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Hey guys! I’m a clown and never finished this story from 4 YEARS AGO 🤡

Should I finish it?

Don’t Let Me Go Pt. VI

This was another collab with the wonderful @kitty3147!

Chapters: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7

Genre: Angst

Characters: YouxJimin

Warnings: Some cussing???

Gif not mine. Credit to original owner

You didn’t want to go home. You couldn’t go back there; you couldn’t look Haneul in the eyes and lie to him anymore, couldn’t lie to him or yourself about your feelings anymore. It was eating you up from the inside out until there was nothing left of you, who you used to be.

Fatigue finally overcame your body after endlessly driving in circles for the past two hours, and you decided that it was time to go back and face what you’ve been fearing since the beginning.

You got your keys into the door and unlocked it as quietly as you possibly could, sneaking inside only to find Haneul at the door waiting for you, arms crossed over his chest and leaning against the rack on the opposite wall, bags under his eyes, black hair falling onto his forehead. Your scrunched face completely dropped in shock and defeat.

You opened your mouth to make up an excuse for you absence only for him to cut you off completely, “I don’t want to hear it, Y/N.” He said, an annoyed tone leaking through his breath. “Do you think I’m stupid? Do you think I don’t know what you were doing? Who you were doing?” His voice had not a single trace of emotion, concern, fear, worry, relief, nothing. His expression perfectly matched with his tone. There was absolutely nothing present in his eyes as he stared through you. You couldn’t tell what he was feeling, if he was feeling anything at all. “I’m done with your mind games, Y/N. You need to decide: Me or Him.”

This was it; you had nowhere to run, and the only people you could hide behind were forcing you to make a decision.

You stood there for a moment, completely frozen before you began to speak, “Haneul… I love you so much. I really do. You and Jae mean so much to me. But Jimin-”

“But you love Jimin more.”

“I know it seems ridiculous…” you let out an exasperated sigh and rubbed your face roughly with your hands

“Seems ridiculous? No, it is ridiculous! Do you not remember that he abandoned you? Do you not remember how he hurt you? He acts like a child! Is that wh-”

“So do you…”

“Excuse me?”

“Do you not remember what you did to me? Confiscated my phone like I was your child, not allowing me to leave the house or talk to my family! And why? Because you were afraid of the inevitable?”

“At least I was there for you! At least I took care of you while he was off taking care of some other-”

“Don’t!”

“What?! Afraid to hear the truth? Because that’s what it is: the truth! Better learn to accept it because it’s going to become your reality pretty damn soon! You think that just because you’re running back to him that everything is going to be peachy? That he’s not going to continue doing what he’s always done? That he won’t run away again?”

“He won’t!”

“And if he does? Who are you going to turn to then? I’m not going to be here for you, Y/N. I can’t go through this again”

“He won’t…”

“Yeah… Believe what you want. Do what you want. But- but don’t expect me to catch you when you fall.” Things have settled now. No more screaming; no more yelling

He knew he had to let you do this, no matter how much he argued or disagreed, he couldn’t stop you.

His head hung low and he took in a deep breath as he looked up at you, tear filled eyes. He chuckled as the tears fell. He pulled you close, holding you as tight as he could. “I don’t hate you, Y/N, never could. I hate him for taking you away from me. But I love you; I love you so much. I have to let you go.” You held onto as tightly as you possibly could as you cried into each other’s shoulders.

“I’m so sorry,” He said, pulling back from you and wiping your tears away with the pad of his thumb, “for everything.” And with that, he released you from his embrace and his life.

Haneul helped you pack up all of your belongings, trying to get as much as possible into the one suitcase you had. He knew seeing you come back again to get your things after this would only hurt him more, so he smashed everything down with his body weight, cramming everything he saw into it.

You dragged yourself off of the floor, making your way to Jae’s room. You had to say goodbye to him and you couldn’t think of a better time to do it. You didn’t believe he would let you see him again. You snuck into his room slowly, trying to make as little noise as possible, not wanting Haneul to know you were in here. He was already sleeping, as expected. You made your way over to the bed, bending down on one knee to get a better look at his face. You rubbed his hair slightly, hoping to wake him up enough to say goodbye. His eyes cracked open and he saw you towering over him. He grumbled from exhaustion and you started to tear up at the sound, the sound you would probably never hear again.

“I have to leave now, baby…”

“Where are you going?”

“Away to live with someone else for awhile”

“Why?..” He asked as he started to softly cry

“I- I don’t know, baby… but I’ll try to come back as often as I can.”

“Promise?”

“I promise, Jae. I promise.”

“Okay~” sniffles coming from both of you now

“I love you, baby.”

“I love you, too.”

Eventually, you heard a car pull into your driveway. Knowing it was Jimin, you and Haneul both stared at each other, ready to say your goodbyes. As you stared at him, you saw the anger in his eyes grow until even you knew he saw nothing but red. He stood up and made his way past you to the front door, almost sprinting out of it. There, he saw Jimin waiting outside of his car, his back leaned against the door and a leg bent back to support himself. He couldn’t hold himself back any longer and he walked out of the house, screaming at the top of his lungs. You followed after him as fast as you could, leaving the door open behind you.

“You fucking bastard!” Haneul started, “How could you do this?” Jimin seemed to be in a bit of shock first but quickly resumed to his blank stare as he looked through him and at you, motioning his fingers over to the car. You didn’t know what to do; you didn’t want to get in the middle of a fight, not in your condition. “You’re taking her away from us,” Haneul sobbed before throwing a punch in Jimin’s direction, knocking him down to the concrete. Why wasn’t Jimin saying anything, fighting back? “You bastard!” he sobbed kneeling to the floor.

“Baby, let’s go.” Jimin said as he got up from the floor, walking toward you to carry your things to the car.

“You don’t get to call her that!” Haneul yelled, getting up from his kneeling position, “You don’t get to call her that” he said again in a low voice, clenching his fists until his knuckles turned white.

You didn’t even notice Jae running towards them until Jimin and Haneul started throwing punches again and you heard Haneul scream his name. He must’ve run out of the open door when he heard the yelling and got caught up in the fight between the boys.

“Jae…” Haneul whispered quietly. “JAE!” He now shouted.

You moved as quickly as you could over to the seemingly dead boy lying on the floor. You tried your best to lean down and scoop him up in your arms. You could see blood gushing from the back of his head and onto the ground as you lifted his body.

“HOSPITAL!” you yelled at anyone that would listen.

Haneul quickly pulled out his phone and dialed emergency services as fast as possible fumbling over the buttons on the screen. You saw Jimin stumble back, a shocked expression glued to his face, as his skin turned pale.

“I hope you two are fucking happy with yourselves.” you said, your voice harsh, carrying the lifeless boy to the backseat of the car. Jimin drove with Haneul in the passenger seat and you in the back trying to soak up some of the blood. You met the ambulance halfway to the hospital and you all piled out of the car to make sure the boy got into the back of the ambulance safely. Haneul got in with him and drove away, sirens blaring. You and Jimin met them both at the hospital to make sure everything was okay before you left.

“Okay, we’ve stitched the wound, and ran all the tests we possibly could and he should be just fine. You can take him home tomorrow. I’ll leave you alone with him.” The doctor explained before abruptly leaving the room. Haneul refused to say a word, instead he sat in a chair in the corner of the room, his head in his hands. Jimin was out in the waiting room as he wasn’t family. You didn’t know whether to stay with Haneul. Were you family?

You started to walk towards Haneul, hand outreached for him, but instead he waved you off, “Go,” he finally said through small cries, “Just go away.” You felt your stomach drop and your heartache as you hung your head low and made your way to the door, looking back at them for the last time.

Jimin was pacing around the waiting room, hair a mess and eyes filled with worry. He was hoping for good news. He saw you walking from the room and just stared worriedly back at you. You walked up to him and gave him a small, teary smile, telling him that Jae would be okay and that you could both go. He gave a small smile back, pulling you into a hug, but you quickly pulled away.

“Why can’t you both just be civilized? This all happened because you can stand being near each other… because of me.” You were too angry to cry, but you did anyway, letting out silent cries and sniffles.

“I- I’m sorry… I didn’t see him there. I swear. If I did, I wouldn’t have done… that.”

At that moment, Haneul walked out of Jae’s room and came towards you both, fire in his eyes. He stretched his arm out in front of him, urging for Jimin to take it; he took it without any hesitation, shaking it slightly before letting it go.

“You’re a waste of my time, and I have no energy to fight anymore. I blame myself for what happened, but don’t think you’re not equally as guilty.” He said leaning into Jimin’s ear. “Get the fuck out of my sight. I don’t ever want to see your face again.” Haneul spat out and walked back off to Jae’s room, giving you a weak smile on his way out. “Goodbye, Haneul.” you said gently. “Goodbye, Y/N.” he replied and carried on walking.

A/N: Ahhh… I know it’s been a long time since I put a new chapter out, but I hope you like it! There’s only one part left! Please, please, pleeeeeaasee give me some feedback and tell me how you liked it or if you didn’t! Thanks so much!

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winterites · 6 years

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Net Neutrality in Fandoms

I see people making posts about what will happen if net neutrality is killed, and I wanted to add to that by showing how the fandom side of the internet would be affected.

You’ll have to pay extra to catch up to your favorite shows. The usage of streaming services such as Netflix and Hulu will require fees.

The usage of Tumblr will require extra fees. It’ll make it harder for fans to connect with each other.

Fanfiction writers like me won’t be able to post our work without paying. That means that we can’t read others’ work either.

You want to stay tuned in to what your favorite celebrity is doing online? Sorry, you’ll have to pay.

If the bill to take away Net Neutrality passes on December 14, you’ll have to pay to stay in contact with all the friends you’ve met online through your fandoms.

If you’re not able to afford increasing rates, you’ll be cut off from everything you love about books, tv shows, movies, and more.

That’s why I’m urging you to take action. If you are part of a fandom on here, we need to join forces with each other and advance as a family to fight this. This sounds super cheesy, but I don’t care of you’re a Superwholockian, a Potterhead, a Star Wars fan, a Star Trek fan - we need to put our differences aside and fight for the right to keep enjoying what we enjoy.

Hell, if you’re not in a fandom, fight for your own rights to the internet, to this unique website.

If you can’t help out, signal boost this and spread it everywhere.

I’ve also reached out to Misha Collins on Instagram, providing him with information and asking him if he can help spread the word. It seems futile, but we need all the help we can get. If you feel comfortable with it, try talking to your favorite famous people to ask them to help spread the word as well.

Ways to help:

This is a link to a petition. The goal is 300,000 signatures and we are nearly there. International users, you can help here too!

We only need to convince one of the three people below to change their vote to ‘No.’ Be smart, formal, and respectful in your emails. If we are rude, we’re no better than them. Check out the net neutrality tag on the explore page to find letter templates that people have put up.

Ajit Pai - [email protected]

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You can also text “RESIST” to 50409, which is a bot that will help you fax a letter to your senators. Remember: smart, formal, and respectful.

Thank you.

Remember:

We have until December 14.

Tagging some people to help signal boost:

@happihufflepuff @sorryimawkwardandstuff @tacklesackles @lonelyangelstardis @grellaofasguard @blubunn @assbutt-still-in-hell @askcastielangelofthelord @celestialangelcastiel

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