whispers2anemptywind

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Commenting on my weight loss just fuels me more.

#personal #text post #trigger warning #ana #eating disorder #ed #not pro ana just using tags #okay #June 2022

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Me, deciding to get back into restricting again: can’t wait to be a 💛💗❤️dainty✨💖🌸 fairy!!💞🦄🌷🌸💞 I don’t need to corrupt🚫🙅🏻‍♀️ my body with food✨🌷🌺 uwu

Me, remembering restricting=being exhausted an constipated 100% of the time:

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my brain: just put the food in your mouth. nobody cares about your weight.

my ed: stop! eating! you dumb bitch! everyone hates you! because you’re fat!

me:

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me for 3 years straight: “sorry i haven’t been myself lately”

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can tumblr just fucking realize that this is the only place where we can go when we’ve fucked up, binged, purged or starved. this is the ONLY place where people understand. most of us are not pro eating disorders, we just need one place where we feel normal. PLEASE DO NOT REPORT OUR BLOGS.

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me: *has an eating disorder for years*

me: *is still not even close to being thin*

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Person: Wow, two brownies?

Me, who’s barely eaten anything for a week:

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leg check//life sucks rn lmao

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- i wish

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not mine

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when i’m alone and my stomach growls:

vs.

when i’m with other people and my stomach growls:

✨reposting from my old blog that got terminated✨

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