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i feel too big, scream and trash and bite at you like a rabid animal, fighting a gentle hand. i hurt you without even knowing why, and i end up my fathers daughter, and i end up my father

#love #heartbreak #abuse #generational trauma #father #hurt the ones you love #at your own cost

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and we will wake up tomorrow to do it all again, and oh how happy i am to share my life with you

#love #crush #falling in love #i love you #requited feelings #requited love #lovers #partners

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gently pressing your head against your lover’s back while they cut vegetables, your lover sitting on the kitchen counter while you talk about your day at work and wait for the water to boil, giving them little pecks while they stir the vegetables, eating the food together, washing the dishes together… you know what i mean

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Anne Sexton, from A Self-portrait in Letters

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“Be careful who you make memories with. Those things can last a lifetime.”

— Ugo Eze

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You promised you wouldn’t leave...then you left.

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And the thing is I don't know when I'll meet someone again who can make me smile like you did, it might never happen and I am so damn terrified. Because I still remember what it felt like when I had to hold back a grin the moment I saw your face.

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I hope I'll never have to look back at our memories in sadness, I hope there won't come a day when I'll be missing you and I won't be able to call you to tell you just how much I'm bored.

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let’s be enough for each other

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#love #crush #unrequited crush #unrequited feelings #unrequited love #falling in love #i love you #forbidden love #heartache #heartbreak #requited feelings #requited crush #requited love #fwb #falling for you

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And i want to scream it, as anyone screams their pain. Into the void, into your hands.

#love #crush #unrequited crush #unrequited feelings #unrequited love #falling in love #i love you #forbidden love #heartache #heartbreak #requited crush #requited feelings #requited love #pain #your hands #screaming #i love you and it is screaming in everything i do

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I cannot let go. This is my great flaw, i grip every thing i love with both hands and sink my teeth in for good measure.

#love #crush #unrequited crush #unrequited feelings #unrequited love #falling in love #i love you #forbidden love #heartache #heartbreak #requited feelings #requited crush #holding on #flaws

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I miss your too fast heart under my cheek.

#love is a fickle thing huh #love #crush #unrequited crush #unrequited feelings #unrequited love #falling in love #i love you #forbidden love #heartache #heartbreak #requited crush #requited feelings #requited love #heart #heartbeat #fwb

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Oh, how I'll miss you...

#love #crush #unrequited crush #unrequited feelings #unrequited love #falling in love #i love you #heartache #heartbreak #requited crush #requited feelings #miss you #missing him #how do you mourn someone who isn't even gone yet

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When you used my name it didnt feel like something I'd given, but more like something you'd taken.

#love #crush #unrequited crush #unrequited feelings #unrequited love #falling in love #i love you #heartache #heartbreak #requited feelings #requited crush #young love #first love #names #fwb #its unfair #the power you hold just by saying my name