I just found medical letters sent to my parents requesting that I get tested for ADHD, Autism and Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. My dad sent me my social security card and it came with a few other documents that he must’ve forgotten to sift out.
Um… I don’t remember any tests for that shit.
So now I have to piece together years of medical records from files next time I visit my family to see if I still need to get tested.
Because that would explain a fuck ton of things. And if I had something like Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, then my lifespan would be significantly cut down…
God damn it, why do the actions of others have to ripple out towards me.
UPDATE: I have contacted my mother and she misgendered me, called me silly for asking to have access to additional medical records and said that having autism was a belief and an excuse for bad behavior. She is ableist and can suck my nonexistant dick.
Unfortunately at this time I am having a bit of a shut down on my bathroom floor while deciding on how to continue to text her.
This is fucking stupid. I have been researching myself for over two years now and it was only this letter that confirmed my worries about myself that I was going to ask to have checked out anyway. To have my adopted mother brush it off like it’s nothing is detrimental to my physical and mental health.
I will continue to update as shit goes down.