Alexa Evangelista, the book I've been writing for years

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[vodkakilledtheteen]

I thought I would always love you. But I guess I was wrong. The thing is you can stop loving someone. I know sometimes it may feel like not loving them isn't ever going to happen. But days will go by. Maybe a few months or a little over a year. And one day you're going to wake up and you're not going to even think about them. Now, this will happen slowly but eventually, you're going to notice that your heart has stopped bleeding. And I'm talking about that 3 am I'm thinking about so and so love or my heart is beating so fast the first time we kissed love. Soon enough your mind isn't going to be a house that's on fire and you're going to be able to escape. The truth is sometimes things can feel like they're never going to end, but turn on your favorite show, eat the strawberry ice cream in the fridge, delete every picture that brings bad memories from your phone, and remember the person you should always love is: You.

Alexa Evangelista, the book I've been writing for years

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The night you walked out of my life I wanted to scream from any rooftop. I wanted to empty all the pretty words you made my heart swallow, but of course you had to chase me down. The same stupid cycle is always getting repeated with you. You always leave but you always come back and I think it’s time we both realize that’s the problem. You and I are poisonous and the thing is sometimes you can’t smell poison. I think we’ve mixed our feelings way too much and we don’t even realize it. So this is me telling you to please let me go. You should go live your life and I should go live mine. Before this cycle of broken promises drags us into a hole we can’t escape. So please let me go to any rooftop alone, let me cleanse my heart from you and I. I just want to be able to breathe again.

Alexa Evangelista, excerpt from that book I’ve been writing for years  (via vodkakilledtheteen)

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[vodkakilledtheteen]

The night you walked out of my life I wanted to scream from any rooftop. I wanted to empty  all the pretty words you made my heart swallow, but of course you had to chase me down. The same stupid cycle is always getting repeated with you. You always leave but you always come back and I think it's time we both realize that's the problem. You and I are poisonous and the thing is sometimes you can't smell poison. I think we've mixed our feelings way too much and we don't even realize it. So this is me telling you to please let me go. You should go live your life and I should go live mine. Before this cycle of broken promises drags us into a hole we can't escape. So please let me go to any rooftop alone, let me cleanse my heart from you and I. I just want to be able to breathe again.

Alexa Evangelista, excerpt from that book I've been writing for years 

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It smells different here now. The air doesn’t smell sweet like pancakes and cinnamon instead everything smells like a fire that won’t stop. The other day I tried to make something for breakfast, and I was proud of myself because I’ve been skipping breakfast for so many weeks now. But the toast turned into ashes, and honey, they say oil and water shouldn’t be mixed together so why the hell were we together? I think we were two molecules that tried to be together until we noticed that one of us was broken. I don’t mean to sound irrational but I just want to ask you, do you think someone out there will salvage the air we once inhaled together?

-Alexa Evangelista, my head is underwater

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