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🤍 that girl diaries // back to basics🍨

今日晩は私らはレストランをに行きました 😋 晩ごはん私らは中国語の料理食べました 🍜 楽しみました! (today we went to a restaurant. we ate Chinese food for dinner. i was looking forward to it.)

🤍 breathwork meditation

🫁🫁 physiotherapy exercises + went for a walk

🇰🇷 Seventeen's One Fine Day cont'd

🤍🇰🇷 journal in Korean

🧠🧠 psychology quiz + writing assignment

🇯🇵 Katakana writing practice

🇨🇳🇨🇳 review lesson + continue catching up on all the writing practice i've been avoiding since HSK 1

💌: i feel i've been all over the place lately, so it's nice to ground myself again in my favorite routines 😌 shoutout to my accountability buddy @ros3ybabe for keeping me on track 😘

bonus: @pianistbynight tagged me in this cottagecore aesthetic game and i willfully misunderstood the assignment (what can i say, i was not built for country life...), but here's my dream view/home, activities, foods, pet, and outfit! also, yes, my character of choice to share it all with is a stuffed toy, deal with it 😎😂

💞: @alittlebreak @perabera @manasseh @whenmemoriesfrost @relativeficti0n @the-awesomecosmos-studies @yughostlavia @girl-please-study @hanabeeri and anyone else who made it to the end of this post 💕

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March cover page 🦭

This month's theme was 'Back to Childhood'.

It'll feature things I liked as a child, mostly cute stuff and colour bombs 🌈

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i love you indigenous languages i love you endangered languages i love you revived languages i love you

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getting over my "intermediate slump" in 3 languages 🇰🇷🇨🇳🇯🇵

i've barely reached intermediate level in two of my target languages, yet i'm already slumping so hard 🙈 and the worst part is, because Japanese is so similar to Korean and Chinese, i'm getting bored when i'm barely even N5 yet 😅 so starting today, i want to take inspiration from this article to get over my slump and find that excitement and joy in learning again!

✍️ target language output practice yay

🇰🇷 most days i'm keeping my diary in Korean lately! i can even write bad(?) poetry in Korean (no, i will not elaborate 🙈)

🇯🇵 Kanji + Hiragana writing practice for the days of the week + keyboarding practice writing a short journal entry!

🎧 target language input binge let's gooo

🇰🇷 reminding myself why i can't watch Hello, Counselor 😡 i just get so mad at these entitled, rude, small-minded men (적어도 승관씨는 이해... 아이돌입니다 또는 아니야, 그는도 화나했어요 at least Seungkwan understands... idol or not, he's angry too 🥺)

🇰🇷 귀여운 귤은 인터뷰를 있어요 (cute tangerine does an interview), 난 봤어 그럼요 (i watched it of course)

🇯🇵 優しな母と優し家族 (kind mom and kind family) vlogs 1, 2

🇰🇷 Seventeen Artist-Made Season 2 (the upper-middle child line, lol)

🎯 target language drills

🇯🇵 3 lessons + unit exam

🇨🇳 4 lessons

💌: besides low-key neglecting to do more meaningful study in Chinese, i think i did pretty well! there's only so much time in one day after all. the important thing is i feel motivated to continue tomorrow ☺️

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life lately // enjoying myself so hard it's getting dangerous 🤭

in this issue 🔍: brain-rot target language input 🇯🇵🇨🇳🇰🇷 & if icarus was a workaholic 👩‍💻✍️🍝

"language learning" but it's just brain-rot 🧠

🇯🇵 Shogun (9/10) — objectively a really good show, but a lot of death and triggering topics for me personally 🥺

🇯🇵 Spy x Family (5/10) — i can only watch one episode at a time now because the plot is getting increasingly ridiculous, please don't be mad at me if you're a fan 😅

🇨🇳 When I Fly Towards You (6/10) — it's silly, but it's also just what you expect from kids of the characters' ages and at times it does tickle that part of my brain that likes candy (i still like Exclusive Fairytale better though, 对不起 张陆让)

🇯🇵 Petrichor 花鋏 キョウ (10/10) — my new favorite album!! ☺️ even @pianistbynight likes this one and she usually prefers classical music!

🇰🇷 Seventeen on Shuffle (10/10) — my usual suspects never miss 😌

too close to the sun but finally looking in the mirror ☀️🪞

i gave myself a headache from working too much in poor physical conditions again 😭 i didn't notice until the end of the day because i was on a roll at work and it's rare when that happens, so in a messed up way, i feel it was worth it?? i bought a new chair and rearranged my desk setup a little to be more ergonomic, but that only does so much when i have one good night of sleep a week 🙃

my poor sleep is low-key my own fault though since i write and binge cinema therapy videos late into the night because i love doing those things so much that my brain won't shut up until i do them 😛

in other news, i made my favorite pasta recipe!! 😋 but i burned myself and didn't notice until i started washing the dishes in hot water ♨️ wow, me enjoying myself so much i don't notice i'm hurting myself is a real theme here... 🙈 something to work out in detail in my diary some time 🤔

💌: how's life been treating you lately? 💐

bonus: @pianistbynight tagged me in this fun picrew game (how you look now vs when you were younger) and it made me miss my good eyesight 🥲 everyone, take good care of your eyes by taking lots of outdoor breaks (with UV protection!!) 👀

💞: @shoosiopao @tea-tuesday @tokidokitokyo @ink-stained-clouds @ilonar0 @cravingstudyvalidation @getbreaded @nelyastudies @roxysbbg @cinammon-buns and anyone else who made it to the bottom of this post 😉

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wakey achey

#so much pain every time i wake up seriously #chronic pain #shitposting #going through it

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Christmas spread from a while back. The collage is made up of wrapping paper from gifts I received for Christmas 🎁

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🧋that girl diaries // it feels like the calm before the storm ☁️

✒️ finally, some respite from the drama! i can breathe and bloom again 🌱 even if it's a grind and rest is only temporary, i am very fortunate to have such happy problems 🍋

❤️ breathwork meditation

👩‍💻👩‍💻 project update meeting + presentation from product team

🥰🥰 physiotherapy exercises(?) + leg day

👩‍💻 code until it stops being broken

🎧 Korean listening practice(?)

👩‍💻👩‍💻👩‍💻 peer-review code

🥰 elliptical + inspiring/motivating aesthetic vlog

🧠 developmental psychology readings

❤️ journal in Korean + ATEEZ (@casiopeasmiles got me hooked 👀)

📝 Japanese lesson

✍️📚 revise (but mostly, re-read and enjoy) a really old story that i've been thinking about lately and actually still really like

💌: p.s. thank you @pianistbynight @winryrockbellwannabe @megumi-fm for tagging me in this check-in 🤍 i wasn't feeling too good yesterday but today has been better ☺️ it's all in the cycle of life, i suppose 😅 tagging some lovely moots i feel i haven't chatted with in a while (that's my bad) 🥺 tell me how you've been!! hope you're all doing well 🤗 @ros3ybabe @phnxstudies @manasseh @cheste7 @indigostudies @ink-stained-clouds @whenmemoriesfrost

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Ending February's festive theme with a collage on a day trip that I went with some friends 🚂

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🚉 working student diaries // even when you feel like giving up 🪴

역시, 오늘 쉬운 아니요. 그래도, 니 자신 잘 부탁해요 🥺 (as expected, today is not easy. still, please take care of yourself 🥺)

❤️ breathwork meditation

👩‍💻 feel like i only make broken things

👩‍💻 team social that was nice at least

❤️ listened to a bunch of sad kpop songs

👩‍💻 code to remember i'm still good at it

👩‍💻 reached out to a work friend who quit recently

👩‍💻 ~cross-functional meeting~

👩‍💻 code but i'm losing brain cells again

🥰 nap to heal my weary body

❤️ heart to heart with my dad

📝 Korean lesson

🧠🧠 psych quiz + readings

💌: 내일에게로 빨리 가자 ☀️ (let's hurry to tomorrow ☀️)

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🦥 lazy girl diaries // my healing weekend reset ☺️

now playing: hug by seventeen 🤗

i really needed this 🥺 today is gonna be a good one! 😌

❤️ breathwork meditation

🥰🥰 physiotherapy exercises + ab workout

🧹❤️ cleaning fairy moment + cinema therapy

❤️ gratitude journal

🥰 my first time getting massage therapy!

✍️ creative writing!!

📚 read a chapter of Everyone In My Family Has Killed Someone

❤️ social hours

📝📝 Japanese and Korean lessons

📝📝 Chinese lesson + unit exam

💌: hug your friends, hug your family, say "i love you" at least once today to a person, to a place, to a comfort item, to yourself 💕

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🛋️ lazy girl diaries // homebody in her natural habitat 🦥

the homebody series 🏡 continues~

今天很好玩了天。我吃了草莓 🍓 我爱这个水果。我的语手艺慢慢更好。而且我的手写不好，所以我要练习和我终于有时间了！(today was a fun day. i ate strawberries 🍓 i love this fruit. my language skills are slowly getting better. also my handwriting is not good, so i need practice and i finally had time!)

❤️ "meditate" but it's 승관의 민들레

🥰🥰 physiotherapy exercises + full body workout

🎧 Spy x Family (Japanese input)

🎧 When I Fly Towards You (Chinese input)

📝📝📝 Japanese lesson + Chinese lessons

✍️ Chinese handwriting drills

✍️ Hiragana handwriting drills

🎧 Japanese word choice point

🎧 Seventeen's One Fine Day (Korean input)

❤️ journal in Korean

💌: 이렇께, 다음 주에 준비했습니다 (like this, i prepared for next week) 😌

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I’ve been following u for ages on every study blog I’ve made, u seem rlly nice!! Moots?<33

aw thankyou!!!!! you're so sweet 🥺🥺🥺 moots for sure!!! <33

#mara<3 #asks #💌

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☔ that girl diaries // trying to be productive when i feel blue 🫐

not all days will be good. some choices may appear less optimal at the moment, but have advantages for the long-term (yes, i ripped that from my psych textbook). i tried to force myself to be productive today, but i feel worse. i'll be learning from this in the future.

❤️ spring cleaning continues + more cinema therapy

❤️ mindfulness meditation that didn't really work tbh, distracted scrolling did more to calm me down and according to my psych textbook at least, that is perfectly ok 😌

🥰 Chloe Ting arms + core workout

🧠 developmental psychology review

📝📝 Chinese lessons

📝📝 Japanese lessons

🧠 comparative cognition reading

💌: 💙

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catharsis: nearing the end

counting down the weeks to freedom (🏫🙅🏻‍♀️) and in need of stress relief (💆🏻‍♀️🕊️🧘🏻‍♀️)...

1. october (tchaikovsky): maybe one day i will record this song bc it's one of my favorites. also really befitting my underlying mood in this latter half of the semester. under all the stress and frustration, i am just tired. i want to see the world. i want to feel the joy of living again. making my life revolve around the confines of school does not feel like living.

2. apparition de giselle (adolphe adam): the music at the part where she's spinning in circles in the "initiation" scene. that's what today feels like. a flurry of movement, a little desperate, and despite the energy, unfulfilled. even soulless. i'm tired, that's all. stupid insomnia - you know that feeling where you're physically tired and when you lie down on the bed it feels like such a relief, yet you can't fall asleep? i don't know why that happens. am i worried about something? possibly? maybe? but during the day, i don't think i feel super worried.

3. mazurka op. 68 no. 3 (chopin): the first piece by chopin i ever played. the way i heard it in my head and the way i played it didn't have as stately a character as this interpretation, but this was the recording i drew most of my inspiration from. i really miss playing piano and the youthful glow i had felt in that era. it feels like ages ago. and with every passing year, it seems i have more pressing priorities like learning how to be an adult, the desire to forge new relationships and tend to them, and establishing my career, so piano consistently falls to the wayside. i don't regret my career choice tho... gladly, after a long-drawn existential crisis in high school, trying to come to a career path that had the best chance of balancing my needs and wants with the world's, i'm still satisfied with my decision. i want to learn how to use my potential to be of service to others, including those beyond my inner circle. i also want to practice piano after my dreaded winter exams. i will make time for both. 4. rainy day coffee shop ambience with piano music and distant thunder: that satisfaction at having stumbled upon the truth, the solidness of it finding a home in my chest. ☺️ i finally figured out what's wrong mentally and now i have something to work with rather than just floundering, feeling "some type of way", unable to get out of it because i don't even know what "it" is. i'm 99% sure that's what's causing my insomnia. i feel so much more hopeful and peaceful now with my feelings validated and all. 🥺 (update: i had the best sleep i've had in ages ☺️)

5. i dreamed a dream (claude-michel schönberg): i seem to always cycle through the same songs like i'm constantly circling the same drain. do i really always cycle through the same set of feelings every couple of weeks? 🤷🏻‍♀️ i have dreams i don't know i can reach. some of them feel more like fantasies than dreams... in my mind, dreams are super ambitious goals i don't know if i can reach but that are in theory possible to reach (more variables are in my control and have a good chance of affecting the future in the way i want), while fantasies are dreams that are closer to impossible to achieve (fewer variables are in my control and may not have a good chance of affecting the future in the way i want). i don't know, maybe they just feel like fantasies for now, and really, it's not impossible. idk, i don't have a crystal ball...

6. the sound of silence: i literally mean the sound of silence tho, not the song 😂 so underrated when the mind has been a noisy mess. ... and then in random mindless moments, like in the shower or when clearing away the dishes, all the music comes rushing back, begging to be heard and felt and loved.

7. arabesque no. 1 (debussy): learned about CBT in psych so i'm trying out using the situation -> thoughts -> feelings -> behavior template in my journal so hopefully i can figure out why i do or don't do the things i do 😅 and then maybe branch into some small "behavioral experiments"...not really sure yet but hopefully it brings me some clarity!

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19.04.24

I quite like this setup of bujo but this book is about to run out of pages and I accidentally ordered a very mini new one online so idk if this is practical

📖: The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk

#i really wanna finish this bookkkk #the audiobook loan expired with literally just an hour left #studyblr #studyspo #original #journalling #adelinestudies #heypeachblossom #lookrylie #learnelle #heyzainab #myhoneststudyblr #heysantiago #studyingwothmila #kyliekyliekylie! #vintage-lattes #lattesforlaura #benniscup #o2studies #heybenni #studying-in-earnest #galestudies #heyshef #motivation #productivity #academia #dark academia #psychology student #summer break #student

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🍋 that girl diaries // any pace is good, just keep going 🌼

今日は温かいなといいな日です。(today was a warm and nice day.)

🥰🥰 physiotherapy exercises + low impact workout

📚 read a chapter of Sophie's World

📝 Korean lesson

📝📝 Japanese lesson + unit exam

📝📝 Chinese lesson + unit exam

❤️ journal

🧠 developmental psychology reading

今日は私は好きな音楽を聞きましたとテレビを見ました。 (today i listened to music that i like and watched TV.)

❤️ slow morning playlist for getting ready

🎧 started watching Spy x Family to "practice Japanese" 🤭

🎧 interview with the cast of my favorite K-drama 👀

💌: 明日も大丈夫です。また明日、お休み、終わり~ (tomorrow will be okay too. see you tomorrow, good night, the end~)

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