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I FINALLY WROTE AGAIN YEAAAA !!!!! been very busy jobhunting, finishing off commissions, getting back into reading and trying my best to save up for my birthday in june but i desperately wanted to write something again :) feeling warm about friendship tonight after a talk with a friend

#mine #newsletter #substack

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lil random but im starting to sell some clothes of mine on vinted & depop, if ur from the uk pls have a little look :))!

#mine #SORRY FOR JUST PUTTING LINKS A BUNCH.. trying to save up for things

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learning that people want you in their lives is a skill you can develop if it does not come naturally

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have reopened my etsy commissions to try and save up some money for my 21st birthday aaah !! if you want anything done please let me know, i really wanna get back into art again ! :')

#mine

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On Love and Community

@princes-heels // ? // @inkskinned // mitski, my love mine all mine//@littlespoonsokka // @boymiffy // @2aminhouston // ? // @theviralwitch // @noodle // @criterioncollectiongirl // @fatsoupy // ? // @mjalti // george saunders, congratulations, by the way// @jb-blunk // @ponchopeligroso // @headspace-hotel // everything, everywhere, all at once(2022) //@cheruib // ? // ? // @tordenvejr

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i may be burnt out n depressed n insecure abt my place in ppl's lives but at least i love smiling with my teeth now and im slowly waking up earlier and learning to love driving and drinking less coffee and yesterday my friend told me her mom really loved me

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Feeling so many things at once

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it’s so insane to me that most of the people you meet in life are just passing moments. you’ll know them for a brief period of time before they’re a stranger again and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it because that is just how it’s meant to be..

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not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]

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hi !!! ive been reading your posts and newsletters about friendship and losing those connections recently and it has made me think of how ive felt like ive been at a crossroads with some of my own friendships (just because of busy life and uni and future and stuff) even if i am unbelievably lucky to have them. your writing has also made me hold my own friendships a little closer and dearer – you seem like a wonderful and kind person with a heart full of light and i really hope you can experience being surrounded by love and warmth and found family again soon ❤️‍🩹

this is so sweet of you thank you for just letting me know that there's someone else out there that reads what i write :') i haven't been as motivated recently because i feel like i repeat those topics soooo often but this makes me feel a lot better :"( friendships are so dear and i'm navigating how to keep the ones that are most important to me without owing others an explanation and its hard, everything's always kinda scattered but i'm trying to make it all matter <3 ill never stop trying to surround myself with warmth as long as u always try to do the same >:)

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miranda july / hanif abdurraquib / natalie wee / august rodin / neil hilborn

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little lonely reflections for this week, trying to get better and fill my time up meaningfully <3

#mine #substack #feeling more and more like my writing is clunky and too poetic or not poetic enough and that im trying too hard sometimes #i get so scared of coming off pretentious i shut myself off from the experience of just making something and have it be enough as is #trying to stop comparing my writing to other writers and feel like im competing to have a more meaningful or poetic existence #i just wanna write and have it mean something to me and maybe others!

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At the end of the day, if it's eating you alive, if you can't take it anymore, you're allowed to take a BIG step back and tell yourself that you're a small speck on a small planet floating around in the universe and no problem is that deep, if that's what helps you. You are important, your feelings are important, your pain is important, but also you will recover from this and find a solution eventually. You're allowed to take a break from this pain, to put it into proportion, to calm yourself down now. It's gonna pass. It's ok. Put it aside.

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a lot of rediscovering the courage to take part in the world, even when i'm lonely, and having the will to find meaning in my little life has with has just been quoting "ok, this is not your grave, get out of this hole" and then just trying, and trying again. its all you can do sometimes, i just know i don't want my life to be concave anymore.

#get out of this hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will i will!!!!!!!!!!! #im gonna create meaning and love and happiness and ill find it from myself and not from places its run dry anymore #my efforts have always been genuine and sincere and real. but some places and people dont deserve it anymore #mine

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I like your blog a lot and I think the world benefits from its existence. Thanks for putting the time into maintaining it and continuing to seek the delightful and wondrous in the world and helping others to do so as well!

this is so beautifully kind thank you ?????? :') sometimes i really overintellectualise and attempt to curate my blog into being one specific thing and get stuck in trying to maintain Something, so that really means so much <3

#soso meaningful to know my blog can mean something no matter how much ive (over)shared on it as ive grown up :')

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wee little late night newsletter for this week written in an effort to get myself out of my head and all my sad heavy feelings!

#mine #newsletter #substack #love