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Aw gee, I'm not supposed to log in, but my phone suddenly informed me I have mail and I'm surprised to see Ko-fi notifications and some messeges. Umm,

AAAA THANK YOU! Thank you so much. I don't know why you guys are too kind to me! Thank you thank you, this is great help!

I don't like asking for anything, especially how I've done nothing of good quality or substantial for a long time, hence I feel so overwhelmed of the sudden Ko-fi notifications.

Aaa, I don't know what else I can do to show gratitude other than acknowledging you people's generosity and support. At the very least I'll ensure your donations are put to good use in relation to art. I won't use your donations for anything else other than to speed up getting a new PC that can run CSP smoothly.

I fully intend to hustle for everything I need back. I've been keeping myself busy looking for jobs and preparing requirements for the past few days. Your donations however reduced a chunk of the estimated time of work to save up enough for a decent build. I can't stress enough, I am very grateful!

My friends, you are too kind. I'm just an internet stranger drawing weird shit. This much good things scares me. I want to give something back of at least equal value but I don't know what that would be.

Thank you thank you thank you, I can't stop saying it. THANK YOU.

#shit you guys are too kind #I see you all in the replies in my last post and I want to thank every last one of you #WHY ARE YOU SO NICE TO ME? I DON'T DESERVE THIS. #I'm so pumped. I want to draw. I want to keep drawing. I want to draw forever.

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I'm sorry that it took me so long to say anything. I have not opened tumblr for a long time, and I won't open it again for another long while after this.

I'm terribly sorry that things turned out this way. A lot of horrible things happened, almost in a conga line that somehow prevented me from sketching and inking, physically and mentally for the past 50+ days.

Besides clothes and my phone, I currently have nothing else. I am disowned, and was forced to give up almost all my stuff to them, including my college funds. They were willing to physically threaten me. I'm broke as a joke.

That means I don't have a PC to draw, write code or play games with. That also means I lost all of my files. Drafts and sketches are erased. A lot of progress lost. I'm a dumbass for not using cloud, but hey I never thought they'd dispose of me like this so suddenly. Kind of glad, actually. Kind of happy I'm not with them anymore. I'm surprised I'm not as depressed and insane as I thought I'd be.

I'm fortunate to be partially adopted. At least I won't be living in the streets. But getting another decent PC and a drawing tablet is gonna take a while, especially in this shitty economy. Not that I'm in a hurry. I'm most likely forgotten and believed to be dead.

I suppose this is where my comic hobby ends. I'll just go back to being my old lurker self. However, I still love art, and I still love my little world. I'm just incapable of doing any digital drawing. I'm incapable of being Wilt for the time being.

Ahaha, it's as if my AU is cursed. I was so excited, and then it's gone. Literally. I'm terribly disappointed in myself. I'm really, really sorry I couldn't deliver. I feel really guilty, but no use crying about it now.

I still want to draw chapters. I don't care if I or the AU is forgotten. I don't care if SU as a whole is no longer a thing. I want to draw it for myself. I must be a lunatic to be clinging to a fictional world.

In the meantime I'll keep myself busy, learn a different skill, actually do something productive and slowly work my way back to my old setup. It's not as bad as it sounds. It's like I'm forced to pay attention to other things in life other than a story in my head.

Unfollow both my blogs if you wish. It's been a lot of fun. I've met good friends here. Maybe I'll draw again with a different name... Nah. I'm not giving my name up. I'll always be wiltingPierrot.

Thank you for everything. Goodbye for now.

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I forgot to say I'm taking this week off. I'll resume sketching and inking by Sunday. My head feels like it's gonna explode. My fault, really.

I planned long ago to give myself a single rest week per month. By Sunday I'll consider December's rest used up.

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INKSPILL AU:

“Harsh Lessons” - Part 1

<<Prev. Chapter || Cover || Part 1 ||

#InkSpillAU #my art

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INKSPILL AU:

“Harsh Lessons” - Cover

<<Prev. Chapter || Cover || Part 1 ||

#InkSpillAU #my art

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INKSPILL AU:

“First Hunts” Part 3 (Part 1, Part 2)

#InkSpillAU #my art

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INKSPILL AU:

“First Hunts” Part 2 (Part 1, Part 3)

#InkSpillAU #my art

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INKSPILL AU:

“First Hunts” Part 1

#InkSpillAU #my art

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INKSPILL AU:

“Ready or Not” Part 2 (Part 1)

#InkSpillAU #my art

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INKSPILL AU: “Ready or Not” Part 1 (Part 2)

#InkSpillAU #my art

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Warning: Language and Mature Themes.

Audio from  Best Friends Song - Stephen Lynch

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Spinel the Rock N’ Roll Clown

Audio from Metalocalypse.

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So here’s the plan. October 17 is just a few hours away for me, but I’ll post the first chapter on my sideblog in the morning. It’ll still be October 16 to some of you but that hardly matters. 

In the meantime, I’ll reblog my two very first “contributions” to this fandom.

#I only planned to be a shitposter #and now I am still a shitposter lol #ahh how time flies

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Soon.

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Spinel and Inky

#InkSpill AU #su spinel #spinel #my art #naww comics are gonna be monochrome like manga #colored comics are torture

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October 17, 2020

#InkSpill AU #su spinel #spinel #my art

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Oh, I remember this.

Hmmmmm….

#I love this #crona!spinel reblog