hearts & corpses
I feel like I’m the only one with a heart
A living, loving, pounding heart
To me it seems so easy to be understanding, helpful and supportive, being nice
It’s my second nature
And then there are the others
People who are cold, ignorant, unloving absent
Who just think about themselves
Who just know about working, moving and improving, mostly just existing
But that’s like a living corpse, a zombie
I don’t want to just exist
I want to live, experience, feel, be in the moment
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I'm not a studyblr anymore because I don't take my studies seriously at the moment.
Just want to share what I'm up to (art/writing, reading Pride & Prejudice).
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I made a private instagram account.
Any mutual who wants to know it, message me.
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No study related photos again.
It's not that I'm in a slump. But I don't work on anything either.
I hope it will get warmer soon.
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Last two weeks have been filled with time spend on my laptop to watch a kdrama and listening to music. As much as I enjoy my stationary I didn't use it much. I have to start working again on my assignments.
I hope spring starts soon and that there are more opportunities for me.
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I love it when my dog comes onto my lap and gets sleepy.
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My desperate prayers were heard.
I am shifting.
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How I got my motivation back:
Finding a balance between hobbies ((creating) art! Music, reading, watching shows) and duties (assignments, chores, finances)
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Last couple of days were filled with blue skies and reading. Ignoring a literal existential crisis, I'm doing really well.
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Finished both books. Poe's poetry just today. I wanna re-read it as soon as possible but I have many books I want to read next.
Nippon Global by Andreas Neuenkirchen was a very light read. I learned a lot about Japan and he wittily wrote it from the perspective of the German he is.
(I don't think I can access my bookblr anymore, which is a pity)
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Hurt people hurt people. I never thought about that. Or that way.
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After a long time I've uploaded a new video on my YouTube channel. I appreciate any interest shown!
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21st October, 2022
That's been my October so far. Being creative, spending time watching shows (and looking forward to new seasons), trying to enjoy the partly good autumn.
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