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whileweryoung · 10 days ago
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When forever isn’t enough
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whileweryoung · 17 days ago
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It’s weird how fast the days go by. One moment inseparable, but now it seems like we’ve met each other a couple days ago. Not stranger, neither acquaintances.
We great each other with a short ‘hello’ ask about our days and part. It reminded me of the leaves in the trees today. It dancing with the breeze every now and then. The following stillness felt calm but the breeze brought comfort. It felt like I was the only one wallowing in self-pity.
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whileweryoung · a month ago
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Had time for myself for a bit less than a month and took the time to study for exams. Overall, it was dreadful but it’s good that it’s all over now. Calculus is always a pain. I can finally watch Bridgerton and books I’ve put aside in peace🥲🥲
Then it’s back again to study,, finals have me weak.
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whileweryoung · a month ago
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This is weird now.
I kinda find my situation funny now. My gift for you had sat in my room for nearly 3 months. Before I realized I like you. It witnessed my breakdowns. My laughs. Our late night convos and the day you told me you were in love with someone else. Now it’s gone. I gave it to you today, and thank you for liking it. The space where it sat left as empty as my heart was.
I’m just glad I’m not as affected anymore. I hated having to pretend. I was scared people were able to read right through me.
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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So I am starting to move on. I had a realization that I didn’t know I needed and it opened my eyes in ways that I needed it to. In two months, I’ll be somewhere new. Somewhere, where some may not know me. The embarrassing things I’ve done won’t matter anymore. The thoughts that keep me up at night won’t matter because people I experienced it with might not be there anymore. To those who are afraid, it will all be okay at the end. I have yet to experience it but with high hopes, I put my feet forward with optimism.
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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Slowing but surely, I am getting over you. Thinking back, I don’t think I deserved you as much as you didn’t deserve me. I can’t give you want I don’t have. Now, I think that this is ok. You weren’t ready for me and deep inside I wasn’t for you either.
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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I told you I was happy, but I think that was the result of experiencing my lowest. Maybe I’m the same to as I was before. Am I truly happy or am just saying that because I’m feeling slightly more decent?
Maybe not today, but someday, when I’m older, I hope to look back at this account and laugh. I want to think back to when I met you. Who you are. How you made me feel. When I was your friend. When I loved you. And how I feel right now in this moment. Will I be sad? Happy? I want to see my growth as a young teen girl writing about her disposition for anyone to see. To be behind a screen without her friends knowing.
#whileweryoung
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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Now I long to be far from you, but close to you at the same times. Amidst these turmoils, my feelings for you strengthen. Why do I want what I cannot attain? Drawn to the unknown of you and me. Us. I can’t help myself.
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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Just for a moment I was happy. You were mine and I was yours. You and me. Us. This unspoken label was ours. It didn’t bother either of us because we knew that at the end of the day, we had each other’s back.
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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Playing pretend
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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Though not today, I wish to tell you my feelings out loud. To be able to say it with my chest. To be ready for what’s to come. To finally be in front of you. To say it with clarity. To be finally ready for you. To be what’s right for you. But I’m afraid. I was afraid. Now that I’m in the sidelines, I can truly see what actions were into play. Regret and wonder rush through my mind. What if.
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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back to square one
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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the whispers of yesterday’s conversations still linger in my heart. Was I that easy to let go of? I can never be mad at you. I want to hate you, but I can’t. With the fresh wounds of today, I still wish you the best. I wish we tried. I think we could have been.
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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I was enchanted to meet you, even if it was just for a moment
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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Distance makes the heart grow stronger.
Is this the same reason that the farther the distance between us, the stronger my heart long for you?
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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I love you
I love you
I love you
I l o v e y o u
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whileweryoung · 2 months ago
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I close my eyes to the thoughts of you, and are awoken by the greeting of a good day. Never thought that one day, those feelings you have for me would fade. I guess you never truly get what you want.
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