wasntlistening

[wasntlistening]

the day i get rid of my crazy fear of failure and my procrastination, it will be over for you all.

[wasntlistening]

[wasntlistening]

post like no one is watching follow like youve never been hurt add tags like no one is listening and reblog like its heaven on earth

[wasntlistening]

#singing peanut butter jelly in my office right now

[wasntlistening]

hey boss i can't come in today it's a sunny day and there's a lovely breeze coming in through my window, yeah it's rustling the branches of the tree outside that's finally bloomed so it's pretty serious

[wasntlistening]

Don’t underestimate my desire to not wanna

[wasntlistening]

Pills.

[wasntlistening]

april will be a good month [staring into the sink mirror eyebags prominent the most upset person youve ever seen]

[wasntlistening]

being paranoid is funny bc like well what if i'm right

[wasntlistening]

I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! continues not only living like this but in fact gets actively worse with time

[wasntlistening]

[wasntlistening]

One of the worst feelings in the world: when you are just desperate, like claw-your-own-skin-off desperate, to create, but the only thing that even vaguely appeals to you to work on is a nebulous half-feeling that might be dreamily related to some half-formed notion of a concept. I must! Make! No thing! Only make!

[wasntlistening]

who up wanting something they can never have

[wasntlistening]

[wasntlistening]

[wasntlistening]

“If you have time to watch Netflix you have time for a side hustle” my side hustle is relaxing so that my body and brain can heal from by this nose-to-the-grindstone bullshit. I refuse to feel guilty for being a human with the need to relax sometimes. my side hustle is no.

[wasntlistening]