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borrowing pain from sad books/movies to let myself cry about my problems

[whileweryoung]

Any suggestions on which laptop I should get for school?

#school #studies #college #high school #real life #why why why #damn bruh #computer #laptop #technology #paper #writing #i hate school #math #communication #aesthetic #please #help help help

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At this point, I’m living life on autopilot

[whileweryoung]

I have the worst memory ever

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“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”

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[whileweryoung]

All along, I was the second option

[whileweryoung]

I think I need to start being comfortable with my own company

#overthinking #self improvement #mindset

[whileweryoung]

i hate how sometimes i can’t find the right words to describe what’s going on in my mind.

[whileweryoung]

My only talent is overthinking.

#overthinking #midnight #thoughts #why why why

[whileweryoung]

Yo!-

This was initially supposed to be an art page, but then I went through that mini heartbreak. Now this page is going to be all over the place🥲🥲 I still need to figure out how tumblr works and then I’ll have my life together lmaooo

Another downside is I lost my sketch book because I’ve neglected all my artistic abilities because of that situation and school got so busy💀💀💀

[whileweryoung]

I finally was able to take a breather during this summer. I’m feeling a lot better actually. Still not where I want to be emotionally, but I’m getting there. At first it was difficult. Trying to slow down in my fast paced world. This is your sign to take a deep breath as well. Have a good day/night everyone

#breathe #youth #taking it slow #journal #writer things #piceses♓️ #love live #windy weather #aries

[whileweryoung]

When forever isn’t enough

[whileweryoung]

It’s weird how fast the days go by. One moment inseparable, but now it seems like we’ve met each other a couple days ago. Not stranger, neither acquaintances.

We great each other with a short ‘hello’ ask about our days and part. It reminded me of the leaves in the trees today. It dancing with the breeze every now and then. The following stillness felt calm but the breeze brought comfort. It felt like I was the only one wallowing in self-pity.

#i wish we never met #for me <3 #thank you #express yourself #writing inspiration #writer problems #ideas

[whileweryoung]

Had time for myself for a bit less than a month and took the time to study for exams. Overall, it was dreadful but it’s good that it’s all over now. Calculus is always a pain. I can finally watch Bridgerton and books I’ve put aside in peace🥲🥲

Then it’s back again to study,, finals have me weak.

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This is weird now.

I kinda find my situation funny now. My gift for you had sat in my room for nearly 3 months. Before I realized I like you. It witnessed my breakdowns. My laughs. Our late night convos and the day you told me you were in love with someone else. Now it’s gone. I gave it to you today, and thank you for liking it. The space where it sat left as empty as my heart was.

I’m just glad I’m not as affected anymore. I hated having to pretend. I was scared people were able to read right through me.

#growth #love from a distance #oh well #uh #gonebutnotforgotten

[whileweryoung]

So I am starting to move on. I had a realization that I didn’t know I needed and it opened my eyes in ways that I needed it to. In two months, I’ll be somewhere new. Somewhere, where some may not know me. The embarrassing things I’ve done won’t matter anymore. The thoughts that keep me up at night won’t matter because people I experienced it with might not be there anymore. To those who are afraid, it will all be okay at the end. I have yet to experience it but with high hopes, I put my feet forward with optimism.

#growing #college #school #growth #love from a distance #still life #living #with you

[whileweryoung]

Slowing but surely, I am getting over you. Thinking back, I don’t think I deserved you as much as you didn’t deserve me. Even if I badly wanted us to end up together. I can’t give you what I don’t have. Now, I think that was ok. You weren’t ready for me and deep inside I wasn’t for you either.

#growth #i have a crush #i love him #i will always love you #love from a distance #it was you #words i never said #words words words #goodbye #i think #not now