wakaoujisenhime

[wakaoujisenhime]

Grotesque Romance - yandere*stalker!Goshiki x reader

Synopsis: Your life is going well until you one day find a letter in front of your door containing some rather unsettling text. When you realize that ignoring it won't help, you decide on a different approach; one that doesn't suit the sender at all...

A/N: this was actually supposed to be part of a collab, but due to the host becoming part of an immense discourse I decided to publish this unexpectedly long boy independently. Hope you enjoy this and be mindful of the tags! <33

tags/warnings: yandere*stalker!Goshiki x reader ✅ stalking ✅ tw. obsessive/toxic/manipulative behavior ✅

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Shiratorizawa was quite the renowned university and people had nothing but superlatives to say about both the institution and its students. Contrary to everyone’s expectations though, the process of enrolling wasn’t as taxing as rumors said it would be, or at least that was how you perceived it. 

In comparison to some of the star students, you were pretty plain and not as gifted as them so you never stopped wondering just how you had made the selection.

“What are you talking about (Y/N)?” asked the firm voice of your best friend before he proceeded to explain to you what an amazing and hard-working person you were. Even though you were listening to his monologue for the fifth time, the young man still managed to find something new to compliment you on. You watched in adoration as his brown eyes practically sparkled whenever your name left his lips and the way he waved his arms about to further emphasize your strong points made you smile sheepishly.

Goshiki, the one who never minced matters when it came to giving credits and praises where they were due, had been one of your very first friends back when you had entered Shiratorizawa. The two of you had immediately hit it off and in the shortest time, you had already made it to being best friends. At first, he seemed really inapproachable and way too blinded by his successful entry into the volleyball club, but thanks to your teacher who paired you up with him for an assignment, you found out that it was but one of his many layers. Whenever it was just the two of you, he’s super supportive and lively, and that combination always manages to put you in a very comfortable space where you can just forget about all your worries and insecurities and just live in the moment. 

You believed that whatever trouble you ran into he’d be the pillar of support you could always go to and ask for help, but sometimes life just doesn’t play along with your wishes…

One morning you got up as usual and began preparing yourself for the upcoming day. Mere moments before you put on your jacket and left your dorm you found a letter, which had been slipped through your mail slot, lying on the floor. Confused, you picked the small envelope up and opened it unsuspectingly. In it, you found a white piece of paper, neatly folded in half. At first glance, it seemed pretty harmless and not your typical mail but the moment you started reading what was written down, you froze up.

I am a prisoner of my own feelings, they cannot be expressed, or else I would scare you away so I decided to put some of them down on paper.

Have you ever wondered what your beauty does to me? Your gorgeous hairs, sparkling eyes, beautiful nose, a profile so pretty one might mistake it for a sculptured one, and do not let me start talking about your stunning body.

Every imperfection, no matter how small or big makes you even more alluring to me than you already are. 

I know somewhere deep down you ring with some insecurities and you have no idea how I would love to shower you with my undying affection until not even a single one of these thoughts remain.

Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to hold back and merely watch you from the sidelines? I would love t▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇

(Y/N)...my angel, I hope I don’t scare you with my feelings and if I do then I apologize, but I just can’t stand it any longer, knowing that you aren’t aware of my love for you.

As soon as you reached the end of the letter you noticed how you had subconsciously brought up your hand to your mouth in shock. Your heart was pounding against your ribcage and you had gone so stiff that no one would’ve been able to move you from your spot. 

It took you a short while to overcome that scare and from then on you continued your day like a mindless puppet, your thoughts not even once leaving that one piece of paper you’d received in the morning. 

You weren’t aware how bad you looked until Goshiki brought it up himself, asking you in a worried but hesitant tone if you were ok and whether something was wrong. Honestly, you were but a breath away to spill your entire guts out to him but the moment your eyes met, you had to press your lips together. “It’s nothing Tsutomu…’m just tired” you managed to murmur out and put on your best forced smile. Thankfully, your friend understood the message and didn’t pursue the topic any further, resuming your small talk seconds later as if nothing happened.

Fortunately for you, a couple of days passed and no other envelope came so you relaxed a little and even had enough time to collect your thoughts on the matter as well as think about the procedure from now on. By the person’s writing style, they seemed pretty…worried about disturbing you with their confession, and thanks to that you decided to overlook this one and dismiss it as a rather clumsy attempt to give you a love letter. 

A couple of weeks passed and you had already forgotten about it, now you had a new issue to take care of, namely: your gradually disappearing things. It all started off pretty small. Your eraser went missing first, then your pencil, and pen. Since it was pretty common to lose those things you didn’t think much of it and blamed the stress for it, but when your notebook and lunchbox were lost you started to wonder just what the hell was going on. And as if that wasn’t enough you found another envelope at your entrance when you came back home one day. You stood still while your eyes focused on it and that’s when you noticed how slightly thicker this one was compared to the first. Eventually, you picked it up and opened it, the items which were stored inside fell down on your floor and made you gasp. 

By your feet laid your lost writing utensils, though they have been visibly used…and not in the proper manner. Your pencil had multiple bite marks on it, which had removed some of its paint and revealed the wood underneath. Same with your pen and eraser; both had visible teeth marks along their surfaces and the eraser was even slightly wet, mindless scribbles and doodle hearts almost completely covering its white material. Seeing just these objects alone was enough to make your head spin, but one look inside the envelope showed you that there was still one last part that you had to do, namely read the letter.

Luckily, the text was shorter this time so you quickly began skimming through it, wanting nothing more than just get this over with.

I hope you didn’t forget about me…about my love…about m▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇▇ because I haven’t. Not even a single day has passed that I don’t miss you and your angelic smile-

I’m sorry, I know I scared you but see, I kept my promise and I still admire you from afar-

I am sorry for stealing your things but I just needed something that reminded me of you, but look I send them back so you can continue using them as usual! I just made sure to add a little surprise on each of them so you never forget me either. 

It would make me the happiest person on earth if you’d use them during class…or even better during a test! Then I would know that you see me as your little lucky charm ♥

I miss you-

I love you-

You crumpled the paper and threw it towards your door. With trembling hands you tucked some hair strands behind your ear and pressed your thumb against your mouth, nervously nibbling on its nail as you contemplated the situation. 

“This is insane” you eventually huffed out as you went to the kitchen, took a pair of gloves, and absentmindedly began picking everything up in order to stuff it into a trash bag and throw it away as soon as possible. 

“There,” you hissed the moment you had closed the hatch to the incinerator outside of your apartment. Unfortunately, you had no access to the machine’s key, else you would’ve turned it on right away and watched it all burn down to ashes.

“(Y/N)?” A soft voice called out to you, making you flinch and tense up as you looked in the direction of where it came from.

“Oh my god, Tsutomu…you scared the shit out of me.”

“I’m sorry…I was just passing by when I saw you glaring at the incinerator” he jokingly said, hoping that he could calm you down a little, and it honestly did help because as soon as he’d finished his sentence did your lips curl up in a small smile.

“Is everything alright…you look like you’ve seen a ghost. Did I scare you that badly?” The young man eventually asked, worry written all over his face and it made you feel bad for wanting to hide the truth yet again from him so you decided to share at least a little bit with him and ended up inviting him upstairs.

“Someone is bullying you?!”

“Shh, not so loud!”

Goshiki apologized and covered his mouth in shock, before repeating his question in a much softer and quieter tone.

“Well…at least I think so…it honestly seems like some kind of bad joke to me, I-I mean,” you paused, let out a sigh, shook your head a few times before resuming, “stealing my stuff and writing me love letters that seem like some crazy person’s rambling seems just so, so…so immature”

…

“…Crazy person’s rambling?…Immature?” Your friend repeated, brown eyes boring right through you and for a second a shudder ran through your body, making you tense up, but just a mere moment later his gaze was the same relaxed one as always, causing you to think that it was just your mind playing tricks on you.

It took him a short while to continue and it looked like he was struggling to come up with an answer to your statement, but eventually, he resumed: “I’m sure they are just trying to convey their feelings in their own way, no?” You wanted to object but somehow what he’d said was…true. You recalled the way the person had always apologized in those letters about being too direct and creeping you out, which made you sigh and nod in defeat.

“Come now…don’t look so down. Oh, I know! Why don’t you do something that will take your head away from it all?”

“That…might actually be quite the good idea” you breathed out in a tone that indicated that you’d never thought about that possibility. You were so preoccupied with your studying that you’d completely disregarded your social life. When was the last time you hung out with your best friend? With the volleyball club members? When did you last visit your favorite shop just down the street? When was your last going out with someone?

With newfound vigor, you decided to start caring for yourself more and ignore those letters as well as you could. The following day you coincidentally met up with Tendou, another good friend you met through Goshiki’s club, and talked to him about your plans. In a joking matter, he’d suggested you try those dating apps, saying how some profiles were enough to get you into a laughing fit that would last a couple of days. You weren’t a big fan of those so you had your reservations, but it was enough since you weren’t planning on becoming serious with anyone so you eventually complied.

And a few days later you were already in contact with a couple of people who were on that side for more innocent and harmless reasons like wanting to practice a certain language with others or just looking for people to hang out with. 

Everything worked out perfectly at first, you met up with some for lunch or dinner, walked together for a few minutes afterward, and eventually went back home. Of course, you found people you were more compatible with than others and with whom that little outing really felt like you were the greatest of friends, so naturally, you’d prefer going out more frequently with them than with anyone else from that app.

And then one day just as you were thinking about where you’d go this week with the man you got along with the best, a message from him caused your phone to light up and caught your attention.

Hey, sorry but I don’t think…

The notification cut off his text and only awoke your curiosity even more, so after a few taps, you were on your DMs and read how he apologized that he wouldn’t make it this week. You were bummed of course but still wrote back with understanding. That life could get too much and ruin your plans was a given and you of course understood and sympathized with it, but when someone openly began avoiding you by ignoring your messages and not answering any of your calls that’s where you cut things off. You were pissed off but figured that ghosting was a component with which dating apps naturally came along. 

In the search for a distraction, you moved on to the next one you’d kept close just in case. Similar to your previous partner, this one was also nice to get along with. Yeah sure, he wasn’t as talkative as the one before but once he opened his mouth he always managed to hook you in, whether it was with a joke or a topic you never really thought much about. He also somehow managed to bring out a new charm to places you’ve already been to. All in all, it was yet another good way of distracting yourself from the occasional letters that were lying around your front door. 

Just as you were slowly getting back into the rhythm of life one peculiar and recurring incident threw you off your game. 

Similar to how your very first “acquaintance” stopped all contact with you, the second one did as well…and the third…fourth… 

You’d be lying if you said that it didn’t eat away at your self-confidence. Were you too boring for them? Did you do something to upset them? Were your expectations too high? Or maybe too low? Question after question buzzed through your mind, eventually making you relapse into that neverending hole of negativity before you had signed up in that damn app.

“You know what? Fuck that” the red-haired young man said as he snatched your phone from your hands, quickly deleting said application before continuing, “if these idiots can’t appreciate your good company then the good ol’ Shiratorizawa volleyball club most certainly will. This Saturday, 9 PM, in front of XX Station, capiche?”

All you managed to bring forth was but a slight nod and cracked a small smile as he ruffled through your hair. 

Guess sticking to a familiar social circle might be the best course of action for the time being…

The days passed by slower than expected, but once Saturday had arrived your excitement level was through the roof. Since it was a warm summer night you decided to pick a light outfit that screamed ready to let loose but not too loose and pumped yourself up in front of your mirror. Just as you put in the finishing touches to your makeup, you heard a silent creaking noise coming from the direction of your front door. Unsuspecting you walked out of your room and the moment you stepped out, a chilling sight awaited you. 

A giant heap of envelopes had collected just underneath the mail slot and some of them had red prints on them, the type of red that resembled blood. You wanted to gasp or react in some other way, but when you looked up your entire throat tightened, robbing you of both your voice and breath. 

A pair of dark eyes were staring right at you through the small slit in the middle of your door. They kept the contact for a short while until they eventually broke it off and only the quick steps of the person slowly walking away from your apartment could be heard.

Your mind was so hazy and your legs were pure jelly so you still have no idea how you managed to slowly inch yourself forward and kick the door open.

“Woah, careful there! You almos-”

You were still so disturbed that you neither noticed nor heard the comment the person, whose nose you almost broke, made. Only when you felt a small weight on your shoulder alongside the familiar way of someone calling your name did you finally look at the person beside you.

“Tsutomu…? What are you–“ Wait. “Did you just run into someone on your way up here?”

The switch between topics paired with the small jumpscare you just gave him not only confused the young man but your complexion, heavy breathing, trembling hands, and wide eyes made his heart drop. He’s come to know that behavior all too well now and was painfully aware of what - or better said - who caused it.

“The letters again?” It was a rhetorical question to which he didn’t expect nor want any type of answer. He just silently listened as you explained just what type of creepy scene you had witnessed. 

Your voice gradually got louder and with it quickened your heartbeat. Was this a panic attack? Were you hyperventilating? 

Amidst your rambling you barely registered Goshiki’s futile attempts to calm your raging heart down, only when you felt his arms wrap around your trembling body did you pause. He remained silent for the first few moments, holding you tight against his chest, then eventually began speaking in a low voice: “It’s all going to be alright ok? I know it probably doesn’t sound so convincing right now but I promise you, I’ll make sure to protect you from any creep that dares step up to you. Trust me.”

At that moment you didn’t care about what type of promise he made, you just wanted to go back to the reckless and worry-free life you had before those “love letters” began appearing. Tonight was the drinking party the Shiratorizawa volleyball boys had organized for both themselves and you, so in the spirit of things, you decided to just swallow that knot in your throat, eat and drink it down so you could be relaxed…even if it lasted mere hours.

With one arm draped over your shoulders, the young man escorted you to the meeting location, a small and cozily arranged restaurant bar in a rather desolate part of town. Unsurprisingly, both Ushijima and Tendou were already standing in front of the store’s entrance looking like a pair of hoodlums…a pair of good-looking hoodlums.

The red-haired man wanted to start his tease attack the moment he’d first caught a glimpse of you two, but one head shake from Goshiki was enough to shut him up. You four exchanged the typical greetings before finally entering the establishment and sitting yourselves down. The rest of the team arrived not short after and soon your table had grown quite lively, full of laughter and semi-loud conversations. Tendou and Ushijima’s typical old married couple behavior paired with some of the other guys’ comments never failed to make you smile or giggle and soon you’d forgotten about what had gone down a couple of hours ago.

“I’m going to step out for a short while” you silently announced as you got up from your seat, your hand gliding along the shoulder blades of your best friend who had buried his face in his crossed arms and appeared to be dozing off. Shirabu’s eyes followed your leaving form and acknowledged your statement with a small nod paired with a silent be careful.

Once outside you immediately put your hands in the pockets of your jacket and stood there, taking in the slightly cold night air when a familiar voice called out your name. In shock, you turned your head to the voice’s source and saw none other than the man who’d first ghosted you on that app. His facial expression was one mixed with both horror and disbelief, he was ready to turn around and run away as if you were some kind of ghost, but your reactions were quicker than his. With quick steps, you’d closed the distance between the two of you, taken a hold of his hand, and dragged him into the first alleyway you found.

Now that the two of you were face-to-face for the first time after so long, a wave of pleasant memories hit you, making your resolve to scream at him in frustration crumble within seconds, ending with you letting out a long sigh and your forehead on his shoulder.

“Just where did you go…” you eventually managed to murmur against his skin. You felt his hand wrap around your upper arm and gently tugged you away so you could once again look him directly into his face.

“Listen…” he began but shut up not long after. It was obvious that there was something that bothered him, but for some reason, he didn’t want to verbalize it��or maybe he couldn’t?

After a short while, the man in front of you shook his head in resignation and moved away from you, before picking up where he left off: “Listen, I don’t mean any trouble and I honestly don’t know if you guys are getting off on games like these, but please…just leave me out of them, ok? I’m having enough to deal with in my life so having to deal with twisted shit like yours is a bit too much to as-”

“Wait, what are you even talking about? And who do you mean with ‘you guys’?”

Your counterpart began to look more restless than before and he didn’t make any effort to hide how much your presence made him uncomfortable and it hurt you more than expected. He clicked his tongue, looked away, and cursed under his breath, commenting how messed up you were, unaware that you genuinely had no idea what had him so worked up. Only after you repeated that small you-know-no-I-don’t-yes-you-do game for a couple of minutes, he had enough of looking into your beautiful, big, and clueless eyes and decided to play along with your ignorance, figuring that this way he’d be freed quicker.

“Remember how you told me that you didn’t have a boyfriend?”

You nod

“Remember how you told me that you got into this app just to get your mind off of life?” 

Another nod

“Well, turns out that you were simply making up lies as fast as you breathed, because not long after we started hanging out, your boyfriend walked up to my house, interrogating and threatening me to cut all ties with you, else he’d-” he stopped and just shook his head, not wanting to relive that traumatizing memory. 

“I tried ignoring it because you seemed oblivious to it and I even confirmed your relationship status with you at our next meeting. I was ready to dismiss that as just some weirdo wanting to hog all of your attention, but then he started sending me packages of things you can’t even imagine and I finally gave up because I had enough.”

He kept on ranting to you about the disturbing things he had to go through and everything seemed so surreal at first that you didn’t even dare utter a single question or comment, but the moment the word letter left his lips you felt the hair on your neck stand up in fear.

“Letters? Did you just say letters?”

“Y-Yeah…what of i-”

“What did he look like?”

“Wh-”

“What did that person look like?!”

“(Y/N)?”

Both your and the man’s head turned in the direction of the third voice that suddenly chirped in and there he was, your best friend standing right in the middle of the alleyway’s entrance.

His name had barely left your mouth as you got pushed back by the man in front of you, who now looked more enraged than ever.

“That’s him! He was the one who brought all those letters!”

Crack

You could hear something break. Your eyes began to burn and your vision became blurry. You couldn’t breathe, your lungs were on fire; it was as if someone had wrapped wires around them and was pulling on them with all of their might. Your heart was thumping against your chest at such a speed and with such power that you feared it might actually beat a hole straight through your ribcage.

Is this some kind of joke - was what you wanted to respond to, but the moment the man had made that exclamation, Goshiki’s facial features had distorted into something you had never seen before. His usually harmless stance was now one full of menace. He only had to take one step to make the two of you shudder and pepper your entire bodies in goosebumps. 

A cold hand gently wraps around your wrist, moving down to your hand and protectively intertwining their fingers with yours.

“(Y/N)...we’re leaving” was all Tsutomo had said as he slowly started to walk off with you in tow. None of you dared to say anything, fearful of what the volleyball prodigy might do if you or your acquaintance dared to protest.   

As the two of you exited the alley and were back on the dark streets of your neighborhood, you looked at your friend and could see how he was biting his lip, teeth eventually piercing through his soft skin, blood running down his chin as his grip on your hand tightened so much you couldn’t help but wince in pain.

How you eventually got back to your apartment was a mystery to you, your brain was buzzing with so many questions, it was trying to piece all that information together so bad that you didn’t even notice how Goshiki pulled out a key ring, his key ring, and unlocked your door.

With his hand on your back, he gently pushed you into the hallway and the moment you felt your feet step onto something did reality finally hit you. Unfortunately, it was but a moment too late. An enormous weight pushed against you and eventually managed to pin you down to the ground. Your eyes widened in horror as your wrists were being held down next to your head and your legs’ movements were blocked by two strong calves that rested on top. 

“Aaah…you look so pretty underneath me…just like a butterfly that’s about to be taxidermied” he eventually said in an unnaturally chilly voice that made you shudder. When your eyes met your entire body froze up, his usually shiny brown eyes were now dark and cold, resembling those of a dead fish’s. 

You wanted to speak, to try and understand why he would do that or even make sure that it really was him who supposedly wrote all those letters, because somewhere deep inside, you still chose to believe in that man who had been your best friend for so long.

His right hand released its grip on your wrist and Goshiki let his hand carefully caress your cheek, fingers trembling out of fear that he might stain or even hurt you in any way shape, or form.

“Do you have any idea how long I’ve been waiting for this moment? How hard I’ve been trying to hide these feelings of mine? I wanted it all to be perfect when I finally confess…and yet you and that damn rando ruined it”

The way he gradually raised his voice triggered your flight response but there was no way of acting according to it, so all you could do was tremble underneath your best friend and squeeze your eyes shut. 

Was it genuine fear or the simple desire to preserve what innocent image you had of him that made you act this way?

“Oh…I’m sorry, did I scare you? P-Please don’t look away…open your eyes, please” he begged in a voice so silent you barely recognized it as the very same one that was cursing just mere seconds ago, and of course, naive little you did as told.

“That’s it…don’t be afraid, I’d never do anything to harm you, you know that right?…right?”

You carefully nod and finally manage to take a much-needed deep breath to calm your nerves down at least a little bit before finally speaking up: “T-The letters–“

“Oh yeah, the letters” Goshiki interrupted, eyes unable to focus on one thing before an emotionless laugh leaves the very back of his throat and his gaze finds its way back to you, “you didn’t like them that much, huh? Were they too straightforward? Or were they lacking something? Maybe I shouldn’t have scribbled away the more uh-…explicit thoughts”

You don’t know what shocked you more, the way he was nonchalantly monologuing about the things that managed to make you so uncomfortable and scared or the fact that he’d just admitted to actually being the one who wrote those letters.

“S-So it really was you”

Your realization finally made him smile in the same warm way he used to whenever you needed a pick-me-up, the only difference being that you weren’t able to feel that comforting warmth coming from it.

Your eyes become glassy when the gravity of the situation hits you and the only thing that stopped you from breaking out in tears was the stubbornness inside of you that screamed to not give him the satisfaction of seeing you at your weakest.

“Say (Y/N)…would you like to know what those scribbled-out parts entailed?” he eventually asked as he gently removed one of your tears with his fingertip, bringing his wet finger to his mouth and licking it in a savory way. Even if you wanted to shake your head or protest, it wasn’t as if he would’ve listened to it.

“Sure, I want to do all that cute couple stuff where we go out to dinner, hold hands on our way back from the restaurant, I give you a kiss on your lips when we bid each other farewell, but more than that I want to witness all of you” his hand moved back down to you but this time he lets his fingers travel down to your neck where he lightly squeezes.

“Do you have any idea how often I’ve fantasized about wrapping those shibari ropes around your beautiful skin? Picking out a color that’ll suit your complexion the best…” you feel his hand dive underneath your shirt’s collar, cold fingers gliding across your skin, and leaving a trail of goosebumps behind. “…a color that’ll also complement the many different marks I’ll make sure to leave behind. I will make sure that every time you dress up or look in the mirror, you’ll be reminded of who you belong to”

“W-What…?”

His hand pauses right above your heart, his slightly rough fingers playing with the material of your bra, tugging on the soft fabric ever so often.

“Did I stutter or did you perhaps think that I was joking when I wrote that I couldn’t live without you, is that it?” Another bone-chilling laugh left his mouth as he bent down, bringing his lips too close to yours, brown eyes zooming in on your face to see and study just what type of reaction he can get from you.

“You did this to yourself you know? If you would’ve followed my advice and given the author of the letters a chance, this would’ve never happened. I tried to rail myself in as much as I could, but your little brain just wouldn’t listen, so now…” You felt the grip on your wrists tighten once more as Goshiki pulled your arms up above your head, needing but one hand to restrict any attempted movement of yours. His calves also moved down from your legs but only in such a manner that allowed his knee to dive right in between and rub against your crotch. You let out a surprised yelp and instantly wanted to shuffle away from him but he was quick to lean his entire body weight onto your chest and hinder your escape.

“Now that you are aware of my feelings there is no need for me to walk on eggshells anymore” he chuckles, cupping your cheeks and making you look up straight into his eyes, “from now on you are mine and I won’t hand you over to anyone. If you want to leave this apartment, you’ll need to ask for my permission first, you will also tell me everything I need to know about the people you go out or hang out with. Is that clear?”

Despite having asked you a question, Goshiki neither waited for your answer nor did he give you enough time to process what he was asking of you; he just continued his demands until…

“I sincerely hope you don’t think that I’m just joking because I will chain you up to the bedpost if needed…I could also baby trap you or would it be better for me to just straight out fuck you so silly that your body can’t get off without my help?... What, you think I won’t be able to do that? Haha, don’t worry (Y/N), my beloved, I’ll take my time exploring your body. I will get to know all of your weak spots and make sure to attack them ever so often. They will become so sensitive that you won’t be able to put on your clothes normally anymore, instead, you will get wet for me, stain the cute panties I picked out for you, and beg me to calm that throbbing sensation between your legs down…I will fill every single crevice of your body, no matter how small or big, with myself so that you become as obsessed with me as I am with you, and then…only then will I let go of you and leave your life”

He looks into your eyes, lips brushing against yours as he whispers: “I’ll show you just how grotesque my feelings truly are”

#haikyuu x reader #hq x reader #haikyuu scenarios #hq scenarios #goshiki x reader #goshiki tsutomu x reader #━𝙷𝚀

[wakaoujisenhime]

Amen - Father!Taiju x reader

Synopsis: On Christmas, you help a beaten-up teenager out and end up reuniting with him many years later when he’s grown up to be a full-fledged man and the Father of the church he frequented. Just as you’re happy with his development, you find out what’s really going on behind the holy place’s wooden doors…

tags/warnings: Taiju x reader ✅ smut (18+) ✅ dub-/noncon ✅ tw.sacrilege ✅

A/N: consider this the start of my madness as I slowly fall down the rabbit hole by the name Taiju Shiba…ANYWAY, this is my contribution to @cherryshigaraki’s SLUTTY OLD MEN collab! Thank you for giving me the opportunity of joining this delicious collab & I hope I did the topic justice! Also, make sure to check everyone else’s delicious pieces out! Have fun! ♥️

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Taiju Shiba, a notorious gang leader who was known for his charisma and brute strength throughout the streets of Tokyo. If someone had told you that he’d actually hang up his boots at his high position and become a Father of the very church he fought his last battle at, you wouldn’t have believed it…and yet that’s exactly what happened.

You still remember that one Christmas Eve on which you’d met him as if it was yesterday…

You were just on your way back from celebrating and decided to take a small detour along the calmer part of town. Everything was going well at first, you were looking around the neighborhood, admiring the many different decorations people had put up along their façades and windows, and just as you were about to pass by a wonderful looking church, a horrific sight awaited you.

Dozens of young men were lying on the ground, unconscious and bleeding, scattered along it like pebbles. With wide eyes you looked around, taking in every single gruesome detail and that’s when he’d caught your eye.

A man of massive frame, kneeling at the top of the church’s stairs, shirtless and beat up, head cast down, blood dripping from his face. 

You puffed out a silent oh my god before you slowly made your way towards him, to make sure that he was alright because by the looks of it he was the only conscious one. At that moment your worry for the man had far outweighed your rationality so that you didn’t even stop for a moment to consider the fact that he might be the one responsible for all of this. 

Hey…can you hear me?….Are you ok?

It had taken the man a few seconds to register that someone was calling out to him and before his self-defense mechanisms could kick in he felt something warm and soft being draped around his shoulders. When he looked up, you appeared to him like an angel in disguise.

Your worried face that was looking down at him so innocent and unsuspecting of what he’d done just a couple of minutes ago. He nodded once to give you at least some sort of answer before he continued staring off into the distance…

You’d helped him get on his feet, both back then and in general. That night you wanted to bring him to the hospital or the police so he could inform them about whatever had gone down, but a simple shake of his head was enough for you to understand that there might have been more to it than you initially suspected, so you’d decided to let it go and help him in other ways. You took him back home with you so that you could apply some first aid to his wounds and despite your many protests against it, he went straight back home afterward.

Years passed and your meeting with him appeared to be a one-time thing, but just recently you’d decided to go down that particular street again and when you arrived at the church, a rather surprising sight awaited you.

A group of many young men in coats were standing just before the few steps of the church looking up at what appeared to be the Father. One of them stepped forward screaming something about a group not being the same anymore. Since you were pretty far away you couldn’t catch what else they said, but as you looked closer at them they were looking up to a man. You gasped out in shock, recognizing none other than Taiju. 

You must’ve been looking pretty intensely at him because just mere moments after your realization, his yellow eyes shifted their attention to your form and he froze up. Without thinking too much about it you just raised your hand a little and waved at him, observing how he said something to the gang members that made them scatter like kids after a long school day, itching to get back home.

“Did I scare them off?” 

The man who was walking towards you just let out an amused huff and gave you a small head shake, before stopping in his tracks.

“It’s been quite a while, hasn’t it?”

“Mhm,” you confirmed with a small nod as you looked up at him.

Having him this close in front of you made you realize just how much he’d grown. He had always been taller than you, but now his height made you almost look up at the sky to even catch a glimpse of his eyes. 

Taiju had cut his hair and had it slicked back with just the right amount of hair gel that made it look natural. His expression was still as stern and intense as ever, but he appeared slightly calmer than back when you’d first met him, though that might’ve been just your imagination. 

Though faint, you still noticed some wrinkles adorning his face, successfully underlining his already sharp facial features and making them even more attractive and pleasing to the eye than they already were before that.   

Despite the typical black church attire he was wearing, you could still clearly see the outlines of his muscled body underneath it, and when you noticed some places where the fabric was so stretched out because of his mass, you couldn’t help but chuckle.

Your reaction was greeted with a raised eyebrow and you couldn’t help but blush as you realized that you’d been staring at him yet again. So with no excuse this time around, you simply shook your head with a smile and murmured a silent it’s nothing before you proceeded with some senseless small talk.

The two of you parted ways not short after yet again.

Truth be told this wasn’t the first time Taiju had seen you since his fight on Christmas Eve. He’d actually memorized the neighborhood you lived in and had tried to thank you many times before for what you did for him, but how could he? 

The man eventually gave up and decided to wait for you to come to him. He knew that this approach was a pretty stupid one, but regardless he wanted to see for himself if you’d check up on him or not. Needless to say, he was pleasantly surprised when he saw you show up today. He’d chased his former gang members away with one silent - but nonetheless threatening - leave and had proceeded to face you after so many years. 

As expected, you were still as beautiful and ethereal as you were on that Christmas night. The way some of your hair strands were blown against your cheeks made him want to gently tuck them away behind your slightly red ear so he could once more gaze upon the gorgeous face of his savior. The feelings he’d begun harboring for you since that accident seemed all innocent and childlike at first glance; I mean, a young teenager who falls for the woman that helped him after he’d been defeated, grows up thinking and waiting for her to meet him, was an overused and pretty often seen scenario in any romance flick. That, paired with his devotion to the Christian belief, his mind was set on making you out to be his guardian angel that was sent down to him during his life’s darkest hour as both a reward for his resilience and a test of will at the same time.

Mere days after you’d entered his life, he came to the conclusion that he couldn’t continue like this any longer and he had to change both his ways and behavior, so he set out on his journey to work for the institution he’d so earnestly visited all his life. But once he truly came to understand the church’s ways, he found it so immensely hard to keep the inappropriate thoughts about you away from his mind, especially after today.

“Friday evening you say?” you repeat after the man and take a glance back at your calendar before you answer, “It should work, no problem!”

“Excellent, how does 7 PM sound?” a deep and slightly distorted voice asked from the other end of your phone. You nodded and finalized some further details for your meeting before you eventually hung up. 

Lately, you’ve been frequently going to the church to catch up with Taiju, but because of his work you never really had the opportunity to properly sit down and have a heart-to-heart talk, so you eventually exchanged contact information and properly decided on a date and time to meet up.

With a smile on your lips, you went up to your calendar and marked down the day of your planned meeting and even though it wasn’t anything special, you could still feel your heart thump hard against your chest at the mere thought of the two of you being alone. 

Time went by in a flash and before you’d noticed, the day of your meetup had come. Winter had not yet passed so you couldn’t doll yourself up that much, hence why you resorted to a pretty simple and warm outfit for tonight. 

You closed the zipper of your jacket, wrapped your scarf around your neck, and looked at your reflection in the mirror in front of you with a smile.

“How long has it been since I felt this nervous..?” you asked yourself silently before taking your bag and leaving your apartment.

The walk towards the church passed by unusually quick, despite your rather slow pace. The tall wooden doors of the institution were before you, waiting to be opened, but just before you could take a hold of the doorknob, one of the doors was pulled open and a young girl stormed out. She was so distraught that she almost ran into you, but you managed to sidestep just in time and dodge her. Your eyes followed her as she ran down the steps, sobbing. Still shocked from what had just transpired you hesitantly entered the church only to find it…empty. Confusion distorted your earlier calm face and caused you to look around nervously, looking for the man you’d agreed to meet tonight.

“Taiju?” you carefully called out, your voice echoing more than intended, and still no answer came.

There was something eerie about such a big church being so silent and desolate this late at night that made you clutch your bag’s straps tightly as you slowly went down the aisle towards the altar at the end. Just as you were about to bypass the last row of benches you heard a silent thud on your left side, but as you looked, there was nothing there out of the ordinary, just the benches and two cubicles that were most likely used for confessionals.

Wait…

As if you had some kind of premonition, you took course towards the confessional booths, halted before one of them and slowly opened the door of the right one. Contrary to your expectations of finding nothing, the first thing you saw was a naked leg that was being hoisted up by someone and a pair of panties dangling from that person’s ankle. That alone was enough to shock you into speechlessness, but as you gradually revealed more of what was hiding behind the door, the leg seemed the least important part for you to worry about. 

Before you was a young woman, probably around your age or maybe a few years younger, sitting on the lap of none other than Taiju himself, her legs were being spread apart so much that anyone who would’ve opened the door would get to see her private parts in full view and could witness the way her insides got spread apart by the hard length of the man behind her. He either didn’t notice your presence or he simply couldn’t care less, because he just continued rocking her hips back and forth with his other hand, murmuring small encouragements so she would resume her movements, but how could she?

The two of you were dumbstruck, looking into each other's eyes for a short while until she backed out first and tried to wriggle herself out of the man’s grasp and protect the small amount of dignity she had left, but he was stronger and managed to keep her in place for at least a short while until he noticed just what riled her up this much.

“Looks like tonight’s appointment arrived earlier than expected,” he noted as he peered over the girl’s shoulder, locking eyes with you and cracking a small smile before finishing his initial thought, “would you give me a second, I’ll be right there.”

At that moment you had no idea what pissed you off more, the fact that he’d just brushed you off like that or the fact that he - as a Father no less - was having sex at the church. You watched as he pressed the woman’s legs together, leaning her back on his chest, and began thrusting his hips which made her moan out loud.

“There you go, I told you it would feel so much better if you didn’t hold your voice back” he cooed close to her ear as he gently patted her head a few times. 

“P-Please Father…stop” she pleaded with him trying to push him away somehow, but neither her strength was enough nor the position she was in was ideal for that. Taiju, of course, pretended not to hear her and even quickened his pace, a small grin adorning his face.

“You really want me to stop now of all times? I thought you didn’t mind a little audience…just mere minutes ago you were begging me to fuck you in front of that other girl, you even cried about how your husband couldn’t get it up, and now this…?”

Even though your mind was still trying to figure out what the hell was happening, you still don’t know how and why, but you took a step forward, took the young girl by her arm, and pulled her off his lap, causing her to stumble a little and fall straight into your arms. That little maneuver of yours shocked the other two as well, though Taiju’s expression didn’t give away his surprise, on the contrary, he even looked painfully bored by that development. The woman, on the other hand, held onto you for a short while, before going beed-red, pushing herself off of you, and stumbling towards the exit of the church, head cast down in shame.

During that little scene, your eyes didn’t even once leave the man’s form. You watched him get up from the small chair, cover up his lower body, slick back some of his loose hair strands which were stuck on his forehead, and lean on the small cubicle’s door frame as he looked down at you in silence.

What the hell was that? Are you even aware of your position? What do you even think you’re doing? Why would you even do that when you know we agreed to meet right now? Did you want me to catch you?

So many thoughts and questions plagued your mind and were dying to be said out loud, but you held back. Taiju wasn’t the same young teen anymore, he was now a proper man in his thirties so who were you to tell him what to do and what not.

“Are you going to take her place?” he suddenly blurted out. 

“Huh?”

“Don’t make me repeat myself” he warned you in an unnaturally dark tone that made you freeze up. That sentence alone was enough to make you back away a few steps, though these few steps meant nothing to the tall man, who simply needed to get out of the confessional booth and he’d already be standing in front of you.

“You interrupted us, despite me telling you that I’d finish in a bit and now I’m stuck with a boner that you will take care of.”

His standoffish behavior and how he was able to utter such nonsense nonchalantly was beyond you, but you weren’t going to let that remark sit, so you crossed your arms and looked up at him like some kind of parent that was about to scold their kid.

“It’s your own fault for even doing it inside of the church. If you had at least enough decency to do it somewhere in the back where visitors usually wouldn’t notice, this wouldn’t have become a problem, Father”

Going on a one-on-one against Taiju wasn’t a good idea, it was in fact a horrible one, but you were riled up enough to dare it anyway and that alone made the man furrow his brows in annoyance, but the moment he heard you utter his title and even emphasize upon it with that cheeky tone, he felt the last bit of rationality leave him and snapped.

Before you knew it, Taiju had closed the distance between you and now that he was towering in front of you he took a tight hold of your hips, hoisting you up on his shoulder as if you weighed nothing at all as he made his way towards the altar. Everything happened so quickly that you couldn’t properly react before it was too late. 

“T-Taiju, what are you doing?! Let me go!” The moment you’d found your voice again, you didn’t waste any time and began struggling as if your life depended on it. You tried tugging on the man’s clothing, punching his back with your fists and even tried pushing him away but nothing seemed to faze him. Before you could even try anything else you felt how his grip weakened and you were finally released.

You felt your back collide with the hard and cold surface of the altar and since the fall wasn’t as gentle as you would’ve expected it to be, it knocked some air out of your lungs. While you attempted to steady your breathing once more, the man positioned himself between your legs, sharp yellow eyes cast down on your form as he used your weakened state to unzip your jacket. He placed both of his hands on each of your sides, leaning himself forward as he took in the sight of you beneath him. Even though you were still fully clothed, having the person of his innermost desires in such a state so close to him couldn’t stop him from fantasizing about what you’d look like naked, and before he’d realized it, his big hand had dove underneath your pullover and was slowly gliding upwards, exposing your skin to the cold church air. 

“Stop it! Get your hands away from me!” You thrashed about in an attempt to stop him from completely uncovering your upper body while you made sure to make it as audible as possible that you weren’t going to go along with his whims. Taiju on the other hand didn’t seem to mind your struggling, but you being loud didn’t sit that well with him at all. He grabbed your scarf, brought it up to your mouth, and pressed the fabric against it, muffling any further protest of yours.  

“Mind your manners (Y/N)…this is still a church”

While the man’s eyes observed how goosebumps peppered your lower stomach, you weren’t in the mood of giving up and began kicking around you aimlessly, so when your foot came into contact with something, you froze. By the looks of it, you’d just kicked the man right in the stomach and yet he was completely unaffected and just grinned wider.

“Seems like someone’s not into caresses…want me to go down on you that badly?” he whispered out as he let his free hand slide down towards your waist, stopping there and slowly undoing your jeans’ belt, button, and zipper. Even though your body was getting more and more exposed by the minute you refrained from any further physical resistance, figuring that if you were silent enough he’d remove his hand from your mouth eventually, giving you the possibility of trying to talk him out of this. That change in strategy was a welcomed one, because not short after you went silent, was the pressure on your mouth relieved.

“Taiju, please don’t do this…I-I promise I won’t be mad about this, just please stop before it’s too late” you silently pleaded, but judging by the way your jeans were completely removed from your legs and thrown to the side, he wasn’t listening. His cold hands brushed against your lower belly as he gripped the thin fabric of your panties, pulling them down slowly, revealing your slightly wet core.

“Would you look at that…seems like you got quite turned on by that little scene you saw some minutes ago, or…was it the rough treatment that got you leaking like that?” he remarked, amusement dripping from his voice. “...shut up” you hissed out and immediately covered your reddening face. Meanwhile, his thick fingers gently spread your labia apart, his eyes taking in every single detail about his angel’s beautiful pussy. But just looking at it wasn’t enough. He felt how his trousers grew tighter than they already were mere moments ago, the desire to just thrust his cock inside of you and feel how your walls enveloped him, was growing so strong that he didn’t want to waste any more time, so after taking a deep breath he finally proceeded to taste you. 

At the feeling of his wet tongue moving up and down across your wet entrance, you yelped out in surprise, back arching ever so slightly away from the altar’s surface. You wanted to keep as quiet as possible because the church picked up every single sound no matter how silent it was and let it echo around the entire building, but his skillful way of lapping up your arousal ruined that plan of yours quicker than expected. With one of his fingers, he began flicking your clit a couple of times, letting your juices stain his mouth as his eyes moved up to your face, and that’s when he noticed that you’d hid it away so he stopped his ministrations and removed himself from your crotch. 

You felt relieved when he stopped and exhaled all the oxygen you’d held in as to stop your moans when you suddenly felt how you were being pulled up by your scarf, Taiju’s big hand supporting the back of your head as he undid the muffler, removing it completely, and revealing your reddened lips and flushed cheeks.

“Don’t hide,” he cooed as he slowly laid you back down, “show me everything”

With that said, he hoisted your legs up, pushing them down towards your torso, so now all of your private parts were visible for both you and him. The way he held you in place was uncomfortable, the position you found yourself in straining muscles you never thought you had, and to top it all off he was now able to directly look at any of your expressions. 

Your eyes met for a brief second and you were the first one to look away, much to the man’s amusement before he once again dove between your legs to lap up the juices he’d missed earlier. While his tongue and fingers were busy preparing you for what’s to come, you made use of him being distracted and stole a couple of glances at his face and the way he relished in your taste. 

“A-Ahh ngh” you moaned out loud as you felt a thick finger enter your insides.

“What are you looking at, hm?”

Before you could even attempt an answer, you felt another digit plunge inside of you and both started caressing your walls in a scissoring motion. The sudden stimulation made you see stars as you looked up at the church’s ceiling, the drawings of angels at the top looked even more majestic and real thanks to your momentary situation. Sadly, no matter how hard you tried to defy any of Taiju’s advances on you, his technique left nothing to be desired, both his fingers and tongue had found your weakest spots within minutes and were attacking them relentlessly with seemingly no intention to stop even if you came. You felt that all too familiar knot in your stomach tighten, hampering your breathing in the process. It’s been so long since you felt like that and you hated how good it felt to be dangling from the edge of bliss once more. Needless to say, you were ready to cum right then and there, but that’s when both Taiju’s tongue and fingers left your body.

You were about to protest but when your eyes met his striking yellow ones, staring down at you in satisfaction, did you realize just what you had subconsciously agreed to.

“Impatient I see, well don’t worry I’m also reaching my limit” he eventually said and began undoing his pants, letting them fall to the floor, and with no holds barred he let his cock spring free from its confines as well. He carefully let your hips down once more and plopped his entire girth down on your lower stomach, his intention being none other than wanting you to see how far up he’d reach once he was inside of you.

“Wait, w-what are you doing?” you finally found your voice and this was the first thing you managed to formulate in your panicked state. The grin that adorned his lips resembled that of a mischievous boy and not a middle-aged Father of a church.

“What do you think I’m doing?” he asked, pulling you up towards him once more so that your faces were but a breath away before slamming his lips against yours, his rough tongue making use of your confusion to enter your mouth and start slithering about. Thanks to his grip on both the back of your head and hips you couldn’t move away and were forced to remain still as he slowly moved his pelvis back, positioning his tip right at your entrance and slowly pushing it in.

At first, the stretch wasn’t as bad as you’d assumed but the further he penetrated you the worse it got. 

Your body began to shiver, your pained moans and groans swallowed by his kiss. Much to your surprise he let up not short after and gently placed your forehead on his shoulder, his big hand caressing your head in a comforting motion.

“Deep breaths..it’s almost in” he whispered next to your ear as he removed some of your hair strands from your face, making sure that you were still with him. Meanwhile, you were a complete mess. Countless thoughts and feelings were circling your mind, making it nearly impossible for you to tell the difference between up and down, so having him murmur something to you while he literally split you in half wasn’t helping; it had quite the opposite effect. Just as he was about to say something else you bit into his wrist, which barely even made him twitch but instead he just clicked his tongue and lowered you down on the altar once more. 

Truth be told, the fact that he couldn’t just ram it in as he did with all the others frustrated him beyond belief, you were special to him so he wanted to treat you accordingly, but with the way your insides were fluttering around his shaft, made it seem like you were trying to pull him in and he had held back enough already so with one thrust forward he sank his entire length balls-deep inside of you. “N-Nho aah!” you moaned out loud as some tears rolled down your cheeks, the pain making you tense up which only amplified the unpleasant feeling between your legs. Thankfully, Taiju didn’t even dare to move and instead made it his next mission to let you adjust to him while he indulged in the rest of your body. 

He used one of his hands to massage your clit in order to make you wetter and facilitate his thrusts later on while his other busied itself with your breasts. And finally, after a good while of those repeated ministrations, your walls began to relax around his length so he gave you an experimental thrust, and indeed, you arched your back slightly as he carefully pulled out, a shaky breath leaving your mouth as he slowly moved his hips back forward, and when he bottomed out once more a barely audible mewl gave him the last confirmation he needed to start moving properly. 

Damn it…I hate this and how good it feels

You tried your best to keep as silent and stoic as possible but unfortunately, you didn’t look as unfaced as you thought you did. In Taiju’s eyes, he saw your slightly blushing cheeks and the way you nibbled on your lip to stop your voice from escaping and it only made it more obvious how much pleasure you were truly feeling so he took that as yet another sign to speed up his hips’ movement. 

“You’re taking me so well angel…look, can you feel how deep I’m actually inside of you?” he breathed out as he planted his palm on your lower body, pressing down on your skin until even he was able to feel himself going back and forth. The way he was holding you down caused his tip to graze your g-spot with every rock of his hips and you couldn’t help but cry out.

“G-God..! N-…there” 

“God? Ha…I’m the only god you need” and with that he took a firm hold of your hips, lifting them so he could angle himself better, making sure he reached the deepest parts within you.

The familiar wet slapping sound had never sounded as erotic as it did right now and it only made him hungrier for both you and your reactions. His thoughts were filled with nothing but you and all the things he’d love to do and try out on you.

“…stop g-growing inside” 

When your silent voice reached his ears and your - in comparison - smaller hand touched his bigger one, did his brain click, making him realize just what he was doing.

It was no secret that he’d harbored feelings for the person who’d saved him when he was at his lowest, who’d been there when he needed someone by his side, had acted out of her own free will, and wasn’t afraid of him or his appearance. He’d fantasized of the day when he’d finally embrace you in his arms and show you how he’d bettered himself for you so that you not only see him as the rowdy kid from back then but a proper and stand up man who was worthy of your attention and love…and yet he’d let his instinct take over once more.

In frustration he glared down on your splayed-out body, took a hold of your legs to wrap them around his hips, and leaned down, his massive frame nearly crushing you despite him supporting himself on his forearms, which he’d positioned next to your head on each side.

Hang in there was all he said before cupping your ass to make you meet his sloppy but still deep thrusts. He threw his entire rationality away and began aiming straight for your womb, the desire to paint your insides white with his seed and fill them up to the brim making the vein on his forehead pop out in excitement.

Oh my dear Lord, is this yet another test of my will? Was it that unbreakable that you decided to bring me my angel and see if I’d stray from the right path?

While Taiju’s mind was occupied his body was still very much eager to bring you to orgasm. Your insides had eventually gotten used to both his girth and length or better said he was forcefully molding them into his own shape, making you just the perfect cocksleeve for himself. Your mind was in shambles. Did you want to resist his advances or accept them in the hope that he’d realize his mistake on his own? 

Or was that ever your intention in the first place?

His thrusts had been so persistent and precise since the first moment they’d begun rearranging your guts and it didn’t take you long to start moaning and whining whenever his tip knocked at the entrance of your womb. 

My Lord…have I failed you now? Should I have resisted my urges and impulses or was releasing them the right path to take for my rehabilitation?

You felt his shaft grow inside of you, even more, its veins now more pronounced than before, further intensifying the stimulation that came with every rock of his pelvis. Being so close to his face you also noticed how his breathing became heavier and sometimes he’d even let out a low groan. His thrusts’ rhythm became sloppier and he eventually needed to take a hold of your buttocks to make you meet his momentum; it was as if he’d reduced you to a mere sex toy that helps him get off.

“I’ll be cumming inside of you” Taiju eventually breathed out as he leaned back, straightening himself once more, and let his hand run through his slightly messed up hair, temporally removing any hair strands that blocked his vision and hindered him from seeing the face you’d make once he expelled his load within you.

Reaching an orgasm on his own was half the fun, so he always made sure that his partners either cummed at the same time as he did or shortly after. Seeing usually serious faces contort into ones filled with immense pleasure, as their bodies trembled like leaves in the wind, was what drove him to corrupt so many in the first place, making them unable to live on without his cock was just a byproduct that fueled his ego. 

But you would be the cherry on top, the one that would overshadow anyone he has slept with, he was sure of that. You had a different standing in his life right from the get-go and now that he’s had a taste, he won’t let you go that easily.

“T-Taiju…” you whispered out his name as you dug your fingernails in his arms, a signal he understood without you having to explain.

“Gonna cum? Ha, so you felt good didn’t you?”

You hissed out a shut up as you glared at him, but that only made the man let out one of the most heartfelt laughs you’d ever heard.

“Confession is good for the soul you know” he cooed before letting his hand run along your chest, stopping at your breasts to knead them and play with your nipples. 

“But I don’t mind you resisting the pleasure…makes breaking you so much more fun.”

And with that, he went for the last spurt. Each of his hands was busy teasing your sensitive spots, while his pelvis slapped against your ass creating that all too familiar slapping sound. Having both your chest and clit played with while his thick cock piston-fucked you, brought you back to the edge, and all it took to make you finally cum was but a few more thrusts. 

Your insides tightened up around his engorged shaft, holding onto it in the hope of him to slow down but for naught, his movements became more sloppy but didn’t lose on speed and precision. The way you’d creamed on his length additionally to the way your insides fluttered against it, provided the man with a naughty sight that was enough stimulation to make him reach his high not short after. 

In your overly-sensitive state, you felt how his cum sprayed against your womb’s entrance and slowly filled that small space between his tip and your deepest parts. You shuddered at the sensation and tightened your legs’ grip around his hips, while he let out a shaky breath, head cast down, and his eyes closed to savor his own orgasm. 

My Lord…you've warned us so many times to be wary of the temptations the forbidden fruit bears, you’ve put me through so many trials so that I iron my willpower and faith, and up until now I’ve never failed to meet your expectations…but now…?

Once his eyes could focus again they directed their attention down to where you were lying, panting, lips red from biting and pressing them together, your clothes just one big mess, and when he saw the marks his hands had left behind on your hips he realized just how fragile you were.

I’ve let my desires get the best of me...I've sinned and I've failed you...forgive me, my Lord

He let his hand glide all the way down from your neck to where the two of you were still connected. Meeting your gaze was impossible now; your eyes looked as dead as that of a fish’s and all light had left your irises, signifying your resignation with the entire situation. Even if he caressed your face with such gentleness and warmth you were cold all over. 

It pained him to see his usually brilliant angel like that so he figured that now that he’s corrupted and sullied you it was his task to make you smile again. 

Oh my dear Lord, was this inner conflict another trial you decided to put me through? To see if I’d own up to my decisions? If so…then I will see this through to the end…the very end

Taiju carefully pulled his hips back a little, one hand still holding onto your already bruised waist as the other gently tapped his own forehead, moving down to his navel, back up to the right side of his chest, and lastly stopped at his left pecs just a little above his heart before he brought it back to his lips, kissing his fingertips and casting his gaze up to the church’s colorfully painted ceiling.

Amen

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[wakaoujisenhime]

Can you see me? - Inumaki x reader

Synopsis: You find yourself in a cave, no exit in sight, and the only thing you have with you is a music box you’ve never seen before. Curiosity gets the best of you, causing you to wind the small object up. Its sweet and gentle melody surprisingly helps you calm down…at least until you notice that you weren’t the only one enjoying the soft tunes

tags/warnings: ghost!Inumaki x reader ✅ SFW ✅ implied manipulation/hypnosis ✅ bonus Yuta/Rika scenes ✅

A/N: heeey look it’s yet another overly late collab piece :’) ANYWAY this is my contribution to my dear friend @miyarinrin ’s Fright Night Halloween collab! I actually finished this piece a tad earlier than its release date, but that’s because today is Walpurgisnacht and I thought I might as well at least add a little something that fits the intended ambiance! Hope you enjoy this and please make sure to check out everyone else’s works out as well! ♥️

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You let out a pained groan as you feel some of the small stones on the uneven ground beneath you bite into your flesh, some were just making you feel uncomfortable while others managed to even draw some blood. Thanks to that unpleasant sensation it didn’t take you long to get up and start trying to figure out just what the hell happened.

The last thing I remember was hearing that silent melody playing and the next thing I knew…

As you thought that, you let your gaze wander around your surroundings but unfortunately, it was way too dark for you to make any proper observations other than the fact that you might’ve fallen inside of some underground cave. Just as you were about to lean on your hand for support and get up, your fingers bumped against something.

A…A box?

Next to you laid a small silver chest with some beautiful gravures on its sides that showcased miniature images of people carrying something towards what looked like a throne. You carefully opened its lid, the sound of shifting gears surprising you and followed by a gentle melody that echoed throughout the empty environment.

Since the main instruments consisted of mostly violins, flutes, and harps, the tunes were very gentle and calm, making you forget your momentary situation for a short while…at least until something glowing at the corner of your eyes caught your attention.

You slowly turned your head and your eyes widened almost momentarily. Before you was a young man with short hair and a rather very pale appearance, like really pale, and upon a closer look you could actually see some of the textures behind him, it was as if he was see-through…

W-wait….see-through?

“A ghost!!” you eventually screamed out, scaring both yourself and him in the process. You backed away as much as the rubble behind you allowed while your hands were searching for something to protect yourself with, just in case. Much to your surprise though, the young man remained rather calm and pointed a finger at himself as he asked: “Can…can you see me?”

You nodded as a response and observed how his stoic expression slowly began changing into a much happier and relieved one.

“Wow, t-this…this is amazing, I’ve never met someone who could actually see me…wow” the young man started mumbling to himself, which gave you just enough time to take a deep breath and relax, at least a little. The fact that you could indeed see this entity did puzzle you and combined with the fact that you had apparently fallen down in some kind of underground cave was enough for you to mark down this entire situation as nothing but hallucinations or even a dream.

“This music box…”

The sudden voice of the young man interrupted your thoughts and directed your attention to the small object you were still holding onto.

“Oh, t-this…? It’s not mine, I actually have no idea how it got here, or…who it even belongs to”

“Did you play it?”

His sudden question caught you off guard and all you could do was nod. The ghost then breathed out a sigh of relief as he explained how this was supposedly a magical box that allowed you to see the ghosts surrounding you whenever you played it. He wanted to continue talking but when he saw that you were still processing what he’d told you about, he decided to give you some time to settle your thoughts before he continued, only when you looked ready to progress did he finish his initial thought.

“You see, I’m not the only ghost who’s trapped in here, and to be honest…I have no idea for how long we’ve been stuck here…so some closure would definitely do us good, even if it’s in the form of talking to someone from the outside world”

He didn’t have to spell his request out, for you to understand what he was getting at, and despite still not knowing what was going on around you, asking other ghosts was a better lead than just sitting here and doing nothing so you nodded and slowly got up, following the young man deeper into the cave.

Not even ten minutes in and you let out a long sigh, slumping forward in frustration. The two of you had passed at least five or more ghosts and all of them had run away the moment they saw you approaching. It was as if they were scared of you or something. Ironic isn’t it?

You must’ve looked pretty beat up because you felt something cold on your shoulder and when you glanced to your side you saw how Inumaki’s ghost was trying to comfort you. The expression he wore was a pretty deadpan one and contradicted his intention, but nonetheless managed to make you crack an ever-so-small smile.

“Don’t give up, it’s just…we aren’t that used to visitors, even less if they are still-” he paused, removing his hand from your shoulder in a swift motion that resembled one associated with burning oneself on a hot stove.

“Alive?” You finished his sentence and gently shook your head, your smile showing him that you weren’t taking his initial thought as an insult. The young man simply nodded, shoulders relaxing in relief, before looking in the opposite direction with a determined gaze.

“I’ve been thinking…what if we split up for a little while? Like that, I could ask around on my own and they’ll hopefully be more welcoming.”

Honestly speaking, you weren’t all too enthusiastic about that idea, if anything those many cheap horror movies from back in the days taught you, then that splitting up was perhaps the worst thing to do. Oddly enough though, his reasoning made perfect sense and undermined any of your wishes to argue with him, and before you’d noticed he vanished as fast as he’d come.

You got up and as if in trance began walking in the opposite direction of the way he disappeared to. As absentmindedly as you were, it caught you off guard as you heard a small and soft voice call out to you. “Better be careful, you might trip on some of the stones…happened to me at least a couple of times”

When you looked up you saw two pale people, curled up in a corner. Upon a closer look, it was a young man with very gentle facial features who’d sat a smaller and younger girl on his lap; she was wearing a dark dress and had long brown hair, smiling to herself as the boy behind her played with her locks.

You hesitated to speak up, worried that you’d chase them away again if you started talking but by the looks of it they couldn’t be bothered, in fact, the girl looked over at you with curious eyes but decided to keep quiet.

“You don’t need to be so tense, we won't attack you or anything…didn’t you come here to ask us something?” The boy asked with a small smile on his lips. His nice and welcoming attitude was a nice change of pace and made you relax before you proceeded to answer: “Yeah, sorry it’s just…I was honestly a little nervous to approach you and have you run away on me like…all the others” you whispered out the last part, hands awkwardly motioning in the direction you came from. “One could believe they were afraid of me or something”

That small ‘joke’ of yours actually had the opposite effect of what you’d intended because the atmosphere around the pair in front of you drastically changed. Both their facial features tensed up and you observed how the young man’s hands stopped mid-movement while the little girl pulled her knees even closer to herself, now appearing even smaller than before.

“It’s nothing like that, they are just…not used to human visitors.”

Even though he shot you another smile you could tell it was a forced one. Not only that but what he’d just said sounded strangely familiar…but before you could think about it the girl chirped in: “Hey Yuta, you’ve told me many times that it's not good to lie so why don’t we tell—”

Suddenly you saw how the girl doubled over and began gagging, her small hands enveloping her neck as if she was trying to pry some invisible hands away. Shocked by that display you froze up and watched as the young man enveloped her in his arms once more calling out her name and whispering something that finally made the unseen force let up.

“I am sorry, but we have to leave” Yuta eventually said, picking Rika up in his arms, and slowly walked away without looking back even once.

W-What just happened?

You just stood there trying to process what you’d just witnessed when a familiar voice called out to you. It was Inumaki who seemingly came with good news, but the moment your eyes met he immediately asked whether you were ok and if something had happened because you looked quite pale.

“Y-Yeah…it’s all good, sorry I was just spacing out” you answered, not even bothered by the obvious lie you’d just made up and instead quickly changed the subject, stopping him from any further questions, “so, did you manage to find something helpful?”

The young man before you just nodded and explained how one of his fellow ghosts had led him to some kind of altar which had some type of monument in the middle that contained inscriptions concerning both the ghosts and that music box you’d found. Inumaki had just scanned the text and according to him, there is another monument located deeper down the cave whose inscription would include helpful tips to freeing both the trapped souls and you from this underground labyrinth.

All you did was nod in understanding as you followed his lead. The initial silence gradually faded as the two of you lost each other in talking about how you’d ended up in the cave in the first place. Eventually though, you switched topics and talked about more personal stuff to get to know each other better. Usually, you weren’t that talkative and eager to reveal so much about yourself to someone you’d met just a few hours ago and it made you wonder just what it was that caused you to let your guard down so much. Was it the fact that your counterpart was a ghost? Or rather his character? Whatever it was you dropped the idea of trying to get behind it and just continued your friendly chat without a care in the world…

A few meters behind you two pairs of eyes were fixated on your back, trying to get your attention but you were too far gone to even notice their silent and desperate cry.

“Yuta…”

“I know Rika…I wanted to do the same thing, b-but…you know that we can’t, right?” The young man silently asked his companion, sadness ruining both his big eyes and sweet smile. He took one last look at you before the shadows of the depths literally swallowed your form, making him look away in frustration, his teeth biting the insides of his lip so hard that if he still had a physical form he’d be tasting blood by now. Only when a small hand wrapped around his balled fist did he take a deep breath to calm himself down, shooting the girl next to him a quick smile, and whispering out a hushed thank you.

Just where did this all start to go wrong…?

The pair walked aimlessly along the endless corridors of the caves until they eventually reached one broader room with an altar, on it a monument that resembled one big pillar with many inscriptions on its surfaces. The young man extended his hand towards the text, wanting to feel the way someone had hammered those symbols in with a chisel, but all his hand did was pass through. With a resigned sigh, he looked down and let his arm loosely fall next to his body, while his eyes scanned that text for the umpteenth time, all the sentences and words had been edged into his memory as if it had been a memory of his lifetime.

“The cursed speech user…” he silently began, eyes staring off into the distance, beyond the piece of stone before him, “these ruins mark the graves of all the sacrifices that have been offered to the Inumaki clan’s head Toge Inumaki, to whom we continuously pray and gift these lost souls so no harm bestows us. A music box - the object of our lord’s choosing - shall henceforth mark the next sacrifice that will, if approved, be offered on the altar at the bottom of these ruins so that our lord can become stronger and one day walk the earth alongside his devoted believers once more.”

The moment the last syllable left his mouth he squeezed the girl’s hand, remembering the day on which the two of them had been in your place, unsuspecting, and trusting that innocent-looking smile of Inumaki’s…or was it the first thing he’d asked that had put them under his spell?

Can…can you see me?

#👻.fright night collab #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk imagines #jjk scenarios #inumaki x reader #inumaki toge x reader #━𝙹𝙹𝙺

[wakaoujisenhime]

MORE - Ω!Goshiki x α!fem!reader

Synopsis: Omegas in heat are known for their needy and straightforward behavior so it doesn’t surprise you when your beloved is instantly on you, begging you to help him the moment you step inside of your shared apartment, and who are you to refuse such a cute and whiny plea?

tags/warnings: Goshiki x reader ✅  smut (18+) ✅  ABO universe ✅  femdom ✅  blow-/rimjob ✅  slight spanking ✅  edging ✅  overstimulation ✅  marking ✅

A/N: This is my rather late contribution to @whoreshijima​‘s IN HEAT collab ! I’ve always wanted to write something revolving around the ABO universe and it was quite fun to experiment a little with it so thank you for giving me the chance to do so! Hope you enjoy what I came up with, have fun! ♥ 

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With sluggish movements, you fished out your key from your bag and lazily unlocked your apartment’s front door. You silently announced your return, a tad afraid to wake your lover up, as you began unbuttoning your jacket and ridding yourself of your shoes.

The sound of a door opening behind you, made you stop mid-movement, and just as you were about to apologize a sweet scent reached your nose. With widened eyes you slowly turned around and immediately felt a weight crash into you, making you stumble and hit your back against the door.

“Tsutomu? Wha–“

“H-Help me…” 

The needy and whiny voice of your lover mixed with his alluring scent that was messing with your rationality rendered you more or less immobile, so all you could do for the time being was look at the panting man.

That’s when you noticed that he was wearing nothing but one of your vests and his socks, he’d even gotten rid of his underwear and was rubbing his hard-on against your pelvis. You wanted to try and reason with your boyfriend, ask him to calm himself down and let you enter your home before jumping you like that, but judging by his blown-out pupils and the fact that he was actually in heat, that would’ve been a complete waste of time.

Unfortunately for you, his pheromones started to slowly trigger your own rut and the longer he constricted your movements the more riled up you became.

“P-Please (Y/N)…help me! I-I want to cum so bad! I tried i-it by myself, imagining it was your tight pussy squeezing around me, b-but I couldn’t do it…! I beg you, m-make me cum!”

His whiny voice ultimately pushed you over the edge, making you grab both of his wrists and reversing your positions. 

Even if his back was against the door now, it didn’t hinder him to wrap his slender yet muscular legs around your waist and pull you towards himself, resuming his earlier attempt to get off. But this time you weren’t going to let him do whatever he pleased, so with a firm grip, you squeezed his thigh while your other hand held on to his buttcheek, squeezing it as a warning. Though unwilling and with a silent mewl the young man seized his movements, lip trembling and eyes squeezed shut.

With an affirmative nod, you praised him and began peppering his neck with kisses and occasional bites, knowing fully well how much your boyfriend loved it. Not short after you felt how the hips of the young man began moving yet again, eager for release, but more eager for your reaction. 

Pissed off at his disobedience you shot him a glare, one that made his body tremble in delight. 

That’s it…this is what I wanted!  

While your slightly squinted eyes peered at his reddened face, he began moaning silently, body arching towards you, his grip around both your neck and your waist loosening ever so slightly. His sudden shift in behavior caught your attention and just as you were about to ask him what the matter was, you felt something wet and warm splash against your shirt.

“Did you just cum?” you asked, not really needing an answer because the reaction of your sweet omega was enough. His thighs and lower lip were trembling, eyes slightly cast upwards and as you looked further down, you saw the white trail of fluid dripping down the pulsating shaft of your boyfriend’s still very hard cock.

You clicked your tongue and pressed his limp body towards your own, the rush of adrenaline and your pheromones allowing you to cradle him in your arms like some child and start walking towards your living room. On your way there the ajar door of your shared bedroom caught your attention, or rather, it was the small pile of clothes that were on the floor that had actually piqued your interest. You recognized the familiar colors and patterns of your garments and smiled to yourself as you gradually understood what had happened.

Whenever Goshiki’s heat was close, he’d take your clothes, the ones from his beloved alpha, and pile them up, building a small nest where he could please himself amidst your garments, taking in your sweet scent as he waited for you to come back home.

“It must’ve been hard to have my smell so close to you and yet I was so far” you whispered next to his slightly red ear and gently nibbled on his earlobe. You felt how his arms slowly wrapped themselves around your neck once more as he nodded against your collarbone.

A small smile adorned your lips as you kissed the top of his head and gently caressed his back. 

“You did well” you praised him one last time before slowly laying the young man down on your couch. To get him to let go of you and relax his body, you had to coax him first. That’s how Goshiki was sometimes, he loves to play hard to get and have you work for his obedience.

“Come now Tsutomu…if you hold onto me like that I can’t make you feel good, you know?” you reminded him in a slightly pouty tone as your hand dove underneath the vest the young man wore, letting your fingertip glide along the curve of his spine. His grip tightened at the sudden sensation and educed yet another sweet moan from him.

“W-Will you use the big one today?” he then asked in a muffled voice. 

“That was the plan…why, do you have a different wish?”

He finally obeyed your earlier command and let his body fall against the soft surface of your couch, brown, glassy eyes looking up at you. The way they glittered told you that there was indeed something else he wanted, but getting him to tell you would be quite the hurdle so without wanting to wait too long on your lover, you immediately began attacking his weak spots.

Goshiki was unlike any other omegas you knew and had met, thanks to his ambition he had made it unnaturally far for someone of that sub-gender. Both his peers and superiors only had good things to say about the young man, so if any of them saw him now, they might end up refusing to believe that this moaning mess was the hard-working young man they held in great respect. You on the other hand had constantly dreamed about seeing his prideful face crumble into one filled with pleasure and nothing else, so of course, you made a great deal out of exploring his body and memorizing any spot that made him twitch, tremble, moan, or all.

With that mindset, you took his left hand in yours, bringing it up to your mouth, and began gently kissing the back of it. The moment he felt your lips on his skin his breath hitched and you noticed how he tensed up. Under his intense gaze, you slowly moved to his knuckles, taking your time in kissing each of them, letting your lips rest in place for a few seconds after each peck before you moved on to the next one. Once you were done, you gently brought your mouth down to his fingers and repeated the process, but this time you also added your tongue to the mix, letting it slide along the slightly rough surface of each digit, wetting it in the process. All the while your boyfriend’s eyes never left your form and just seeing your tongue poking out from between his hands made his breath hitch, letting his imagination bring the best out of him, as he fantasized about the many things you could do to him, and make him cry out and beg with just your tongue. Sadly, his daydreams were cut short as you let his hand go and leaned back, leaving the poor boy panting and whining underneath you, hips bucking up ever so slightly.

Seeing him try his best and not touch himself while you were busy removing some of your clothes made your heart squeeze, he was always trying his best when his heat came so why not reward him for it? 

“Tsutomu, want me to help you with that?” you asked in a low voice as you motioned to his leaking cock which was still as hard as the moment he’d jumped you in the entryway. Usually, you never offered to get him off with your mouth that early, hence why the young man was so caught off guard and needed a little to process your question before eagerly nodding.

With a giggle, you removed your pullover and intended to throw it somewhere random to not disturb you two, but that’s when you remembered the heap of clothing in your bedroom and decided it’s best to put it beside your beloved omega, just in case he needs something to hold on to. You scooted back a little before taking a hold of the young man’s hips, bending yourself down so that your face was but a mere breath away from his pulsating shaft, and smiled to yourself as you saw how your lover looked down at you, eyes glistening in anticipation. Without breaking eye contact you slowly opened your mouth and let the tip of your tongue trace his shaft’s protruding vein, making him throw his head back in pleasure. You licked up and down his length before halting at his tip, your tongue circling it, and letting some spit trickle down onto his engorged head.

“You hear that?” you ask as you pump his shaft up and down with your hand, mixing both your juices together, filling your living room with lewd noises. Embarrassed by the squelching and overall wet sounds, your boyfriend bites his lower lip and covers his ears.

“No no don’t,” you whisper as you gently pat his elbow with the hand that was on his hips mere moments ago in an attempt to get him to relax, an attempt that of course failed. With a shrug, you opened your mouth and sank down until his tip poked at the very back of your throat. You stilled, hollowing your cheeks out, and caressed the underside of his shaft with your tongue. Now that you’d properly started he couldn’t hold his voice back any longer and began moaning, conjuring a smile on your face with how sweet he sounded. Additionally to his heat, Goshiki had still not recovered from his earlier orgasm, so he was super sensitive right now, knowing that you held nothing back.

“N-Nho please, not s-so fast! Aah ah, I’ll-”

And just as you’d hoped, his hands instantly took a hold of your hair, trying to pull you off of him to slow your brutal pace down, but how could he when it felt so damn good. It didn’t take long for the young man to start thrusting his hips by himself, completely lost in the warm feeling of your mouth, chasing yet another release. When you noticed his movements becoming more sluggish than before, you took that as a signal to finish what you’d started.

You brought your hand down from his hips and halted at his testicles, letting your finger ghost along the stretched-out skin, but before you could properly realize your plan you felt something warm shoot down directly into your throat. Glancing up at your lover, you observed how silent choked sounds left his open mouth and how small tears adorned the pitch-black eyelashes of his tightly shut eyes. 

You swallowed every spurt that entered your mouth without moving too much in order to let him relish in the euphoria of the first few seconds of his orgasm before sucking on his length and slowly moving up. Just as you’d reached his tip, you made sure to draw on it like a straw so you get every single drop of cum in you and swallowed, finally letting him go.

Goshiki started panting as if he’d run a marathon and you watched him shuffle around, visibly struggling with the small space your couch provided. He eventually settled down in a position that had his butt turned to you and his face buried into the pullover you’d put beside him earlier on. With a smile you leaned forward, placing both of your hands on each side of him, caging the young man underneath you in the process, and hummed: “My oh my, someone came again without telling me about it.” You watched in amusement as your omega pressed his face further into the fabric before him, seemingly wanting to hide his embarrassment. 

Seeing how meek he’d become, paired with his intense pheromones that reached your nose, you couldn’t hold your inner alpha back any longer, fisted some of his hair - just enough to reveal his flushed nape and the bite mark from back when you’d become a pair - and licked your lips, lowering yourself down until your mouth was mere millimeters away from his skin. 

As if he’d sensed what your plan was, Goshiki's eyes widened and he wanted to turn around again, but you were quicker and immediately held his head down so he couldn’t move, let alone struggle.

“(Y/N)…p-please anything but that, I-I can’t take it…n-nhot now” he stuttered silently, his slightly slurred speech from the aftershock made him even more irresistible. Instead of answering him, you simply let your tongue slither along the small scar before sinking your teeth into that same spot. 

The man’s hips shot backward straight into you, making you bite even harder, his grip on your pullover became so tight that his knuckles turned white, with his other hand he tried to get a hold of something on you or even yourself. The sight of him being so desperate made you feel a little sorry for him, so you finally took his slightly sweaty hand in yours, and he immediately squeezed it with all his might. With your other hand, which was still buried in his locks, you slowly loosened your grip and gently began petting him to calm him down. 

He began calling and moaning out your name many times like a mantra. It was as if he wanted reassurance that you were still there and your teeth were the ones that pierced his skin, not somebody else’s.

“Shh it’s all good love, I’m here” you whispered next to his ear, gently kissing and nibbling on it. “Relax.” That silent order made him notice just how tensed up he’d actually been, so he slowly began easing off, grip loosening on your hand and pullover, and letting his hips drop back down on the couch’s cushions. When you heard his breathing gradually slow down you used that chance to take a good look at his face. 

Big mistake.

The moment you had a good enough look at his profile, you felt your heartbeat quicken. Thanks to you pushing him down against your clothes, his face had become even more of a mess than before; the earlier tears had finally rolled down his cheeks, staining them in the process, and accentuating the blush which had spread all the way to his ears; and that trail of saliva which connected him to the fabric underneath just gave you the last punch in the gut that made you rub your legs together in bliss.

Goshiki must’ve gotten a whiff of your increasing wetness, because while you were busy thinking of ways to continue, he turned just enough to face you again, wrapping both of his arms around your neck, whispering out your name.

“M-More…gimme more”

“Get on your fours, now” you replied almost instantly, not even giving your omega enough time to do it himself, instead you had wrapped your arm around his hips using the small momentum of your tug to lift him on his knees. 

With his well-formed behind now all up in your face, your hands instantly slapped the two plum cheeks, the force of your palms giving them a pinker color than before. Your lover had yet to properly prop himself up but thanks to that unexpected spank he just received, his knees buckled and almost gave out under him. The whine which followed your antics didn’t bother you in the slightest, you simply continued rubbing, squeezing, and spreading his buttocks apart enjoying the subtle way it jiggled from time to time as well as how some areas turned red, leaving behind your finger- and handprints.

As soon as Goshiki felt your wet and warm tongue prodding against his leaking asshole he let out a long oh as if he’d just understood what your intentions were and to be honest that reaction made you smile unexpectedly wide. 

You were planning on taking your time to prepare him with your mouth, but his heat had already done that for you, so you settled with just a few teasing licks here and there before finally prodding two of your fingers against his ring of flesh. His insides nearly swallowed your digits whole without you having to push them in yourself. Satisfied by that you began spreading them apart in a scissoring motion, but thanks to the bumpy insides of your man, which clung to you so desperately, you had to get him to relax first, and how else than by attacking his prostate? 

“Aaah! R-Right there!” 

“Here?” you teased, knowing fully well that you were perfectly on spot, your middle finger relentlessly attacking that one spongy spot just a little underneath your lover’s bladder. Since you didn’t receive a satisfactory answer you slowed your hand’s movement down, a part of you wanting to see just how far you’d be able to go before Goshiki lost his patience. 

“Nho nonono p-please don’t stop! Not now!”

You leaned yourself on the couch’s backrest, humming to yourself, pretending to be thinking about it, and eventually telling him how you wondered whether bad boys who came twice already - without permission on top - deserved to be rewarded. The whimper you got as a reaction was proof that your strategy was being effective, though when you saw how he brought his hand back, intending to bring himself over the edge, you froze up.

“Oh, now you’ve done it” you hissed out before grabbing his stretched out arm, pulling it towards yourself, the force of it causing the young man to bend back as well, falling straight into your lap, big and glassy eyes staring up at you like a deer caught in headlights. He began shaking his head as he watched how you pressed both of his legs together, leaning your left elbow on the back of his thighs so that you could push them towards his stomach, exposing his sensitive parts to your cold gaze.

Without wasting much time you pushed three of your fingers back into his hole and for the first time tonight, you felt some resistance so you glanced at the young man’s face to see how he was holding up, only to be greeted by a rather cute sight. He had both his eyes squeezed shut and his lips pressed together in such a manner that made him look like he was sulking and you knew damn well why. When it came to you fingering him, Goshiki preferred you using just two of your fingers, because like that he felt it more; so when you used one less or too much it reminded him too much of the various toys you’d bought for him and he didn’t want that. He wanted you. 

“Ngh not there” 

His sudden grunt brought you back from your thoughts. Judging by the way his walls tightened around your fingers he was close once more, additionally to that you had accidentally come in contact with that one spongy spot inside of him. With a small smile, you gently massaged the plush of his thighs, leaned down towards his knees, yet another weak spot of his, and planted a couple of featherlight kisses on his kneecaps, the way your lips ghosted along his skin made him shudder in delight, finally making him relax. The moment you felt how his insides’ grip on you loosened you used that short timeframe to quicken your hand’s pace and help him reach yet another orgasm. 

“Nonono please s-stop, I…I can’t anymore- need a break” he managed to stutter in between moans as he threw his head back in pleasure, exposing both his collarbone and neck to your lips, which gladly took up the indirect invitation and shifted their attention almost instantly.

“Shh it’s almost over baby, hang in there” you whispered in between your kisses, moving up and meeting his parted and slightly reddened lips in a steamy kiss. The way you skillfully moved your tongue against his sloppier one, caressing, and sucking on it was just enough stimulation to finally make that knot inside of his stomach snap for the third time tonight, sending him tumbling right into another orgasm. 

Even if you didn’t want to halt your fingers’ movements, the way he tightened around you didn’t leave you with any other choice, so you stilled and let him drown in the pleasure on his own instead. You felt how his legs trembled against you and the way his body twitched from the aftershocks made his hips move ever so slightly on their own, getting him off just how he had wished for. When you finally felt him relax under you, you slowly pulled out your fingers with a plop. Just as you were about to literally peel yourself from his embrace you felt his sluggish grip around your neck tighten again and the smell of his pheromones reached your nostrils once more.

The sickeningly sweet smell sharpened all of your senses to such an extent that all you needed was one slight push from your omega and you’d finally let loose, without holding anything back.

“More”

And just like that, you lost to your instincts, wrapping your beloved in a tight embrace, showering him with kisses, marking every spot of his skin as yours, as if it was a blank canvas just for you, waiting for you to color it the way you wished to.

Who said alphas were the ones in control?

#💞.inheatcollab #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu smut #haikyuu scenarios #goshiki x reader #goshiki tsutomu x reader #goshiki smut #goshiki tsutomu smut #━𝙷𝚀

[wakaoujisenhime]

OMG!~ I saw that you can write also platonic and part 2 matchup? If It isn't annoying and uncomfortable for you, and, of course, if you have time for me, can I ask matchup (part 2) with Akashi (like our relationships) and platonic matchup (you can choose character (or group of characters ^_~))? And thank you for your work. I can't thank you enough for you wonderful KnB writing!~

A/N: hey hey and yes you saw correctly! So this was your first part just in case you wanted to recall what went down and below you'll find your second, please enjoy and excuse the long time it took to bring this out! Also, a million thanks for your sweet comments ಡ ﹏ ಡ ♥

Tags: KnB matchups ✅ SFW ✅ fluff ✅

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↬ Akashi Seijuro (#2)

after you came back from your ride, the two of you were now officially lovers, and to commemorate that occasion you both sat down in his garden, enjoying the nature and some sweets with tea

when the sun began setting, Akashi wanted you to stay over but you decided on another date for the sleepover and instead got yourself a kiss on the cheek and forehead as a parting gift

from then on it was pretty much smooth-sailing, you two had no problems with each other, and thanks to the fact that you guys enjoyed mostly the same hobbies your dates were tons of fun

your boyfriend's extensive knowledge in most fields like chess, horseback riding, dancing, etc. proved a nice addition to your shared activities as well as a nice excuse for him to close the physical gap between the two of you

one such example was during your second ride with his household's horses; Yukimaru (his horse) wasn't used to anyone but him, so he wanted to teach you the best ways to approach stallions which didn't trust you yet

since you were a pretty calm individual and had a natural aura of comfort around you, it didn't take you long to get along with the white beauty and with Akashi hugging your backside you even got to ride his favorite horse

another similar situation went down when you'd unintentionally spoken your thought out loud, saying how much you wanted to see Akashi play the violin, so he did and it was such a dreamy sight that you couldn't help but imagine how it would be to dance with him

luckily, you didn't have to ask this time because he could read your expression even before you'd uttered it and so he'd put on some of your favorite group's song, extended his hand towards your own, and asked for a dance

the way he wrapped his arms around you, holding you close, and praised some of your moves while helping you perfect others made you feel so safe and secure like never before

but of course, like in every relationship, you also had your times when seemingly nothing worked out

Akashi was ever the perfectionist and sometimes it got your inner mother worried about how he treated himself so you always sat down with him and found just the right words to at least calm his raging heart down, for the time being, making it possible for him to sort his thoughts out in peace

when it was your turn to be upset, you usually became more silent and closed yourself off, trying to not bother him with your problems and deal with them on your own, but he wasn't going to have it, your lover would always be around you and talk about the most random things so you could think of something else, but at times he knew when he'd have to leave you alone, so he just served you your favorite sweets/food and left the room until you were ready to talk it out

all in all, you two had a pretty equalized relationship where you knew enough about the other to understand what and what not made the other happy, or how you could be the best supporting shoulder for the other when needed

⥂ Mibuchi Reo, Midorima Shintaro, and Kuroko Tetsuya

These three absolutely adore you, though some show it more than others. They each have a different trait of yours they vibe with the most, but one thing all of them can agree on, is you being their healing light.

Reo, thanks to his personality trait is usually avoided by many, but the two of you share the same amount of care for your loved ones so you make out a great mother duo, always checking up on others and yourselves, inquiring how the other is doing, if there is anything stressing you out, etc. also he just loves combing and styling your long, wavy hair whenever he feels stressed out or restless.

Your relationship with Midorima resembles that which he shares with your red-haired boyfriend, with the only exception that the glasses-wearing young man feels more at ease around you and doesn't have his guard up as much as with the other man. He is always there for you whenever you need someone to help you sort your thoughts out, but also with you there he never puts a filter on his mouth when it comes to Oha Asa-related stuff, that's how much he trusts and feels good around you.

Lastly, Kuroko who holds you in great respect, but except for him finding you a comforting presence to keep around, he also takes the same function for you. He loves going out with you and sharing a cup of milkshake while you stroll around the local park and catch up, tell each other funny stories about your classmates, and shared friends.

#knb x you #knb matchup #knb fluff #━𝙼𝙰𝚃𝙲𝙷𝚄𝙿

[wakaoujisenhime]

✨Hola Viki ✨

I was wondering how would the GOM + Kagami, Takao and Kiyoshi react to their s/o doing tiktok dances randomly in public? Who would join in, who would hype them up, and who would walk away like they don't know them 😂😂

A/N: hola!!! ✨ ok so before you go on a few disclaimers: a) I have zero idea about any tiktok trends/dances etc. so I didn’t name any specific ones, just imagine your favorite one; b) I initially wanted to do my standard hcs but held off and tried something new, so I hope you like it! and if you don’t & wanted a more in-depth one, just send me an ask and I’ll elaborate further! Please enjoy!! ♥️

Tags: GoM and Kagami/Kiyoshi/Takao x reader ✅ fluff ✅

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THE [JOIN IN] CREW

↳ Kagami, Kiyoshi, Aomine

The two of you went out on a date and you were walking around hand-in-hand, chatting away, laughing, and just having a good time in general, but the moment one of the familiar songs from TikTok reach your ears you just can’t help but let go of your lover’s hand and just start dancing in the middle of the street. He’d be pretty caught off guard for a short while at first, but just seeing you smiling to yourself while you move your body in accordance to the music in the background would even fill him with the desire to just join you, and he eventually would.

He’d just take your hand in his and try to copy your movements to the best of his abilities, constantly chuckling at how enthusiastically you try to teach him and teasing you about it too. Even if you felt a little (or maybe even a LOT) embarrassed at first, having him next to you helping you indulge in your little moment would make you feel super relaxed eventually and you know what they say…once you’re really into it, it becomes a live-worthy show many pedestrians would happily watch and clap to.

[HYPING YOU UP] GANG

↳ Kuroko, Kise (could also be in JOIN IN), Takao, Akashi

So for this one you’re in a certain store (maybe one of the bigger ones like clothing, appliances, etc.), and your lover is currently either talking to a staff member or comparing the two products in his hands while you look around in boredom so of course the moment you hear that familiar tune from the speakers you just can’t help but grin as you remember that one dance from TikTok you practiced alongside it, and before you know it, you’d stepped a few meters away from your companion and had started to dance.

His initial reaction would be shock and surprise, if he was still talking then know that the conversation is over the moment you start your little performance; if he still held the products, he’d just put them back without looking because he’s got something more mesmerizing to look at, namely you. He would be one of those that just start bobbing their head to the melody and gradually smile wider and wider with every passing moment, eventually, he’d either take out his mobile phone to take a video where he constantly switches from you to his face going Look at (Y/N) go!! And here I thought I couldn’t fall in love more with you!, he’d just clap and grin at any passerby silently muttering This is my lover as to not interrupt your momentum, and whenever you did a really smooth move he’d try his best to whistle as if he was at a stadium and go Yeees!! Work it, baby, just like that!!

THE [WALK AWAY BECAUSE THEY SUDDENLY DON‘T KNOW YOU] CLUB

↳ Midorima, Murasakibara

He usually liked the peace and quiet he got to have with you during your date or small walk around the park/town/streets etc. so you can imagine how much it actually flabbergasted him the moment you started dancing to a random passerby’s ringtone, which just so happened to be that one TikTok song you very often danced to. Even if the melody was long gone, you still continued humming and moving your body accordingly and even went so far as to ask your boyfriend to join you. He on the other hand though was absolutely embarrassed, cheeks slightly flushed and his eyes darting left and right in slight panic while he continuously warned you that you were in public and you should just stop and walk normally.

The moment he saw even one pair of eyes on you and him from a random person, he’d just freeze up, turn around, and start walking away at a fast pace, completely ignoring your calls, acting as if he didn’t know you and was just a random passerby that happened to be…too close to you during your little act. In the end, you’d just jog up to him, take his hand in yours and proceed to tease him about being embarrassed. He would need a short while to recover and talk normally to you, but eventually, he’d just squeeze your hand back and mumble a silent those were some great moves under his breath.

#knb imagines #knb hcs #knb headcanons #knb x reader #kuroko no basket x reader #gom x reader #gom and kagami x reader #gom and takao x reader #gom and kiyoshi x reader #━𝙺𝙽𝙱 #━𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽'𝚂 𝙴𝙲𝙷𝙾

[wakaoujisenhime]

giiiiirl not you simping for taiju 😭😭

why not tho?? 👀

this man is the human embodiment of the quote from Rags to Riches

#━𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽'𝚂 𝚅𝙾𝙸𝙲𝙴

[wakaoujisenhime]

NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTIONS

Hello everyone! First and foremost, let me wish you a happy new year and thank you for your continued support throughout 2021! I hope both you and your loved ones are well off and can start this new year strong with a smile on your face!

It was a rather busy year for me, especially in my private life (hence why I didn’t manage to write as much), BUT I’m hoping, now that I’ve got my stuff more or less together, to bring out content more frequently! (｀_´)ゞ

As you can perhaps guess, I decided to make this post filled with some blog-centered resolutions/goals I have for this year, just so I keep myself motivated/organized and also give you guys some transparency concerning what’s going on behind the scenes! As I fulfill some of the goals, I’ll also make sure to tick them off here or change some numbers if needed so you can keep yourself up to date as well only if you’d like of course (˶´ ᵕˋ ˶)/

…so without further ado, here’s is what I’m hoping to achieve this year:

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⬚ empty out inbox (deadline until: end of April) -> [finished: 02/28]

⬚ finish BNHA bookclub BINGO

⬚ start series for: 1. Kirishima

2. Taiju

⬚ organize 500 followers collab + milestone event

#━𝚄𝙿𝙳𝙰𝚃𝙴 #━𝙴𝚅𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙶𝙴

[wakaoujisenhime]

Hello!! I was stargazing and looking for shooting stars with my best friends last week and I wonder how the GOM and Kagami would feel if their crush invited them to come stargazing with them?

A/N: hi there! I hope the two of you had a wonderful evening and managed to see a shooting star or two! As always I lost myself in these so I hope you’ll enjoy what I made of this nonetheless! ♥️

Tags: GoM and Kagami x reader ✅ fluff ✅

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☆ Kuroko:

funnily enough, the two of you had the same idea, namely invite the other one to go stargazing together the upcoming weekend

surprisingly for Kuroko you were actually the one to speak out the invite first

it happened one day after basketball practice in Maji burger

you’d usually meet there from time to time and just talk about how your day went and Kagami was often there as well, but you specifically waited for a day where it was just the two of you

“So, what do you think Tetsuya? D-Do you have time this weekend?” you asked a little shyly while fiddling with the straw of your drink

“Of course, I’d be honored to join you” he’d answer not short after with a soft blush adorning his cheeks

just before you let out a sigh of relief the young man in front of you would actually giggle to himself at the realization that the two of you had the same plan

he wouldn’t tell you of course, he’d keep that secret for himself

as the days neared Kuroko would actually start thinking about how he could make the planned evening more special

Since (Y/N) invited me, I should at least do something to show how much I’ve been looking forward to it

just as he was thinking about it, it suddenly clicked and he froze

you, his crush since he’d arrived in Seirin actually asked him out…him out of all people

he felt his face heat up again and the moment he heard the familiar voice of his red-haired friend call out to him, he covered his lower face with his hand and tried to calm himself down

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“As expected…I arrived earlier than expected” you mumble to yourself as you look around the small spot in the local park you found for tonight’s meeting

while you look around, you notice other couples and groups that took a seat on picnic blankets, ready to look at the starry night sky and maybe catch a shooting star to two, because according to the news it was rumored that some were to appear tonight

that’s when a dog’s barking caught you off guard, causing you to turn towards its source, only to be greeted by a black fur ball that jumped straight into your arms

“Nigou! I told you to not jump at people like that” you heard a soft but slightly stern voice call out to the dog that was cuddling up to you

“Tetsuya, you’re here!” you announced happily the moment you saw the young man who you’d been waiting for

he smiled down at you and attempted to take their team’s mascot from you, but had to give up rather quickly

the two of you settled down on the blanket you had prepared and began chatting about this and that until you eventually went silent

Kuroko looked down at his hands and thought about finally telling you about his feelings, so he took a deep breath and glanced at your direction

“(Y/N)…there’s something I’d like to tell you” he began and shyly looked back and forth between you and some random place in the park, “you know I was really looking forward t-to tonight and not only because of the stars, b-but also because I get to be here with you…and I really l-”

Look a shooting star!

the sudden outcry of one of the other people behind you made you both look up to the sky so you could catch the long-awaited phenomenon

“What did you want to say Tetsuya?”

while your eyes were still stuck on the dark sky above, a pair of blue eyes were admiring your facial features with a soft smile

“It was nothing important…it can wait”

☆ Kagami:

catching this young man somewhere out of the school’s gym was nearly impossible, so after trying to get him on his own for so long and repeatedly failing you eventually decided to sit down and wait for him to finish

“Kagami, wait up! There’s something I need to talk to you about” you called after him as he slowly made his way out

“(Y/N)? You were here the entire time? Why didn’t you say anything?” he asked completely clueless to your surprising visit

you placed your hands on your hips and chewed him out for being too focused on throwing one basket after the other and only when you’d gotten that out of your system did you proceed to the invitation

“There is going to be a meteor shower tomorrow evening so I was wondering whether you wanted to join me.”

“Yes of course, gladly, though I’m not sure if that’s really something for me, but I don’t mind trying! Shall we eat something before that, my treat!”

his enthusiasm and unexpected invitation caught you more off guard than him so all you could do was nod in response

“Perfect, I’ll give you a call at around 6PM tomorrow for the details. Until then!”

and just like that he left you behind speechless and pleasantly surprised

.

as promised you got a call from Kagami at 6PM during which he directed you to a little playground in his neighborhood, where he eventually picked you up

the two of you went to his house where he’d already prepared something warm for the two of you to eat before heading out

he was really welcoming and gentlemanly, giving you a small tour before sitting you down and starting to eat

unbeknownst to the two of you, time flew by while you guys had an amazingly fun time talking and eating the delicious food Kagami had made for you

eventually it hit you and you sprang up in shock “Oh my god Kagami! The meteor shower!”

he needed a little before actually understanding what you were implying

“Oh my god, I’m sorry I got carried away, let’s hurry and we might actually catch it!”

while you jogged to the hallway to get ready he took a look outside his windows, calling you over and despite your many protests you joined him and saw what he meant

“Who would’ve thought that we’d be able to see it from your balcony” you eventually murmured under the your breath with a hint of relief in your voice

your fascination with the sight before you made you miss the smile on the young man’s face

“(Y/N), I also prepared some dessert so…shall we sit back down?” he asked with slightly flushed cheeks, the dessert being an obvious excuse for something else he might’ve wanted to share with you

☆ Kise:

Kise would be more than happy to get invited by you and he’d make it known by shouting how he’s already looking forward to it and how you aren’t going to regret it

at his slightly over the top reaction you’d just smile and try to hide your embarrassment from all the looks the two of you were getting

I should’ve asked him in a more private place rather than in the middle of the hallway during recess…

still, you were happy that he reacted that way and were pretty relieved that he didn’t blow you off

what you wouldn’t know though is how he’d actually panic afterwards and go through a small episode where he contemplates whether it was a good idea to agree

“Weren’t you crushing on (Y/N)?” Kasamatsu would eventually ask one day, when he notices that Kise is genuinely freaking out about it and it’s not his typical way of trying to get sympathy and attention, “Isn’t it like the perfect scenario for you to finally confess?”

“C-Confess?…Confess?! Kasamatsu senpai are you crazy? I don’t have any idea about astrology in the first place and you just want me to skip straight to the final stage?!”

and that’s how the first few days would go down; the blond man constantly finding little problems in the hope to find an excuse not to go but after a few slaps from his upperclassmen he’d realize just how lucky he truly was

(Y/N) also had a lot of courage to ask me out like that…so I have to make up for it, be a man and get out there and make this night unforgettable

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on the faithful night he’d be pretty nervous and arrive 20 minutes earlier than promised

these 20 minutes were hell for him but only until he heard footsteps approaching, glancing up and locking eyes with you, that was when all those worries were gone like the wind

the two of you had each brought something to eat and drink, additionally, you had a big picknick blanket for you to sit on while Kise had brought two smaller ones just in case you got cold with just your jackets

at first the atmosphere was a tad tense, resulting in a rather long period of silence during which the two of you looked up at the sky and pondered whether you should say something or stay silent

funnily enough, both of you were thinking more or less the same thing, namely how you probably bored the other one

“Say (Y/N)-” / “Say Kise-”

that little blunder immediately made the two of you laugh, reliving the remaining tension between you and you were finally able to chat with each other properly

“You know (Y/N)-cchi,” Kise eventually said, “I was really nervous for today, I didn’t want to seem uncool to you and even tried to learn a little about the stars so I could make this little date more worthwhile for you”

at the mention of the word date you blushed slightly and smiled “How come you think that I’d be bored with you Kise?”

his big yellow eyes looked at your face and his pulse quickened at the sight of your flushed cheeks as he attentively listened to your explanation on why you invited him so you could spend some time with each other and have a nice evening while you gazed at the stars

moments after you’d finished your monologue you felt warm fingers graze your own

“…thank you (Y/N)-cchi, there really isn’t anything better for me than being with the person I l-love the most” he whispered the last part hoping that you would miss it, but your red and smiling face proved him wrong

☆ Midorima:

if it weren’t for the fact that you invited him to one of his favorite activities besides basketball, he would be a stammering and blushing mess trying to tsundere his way out of it saying stuff like “I’ll be joining you b-because of the stars and nothing else! I-It’s for science!”

moving on, he’d genuinely be surprised because the moment you chose to invite him was during lunch break, where he usually was on his own or getting annoyed by Takao

at first he wouldn’t react much, just adjust his glasses and ask why you chose him

but the moment that question leaves his mouth he’d regret it, worrying that he sounded indifferent to it (which was obviously not the case)

when he sees you grin happily though, all his worries were blown away

“I know that you’re a fan of stuff like that so I thought you might want to join me…unless I assumed wrong a-”

“I’ll be there. Tomorrow was it? How does 5 PM sound?”

now it was you who was thrown aback by his sudden enthusiasm, but it was a big relief so you confirmed what he’d suggested, but before you could properly tell him goodbye he murmured a quick until then and had sprinted back into his classroom, wanting to hide his blushing cheeks from you more than anything

.

on the day of your stargazing meetup he’d actually be there an hour earlier and set everything up; from a blanket on which the two of you could sit on to his own telescope, he’d have everything ready and then proceed to note different stuff down on his notebook until you arrived

the moment you arrive at the meeting spot you’d be more than just surprised

you did come prepared, as in: having some snacks ready and a blanket but compared to the young man it was nothing

“I’m sorry, I hope you didn’t have to wait long” you’d apologize and instantly freeze up when you see just how much he went out with everything

he’d just shake his head and occasionally steal glances in your direction to see what kind of reaction you’d give him so when you actually speak up, Midorima would jump a little and start listening like his life depended on it

“You were quite prepared for tonight huh? …now I feel kinda bad for co-”

“Don’t!” he would interrupt and instantly be embarrassed about shouting like that, before continuing “…I was looking forward to it, that’s why”

you’d smile and state how you should’ve expected it since it’s something he likes while you look up at the starry night sky

the young man next to you would clench his fists and glance towards you once again before murmuring, that you were the main reason he was so excited for today

☆ Aomine:

inviting Aomine to something like stargazing was an impossible task, even if you were his crush

one of your first mistakes was sharing your plans with Momoi beforehand, because she was so excited for the two of you to finally have a “date” during which he could confess

she ran to him moments after and began suggesting how he should answer, behave, and prepare for that night

and as expected he got super annoyed, not only did he hate it when Momoi was butting into his business - his feelings in that case - but also by telling him about your plans it kinda ruined the surprise for him

I wanted to hear it from (Y/N)’s mouth…

that annoyance stayed with him even when you came to fulfill your part and actually invite him

he was on the school’s rooftop (as always), hands behind his head as a makeshift pillow, eyes closed, and one of his knees bent upwards

“Aomine, you up?” you gently asked the moment you’d kneeled down besides him

instead of a proper answer, all you got was a silent mm so you took that as a yes and proceeded to the actual invitation

you were aware that stargazing might not have been the most suiting activity for someone like him, but all you wanted was to spend some time with him in peace

so when you saw him furrow his brows in annoyance and slowly get up, you couldn’t help but shut up

“This is ridiculous”

that was all he said before leaving you alone

God damn it…why did I say that?

he immediately regretted what he’d done and wanted to turn back to apologize but by the time he’d made up his mind, it was too late

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on the night of the stargazing you sat down and wrapped a small blanket around yourself to warm up while gazing up to the night sky

you pulled your knees towards yourself and leaned your chin on your kneecaps

“Guess I’ll be all alone for this one, huh?”

“Then how about some company?”

the sudden presence of someone else startled you and made you want to look back to see who it was, but before you could, you felt a big hand place a beanie on top of your head, robbing you from all vision

while you fumbled with it, the person plopped themself down next to you and laughed at your struggling form

once you’d adjusted the beanie you were finally able to recognize who had joined you

“A-Aomine…?”

“Sorry I’m late, but I had some snacks to buy, couldn’t come empty-handed now could I?”

you smiled at him, happy that he came in the end, but you had to admit that you were curious as to how that mind-change occurred and you unconsciously spoke that question out loud

“Well…if im honest with you, I actually found out about your plan to invite me a-”

“God…did Momoi tell you?” you inquired and immediately face palmed as you saw him nod

“It annoyed me too, you know? I didn’t want to hear it from her after all” he paused and scratched his cheek before continuing, “but I’m still glad you even had those intentions, s-so…thank you, I’m really glad to be here with you”

you nodded, a grin adorning your face at the sight of Aomine’s blushing face

☆ Murasakibara:

he’d be so caught off guard that you actually approached him that he’d freeze up and for the duration of you inviting him his head would be somewhere in the clouds

“So I was wondering whether you’d like to join me and stargaze together” you’d ask, cheeks slightly flushed

“Mhm”

“Ok perfect then how does this Saturday night sound?”

“Mhm”

“Ok then…until then, Atsushi!”

“Mhm”

the moment you’re gone from sight his teammates and friend would jog up to him with big grins on their faces and congratulate the purple giant for finally having the opportunity to spend some alone time with his longtime crush, aka. you

You finally did it big guy!

Yeah, congrats! Now make sure to actually tell her your feelings, else this would’ve been for naught!

Senpai, I don’t think we should rush him, let’s just leave it to these two.

while everyone was overjoyed for him all Murasakibara could say was: “What just happened?”

to that everyone began laughing, saying how much of a shy guy he was when it came to you but little did they know that he was serious

the tall young man only remembered how you’d called out to him while slowly closing the distance between you two and after that everything was foggy, until of course his basketball team’s captain had slapped his back with a grinning face

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“Say Atsushi…should you really be here with us?” asked Himuro a little reluctant as he looked to his tall friend who was holding a big bag full of different snacks

with his full mouth, said man just glanced over to the man beside him, seemingly confused

realizing that Murasakibara truly had no clue about what day it is, he stopped and told him how tonight he was supposed to meet up with you for stargazing…

meanwhile you were sitting on a picnic blanket you’d brought for the two of you, waiting for the young man to finally show up

He probably forgot…or maybe he…he didn’t want to come in the first place

you felt how tears started to obscure your vision so you blinked a couple of times before getting up and sighing in frustration about the way you immediately thought about the worst case scenario

“(Y/N)-chin!!!”

the sudden scream of your name made you jump and before you could turn to its source you felt a big mass collide with you, causing the two of you to fall over

“(Y/N)-chin, I’m so sorry I’m late, please don’t go!”

the person who’d just tackled you to the ground and was holding onto you like his life depended on it, was none other than Murasakibara

you began laughing at his adorable behavior and placed your hand on top of his head, reassuring him that you wouldn’t leave and that you just wanted to take a small walk

the way you tried to calm him down wasn’t working because no matter what you said the young man could see the tears you tried to blink away and without thinking he reached for your cheeks, cupping them, and slowly bringing your faces close to each other…

☆ Akashi:

the act of asking out the most successful and popular student from Rakuzan was something like an event in itself and everyone that was in the vicinity, witnessing the courageous students that dared it, always ended up feeling sad

so of course, not many dared take that step and you usually wouldn’t either, but Akashi was someone you’d gotten to know a little bit better over the course of the past few months and you just wanted to invite him to go out with you to look at the stars together, nothing more

when you stood in front of his class’ room everyone that was present couldn’t help but listen in and secretly pray that he wasn’t too harsh with you

much to everyone’s surprise, the way he greeted and talked to you was absolutely different than what they were used to

“How can I help you (Y/N)? Is there anything you need help with?”

“No no nothing like that…I was just wondering whether you’d have the time this Friday evening to go stargazing together”

the young man was slightly caught off guard and needed a little to process the sudden invitation until he agreed with his usual soft smile

you both agreed on a time and place before saying goodbye to each other

you smiled happily to yourself completely missing out on the smile that also adorned the red-haired man’s face as he saw you go down the hallway

Who would’ve thought that you’d be the one to ask me out first, (Y/N)…seems like I also have to put my back into it

.

Friday evening Akashi had arrived way ahead of the agreed time to prepare everything to ensure that you both had a comfortable time while stargazing

but he made sure to not go all out with everything just because he was worried he might scare you off or something like that

just as he was thinking about it he heard his phone vibrate and upon looking at its screen he saw your message of having arrived and that you’d need a couple of minutes to arrive

“Good evening (Y/N),” he greeted you the moment he saw you approaching, a bouquet of flowers in his hands which he handed to you when you were in front of him

“A-Akashi, that really wasn’t necessary,” you said after gratefully accepting and smelling them

the young man giggled slightly and motioned that you had some dust on your nose which you immediately tried to remove in embarrassment

“May I?” he eventually asked when he saw you struggling and proceeded to gently clean your nose with his finger

“(Y/N) there’s something I need to tell you,” Akashi announced and extended his hand to you before continuing, “but first, we have a meteor shower to look at…shall we?”

#knb headcanons #knb imagines #kuroko no basket x reader #knb x reader #gom and kagami x reader #knb fluff #━𝙺𝙽𝙱 #━𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽'𝚂 𝙴𝙲𝙷𝙾

[wakaoujisenhime]

Higanbana’s curse - Tendou x reader

Synopsis: Walking the same path you always take back from work proves dangerous after hearing a newsflash about women disappearing on that exact same way and yet you still refuse to take a different route, until you one night come across a very particular individual...

tags/warnings: Tendou x reader ✅ yokai AU ✅ slight Ushijima x reader ✅

A/N: ok so except this being embarrassingly late, this is a story inspired by one of my favorite games Onmyoji & a book by mangaka legend Junji Ito. Sorry if this felt a little rushed at times, but I needed to finish this…last but not least please check out everyone else’s contribution to the church’s AUgust theme and I hope you’ll enjoy this one! ♥️

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Every single day you were walking past a riverbed on your way home, taking in the gorgeous natural display as you let your mind drift off into nothingness. The fresh air, the sound of the flowing river beside you, and the way the crickets chirped provided you with a wonderful way to just forget about everything and simply let yourself go.

“Aah, how I miss these days…” you whispered to yourself as you typed something on your computer. Lately, you’ve been getting off work later than usual and were more or less forced to take the public means of transport, so that you were home earlier and had enough time to get ready for the following day.

You sighed and resumed your work when suddenly someone lightly tapped your shoulder. As you looked up you saw your boss and childhood friend Wakatoshi Ushijima who looked down at you with his usual small smile. Before you could ask him whether he needed anything he beat you to the draw and ordered you to finish up for the day. You wanted to protest, saying that you hadn’t finished what you were working on and explaining how so many things have to be checked, but he was more persistent than you.

“(Y/N), I told you that you should finish for today, I’ll take care of anything urgent.”

“But Waka, I–!”

“No buts. For these past few weeks you’ve been leaving the office later than anyone else…it's time for you to take a break. Please, do it for me.”

Seeing someone who was over six feet look at you with puppy eyes was a pretty unusual sight for anyone who wasn’t used to it and despite the many times you'd tried to stay strong, you always fail and eventually give in.

Today wasn’t any different.

You pouted, stuttered, and lost against him, and now you were at the familiar fork road that led to either the bus station or the riverbed. It didn’t take you long to decide which way you would go because all you wanted right now was to find your inner peace after so long.

With slow steps you walked alongside the river and relished the feeling of the chilly night air on your cheeks…and then you stopped.

A few meters in front of you stood a tall and lean man surrounded by some red flowers. He was too far away from you so you couldn’t quite make out any of his features and the moonlight was of no help either. Nevertheless, something seemed off about him and the way he just stood there, facing the river, surrounded by these beautiful red flowers…

W-Wait a second…red flowers?

You squint your eyes and try to remember whether you’ve ever seen this flowerbed before but no matter how hard you thought about it there was never a memory of yours that included them. When your eyes focused on the man you unconsciously took a few small steps forward so that you could see him better.

His hair color was red, its shade resembling one of the flowers around him, the color of his eyes wasn’t entirely visible from where you were standing, but you could’ve sworn that they were red as well.

A little creeped out by this tall person who hadn’t moved a single muscle since your arrival and was just staring at the calm river in front of him, prompted you to start leaving.

“The moon is truly marvelous tonight, wouldn’t you say so, young lady?”

The sudden voice of the man startled you and made you freeze up on the spot. With bated breath you stood there, a few meters behind him, waiting on him to say something else. When what you waited for never came you took the initiative and answered with a slightly shaking voice: “I-It indeed is.”

You waited once more, wondering if he had something else to say but all that followed was silence.

“Well then…I’ll take my leave” you announced and started backing away. Once you weren’t facing him anymore, you sped up and failed to notice the pair of red eyes that glanced in your direction.

Despite missing that small and seemingly reasonless gesture, the encounter with the rather peculiar man who was surrounded by a red flowerbed stayed in your mind for quite some time. You even caught yourself wondering about him during your work at the office. His existence had left such an impression behind that even your childhood friend Ushijima wondered whether something was up with you.

“If you’re not feeling well, then don't hesitate to tell me alright?“

You’d nodded and you couldn’t help but admit that your behavior was indeed quite concerning. Meeting someone by the riverbed with an unnatural hair color wasn’t that weird of an occurrence so why couldn’t you get your mind off of it?

Just what was going on with you?

As you were mumbling away to yourself a sudden announcement from your colleague’s laptop caught your attention.

𝙶𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚌𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚣𝚎𝚗𝚜. 𝚆𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢’𝚜 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊 𝚗𝚎𝚠𝚜𝚏𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚑 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚙𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚍𝚍 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚞𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚊—

“Excuse me, miss?“ someone called out as they placed their hand gently on your shoulder, their action making you flinch and turn your entire attention away from the news anchor.

Next to you was one of your colleagues whom you often saw work alongside your childhood friend. He gave you a small note and asked you to go meet with the boss once you finished what you were doing.

As you typed away at the computer in front of you, you faintly caught some of the worried comments from your seat neighbor.

Isn’t this close to the bus stop down the road?

God, maybe I should call my boyfriend to pick me up, what do you think?

——

“You wanted to see me?” you asked the moment you were permitted to enter the thick wooden door you’d gently knocked on seconds prior. In front of you was your tall and muscular boss whose tired expression immediately shifted into a more relieved one when he saw you.

“God am I glad to see that you’re still in the office,“ he began as he trotted towards you and released a long sigh of relief, “look if you’d like you can leave some of today’s work for tomorrow or give it to one of your juniors-”

“Ok hold on, timeout!” you interrupt as you stare up at the man in front of you and ask just what has gotten into him to pose such unnatural demands from you.

Ushijima is usually someone who lives by the principle that everyone has their own set of work that needs to be done and leaving your work to someone else, a junior in your care no less, is something he usually would like to avoid, and only tolerates at the worst-case scenarios like your health not being in perfect condition or simply wanting to train the newcomers in a more specific field. So having him demand this from you without properly explaining his reasons had you a little worried and confused.

“What…? You haven’t heard?”

“Heard of what exactly?”

“Those disappearances that occurred around that route you always take to the bus stop” he then proceeded to explain with slightly widened eyes.

Now things are starting to add up…

“Waka…I understand that you’re worried - as always - but it’s completely unnecessary. I’m not the same small girl from back then and can look out for myself pretty well s-”

“I know that and I don’t doubt you at all, bu-”

Before he could continue his train of thoughts, you put up both of your fingers, signalizing him to shut up and listen as you thanked him for his opinion on that matter and that you’d be extra careful and quick on the way home. After you’d told him that you hurried off to finish up the rest of your work and finally call it a day…

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With hasty steps, you passed along the familiar riverbed, but tonight you couldn’t quite enjoy your surroundings. Both the words of your childhood friend and the newsflash from before replayed and plagued your mind. According to them, the route you were on right now was notorious for being the spot where all those young girls had started disappearing.

Now, you could’ve taken the other path, the painfully longer and more uneven one, but all you wanted now was to go back home, take a warm shower, and cuddle yourself up in your bed and if this way would bring you to your destination quicker, then so be it.

“Ah, young lady,” someone exclaimed, catching you off guard. You turned your head to the source of the voice and there he was: the red-haired stranger you’d met a while ago. He was once again standing amidst, what you finally recognized to be a bed of red spider lilies.

You stopped in your tracks, greeted, and faced him with a small smile. Now that you were a tad closer to each other than last time, you managed to take a good and pretty long look at your counterpart. As you’d noted last time, he was pretty lanky and tall, but from up close you could see that his entire complexion seemed a bit…unhealthy. The color of his skin was a frightening shade of white, one that you’d usually associate with ghosts or sick people, his rather baggy clothing additionally made him look more fragile than he probably was, but the perhaps most prominent trait of the young man was his face. The vibrant red of both his eyes and hair failed to go unnoticed when paired with his pale skin tone and you’d even go as far as to say that this combination was…beautiful.

“Are you taking a night stroll as well?“ he then asked the moment your eyes had started focusing on his slightly pink but chapped lips, immediately bringing your attention back to him.

“Um, y-yeah I am…wha-”

“The moon is truly marvelous tonight, wouldn’t you say so, young lady?”

You paused mid-sentence after being interrupted and with a slightly confused expression looked up at the night sky to confirm what you were asked.

I could’ve sworn that he asked me the same question the first time we met…

As you tried to remember whether this indeed was the case, you missed how the young man had shortened the distance between you both and was now standing uncomfortably close to you. You were already disturbed enough with all those rumors going around and you really weren’t in the mood to deal with whatever awaited you with this red-haired guy, so you tried to distance yourself from him as unobtrusively as possible, excuse yourself and be on your way, but that’s when something hit you.

“Excuse me, sir, b-”

“Please, feel free to call me Tendou”

“…right, Tendou” you repeated with a slightly pissed-off tone before continuing, “have you heard of that kidnapper who’s been on the loose around this area? Or have you perhaps seen something out of the ordinary?”

The moment those questions left your mouth you realized just how truly stupid that move was. For all, you know Tendou could actually be the kidnapper in question, but look at you acting like some kind of detective, trying to interrogate him.

Much to your surprise though he didn’t seem offended or anything like that, he was pretty calm…too calm.

His eyelids were so relaxed that his eyes were half-closed and gave off the impression of him being extremely tired, paired with the inviting way of him extending his arm towards you, and the silent suggestion of joining him on a small stroll lead you to completely lowering your guard, ignoring all those ringing alarm bells in the back of your head and wordlessly agreed to do so.

Once his big and cold hand had enveloped your own smaller one, he smiled a little and began: “I’d like to tell you a small story surrounding these beautiful red lilies…“

The melodic sound of his voice made your brain turn into mush and removed any doubt, rational thought, or suspicion you harbored for Tendou and his behavior…it was almost like he was hypnotizing you.

“There was once a bed of nothing but spider lilies near the river that connected all three worlds. All were equally beautiful, but only one of them was blessed with an actual consciousness. Being so different from the rest made her long for more strength, so she started feeding off of the surrounding lost souls, until…” he paused and stretched his arm out to the moon, as if he wanted to grab it and with a small smile continued “…she had enough power to gain a human body.”

Another slightly longer pause followed in which the two of you continued walking alongside the riverbed in silence until Tendou let go of you and began running with such determination that you seriously feared he’d jump into the river. Luckily, he stopped mere centimeters before the cold water, eyes cast down to his reflection, shoulders slumped, eyes glistening.

“She had enough of the souls from the underworld, so she ventured out to the surface where nothing but light awaited…light she wasn't used to.”

“Her inhuman beauty was brought out by the daily rays of sunshine and managed to make her more eye-catching than she already was. Soon, both men and women began getting attracted to her and she used this to her advantage, consuming their souls as soon as they’d gotten too close.”

…

…

“Mister Tendou?” you eventually called out as his moment of silence went on for an unnaturally long time. You saw him tense up after his name had left your lips and expected him to turn around and face you, but he didn’t. Without moving even an inch from his position he finally resumed.

“One day, she met someone special, someone, she didn’t have the heart to consume…someone she fell in love with.”

“She was so fond of that person that she wanted to bring them down with her to the river of life, but that human had other people that were looking out for him, so when she had taken him with herself, an experienced fighter was sent out to stop the beautiful flower from reaching that river with her loved one.”

Suddenly Tendou took a step forward, the water wettening his shoes, then another…and another, until he was knee-deep in the river.

“Just before the beauty and her beloved arrived at the bridge, the warrior arrived and didn’t hesitate to attack her, cursing her for ever stepping a foot in the outside world.”

“Being on the receiving end of insults was a first for her and as expected she didn’t take that too well…she slowly lost her composure and gradually got more aggressive, until she as well began to fight.”

You looked at the red-haired man’s back as he scooped up some water in his hands and looked at it. The story of that woman - or better-said creature - was like nothing you’ve ever heard or read before.

Did it sound like some made-up fairytale?

Yes, it did and no matter how hard you tried to cling to the fact that the situation you were in was simply nothing else but awkward, something about the sight of a tall, young, and oh so beautiful young man, now hips deep in cold water, made you want to stay and listen to that little story of his. That’s what you thought anyway, but unbeknownst to you, the decision to stay had already been made by someone else, not you.

“The fight went on for quite a while and slowly but surely began to escalate, until…he got in between to protect the beauty he’d followed, and…” he took a deep breath and let the collected water from his hands slowly drip back in the river “…and paid with his life for it”

“So the lover died protecting her” you murmured to yourself and clenched your fists at the thought of how much despair the flower spirit must’ve felt.

“Devastated by the loss of her loved one, she cried out to the heavens, cursing everyone and everything around her, including herself for being so powerless that she couldn’t protect him, and in the end…she did the only thing she could do”

“Consume his soul?”

“And his body”

Tendou finally turned around with glassy eyes and a rather emotionless expression. He looked so broken and helpless that you wanted nothing more but to get him out of that cold water and wrap your scarf around him in a desperate attempt to warm him up even a little, but before you could even put your thoughts into action you got startled by the way he slammed his hand against the water.

“Do you know how it feels to be treated like a monster because of the way you look? People shunning you for the way you enjoy things? Calling your existence a curse…and all you can do is smile and take it.”

The way his body trembled made it evident that whatever he was thinking of right now had hurt him deeply.

“(Y/N)…you understand me, don’t you?”

At the mention of your name, you froze up.

“How did y-”

Before you could ask anything, the phone in your pocket started vibrating and ringing a very familiar tone which you’d specially assigned to a certain childhood friend of yours.

“E-Excuse me for a minute, I need to answer this real quick” you apologized and turned your back to Tendou who smiled to himself.

“Waka?”

(Y/N)? Finally, you answered. I've been trying to get in touch with you for almost an hour, why aren’t you answering my messages?

“I’m sorry, I was-”

A cold hand suddenly covered up your mouth while the other took your phone from your grip. You felt the way someone pressed their cheek on yours and grinned, that someone being none other than Tendou.

“I asked you a question (Y/N)…”

“…you understand me, don’t you?”

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“(Y/N)!”

The shout of the man who’d called mere minutes ago echoed through the dark path, his usually calm facial features were distorted from worry about his dear friend whom he regretted letting go home alone.

His heart was thumping hard against his chest and no matter how hard he tried to stay positive, the fact that he still hadn’t found who he was looking for made him even more anxious than he already was. Just as he was about to call out once more he saw a dark figure near a river and a small flowerbed. He steadied his pace and as he got closer a wave of relief washed over him the moment the person’s features cleared up and revealed his childhood friend.

“(Y/N)! Thank god I finally found you!”

“…Waka?”

The way the man in question had wrapped his arms around you, caught you off guard, so it took you a short while to return his embrace but he was quicker and had let go of you already. Olive-colored eyes scanning your body up and down, confirming your wellbeing, only when he’d made sure that you were unharmed, he finally looked at you properly, explaining how after you’d broken off the phone call he’d immediately clocked out and had looked for you.

“Oh, right my phone…” you repeated and started feeling your pockets up in search for the device. The man before you understood the message and started looking around as well until he saw the familiar case lying on the ground next to a red spider lily a couple of steps away from you two. Ushijima went ahead and picked it up, his eyes focused on the flower beside it.

“It’s beautiful isn’t it?”

Hearing your voice so close to his ear made him flinch, but seeing you so close to him made him smile as he remembered the fun times in your childhood. You usually didn’t get that close to him so he never properly noticed just how beautiful you’d become. In his eyes, you had always been a charming person, but there was something different about you now that he couldn’t quite describe.

“Mhm…they are” he finally answered, his line of vision never leaving your face.

When your eyes met your cheeks reddened slightly and you couldn’t help but smile at him.

“Wakatoshi…I’d like to tell you a small story surrounding these beautiful red lilies…”

#haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu imagines #tendou x reader #tendou satori x reader #the church of meian #church of meian collab #AUgust collab #━𝙷𝚀

[wakaoujisenhime]

Hello, dear Viki! I'm anon, who asked you about child!Akashi. Thank you for your writing! I like every your headcanon and scenario about KnB! You make me happy! I read relationship headcanons about Akashi too and I want to ask you (part 2) about wedding, honeymoon and Akashi as husband and dad headcanons, if it's possible. Good luck with your blog! I love you!~

A/N: anon you’re so sweet, thank you very much for your heartwarming words and compliments! I’m glad that you’re enjoying what I’m coming up with!! Thank you once more and here’s a second part with an extra portion of fluff!! ♥️

Tags: Akashi x reader ✅ fluff ✅ next-generation AU ✅

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a few years passed since the two of you had become a couple and soon you were reaching a point in your relationship in which you started wondering about marriage

even if you hadn’t brought it up yet, Akashi was aware of your worries and didn’t waste time setting things in motion

you fondly look back on that afternoon on which you had come back home and he was waiting for you in the backyard with a small tea party prepared for the two of you

and when you thought that things couldn’t get any better, the young man had placed a small box in your hand and asked you whether you wanted to spend the rest of your life by his side

Oh my god yes, yes!! you had shouted out with glee, throwing yourself in the young man‘s arms and showering him with kisses; the two of you with glassy eyes filled with nothing but happiness for your upcoming future

.

..

the plans for the wedding, fortunately, went smoothly and without any mishaps

contrary to many peoples’ beliefs the two of you didn’t have one of those gigantic and sometimes over the top ceremonies, but preferred a smaller and more modest one only for your closest relatives and friends

the most special thing about it was that the entire generation of miracles as well as his former Rakuzan teammates were invited

even though they’d been invited to the wedding ceremony only, all of them insisted on helping the two of you out with organizing and taking care of everything and didn’t let up until each of them had a job assigned

what type of decorations would fit your desired venue?

leave them to Midorima and Akashi who’ll show you that there are other perks to their friendship than knowing each other’s play style

conflicted about what type of menu you should offer?

Kagami, Nebuya, Murasakibara, and Aomine have you covered because these gluttons don’t wolf down just any food/snack after all

need a hand with the clothing as well as the general dress code?

Reo and Kise got your back and will stand by your side until you’re satisfied with your choices

obviously, they’ll also lend you a hand with your wedding attire, offering you nothing but positive and truthful feedback

unsure about the entertainment for both you two and your guests?

Kuroko, Mayuzumi, and Kotaro are the ones in charge of that, their heterogeneous personalities surprising even your fiancé with their ideas

on the day of the ceremony, you’re more than just excited to finally proclaim your love for Akashi

and since you’re the former captain’s significant other, you were given the chance to have the famous walk down the aisle with one of his teammates - if you so desire

when you finally stand face-to-face with your soon to be husband both of you can’t help but smile at each other, happy that your relationship will only deepen from now on

after the usual procedures, you were prompted to make your vows, slide the rings on each other’s fingers, and finally kiss

the young man’s vow consisted of many thank yous, directed towards your character, the fact that you stuck with him through thick and thin, how you never gave up on him, and many more that made you tear up

the moment the two of you kissed roaring applause erupted in the venue, commemorating your marriage

during the after-party, you talked and danced with nearly everyone and when your feet finally gave out, your husband took you by the arm and lead you to a secluded bench

“Today was the best day of my entire life (Y/N)…you made me the happiest man by becoming my wife” he whispered as he gave your head a gentle kiss

the rest of the evening went on in a calmer matter than before

everyone had taken a seat around the table and was reminiscing about the past, many jokes were made, and all in all, it ended with everyone going back home with a big smile on their face

needless to say, your now husband was so happy with today that he’d gladly marry you one (or many more) times in a different style, whether you’d choose traditional Japanese because of your fascination with the culture or a more religious one because of your traditions and beliefs he’d never refuse to proclaim his love for you

.

the plans for the honeymoon would follow pretty quickly and are being made by the two of you of course

this time though Akashi wouldn’t offer or recommend you anything from his past experiences, he’d just ask you what plan you had and discuss it alongside you

by the end of your chat, you’d have a rough plan drafted out that only needed the seal of approval from the travel agency

you’d go on a world tour and stay at each country you decide to visit for two days, during which you’d tour its most famous attractions and activities

but if you preferred to stay at home and just make yourselves a good time, then trust me Akashi and his widespread interests would definitely guarantee an amazing honeymoon

and of course, the topic of building a family with him is going to be addressed during your time together

he’d bring his arms around you and press your body towards his chest, leaning his chin gently on your shoulder as he looks at your reflection on the window in front

“(Y/N)…don’t you think it's getting a little lonely with just the two of us?”

you weren’t sure how to react to the sudden question and his direct way caught you a little off guard so at first, you weren’t quite sure what he was aiming at so you continued looking at the night landscape before you

“Are you thinking about getting a pet?” you carefully asked and wondered why he chuckled as an answer

the young man then hummed in an amused tone and gave you a quick peck on your cheek before responding: “Mmm not quite. I was thinking more about…a child”

the moment he finished his sentence you looked back and were met by his affectionate red eyes that showed no signs of a joke

you muttered a silent really? before turning to face and embrace him

“Yes, really…and if you’re up for it we can start working on that right now. What do you say?” he asked as he let his hands glide down to your hips, a suggestive smile on his lips

and with that, you spent the last night of your honeymoon in his embrace

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..

even before you decided on having a child, Akashi was a great husband

he usually could do the majority of his work from home so he helped out with housework as much as possible

at first, it took him a while to get used to not having anyone go after him and clean anything he’d touch, but it was a welcomed change in his eyes

whenever you finished your work he’d cuddle with you for a while, during which he’d ask you how everything went and if you had no desire to talk about work-related work he’d simply proceed to talk about the most random things that he knew would cheer you up

spending time with you was his biggest priority so whenever the weekend came around the two of you would plan some kind of activity (both indoors or outdoors…whichever you preferred on that day)

surprisingly, he was more proactive in doing stuff together than you anticipated, and when you asked him about it he explained that it was because he was so overjoyed of being by the side of his loved ones and his newfound freedom gave him the extra push he needed to be that giddy about everything

he was so observant that even the slightest change didn’t go unnoticed

it was thanks to that trait of his that you found out you were pregnant

the moment you told him the result of the many tests you did he smiled warmly at you and wrapped you in the perhaps tightest hug you’ve received from him to date

during the preparations for your new family member, he’d go all out in his attempts to give his little one the best possible welcome, and if it weren’t for you to reign him in who knows what he might’ve done

but he wasn’t as calm about it as you might think he was

Akashi was brought up in a rather harsh household so he was plagued by bad thoughts that forced him to think he might not be suited as a father

W-What if I end up scarring our child?

Am I even suited t-to be a father?

these and many other similar thoughts haunted him for quite a while and even when you couldn’t remove all of them, his trusted friends and former teammates did an outstanding job at helping you out

so by the end of your pregnancy, he had gained a good amount of confidence that he’d do a great job alongside you and raise a child in who the two of you can take great pride in

needless to say, during the time you went into labor he was with you till the very end and when you had fallen asleep from exhaustion he refused to leave your side

when the doctor handed the baby to him he was overjoyed and couldn’t stop himself from smiling, tears of happiness rolling down his slightly red cheeks as he ever so gently caressed the blanket in which the staff had wrapped the little one in

“I’ll be a good father to you…I promise” he whispered as he watched the backs of the people in hospital gowns carry the small human to the baby station

.

contrary to his worries, your husband was a great father

nice, knowledgeable but also strict when needed

him being perfect in anything he tries and offering your child the advice which matched that of a professional, was of great help and motivation to your descendant and made some of their classmates either swoon or bite their lip in jealousy

but at times even the red-haired man couldn’t see eye-to-eye with his own child and that’s when you came in

since you were rather imperfect in comparison to your beloved, the problems of your kid were more easily approachable for you than for your husband, so while you discussed it all out Akashi was just outside the room, listening to how you resolve the situation, hoping he could do it the same way the next time

in total your family life would be perfectly described by the saying One for All - All for One because only through your mutual understanding and support was your joint future - and that of your child - as bright and filled with love

#knb imagines #knb headcanons #knb hcs #knb fluff #knb x reader #akashi seijiro x reader #akashi x reader #━𝙺𝙽𝙱 #━𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽'𝚂 𝙴𝙲𝙷𝙾

[wakaoujisenhime]

hello~ do you know these gif headcanons? Could you possibly do one for GOM and Kagami and how they would comfort you after a hard day?

A/N: hi there and yes I do, I’ve just never tried/done one of these before so this will be a first for me! Hope you will enjoy these and thank you for requesting it! (੭ˊᵕˋ)੭♥️

Tags: GoM and Kagami x reader ✅ fluff ✅

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Kuroko:

❥ the moment he sees you enter your joint apartment he instantly knows that something’s up but he isn’t a man of many words so he’d just stand there with his usual soft and inviting smile, waiting for you to walk into his spread arms; he’d kiss the top of your head and whisper silent praises of how well you’d held on

Kagami:

❥ “love goes through the stomach” as many say and Kagami is one of the fellow people who agree with that statement; when you come back home your beaten expression is message enough for the man to put on his apron and start preparing dinner for you and it was a matter of minutes for his professional cooking skills to catch your attention and make you smile at how playfully and professionally he prepares everything; the perks of joining him entail many kisses and even a couple of hugs

Kise:

❥ the moment everything comes crashing down and you can’t hold your emotions back, whether you start crying, screaming, throwing stuff around, insulting people left and right Kise would stand aside and look at you with his big but glassy puppy eyes, his heart hurting up until the point where he’d stand in front of you and wait for you to lean on him for support

Midorima:

❥ giving words of comfort was never this man’s forte, so he’d be more than just taken aback when he sees you being emotionally drained; while you’re lost in your thoughts trying to process everything, he’d start thinking of a way to distract you from it and what better way than with his love for horoscopes and stars? Midorima would simply come up to you, take your hand, bring you out to the terrace and start talking about constellations until even you have to giggle at his nerdy way of comfort

Aomine:

❥ Aomine isn’t someone you’d like to have around when you had a bad day, he’s rather harsh and uninterested so that he doesn’t help much when needed, but there are times when even he himself just can’t help but want to support you, especially when it’s really hard for you; he’d stand in front of you and wait for you to say or do something and when you don’t he’d take matters in his own hands, press you against a wall, shower you with kisses, and wait until you’re ready to talk

Murasakibara:

❥ no matter what kind of problem you’re facing, Murasakibara is always the anchor for you that would be there and help you with whatever, but in the majority of times you’d always be the one to go up to him and look for support; one day you were so agitated that you didn’t pay him any mind and continued brooding over the things that happened to you so when you felt his big arms wrap around you from behind you were more than just surprised, him kissing your neck and whispering comforting lines next to your ear was ultimately what made you melt against his broad chest

Akashi:

❥ if there’s anyone more suited for comforting or bringing you on other thoughts then that’s him, not only is he able to figure out what bothers you, but he also knows when to stop asking/talking about it and change the subject; while you’re looking out of the window still not able to take your mind off today’s happenings, he’d light a couple of aromatic candles, put on some of your favorite relaxing music, and gently take your hands, wrap them around his neck, and start swaying from side to side alongside you, kissing you softly and caressing your head

#knb headcanons #knb hcs #knb imagines #knb fluff #kuroko no basket x reader #knb x reader #gom and kagami x reader #━𝙺𝙽𝙱 #━𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽'𝚂 𝙴𝙲𝙷𝙾

[wakaoujisenhime]

✨tokyo rev challenge✨

➡️ describe as many gangs as possible with only one gif of a MV (preferably k-pop, pleeease!!) and add one sentence/quote that fits

so hii viki, sorry if this surprises you but I was the anonie that asked about tokyorev and blue lock!! I came up with this random challenge so that I can see what you think of them all and have fun while doing so!! Please don’t feel pressured to do it with a kpop song but I loved the hcs you did for the knb boys and the kpop dances and wanted more! Take your time and good luck with uni!! 💋

A/N: anon?? where should I even start?? the heartwarming comments? your brilliance?? no but seriously, thank you very much for even making time to come up with this challenge, that’s really sweet of you! ♥️

OK, so for this I featured the gangs I know most about and feel confident enough to characterize! The quotes I added were mostly from the song itself, so I hope you’ll enjoy this and if there is a gang you wanted but didn’t get to see, please get back at me and I’ll make sure to add it! ( ´▽｀)

-ˏˋ ♫ Stray Kids - 소리꾼 [THUNDEROUS] (used videos for the gifs: ⊛ ; ⊛ )

⚠️ some of these include flashing lights, so please be cautious! ; potential manga spoilers! ⚠️

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Tokyo Manji Gang / Toman:

❝ all eyes on the gathering […] are freezing cold but I know we’ll burn forever ❝

Valhalla:

❝ you don’t even come close to me, this is my show ❝

Black Dragons:

❝ man I’m not sorry, I’m dirty ❝

Tenjiku:

❝ the thunderous one appears with the wind ❝

Bonten:

❝ the thunderous ones have arrived (get out of the way) ❝

Brahman:

❝ you talk too much, stop meddling ❝

Kanto Manji Gang:

❝ here they come ❝

Rokuhara Tandai:

❝ I’ll alway say what I have to say ❝

#tokyo revengers #tokyo rev #tokyorev #━𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽'𝚂 𝙴𝙲𝙷𝙾 #━𝚃𝙾𝙺𝚈𝙾 𝚁𝙴𝚅

[wakaoujisenhime]

Aomine, kise, and Akashi with their s/o using their safe word? Maybe a short fic for each?

A/N: you got it (•̀ᴗ•́ )و …also please excuse my lack in creativity concerning the safeword, I sadly had no better and serious-sounding one than ‘RED’ .-. and I wrote this from a fem!reader’s perspective since I wasn’t sure which one you were referring to! Make sure to get back at me if you wanted it from a different perspective!! ♥️

Tags/Warnings: smut (18+!!) ✅ rough sex (in form of insufficient prep) ✅ ❚ overstimulation ✅ ❚ BDSM play ✅ shibari/bondage ✅ use of blindfold ✅ spanking ✅

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Kise:

You knew that you should’ve insisted on talking with Kise.

The moment he came home you could already guess that something had happened and that his mood was down in the dumps. Usually, he would grin at you, hurriedly throw his shoes and jacket away, and then proceed to shower you with kisses, but today was different…

Today he’d come in and pretty much whispered that he was home, his movements were pretty sluggish, and even when you’d ran up to him the smile he gave you was barely noticeable. You were pretty quick in understanding that something had happened, so you immediately asked him about it, but he just shook his head in denial and reassured you that everything was alright and that you shouldn’t worry.

You decided to let it go for the time being and see how the evening played out, but unfortunately for you, there was no progress. Eventually, you decided to use your plan B: getting the truth out of him with sex.

He was one of those types that first needed some buttering up before they were ready to spill the beans and one of many ways - and the quickest - you succeeded in doing that was through bodily intimacy.

You had wrapped your arms around his neck from behind and started kissing his neck, whispering sweet nothings along his skin. It took a tad longer than usual for him to relax and indulge himself in your caresses, but things eventually took their course, and within a matter of minutes he’d taken over.

It felt amazingly good at first, the way his gentle hands roamed your body, exploring, experimenting, observing your reactions as he searched for your weak spots. The way your breath hitched when he began to play with your exposed nipples, paired with the slight tremble of your body as he let his fingers slide along your skin fired him up.

He’d soon gotten on top of you and while his mouth and tongue were busy pleasuring your chest’s sensitive buds, his fingers were preparing your lower body for what’s to follow…and that’s when it all went wrong.

Usually, he’d take his time to prepare you thoroughly with his fingers and his mouth. The way he enjoyed the slight thrashing of your body when he intentionally rubbed his fingertip against your g-spot never failed to make him smile proudly and your sweet moans when his tongue’s tip circled your puffy clit was the cherry on top. Next to making you feel good he also teased you occasionally. You like it like that, right? Hm? Is it here (Y/N)-cchi? You’re so cute you know that? You never told him, but his words never failed to increase the already intense pleasure you were receiving.

But today, after making out with you for a short while, he’d laid you down on your bed, raised your shirt up, freeing your breasts that he then kissed and pinched a few times before shifting his attention to your lower body. Once your panties were off you watched him lick two of his fingers and proceeded to stretch you, only problem was that after what felt like half a minute he pulled back and began unbuttoning his jeans, seemingly ready to move on.

You tensed up a little and tried to analyze the meaning of his rather absentminded facial expression. Many thoughts crossed your mind, such as him planning on having dry sex with you or just using his cock to get you wetter, but as soon as you felt his tip against your entrance, your mind went blank.

One of your hands stretched out towards the young man’s chest, planning on pushing him back a little, but a sharp pain made you freeze up on the spot. With wide eyes and a slightly open mouth, you looked up at the ceiling as you felt the painful way your walls were being stretched apart. Your free hand took a tight grip on the bed sheets, while the one on Kise’s chest ended up scratching his skin and even managed to draw some blood. All of these wordless pleas went unnoticed, your boyfriend’s attention was elsewhere but despite that, he didn’t stop thrusting his hips back and forth.

The pain gradually faded away but didn’t disappear completely and slowly but surely it became unbearable for you. Despite wanting to groan in pain, you bit the inner side of your cheek and began stuttering: “R-Ryou, wait please!”

Your voice was hoarse and slightly raspy from forcing back your pained moans so it barely managed to reach the young man’s ears. After vainly trying for a few more times you needed to resort to more drastic measures, so you moved both of your hands up to Kise’s face, taking a tight hold of his cheeks.

“Kise Ryouta! Red!”

The combination of his full name and the safeword both of you had agreed upon just in case, finally succeeded in catching his attention.

His eyes widened slowly as he realized what was going on. You're tensed up and slightly sweaty body beneath him, the pulsating pain in his chest, the almost painful tightness of your rather dry walls, and the most agonizing image for him: your pale face and slightly reddened lips.

Panic contorted his earlier calm facial features and he immediately pulled out, causing you to hiss at this unexpected motion.

“Oh my god, (Y/N)-cchi, I-I’m so so sorry, I–…god…h-how could this happen? W-What did I…what did I d-do?”

The tremble in his voice caused him to stutter as his shaking hands ran along your body in order to make sure that he hadn’t hurt you in any other way. His fingertips barely made contact with your skin, because he was afraid of touching you in some kind of way that could harm you any further. It was obvious that your usage of the safeword had shaken him up, even more than you’d expected, but this was your only option at that time…

With a sad smile, you took his hands in yours, brought them up to your lips, and kissed his knuckles, the sudden gesture making him flinch.

“Ryouta…do I now have your attention?” you softly asked, your kind tone moving him to tears as he ever so carefully embraced you and started apologizing multiple times. The earlier pain might not have been completely gone, but that was secondary, now you caressed the blond head that was buried in the crack of your neck, wet tears dripping down from your collarbone to your chest. In between your lover’s sobs you silently reassured and lectured him about how he shouldn’t go along with your antics if he wasn’t up for it.

When Kise had calmed down he finally raised his head to face you, his snotty and tear-stained face making you smile, as he once again begged for your forgiveness, promising you that the next time his mood was off he’d talk to you about it instead of bottling it up. Knowing that he was a man of his words you nodded proudly and gave his lips a tender kiss.

“Now then…ready for a second attempt?”

“Ready as I’ll ever be.”

Aomine:

Being Aomine’s lover was like a rollercoaster ride, at times he could be the person of your dreams while on others he was an unbearable asshole. Even though his attitude managed to make you see red ever so often, it also made your sexual life spicier.

He was a beast in bed, who managed to push you beyond your limits every single time. There was no such thing as can’t for him.

You can’t get into a certain position? He’ll make sure to mold your body into the position he wants you to be, regardless of how flexible you are or aren’t.

You can’t take his teasing anymore and want him to penetrate you? Sorry sweetheart but you’ll have to wait until he’s up for it and until then you’re free to beg and whine about it, providing him with further music to his ears.

You can’t hold your orgasm back any longer and want to cum? Telling him that is a bad move really because the moment he hears that he’ll grin to himself and stop all movements, wait for your body to calm down despite your numerous pleas, and resume only when he’s confident that you’re far away from reaching your high.

And it was precisely because of these past experiences that the two of you had agreed upon a safeword that you were to use only when things went too far. Both you and Aomine were confident that such a time wouldn’t come, until today…

While you were folding the laundry, your lover was in the kitchen, finishing up the dishes you’d more or less had to force him to do. Upon remembering his pouty face you couldn’t help but giggle to yourself, not noticing the tall young man creep up behind you with a mischievous grin.

“Got you!” he called out as he wrapped his arms around your body and pressed himself towards your back. You were caught off guard for a split second but decided to indulge his playfulness as a ‘reward’ for doing the dishes, but your lover unexpectedly took your well-meant intention out of proportion…

“Daiki…w-wait!” you manage to stammer out, your shaky hand gently slapping against the back of the bigger hand that’s hooked around your rib cage. Without fulfilling your request the man behind you keeps the thrust of his hips steady, as he palms your left breast and kneads it.

His slightly chapped lips run along the slight curve of your neck and pepper it with sloppy kisses. You flinch as you feel his other hand slide down your body, heading straight for your clit, and without wasting another second, starts massaging it.

Your vision gets blurry as you feel his rough finger mercilessly draw circles on your already sensitive bud and your moans grow louder as he bottoms out deep inside of you, the slapping of his balls further amplifying the squelching noise echoing in the room. All you can do is cling to him as you feel the knot inside you slowly tightening and dreading to burst any second from all the ministrations.

“You gonna cum?” he asks in a low whisper while nibbling on your ear. You bite your lower lip and nod multiple times as you squeeze your eyes shut and ready yourself for your orgasm.

The moment your walls squeezed down on Aomine’s shaft it made him shudder in pleasure and groan out a silent that’s it as he slowed down his hips’ thrusts, letting you indulge in your orgasm. His deep blue eyes fondly observed the way your body twitched and the slight tremble of your thighs against his own made him tighten his grip around you. While you were still trying to recover from the intense wave of pleasure that had shaken you, you felt how your boyfriend’s cock hardened inside of you, but before you could call out to him, the man took a fistful of your hair and pushed your face down on the pile of folded clothes before you.

He resumed his earlier thrusting speed, but thanks to the slight change in positions he managed to hit the entrance to your womb every single time his hips collided with your soft behind. Truth be told, when Aomine saw you - the person he loved so much - cum that hard by his hands it flipped a switch inside of him. The young man was usually holding many of his kinks and desires back out of worry for the consequences they’d have on your body, but right now all these worries had disappeared and were replaced by a single thought.

I’ll give her an orgasm that will mess her up

You felt an enormous weight push your back further into the mattress, your legs were spread apart, pulled back, and trapped beneath muscular calves. Something told you that whatever was about to happen it wasn’t going to be pleasant, so before your lover began you reached back, searching for his hand and whispering out his name in a slightly trembling voice.

Whatever your intention was, it was completely ignored by your boyfriend, because the moment he heard the silent call of his name he began to downright fuck you as if there was no tomorrow. Your eyes widened at the fast speed at which you were spread apart and the way his body had pinned you to the bed provided you with further friction that made you tear up.

You wished you could say that it felt good, but that might have been the case on another day where you hadn’t cum as hard as you did a few minutes ago. Right now you were in pain. Every thrust forward made your stomach tense up painfully, while each graze of the bedsheets against your abused clit made you jump; you were just so sensitive from before that anything Aomine did, made you shudder and jump as if he was throwing ice-cold water at your burning skin.

Even when you loudly pleaded with him to wait or stop, he seemingly didn’t hear you and kept going. So with not much of a choice left, you tried pushing yourself back against him, your safeword escaping your lips. ”Aomine, stop! Red! Red!“

And just like that all of his movements seized almost immediately, the weight on your back was lifted in an instant, and you were carefully pulled up right into the man’s muscular arms. He didn’t have to say anything, the tight hold around your sore body was enough to get the message across.

You relaxed against his chest and let your head drop on his shoulder as you finally granted your body a well-deserved break from all the over-stimulation. Only when you felt better did you wrap your arms around him.

“…’m sorry (Y/N)” he mumbled against your head in an unusually regretful and pained tone. Having you use the safeword the two of you had agreed upon was something neither of you thought would happen and now that it did, it was quite shocking.

You closed your eyes and planted a soft kiss on his neck, your hand moving up to the back of his head and gently ruffled his slightly sweaty hair.

“It’s ok Daiki, just…just let me rest for a bit next time before going all out like that, ok?”

He leaned back to look into your eyes and sniffled silently, before nodding a few times and giving you a peck on the lips.

Akashi:

Being as perfectionistic as Akashi was in nearly everything proved to be good in certain situations, though truth be told, the young man had bettered himself and was now less hard on himself than before, mainly thanks to you.

In the first few months of your relationship with him, everything was going perfectly well, including your sexual life. He was very attentive and always listened to any worry or topic you had on your mind, not only that but he was also very quick to pick up whenever something didn’t sit well with you. The best example of such a moment was when you’d first started having sex with each other.

Everything was, as expected, perfect but as time went on you felt like something was missing. It just wasn’t enough, you thought and it took you a while to bring it up and when you finally did things turned out to be unexpectedly different.

“Just use the safeword whenever you feel like it’s becoming too much for you or when you’re uncomfortable or anything of that sort, ok?” he softly asks as he tightens the last knot of the red rope around your body, watching you nod in agreement.

The young man took a few steps back to admire his handiwork and deeply breathed in as he pulled out a thin black fabric from one of the shelves. His slender and slightly rough hands brought the fabric around your face and before robbing you of your vision completely, he wanted to confirm the safeword one last time.

“What do you say when you want me to stop?”

“…red” you answered in a silent but firm voice, your response earning you a gentle kiss on the nape of your neck before everything went dark.

The silence and darkness that surrounded you, made you so nervous that you could practically hear the way your heart thumped against your bosom. Your breathing quickened and caused the ropes to practically bore into your skin with each lift of your chest. When you felt the gentle hands of your beloved trail down your back it made goosebumps adorn your skin and you slightly shivered at the prickling sensation.

Just as you’d gotten used to it, the warmth left your back and with your heightened senses, you listened to the faint steps of the red-haired young man who yet again turned around to pull something out of the drawer once more. While Akashi was doing that you tried to get a better feel for the ropes that were constraining your movements, so you wiggled slightly.

“I don’t remember giving you permission to move around now did I?” you heard a low voice mutter behind you and before you could apologize you felt something cold hit your exposed butt. You yelped out in surprise and instinctively attempted to raise your hand to cover your mouth, but the ropes stopped you mid-movement, their rough structure leaving faint marks behind.

After that failed attempt you began to take slow but deep breaths, ignoring the tight feeling surrounding your body. That’s when you felt the object Akashi had spanked you with touch your back and trace your spine’s curve with the leathery surface.

“I trust you’ll behave so that I don’t have to do that again” he cooed next to your ear, kissing it gently while eagerly awaiting your response.

Being in control was nothing new to the young man and it usually didn’t mean much, but now that the person he loved was at the palm of his hands, leaving both their vision and body entirely to him gave him a new sense of power he’d never felt before. His hands were trembling with excitement and just the mere thought of all the possibilities that this little play had in store for you made the tent in his pants feel tighter than before.

Not receiving an answer for that short while during which he fantasized about the upcoming pleasure and sweet pain he’d provide you with, made him a tad impatient, so he brought his arm around your body and teasingly tugged on the knot between your breasts while his other hand lifted the black leather belt from your back and prepared for another spank.

“So you’re not going to answer, huh?”

spank

You tensed your muscles and bit your lower lip as you felt the object hit your buttocks for a second time, but instead of the same tingling sensation from before it hurt, and whenever the cold air around you made contact with your reddened skin it burned so bad that it knocked the air out of your lungs, leaving you behind panting and gasping for air.

Mentally you were still stuck at the first time he spanked you, his unexpected words and the surprising roughness he treated you with were still stuck in your mind.

Was that really the same Akashi who treated you like a delicate flower during your first few times? Did he use his entire strength or is he still holding back?

Question after question poured into your mind, but before you could speak one of them aloud you were slapped yet another time.

“You must be really feeling it if you’re defying me for that long”

N-No…i-it hurts

You clenched your fists and let your nails dig into the ropes around your hands to try and cope with the pain and the way he played with your nipples wasn’t helping.

“S-Sei…w-wait”

“Hm? What was that my dear? I think you might want to speak up a little, or else I won’t know what you want” he said in a playful tone, positioning the belt on your bruised skin.

“N-No, Seijuro please!” you begged, body thrashing around, disregarding the slight sting of the ropes. You felt his gentle arms protectively wrap around your body as he leaned his chin on your shoulders and said: “(Y/N)…we agreed on something, didn’t we?”

His voice was silent but carried a certain amount of sternness that made you freeze up and look down in shame. Through gritted teeth, you whispered out the safeword and remained motionless as your lover began removing the ropes around your body. Much to your surprise, they were tighter than expected, so the moment they were loose enough for removal, you felt your blood circulation resume its course without disruption, making you feel a little weak on your knees.

“It wasn’t that hard now was it, (Y/N)?” Akashi asked as he carefully removed your blindfold and walked around you, now facing you. He let his eyes glide up and down your body, regret distorting his facial features.

“I-I’m sorry Sei, I just…I didn’t want to back out because it wa–”

“You don’t have to apologize, I know” he interrupted and caressed your cheeks before finishing what he intended to tell you, “but I told you to use our safeword if something wasn’t to your liking, didn’t I?”

You nodded and apologized to him, but you were still not looking into his eyes, only when he lifted your chin with his finger did your eyes meet. With a small smile, he gave your lips a soft kiss and smiled. “Just make sure to speak up next time, ok? I’ll never be mad at you or anything if you do…this is why we agreed on a safeword after all, right?”

A wide grin adorned your lips as you nodded energetically a few times and wrapped your arms around the neck of your boyfriend, relieved and happy that you worked it out.

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[wakaoujisenhime]

A doctor’s duty - Toji x reader

Synopsys: Being forced to make decisions that don’t concern you but a loved one is never an easy task and yet that’s exactly what Toji has been asked to do...a decision concerning life and death

tags/warnings: implied Toji x reader ✅  MCD (major character death) ✅  angst ✅

A/N: this is an homage to one of my favorite series Dr. House as well as a contribution to @rintarhoes collab BUT MY FEELINGS! also this is the first time I’m writing for Toji, so I hope I did my guy justice! Please enjoy!! (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ

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This morning was perfect.

Toji got up earlier than his wife and even managed to sneak out of their shared bedroom, without bothering her much-needed sleep. With silent steps, he went down to the kitchen and started preparing today’s breakfast.

“You sure you don’t need help with anything?” 

The gentle voice of his beloved had caught him slightly off guard, but he smiled to himself before turning towards her.

“Yeah I’m sure, you need to take it easy and s–“

“Ok, stop right there” she interrupted and put her hand on his lips, “I’m pregnant and not in rehab for some injury, Toji. I appreciate that you’re worried about me, but you heard the doctor, right?”

“Everything’s going to be alright.” / “Everything’s going to be alright.”

Both of their eyes met and the partners couldn’t help but giggle at the way they had simultaneously quoted the woman’s gynecologist, whom they visited last week.

With a satisfied smile on his lips, the muscular man gently caressed his wife’s head and gave her forehead a gentle kiss before he shifted his concentration back to the frying pan behind him. The woman, on the other hand, grinned to herself as she watched her husband’s broad back and she unconsciously let her hand glide along the curve of her bloated belly, a slight blush staining her cheeks.

“Can you perhaps set the table?” 

The man’s sudden question caught her off guard, but she was quick to regain her composure and respond with a slight amount of sass dripping from her voice: “Oh, so I’m allowed to do this much, huh?”

A silent laugh escaped him and just as he was about to answer, the sudden noise of something breaking startled him. 

Panic overtook him as he saw his wife kneeling on the ground, hands wrapped around her belly, pain distorting her beautiful facial features.

He quickly turned the stove off and joined the woman on the floor, asking her what happened. Unfortunately, all she was able to stammer was how much it hurt and her husband’s gentle way of trying to distract her from the pain by caressing her head didn’t work.

Unsure of what to do with that little amount of information, Toji scooped her off the ground as carefully as he could and made a run for the nearest hospital in their neighborhood, leaving everything behind and unattended.

“Please, my wife needs help!” he screamed out the moment he kicked the front doors of the hospital open, startling both patients and staff alike. In a matter of seconds, the nurses had mobilized a small team to take care of the pregnant woman. A single nurse walked up to the man who’d frozen up at the sight of his wife being laid down on a stretcher and checked up.

“Sir, do you know in which month she is?” asked the young nurse in a silent voice. Her question earned her a fierce glare from the man as well as the information that she was nearing the end of her ninth month. After a short pause, his counterpart nodded silently and turned to her colleagues, murmuring something.

“I-Is she going to be alright?”

Without paying any attention to his question the hospital staff discussed something amongst each other in a silent voice. Acting as if he wasn’t there made Toji mad, but withholding information on his wife’s well-being pissed him off even more.

“Hey!” he screamed out as he took a hold of the young woman’s shoulder and forcefully turned her around so that she was facing him. “I asked you a damn question! Is my wife going to be alright?! What even is wrong with her?! Talk to me!”

His pleas fell on deaf ears and the nurse wasn’t making it any better by remaining silent and spitting out one order after the other to her colleagues, who soon after nodded and as ordered, took the pregnant woman to one of the many rooms in the hospital.

“Wait! Where are you taking her?!”

The despair of not getting his questions answered made his voice tremble out of both anger and sadness, but he remained persistent and continued firing one question after the other at the slightly scared nurse who repeatedly requested for him to calm himself down. 

Meanwhile, your pager had gone off, the shrilling notification tone hurting your ears and prompting you to quickly take a glance at the small screen which displayed the most important info for your next case. 

Pregnant woman • nearing end of ninth month • abdominal pain • X-Ray advised

You frowned and downed the last few drops of warm beverage you had in your cup before getting up and quickly walking in the direction of the lobby.

——

As soon as you’d arrived a shocking sight awaited you. A man, whom you assumed to be a relative of the woman, was screaming at one of the nurses under your tutelage. You were quick to react and get in between, placing your hands on both of their shoulders, squeezing them tightly, and gently pushing them back in order to create some distance.

“Sir, I need you to calm yourself down, this is a hospital and your behavior is disturbing and frightening other visitors as well as our staff.”

“Listen, I wouldn’t be that loud if you just told me what was wrong with my wife and where the hell you took her!”

With a sigh, you shot a glare at the nurse next to you, a mute request for her to leave the two of you alone and take care of her work. The moment she was gone you turned your attention back to the man before you whose eyes looked down at you, a small spark of hope in his eyes.

“We know good to nothing about her momentary situation, so we need to make a few examinations to be fully certain…but please rest assured, thanks to the nurse’s quick response we’ll have an answer for you ready in under an hour.”

The way you reassured him with your choice of words and firm tone managed to calm him down enough so that he stopped screaming, but it wasn't nearly enough to prevent him from freeing himself of your grip and leaving the hospital. You shook your head slightly and quickly made your way to your assigned patient, but before that, you made sure to ask the nurse from earlier to stay behind after she finished her shift.

——

Minutes passed, but for Toji it felt like hours in which he did nothing but pace around nervously, waiting for any type of news on his wife’s situation. Out of sympathy and worry for him, many nurses tried to strike up conversations with the man, one male nurse even went as far as to offer him a cup of coffee, but unfortunately for this ticking time bomb none of these pleasantries were of use. He chased them all away, shouting that they shouldn’t concern themselves with him but instead take care of his wife and their future child.

If it weren’t for your stern way of calling out to him he probably would’ve slapped the paper cup right out of the young man’s hands. When the two of you stood face to face he immediately enquired you about his woman’s condition.

“Am I right to assume that you’re the husband and the father?” you asked in a serious tone, your question shaking him up and shutting him up for a moment, which you used to your advantage and started talking: “Sir, it’d be best for us to take a seat– and no before you once again yell at me I will tell you everything under the condition that the two of us are sitting on that bench, got it?”

He bit his lip in frustration and did as told, you followed not soon after. Just having you sit down next to him and take a deep breath made him tense up, to not keep him in suspense any longer you finally began sharing your findings. 

“What I am about to tell you won’t be easy to digest, but I need you to bear with me and listen closely, alright?”

He nodded firmly as a signal of understanding.

“Since your wife is close to her final weeks it wasn’t surprising for her to have abdominal pains or the feeling of going into labor, usually it’s just the body’s reaction that prepares her for the faithful day, but in your wife’s case it’s different.”

“How so? What is wrong with her?”

You glanced at him, closed your eyes, took a deep breath, and resumed: “It seems like your child is ready to see the daylight, but on the contrary, your wife…or better said, your wife’s body isn’t prepared to take that step yet.”

His eyes were peering right at you, giving you the feeling as if he could see right through your soul, and even if this wasn't the first time you had to be the bringer of bad news, it was the first one where you hesitated so much.

“I hate to break this to you, but since the patient is unconscious right now, since we had to put her to sleep to lessen her pain, her next relative will have to decide in her stead.”

You explained the procedure more thoroughly, mentioning how time-consuming it would be to call her parents, and with each passing minute which you wasted on explaining her condition, the situation for Toji’s wife got more serious.

“The decision I need you to make is one where you have to choose…between your wife’s life and your child’s.” 

There was no need for you to look at the face of the man next to you to know that what you’d just said churned him up. You wanted to elaborate further, but Toji beat you to it and asked one simple question that made you freeze up.

“W-Why?…Why are you making me do this?”

You clenched your fists so hard that your nails left a crescent shape on your soft skin and all you could do was say what you always said in these scenarios. 

“Because that’s a doctor’s duty.”

He cursed loudly and got up from his seat, turning his back towards you as he tried to calm himself down by biting his lip until he had drawn blood, a necessary gesture to prevent himself from lashing out at you or any other staff member or even object for that matter. 

“Sir I know this is a lot to take in, but we don’t have much time. I need you to make a decision fast, please!”

“H-How can I?! Do you even know what you’re asking of me?!”

“Of course I do and that’s why I apologized beforehand, so please make a decision, we’re on the clock here. Everyone in the operating room is at the ready, all we need is yo–“

“My decision, I get it, just shut up for a moment, please!” he finally snapped at you, spared you a glance, and leaned his back on the wall, head cast down in defeat. It pained you to torture him so much, not only did he have to worry about his wife’s wellbeing for an hour, but now you just barge in and ask him to decide whose life to save as if it’s the most normal thing to do. All you wanted to do was embrace him, reassure him that everything is going to be alright, but you knew that it would be nothing but pure lip service.

“If you were in my shoes…what decision would you make?” he finally asked in an unnaturally silent voice. You were just about to tell him your opinion in all of this, but hesitated and simply shook your head before answering: “I’m sorry, but I can’t…as a doctor I have to be completely neutral, objective, and not influence my patients in any way…forgive me”

The man scoffed and simply shook his head.

“I’m giving you maximal five minutes to make a decision…if you aren’t able to then I am forced to make one based on your wife’s wellbeing”

The following five minutes felt like hours to you, crucial hours, while for Toji it seemed like only a second had passed, but as he took a glance at the clock on the wall he was made painfully aware that he had only half a minute left. 

You slowly got up, your eyes finding the lonely back of the man once more as you informed him that you’d be leaving.

…

“Save the child.”

The sudden sound of his voice made you stop mid-step as you glanced back, hoping to see what kind of expression the man would have, but he had kept his position.

Not wanting to waste any more time you took a deep breath and nodded to yourself as you made your way back to the operation room.

“…it’s what she would’ve wanted”

——

With his eyes cast down the man let his fingers slide along his wife’s cheek, her usual shiny skin had lost its glow and the familiar rosy tone was slowly being replaced by a pale one. Her cheerful smile, the one he’d seen a few hours ago, was gone, and instead of it her slightly chapped and dry lips now formed a simple line, making her appear tired. 

Every single thing about her transmitted the message that she was gone. 

Forever.

And yet Toji couldn’t comprehend it.

What does this mean? How is she gone? How is her life already over? She was just grinning at him, lecturing him that she was still able to help out with housework, so how…?

Your eyes were once again observing the muscular back of this man and you had to say that throughout this entire endeavor, right now his backside looked the loneliest and defeated it has ever been. 

Despite his broad frame, you could see how he was slightly hunched down above the lying body of his recently deceased wife, and yet despite that fact he still managed to maintain an aura of strength that made you wonder just how much willpower it took him not to break down entirely.

“Doctor.”

The careful voice of the nurse put an end to your daydreams and as you turned your attention to him, the first thing you saw was the baby wrapped in a blanket. He gave you a small nod, a proud smile, and then slowly handed you the small child.

You looked down at the small creature with a sad smile and proceeded to enter the room the father was in.

Thanks to the silent doors, he didn’t notice you enter, but as if the child in your hands had known, it gave a small sound forth, catching his attention in the process. Unlike before, his eyes were bloodshot and he barely managed to keep them open. His facial expression remained unchanged as he looked down at the neatly wrapped baby that you held onto.

The man before you turned his body ever so slightly towards you but didn’t extend his arms to take his son off your hands. To you, it seemed like he was uncertain of what to do next.

Should he accept the child his wife gave her life for? Is he even able to take care of it? Did he make the right decision?

That’s when you realized just how helpless he truly was. What he needed right now was someone to lend him a helping hand and show him his responsibilities. 

With that in mind, you took a small step forward, took a careful hold of his left hand, and slowly wrapped it around the small human’s body, indirectly prompting the man to hold his child.

You observed how he gently held onto the baby since he was still unfamiliar with it all, it seemed a little awkward for him to have such a small human being placed in his big calloused hands. His eyes never left the round face of his baby boy and after a short while, you noticed how a single tear rolled down his cheek. 

It didn’t take long for the other tears to follow and soon his entire face was a wet mess. His silent and pained sobs echoed throughout the cold room. The way his shoulders trembled each time he choked up, hurt your heart, and now that you were alone you intended to finally take the initiative and comfort him, but somebody else beat you to it…

In order to protect the still vulnerable child in his hands from his tears, Toji constantly wiped his face with the back of his hand, and eventually, he let his hand fall on the thick blanket of his son. That’s when he felt a featherlight touch on his pinky finger.

Both you and he watched with wide and glassy eyes as the baby wrapped its small hand around the finger of the man and very slowly opened its eyes. 

That small gesture gave Toji the rest as he once again broke out in tears and loud sobs, but this time he managed to laugh a few times, whispering multiple times how thankful he was to his wife, wishing for her to watch out for both of them.

Not wanting to intrude on this special moment you intended to leave the room, but in actuality, you wanted to get out as quickly as you could so that you yourself didn’t start crying as well. Just as you had silently announced your intention to leave and had turned your heel, a big hand took a hold of your wrist.

“You can’t leave...not now, a-and not after all of this,” the man announced with a raspy voice “no...you’re going to see this through, by my side, to the end.”

Shocked by his sudden statement, you couldn’t quite wrap your head around what he was suggesting, so all you managed to stutter out was a silent why.

“Because it’s a doctor’s duty...isn’t it?”

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[wakaoujisenhime]

Hello it's the Anon who asked for the picture ask. I just want you to know that you did an amazing job and I teared up reading some of them. 😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ *Big hug and kiss*

Hi there, I’m really glad to hear that you enjoyed them, thank you!! 🥺♥️

also I really like your username, sounds amazing ✨

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