little doll, manic object
HUGE TW: This is a vent blog, so be careful plz. It can contain trauma related stuff, self harm, sa and csa, gore/guro, nsfw and suicide related content.
idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it
everything is so awful, everyone deserves to fucking die, this world wasn’t made for me, I’m rotting, I’m sick, I’m ripping my flesh apart, I’m completely gone, I’m so numb, I feel nothing in turn I am nothing, everyone in my head tells me it’s my fault, no one in this world helps anyone except themselves, our selfish society forced me to be just as selfish, just as greedy, the rest of my life is uncertain, I have a plan to escape and it won’t be long, I have nothing I never have the only thing that brings me comfort is pain and even then I’ve become numb to my only way to cope, love doesn’t exist, no one’s loves me no one cares about me, no one ever has and no one ever will I’m so fucking distorted and disfigured there is no cure the only way to make it end is to end myself
Random hashtags, I'm out of my mind. Those men with rotten teeth are scary. I guess the little girl is just haunting people because she is scared. Who was there for her? Just her own hallucinations.