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!! Please Read | Hiatus Announcement !!
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Hi my loves!
As you鈥檝e probably noticed for a while now I haven鈥檛 really been writing and / or engaging with you guys like answering asks etc. like I used to. Unfortunately I鈥檝e been having a really bad bout of depression which has been coupled with some issues regarding the vitamin levels in my blood. This has unfortunately left me extremely fatigued and low in energy. I鈥檝e barely had the energy to do daily tasks like brushing my teeth let alone getting down to writing fics. Every day has become a struggle tbh. And this has also come at a super inconvenient time as I鈥檓 moving house in about two weeks time, which will of course require a lot of energy.
That being said, every minute I鈥檓 sat on tumblr not providing you guys with new fics and content I feel so extremely guilty about it. So honestly I think I need to take a step back from here until I鈥檓 feeling in a better place both mentally and physically, and once I鈥檝e moved house and things have settled down again.
I鈥檝e now been prescribed supplements to help my blood vitamin levels and my antidepressant dosage has been upped so I am hoping I will be feeling better and more like myself in a few weeks time.
I鈥檝e basically been on a bit of a hiatus for a while so now I鈥檓 just making it official. I鈥檓 not sure when I鈥檒l be back but it likely won鈥檛 be before Monday 6th June. However, I am hoping once I鈥檓 back that I鈥檒l be back with some writing to treat you guys with!
Thank you for your patience and your understanding. I hope to see you all soon <3
P.S. I鈥檓 so far behind on my asks (I have over 100 now) that I鈥檓 honestly just gonna delete them all and empty my ask box so that I can start fresh again upon my return. I鈥檓 so sorry to everyone who鈥檚 sent me one and not received a reply. Again, my brain just hasn鈥檛 been in a place to engage with people and it鈥檚 honestly unfair to you guys to give you half-assed replies <3
All my love,
Hope馃悵
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Eurovision 2021 / 2022
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As If You Are鈥 God
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Pairing: Matt Murdock x (gender neutral) Reader
Summary: you鈥檙e struggling to see the difference between Matt Murdock and Daredevil
Warnings: angst, mentions of injury / bodily harm kinda?
A/N: I am currently in the biggest writing slump of my life atm and it is killing me. Unfortunately I have just not had the energy or motivation to do almost anything in my day to day life, let alone writing. It鈥檚 due to some mental and physical issues I鈥檓 having at the moment, as well as some situational issues that I have going on atm too. This is also why I haven鈥檛 been very responsive to asks atm either. I鈥檓 sorry bc I really do want to provide new content for you guys, there are so many things I want to write, characters I want to write for, ideas I鈥檝e had sat and planned for ages, but sadly my energy level and focus / motivation just isn鈥檛 there. I really hope things will get better soon so that I can get back into writing! Anyways... here鈥檚 a lil something to tide you by in the meantime! This was written literally months ago but I forgot about it in my drafts so I thought I鈥檇 finally post it for you guys. I hope you like it! Thank you for your patience and for sticking around here, I really do love and appreciate you all馃ズ馃檲馃枻
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鈥淚 want you to know why I鈥檓 doing this鈥 Matt smirks wickedly.
He moves his mouth closer to the guy鈥檚 ear; 鈥淚鈥檓 doing this because I enjoy it鈥 he barks the devil鈥檚 laughter as he suddenly shoves the guy over the balcony edge.
The fall was quick, sudden. The thud of his body hitting the ground sounded before you could even fully register what had happened.
You were only a few stories up. You and Matt both knew the fall wouldn鈥檛 kill the guy but would certainly demolish a fair portion of his body, leave him in the ICU for a good couple of weeks.
You feel your breathing a quicken, something like fear spreading across your chest, tightening your lungs.
鈥淲hat the fuck Matt?鈥 You breathe.
He cocks his head towards you, only now does his grin falter.
鈥淲hat?鈥 Matt shrugs.
You just stare at him wide-eyed, your panicked breathing the only sound above the noise of the city.
鈥淲hat?鈥 He asks again. 鈥淲e both knew that fall wouldn鈥檛 kill him鈥 he says a little too nonchalantly for your liking.
You shake your head. 鈥淚t鈥檚 not about that鈥 you whisper. 鈥淲ell, it is. But... what... what you said to him... b-before you pushed him...?鈥 Your voice is trembling and you know Matt can feel the tension in your tone, in your body.
Matt huffs air out his nose, almost like he鈥檚 annoyed somehow.
鈥淲hat?鈥 He asks again, being deliberately ignorant.
Now you feel yourself start to get annoyed.
鈥淎bout hurting them... that you enjoy it?鈥 Your voice almost cracks on the word 鈥榚njoy鈥.
Matt sighs again, moving to take a step toward you but you step back, staying out of his reach. He stops and cracks his neck in frustration.
鈥淵ou know I didn鈥檛 mean that. It鈥檚 just something I said to make him feel scared."
You shake your head again. 鈥淣o, I don鈥檛 think so. I think you did mean it. I think you do like hurting these people, bringing them to the brink of death but without actually killing them. You keep them in this place of purgatory. A place filled with nothing but pain. A place that sits between life and death. And I think you like having that power. I think it makes you feel closer to god. Almost as if you are... God.鈥
He tries to half-heartedly laugh off your statement, again stepping towards you. He grabs your arm, not roughly but not exactly gently either.
鈥淵/n, please鈥 he starts but you cut him off, yanking your arm away from him.
He sighs before he continues, his hands finding their way to his hips as they often did when he was frustrated.
鈥淚 only said that to scare him. Intimidate him鈥 is all he says.
鈥淏ut you didn鈥檛 need to!鈥 You almost yell. 鈥淗e鈥檇 already told you everything, you could鈥檝e just let him go! There was no need to taunt him and there was no need to throw him over the edge!"
鈥淟ook, I know these kinds of men. They get beat up on a near daily basis in the business they鈥檙e in. Us giving them a beating isn鈥檛 enough of a deterrent. Trust me, I've been doing this a lot longer than you have, sweetheart."
鈥淒on鈥檛 patronise me. And don鈥檛 you fucking 鈥榮weetheart鈥 me.鈥
He huffs in frustration again before he starts to speak again.
鈥淟ook, I-"
鈥淣o Matt. I don鈥檛 want to hear it鈥 you sniff as you start to feel tears creeping into your eyes, a sob threatening to escape your chest. 鈥淚 don鈥檛 know who you are anymore. You鈥檙e taking this too far. You鈥檙e getting lost in that mask鈥 your voice is nothing more than a whisper as this point.
He takes a deep breath, steadying himself, his hands flexing where they still rested on his hips.
鈥淚 thought I could have it all. I thought I could date Matt, the lawyer, and then go out being a vigilante alongside Daredevil. But now...鈥 you sigh sadly, your throat tightening. 鈥淏ut I don鈥檛 think I can do this anymore."
鈥淚 told you this was gonna be hard. If you wanna stop coming out at night with me that鈥檚 okay, you know? I鈥檇 prefer to have you safe at home anyway"
He was missing the point. Deliberately.
鈥淭hat鈥檚 not what I mean, Matt, and I think you know that. I can鈥檛 tell where Matt ends and Daredevil begins鈥 you whisper.
Matt鈥檚 head droops slightly as he takes in your words. He steps forward again, desperately reaching out for you. His hands wrap around your upper arms in a grip that almost hurt.
Your name falls like a plea from his lips. 鈥淧lease...鈥 he starts, his own voice starting to crack.
You can see his lips begin to tremble as both of you take in what you were getting at. You swallow the sob lodged in your throat.
鈥淚 meant 鈥榰s鈥. I don鈥檛 know if I can do 鈥榰s鈥 anymore鈥 your voice is barley audible to your own ears.
But it didn鈥檛 matter; you knew Matt would鈥檝e heard you. Loud and clear.
鈥淚鈥檓 sorry...鈥 is all you can muster as you push his hands off you.
You can feel the piece of you heart that remains here, remains with Matt, as you turn around and leave him behind. For good.
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A beautiful dress. Oh. Thank you. I quite like yours as well.
EDWINA SHARMA & PENELOPE FEATHERINGTON Charithra Chandran & Nicola Coughlan 路 Bridgerton 2.02
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When the whole party is down but your bard is up
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Avengers: Infinity War (2018) dir. Anthony Russo and Joe Russo
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like鈥︹︹ he knew the esc wasn鈥榯 gay enough yet so he saved it 馃彸锔忊嶐煂堚湆馃徎馃拹
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Me watching all of these boring ass ballads get rewarded when I tuned in for yellow wolves, and Moldovan dads, and Romanian bisexuals
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Eurovision 2022
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Mate wtf we are currently in the lead 馃拃 it won鈥檛 last but let me revel for a fucking second 馃拃
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ARE YOU READY KIIIIIIIIDS?!?!?!?!???
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shoutout to all my non-european mutuals who keep blogging about their fandoms like their entire dash isn't weird gay europeans and australia having a very loud themed party
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come watch eurovision we got:
space furries with a grandma kink
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pussy eating vegans
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yoga class
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personal parabolic antennas for great wifi
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folklore and rock 鈥榥 roll
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magical portals
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steampunk circus
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hand washing cult
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and last but not least, the jury
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the uk saving eurovision 2022 by providing us thor in a bedazzled playsuit n if that isnt 1 point worthy idk what is
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#i saw a man so beautiful i started crying?
OSCAR ISAAC AS POE DAMERON聽| STAR WARS: THE LAST JEDI (2017)
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Oscar Isaac as Poe Dameron in 鈥楽tar Wars: The Rise of Skywalker鈥
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TOM HIDDLESTON as Will Ransome in THE ESSEX SERPENT. Episode 01: The Blackwater. 2022 | dir. Clio Barnard
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