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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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In

Two

Three

Four

Out

Two

Three

Four

Gasping breaths

Empty lungs

Breathe they scream

Nothing.

Choking sobs

Searing pain

Burning lungs

Breathe they scream.

Nothing.

Empty lungs,

Searing pain,

The floor rushes up to meet me

Breathe they scream.

Nothing.

- gasping for air that won’t come

#breathe #breathing #sobs #screams #not helping #poetsandwriters #young poets #poetscommunity #spilled poem #spilled poetry #spilled tears #spilled thoughts #enough

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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Back and forth

Bubbles of words floating from one to the other

Love emanating from each one.

Then a change,

Love to lust, forced lust.

I am left to wonder was it ever even love?

Then nothing.

Empty, echoing silence.

4 days of nothing.

It’s not love.

- seen

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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I deleted your pictures,

As of it could erase the memories.

I will never forget you.

What you did to me.

What you said to me.

How you treated me.

You are gone,

But your memories stay.

Who couldn’t they leave with you.

- memory delete

#in memoriam #down the memory lane #memories #pictures #forget #goodbye #took me long enough #enough #poetsandwriters #poetscommunity #poetry #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled truth #spilled tears

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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TW: r*pe/sexual ass**lt

In and out

Screams of pain

Begging, clawing, pleading

Was there ever a time when I wanted to cum?

Then nothing.

Numb, empty, nothing.

Just a canopy above me.

Slick things below me.

And a never ending, all consuming pain.

Was there ever a time when I wanted to cum?

**please note that I rarely post trigger warnings unless the topic or piece is one that I find too hard to stomach. Read all of my work at your own risk.**

#potentially triggering #i feel nothing #i have nothing to lose #painful #monsters #spilled tears #spilled truth #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #poetscommunity #poetry #enough #poetsandwriters #young poets #new poets society

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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I love you

Don’t get the wrong idea.

I miss you

Don’t get the wrong idea.

Tell me darling,

Is there a right idea?

Or is the plan to stab my heart and twist the knife?

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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You promised.

You loved me.

You put up with me.

You said it was hard to be with me,

But it was ok because you loved me.

You covered me in gasoline,

I mistook it for honey.

I let it consume me.

Then you lit me on fire

And laughed as I burned.

- gaslighting and love

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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A monster

You were a monster.

And the only way to kill a monster,

Is to cut off its head.

But you grew two more.

Just like your two faces.

#monsters #two face #spilled poem #spilled truth #spilled tears #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #poetsandwriters #poetscommunity #poetry #enough

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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Shatter me

Beat me

Ruin me

Ravish me

Break me

Leave me

It’s all a game to you isn’t it?

My heart is a toy.

My life is a game.

But I’ll never win.

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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Fuck you.

I trusted you.

I loved you.

I tore myself apart for you.

But it was never enough.

You took and took and took and took.

I had nothing left to give, but you still took.

And once I had nothing,

once I WAS nothing,

You broke me

And left the pieces.

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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Some days I am silent

The words just won’t come.

But I am still struggling.

Some days I am screaming

The words just won’t stop coming.

Is that the only time when I’m struggling?

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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Pure.

Pure white.

I was so pure.

Not a kiss had touched my lips

Not a hand had wandered past

But then there was you.

Dirty, rough, and calloused.

You made me see red.

How I loved it.

I thought I loved it.

But seeing and being are two different things.

You ruined me.

You stained my pure white soul, red.

And now I’m left with the mess you made.

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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Your hands ripped me apart

Shredding my innocence,

Leaving me to bleed.

My wrists weep blood.

It drips down down down,

Splattering the pristine white tile.

Just like my sheets.

The ones that lie in the ashes of the furnace.

#young poets #spilled poetry #poetsandwriters #poetscommunity #poets on tumblr #ashes #hands tw #you broke my soul #you broke my fucking heart #spilled tears #spilled truth #spilled words #broken #ruinedchildhood

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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No one wants a broken girl,

The one you left behind.

No one wants the pieces of me,

The ones you left behind.

No one wants this shredded soul.

The one you left behind.

No one wants this broken soul.

No one wants my shattered pieces.

No one wants this broken girl.

The one you left behind.

#lost souls #shatter #destroyed #save #i am so tired #you broke my soul #fuck you #you broke my trust #you broke my fucking heart #love sucks #you killed me #poetry #spilled ink #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #young poets #poetscommunity

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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introduction post:

A warning to all who pass this point:

My life isn’t pretty

My life isn’t fair

Each step is a struggle

Each breath is a war

But one line at a time,

I am healing.

I am broken and bruised.

I am ruined and lost.

But inch by inch, I am taking it back.

Each letter I trace,

Each line that I write,

Is growth.

And that, my dears,

Is enough.

Hello everyone! You can call me Hope. You are welcome to give me a nickname, I welcome the interpretation. My pronouns are she/they. This is a safe space for ALL! Please feel free to reach out to me for any reason, I promise I am quite nice! I know what it’s like to be alone and if you feel like you are alone please reach out to me. You are not alone.

This page is my diary and each poem is a part of me. The name for the set of poems is called Enough. I have trauma that I cannot unravel alone so I let the pen move across the paper. Each poem is another tiny knot untied. Please know that I do not sugarcoat my writing. I do not wish to cover up my trauma. That is not my intention here. My intention is to grow and heal by owning my trauma. Welcome to my safe space and thank you for reading and being a part of my journey!

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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Sleep is my only escape

But I lie awake

Staring at the ceiling

Please let me escape

#i just want to sleep #sleep #escape #escapism #writing #excerpt from a story i'll never write #write to heal #sick and tired #tired #too tired #poetsandwriters #poets on tumblr #poetscommunity #poetry #spilled truth #spilled tears #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #enough

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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You are still gone

But I feel you here.

I feel your hands in my hair

I f eel your blade on my skin

I want to feel nothing

Why can’t I feel nothing?

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will-it-be-en0ugh · 3 years

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What lies at the end of my story?

Will there be an epilogue

Or will it be blank page?

Will I be a friend,

Or will I be a foe?

Does it end with a happily ever after

Or a terrible death?

Each day,

Another page.

Each year,

Another chapter.

I can’t tell you when it will end

Or how my story plays out,

But I will keep writing

Line after line

Until the pen falls from my hand

And there’s nothing left to write

And no one left to write it.

- Will anyone finish my story?

#writing #storytelling #my story #poetscommunity #poetry #spilled truth #spilled tears #spilled poetry #spilled thoughts #write to me #write to heal #excerpt from a book i'll never write #excerpt from a story i'll never write #enough

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