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t.s - the prophecy 🌙🖤

#she shouldve kept this one in the vault #i was NOT ready to hear it actually #taylor swift #music #ttps

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Backyard birdies!! :D

#gorgeoussss #art

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To those who came before, to us now, and those that came after. Seen but unseen. Here but not here. I’ve given a lot of thought to that invocation, and it’s pretty generous, so I’ll simplify it. To us — to you — my family.

#need to rewatch all mike flannigan shows rn actually #tv

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me learning how to stfu when?

#i never had this problem as a child i went without talking for weeks bro plssss 😭😭😭 #it's probably bc im unmedicated atm actually 😭 #pj talks

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Isn’t that reason enough to keep living? To rediscover simple delights one moment at a time, I mean. I used to count them on my fingers, reassuring myself there was still good in the world and reminding myself to keep looking for those blessings. Butterflies, fresh-baked bread, the crunch of leaves on an autumn morning, so on and so forth. They don’t have to be profound. I started with one: the scent of fresh-cut grass. […] What you hold onto is less important than the act of holding on itself. It’s so easy to get lost in ourselves and this world. Sometimes you need to find your way back one tiny miracle at a time. —THE SUNSHINE COURT, NORA SAKAVIC

#i haven't even read it yet but i know it will ruin me!!! #all for the game #the sunshine court #tsc spoilers #lit

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#also... #... #if i speak.... #if ttpd came out before guts yall would be COMING for olivia's neck over get him back! but since it's the opposite..... #like i'm not accusing anyone of anything but the similarities literally are shoved in your face #my first listen i was like holdddddd on now #anywayssssss #dont shoot the messenger #<3 #music

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some things are always the same

#that tile is to die for actually #photography #art

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#i need to say it #i get taylor playing with humorous lyrics #like she's def has before #but the AMOUNT this time around is... inch resting #i could deal with pretty much all of it but that Charlie Puth line REALLY did not do it for me 😭 #music

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there should be a cowboy tipping his hat emoji. i would use that all the time

#mhm

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anyone else feel like theyre on the verge of insanity in an undescribable way

#hahahahhahah #yea #about

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girls don’t want dating apps, girls want you to take hand cream from your dreams when you realise how cracked their hands are from working such long hours…that’s real love

#actually though #to be known or whatever 🙄 #pynch #trc #lit

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Adam lived in an apartment located above the office of St. Agnes Catholic Church, a fortuitous combination that focused most of the objects of Ronan's worship into one downtown block!!!!!

#i think about this line every day #pynch #trc #lit

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downsizing seasons from 22 episodes to 13 to 8. describing miniseries as "8 hour movies". loudly declaring that shows with 20+ episodes per season cannot truly be good. complaining that "it couldve been a movie". complaining about filler episodes. complaining about bottle episodes. complaining about episodes that prioritize character over plot. fr i think y'all just dont like television

#filler episodes they could never make me hate you !!! #about #tv

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Thinking about how badly Andrew must’ve wanted to be known. For someone to actually notice things about him and be curious and piece all these observations together. Like. The truth game was just as much about wanting to know things about Neil as him wanting Neil to know him. And even without the truth game being evoked, when he knows what answers Neil must be digging for, he gives in more often than not. I think about how when Neil started noticing Andrew’s odd memory, especially when Neil believed him not to be paying attention and when Neil started finally asking questions, and how quickly Andrew answered them, how he must’ve been thinking, finally.

How much he wanted to be known and by someone he knew by now he could trust. Someone he knew could understand him and the implications of things he’s told. Someone he could tell his own secrets and things he’s been keeping to himself. Everything he let other people assume or misunderstand about him. This little nobody runaway is paying attention, piecing it together, understanding in a way that no one has ever been willing to do, not even his own twin. And when Aaron and Nicky asks him when this happened or other variations of the questions Neil’s already solved himself, and Andrew tells them they should’ve figured them out himself.

The way Neil was the first person to take him at his word, especially about something that wasn’t violence. To look further into him and the things he says and does and actually try to understand him. Not just write him off as a violent psychopath who does things for his own pleasure. The way Andrew wanted him to see more of him and understand him. And I just. My mind is tangles. But I want to go on about this forever.

#he's just like me fr #aftg #all for the game #andrew minyard

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do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

#its 9:43pm and im thinking about how having feelings suck and i hate it and also about how broke i am that i can't even buy groceries #👍🏻 #also about how men suck but that one's on a constant loop so idk if it counts

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The Sunshine Court spoilers

I love this small parallel where the characters name changes depending how the person's point of view see and acknowledges that person:

All for the game - the king's men: with neil himself after everything he went through, where whole chapters we saw neil not as neil, like a shadow of what he was with the foxes, and then even the text switches back, when he's finally allowed to stay and be neil

Vs

The sunshine court, where jean knew nathaniel from before and kept thinking about him this way, until that foxes last game against the ravens (and all that followed after, with neil confirming him the news about riko), he's finally able to let go of that part of their past and call him neil.

#OH MY GOD I HAVENT EVEN BEEN ABLE TO LOO AT IT AND THIS LITTLE PART HAS ME CRYING AND HEAVING BITCH WTF #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court