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HAMLET HAS BEEN DEAD FOR 420 SLUTTY, SLUTTY YEARS

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me holding a gun to a mushroom: tell me the name of god you fungal piece of shit

mushroom: can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters

me cocking the gun, tears streaming down my face: I’M NOT FUCKING SCARED OF YOU

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I love my mutuals so much they are willing to put up with all the shit I post here and they still follow me

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Ggoooodddd me when dean had to raise Sam because his dad wasn't versus my mom excitedly coming to tell me my sister had called me her second mom like our mom wasn't right there

#i understand yooouuuuu babyeeeee #it makes me sick tho #nightjay blogging #can i be dean winchester coded ^_^ as a little treat ^_^

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Knowing the characters I latch onto someone figure out the connection between them

#ref to prev tags #the connection in my heart is mommy issues <3 #is it cannonically applicable to all? no. do i care? no <3 #nightjay blogging

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Knowing the characters I latch onto someone figure out the connection between them

#ex: jane prentiss. ethan winters and karl heisenberg. dean winchester. eddie brock. geralt of rivia. #hm. mutations and or possesed and or controlled by something other than themself #guys GUYS THIS IS SOMETHING AND IDK WHAT IT MEANS OR HOW TO FEEL #ah. #🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ anyways uhmm #post cancelled 🧍‍♂️ #nightjay blogging

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Is anyone else obsessed with Jane prentiss or just me

#i wish we saw mooorrreeee of her #she is. queer. to me #i understand her. and she liked WOMEN #why does jon know HERRR BEFORE ???? by name ??? #i think about her often... #need to draw her and dahlia more #nightjay blogging

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if i am evil. i create character A, who indulges often. always eating, always fucking. but time and time again reveal that he is not hungry. he is not lustful. he performs hunger and doesnt truly feel it. he performs sexuality and doesnt truly feel it. and for fifteen years he performs indulgence into desire he doesnt feel. i create character B, who does not indulge. never eating, never fucking. but time and time again reveal that he IS hungry. he is lustful. he denies hunger but feels it deeply. he denies sexuality but feels it deeply. and for fifteen years he refuses to indulge in the desire he feels. and then. in the final season. allow character A to finally desire something. allow character B to confess his desire. and then kill them both before either is able to really indulge in something they truly desire. if i am evil. i do this.

#read this as wow this is so destiel coded and then i was right

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i love when sibling characters are fucked up from the same event but in opposite ways

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Ok you guys didn't know about muttonbusting so now- do you know about fire ant rafts?

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I love my mutuals so much they are willing to put up with all the shit I post here and they still follow me

#<3333 #nightjay blogging

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Writing my own finale changing as little as possible uhmmmm dean would still die ig but why is there nobody at his funeral he has friends and family ???? Sam wouldn't not invite them and they would show up. Weird as hell. The heaven thing is fine ig uhhh except they alluded to cas being there and then. Never reunited. Kinda fucked up, let's do that cas would immediately show up for dean idc. Show more than just him driving around ???? Deans whole thing is family dude just ??? Show him reuniting with ppl ???? Whatever. Uhmmmmm is it just me? Sam would *not* do that whole thing he's too weirdgirl I love him he's silly he would not settle down and have a family it never works out for him idc. Also trying to make him look old was. Not good. You spray painted his hair grey and thatttt was it? He's allowed to have wrinkles and scars and stuff ??? The hospice bed thing was also weird to me but idk. Also I feel like he'd have more ppl around him.

Anyway spn is silly I don't agree with most of the finale I don't think it fit the characters but whatever it's just a show it really doesn't matter

#literally just my thoughts they do not matter at all #nightjay blogging

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tbh i didnt know you were supposed to be jerking off while you look at porn

#10/10 post #also appreciate everyone tagging light yagami

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Anyway spn is silly I don't agree with most of the finale I don't think it fit the characters but whatever it's just a show it really doesn't matter

#lmao #nightjay blogging

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You know what they didn't show in heaven? All of deans boyfriends fighting over him

This is soooo fucked up my boys :((((

#cas is ??? #bennys in purgatory #uhhh the deputy or wtv is supposedly here ??? #who else. crowley is in hell ig. #idk. #long post #spn finale lb

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Mmmmm yeah idk if Sam would do this

This is soooo fucked up my boys :((((

#is it just me 🧍‍♂️ #did he ever really want kids #he kept wanting to settle down ig but like. did he rlly #long post #spn finale lb