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FEBRUARY FILTH FEST is the official collaboration album between SMALLS @thelargefrye and TOPAZ @sanjoongie. released by the JOONGFRYEVERSE with a total of TWENTY-NINE tracks.

welcome to FEBRUARY FILTH FEST 2024! in order to celebrate february the best way a fanfic writer can, topaz and i have decided to do this event with a total of 29 (plus!) kinks for each day of the month of february. some days also have more than one kink so feel free to choose just one or dip your toes into both!

AND in order to make sure we both see your fics, please make sure to use the tag #joongfryefff24 and also feel free to tag us in your works!

also a reminder that ANYONE is free to join no matter what groups they write for, just remember to use the tag and tag us!!

– TRACK LIST.

TRACK 01 : deepthroating

TRACK 02 : cheating / creampie

TRACK 03 : mirror sex

TRACK 04 : public sex

TRACK 05 : auralism / sensory deprivation

TRACK 06 : dacryphilia

TRACK 07 : voyeurism

TRACK 08 : experimental / nipple play

TRACK 09 : long distance sex / praise

TRACK 10 : hate fucking

TRACK 11 : somnophilia

TRACK 12 : mommy kink

TRACK 13 : uniform

TRACK 14 : threesome / ritual

TRACK 15 : femdom / degradation

TRACK 16 : cockwarming

TRACK 17 : body worship

TRACK 18 : size kink

TRACK 19 : masturbation / edging

TRACK 20 : soft dom-sub / roleplay

TRACK 21 : aphrodisiacs / overstimulation

TRACK 22 : double penetration

TRACK 23 : breeding kink

TRACK 24 : pegging / feminization

TRACK 25 : free use / spit play

TRACK 26 : tentacle sex

TRACK 27 : cuckolding

TRACK 28 : predator-prey play / strength kink

TRACK 29 : gangbang

@flurrys-creativity @mingsolo @daesukiii @senpai-of-doom @starlitmark @anyamaris @twisted-tales-of-all @stardragongalaxy @staytinyville @atiny-piratequeen @ad0rechuu @cybrsan @nebulousbrainsoup @pocketjoong @whatudowhennooneseesyou

make sure to share and tag people who you think would be interested! spread the february filth!

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today i ate toast

i was going to have black coffee but it's 7pm and i haven't touched it.

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it's funny because i thought having things to look forward to would keep me from wanting to off myself but i realized i don't care actually about those things. I'm not even excited anymore.

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why do i fantasize ending it all? I asked myself to analyze my feelings.

They say analyzing your feelings is good once you've allowed yourself to feel them.

What's so good about it anyway? Why would you want to?

Not having to do all of this again tomorrow i suppose.

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If I keep crying I'll have no more liquid left in my body

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what's liberating about leaving this untagged and uncared for it that it will disappear some day just like me.

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this state of mania is perfect for it. the clarity.

you think he'd miss me if i just disappeared? 2 minutes back in his day.

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all i want to do is do the thing i haven't done in a while tonight. or just finish it.

it's about that time of year isn't it.

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what's really fun is you never even cared.

you never even fucking cared.

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No no. It's. Fine.

She gets it all again.

It's. Fine.

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i wanted so badly to be a girl who was good at being a girl. i could never do it like them though. they do it so easily. no one saw me as one of them, instead pushing me into other boxes that felt uncomfortable.

what if i had been treated like other girls? delicate and lovely and precious. i can't help think about it. I can't possibly be that ugly can I? I look in the mirror and think "i'm at least okay." but clearly i'm not.

Being an invisible girl is comfortable because it's all i've ever known.

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how obviously pitiable do i have to be for you to give a fuck

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it's hard not to be really infuriated and feel caught. if i try to "manifest" what i want, i end up disappointed. if i'm too negative or "realistic" about things I feel like it ends up coming true.

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i have to keep myself from being too upset publically. it's not right. if i had the means and the connection i would do the same thing.

but i don't.

and at a certain point it's not about testing and research it's about fucking greed.

i've tried to peel back a little bit of the layers to show where i'm hurting and no one can see it.

is my pain just a papercut? is it that inconsequential? it feels like i'm bleeding out and no one can see it but I guess i'm being overdramatic.

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just saw a tiktok about the floater friend vs the drowning friend.

i'd identify as the drowning friend but that would be too much self pity. "The drowning friend never knows why they aren't picked first" except I do know. I'm not pretty or special or lucky. I wouldn't pick me first so why should i expect others to.

I'd much rather be friends with someone who has shit going for them than me. stagnant. anxious. unlucky. why would anyone ANYONE pick me.