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i accidentally showed some weakness earlier today it was disgusting i would not recommend it

#alexandra black

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one day, i will buy and play bg3, thus freeing myself from the wall of This Post Contains Filtered Tags #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #astarion's big ol' vampire donger every time i log on here

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My piece for the Fortitudo Dorian Art Book @dorianartbook!

#dragon age

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Archive 81 is so fucked up because it starts with: “Hey guys, make sure to like comment and subscribe so I can find my missing friend.” Then in the next season you have the elder gods saying that you need to download grammarly. Horrifying.

#archive 81

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pastel papi

#ruby beach my beloved <33 #i didn't spend near enough time on the wilderness coast this year

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Me in the shower thinking about my wife: i think one of the big reasons why het culture "wifey/hubby" "his/hers" "tiaras/mustaches" matching sets other than the cis binarism of it all is that it reveals the thought process behind heteropatriarchy wherein ideal love is a product of inversion; two puzzle pieces that fit together but are separate and made functional solely by the utility of their differences. Heteropatriarchal love retroactively redefines a person as a half of a whole, their functions and idiosyncrasies only valuable when curtailed by another's. But more than that, heteropatriarchal love is so divided. My "hers" towel and your "his." Married on a friday because saturdays are for the boys. Your woodsmoke-scented deodorant and my lavender. We cant possibly hope to understand each other and that's what lends our partnership value, somehow. But the love i cherish--the love that nurtures me--is inextricability. Not the teeth of your personality spinning the cogs of mine but the blend and blur of our edges together. The further in the tide rolls the better. The love that nurtures me is accepting everything about you into my life even if i dont feel the same way about it that you do. Its a becoming. Becoming you, becoming myself, becoming us, again and again. There are no puzzle pieces to snap together, and im no more or less of anything with or without you. But no matter what happens i carry you with me now. Even in the small ways like how we wear each others jackets and deodorant and hats. I wear your mannerisms, and your jokes. I have your interests. You have my music taste. We subsume and consume one another. We explore each other by exploring ourselves and vice versa. The process of loving you is a mapping of a vast expanse and it is the creation itself of that expanse, ad infinitum. Loving you is a fluidity of the self. I try out new ways of living through you. I see through your eyes. My life doubles by virture of sharing it with you. We finish each others sentences and joke that were the same person but its truer than we have the language to describe. My selfhood blurs into yours; Im not half of a whole, but together we are a whole. You could draw a straight line from one end of me to the other end of you, no breaks. And why shouldnt we travel that line? Step inside my head and get comfy. Mi casa es su casa. Youre me and im you.

What comes out of my mouth when she walks into the room: id let you wear my skin if i could

#think this hits at why i flinch in revulsion every time i encounter the word 'hubby' #just... ugh #and the whole notion of 'completing' someone? yuck yuck yuck

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Caleb Widogast as one continuous line

#critical role

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I would kill for this, I would spend my entire life trying to kill an ultra rich guy to steal all his money and make this happen

#BLEASE

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Veth Brenatto as one continuous line

#critical role

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night shift clerk at my hotel in juneau playing pillars 1 on their laptop into the wee hours of the morning??? stay winning <3

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#no apology needed bb

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tfw you finally connect your themes visually narratively and metaphorically in an unexpectedly beautiful and horrifying way <3

#woof i even found a way for the mechanics to reinforce it too #we do not endorse unintended ludonarrative dissonance in this house #resIF

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“rap is the worst music genre” “no actually it’s soul” “no actually it’s jazz” “no actually it’s ska” “no actually it’s r&b” hey guys do you notice a common denominator in the genres you hate or is it just me

#it's a dogwhistle for shit artists too #any writer who hates rap is gonna have the most creatively-starved play-it-safe medicore prose you've ever read #and any artist who feels comfortable rejecting whole-ass genres of human expression has a weak command of imagination & empathy #something that absolutely will show up in their work

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Posting faggot and queer like 2am gunshots to keep property values on my blog low and scare away assimilationist LGBTs who want to replace my empty lot full of native wildflowers with a 5-over-1 because they're too traumatized by their upbringing to accept the reality of our diverse marginalized community

#pew pew bang bang

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mutuals i am politely asking you what color i remind you of

#terracotta orange #mustard yellow #and emerald #like a living room with a comfy couch stuffed with plants and gilt in the lingering goodbye of a summer evening

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when internet people are like “i love gothic literature but i hate anything that discusses incest, sexual violence, oppression, misogyny, abuse, torture, gore, murder, or death”

#i fucking despise these people #their behavior is beyond reprehensible #especially when you consider how common & mundane & hidden abuse is-- #so much that it's more than reasonable to assume anyone creating 'difficult' art is drawing from personal experiene & personal pain #and in that context #the only thing these odious little shits are is a new variant of an old refrain #the same shitty song survivors hear all the time: #stop talking about your abuse because it makes me uncomfortable

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plastic PC components my beloathed

#you ever feel a hard drive cage snap apart in your hands trying to remove it from a case bc I HAVE