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how i constantly feel.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

I need to be in control. I need to be in control.

#ed related #cries #eating disoder things #mental health #anorexx #anorekic #just ed things #ed bllog #tw ed sheeran

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why is it that my brain always thinks any calories is too many calories 😭😭😭

#ana trigger #ed bllog #ed disorder #tw ana shit #tw ana diary #tw ed rant #ed problems #edthings

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this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

#tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #this user has an ed but supports and encourages recovery #an0rec1a #an0n rambles #relapsing

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“Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.”

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i love this community but you know what i really love? when people leave. when they say "i'm out, i want to recover." it brings me peace knowing that someone might just be okay, and hope that the rest of us might follow in their footsteps.

so if you're leaving, here's to you.

if you're not ready to leave, here's to you too.

and remember, wherever you are in your journey, you deserve to recover and be happy.

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Whenever it was lunchtime at school:

Friends: *catching on to my ed* “Have you had anything to eat today?” , “Is that all your going to eat?” , “Why do you take so long to eat?”

Me: *caught off guard trying to come up with an excuse* 👁👄👁

#sad boy #tumblr memes #mental health #ed related #eating disoder things #1am thoughts #cries

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Positive Ed Recovery Affirmation

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PRO REVOVERY

You deserve help. You are sick enough.

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Your existence is so much more than your appearance; you are here to live, to laugh, to spend time with family and friends. You are not here to worry about what you look like. So it is time, my love, to thank your body for all its functions that allow you to enjoy life, for you have legs that carry you everywhere, arms that can embrace people you love, eyes to see the beauty of this earth, ears to hear your loved ones talk. Your body does so much for you and it will be there, no matter what you are going through. It will support you, it loves you and all it wants in return is to be suported, to be loved, too. Treat your body like a friend, not an enemy, for it was not created to look pretty, it was created to accompany you every step of the way.

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you are not hard to love

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#recovery #body dismorphic disorder #anxiety is through the roof #eating disoder things #sad thoughts #anxietyattacks #panic attack #anorecca #ana thoughts #anorekic #bullimia #buliimix #avoidant restrictive food intake disorder #ruminating thoughts #binge eating #pica

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Some people say growing up hurts,

Some say the moment you fail a test hurts,

Some may say the moment when you first fall off a bike hurts,

But do you know what hurts the most?

Hurting the ones you love the most because of your struggles with a mental Illness, and knowing you can’t help it....

Loosing the ones you love dearly,

Having your heart broken by someone that genuinely made you a bit happier,

Having someone you trusted most break a promise,

Watching as some of your best friends become strangers,

Giving your all only to always be someone’s last option,

And the pain of being misunderstood.

#pain #anxiety is through the roof #sad thoughts #depression #depressing quotes #kinda depressing

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my latest body positive piece with painted embellishing 

available here 

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Here we go again...

Me: I’m going to stop triggering myself

Also me: *pulls up tumblr *

*searches every triggering thing ever made*

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We’ve all had our fair share of dealing with the stress of life, but if you have a mental illness on top of that I’m sure you can understand this post even more.

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Who relates...

#sad boy #tumblr memes #ed related #cries #eating disoder things #edthings #sad boi hours #bullimia #buliima #bulimyc #anxiety is through the roof #anarexyz #anarecya #anorexx #anorexia #ednos #afrid #binge eating #avoidant restrictive food intake disorder

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Oof honestly though... why am I like this

Eating disorder logic

- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself - I’m hungry I’m going to starve - I’m full I’m going to eat - I feel enormous I’m going to binge now - I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again - I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself - I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine - gum has 5 calories no - ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints

#mental health #anxiety is through the roof #eating disoder things #fight ed voice #just ed things #edthings #binge eating #ana thoughts #miaa #bullimia #sad thoughts