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The Precipitate of Madness

I never understood what madness really felt.

Maybe I’ve experienced it, but I never once or rather I can’t really recall.

That’s just my biological instinct, my brain, trying to protect me.

The brain is wired for us to take easy routes or minimize pain, physical or emotional or etc.

I’m writing this now cause I don’t know how to express it, but I feel like I’m going insane.

Why is that?

I’ll try to describe it:

My mind is a bit fuzzy. Like there’s no thought there, a wall is there preventing me from access. Barring me from my own thoughts.

I can’t think or rather access my ‘thoughts’. I’m only writing what I’m currently thinking right now. Though this is contradictory, yes? It’s hard to explain.

It’s like there’s nothing there because I’ve been barred from access to my own thoughts. So, I am currently thinking while typing in order to fill up the silence.

I think that’s it.

Silence.

That’s madness.

Not the silence of the room, but too much silence from your thoughts.

I feel fatigue, mentally.

My brain is trying to rest itself, but it’s also on alert.

My eyes unblinking as I fix my face in one direction while constantly looking side to side like I’m surveying my surroundings. 

What’s going on?

It’s like my rain feels weightless. Not touching even my head, but just floating inside of it, of the ground. I hear beats. I don’t think they’re heartbeats, but beats from my brain.

Maybe if I rest it might go away.

Please help.

I don’t know.

I’m only typing what ‘I’ am thinking to fill in the silence. My brain is barring from the other thoughts that roam in my head.

I shook my head and blinked.

My brain feels weightless, not my head, my brain. 

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Dude, I remember this, it was so funny.

Actually one of the main foundations and inspiration for my stories. I tried to imagine all the manga, manhwa, anime, fanfiction, etc meeting like this and having fun.

So, don’t know if the creator will ever see this, but I want to thank maxladcomics for creating this comic. Because this was one of the main inspirations for the stories I’m making. It all started with a party and expanded into something to do with the multiverse. 

I was always intrigue in the interactions of characters from other worlds (anime, manhwa, manga, fanfiction, novels, etc), cause I want to see the mess and adventures they would have.

I was trying to find this comic cause I love it so much.

Undertale pretty much was the main inspiration of my stories, especially the Undertale AUs

I DON’T THINK THAT COUNTS AS A DRESS BOSS.

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#undertale

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How Visions are born: 2 ideals into one

Tsubaki in the Thawing Snow. (Spoilers for Ayaka)

That trailer got me thinking.

When I saw how Ayaka got her vision through that video, it got me thinking.

What if it’s 2 ideals that make a vision: 1 ideal must be from their homeland and another could be anything.

Evidence:

“Something stirs within me, perhaps an echo of a fond dream. But there it stays, day after day”

Ayaka was thinking about her mother whilst dueling with her brother.

The Cryo archon’s ideal is love while the Electro archon’s ideal is eternity.

What she said encompasses not only love but also eternity/transience. Her love for her family and she cements the memory of her mother playing with her forever, her love for her brother as she wants share the burden with him.

Maybe this is how visions are born.

I think if we try to analyze a lot of characters this might be the case.

#genshin #genshin impact #ayaka #spoiler #tsubaki of thawing snow #visions #archon #eternity #cryo archon #cryo vision #electro

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Subject File XXXX [Message received from ♡}•¿°<]

"I would like to ask the same question, but I guess it's kind of my fault? If I had known they were in there I would've escorted you out of there.

It looks like we might get caught after all...umm...oops. I'll try to talk to them. Hopefully they'll understand." -------------------------------

"If you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you"-quote from Friedrich Nietzsche

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I did a redraw of the Bathtub creature. I like this one more, so I'll delete the old one. When I say redraw, I mean I used photoshop to make it look like a futuristic tablet. That was the same case with the Who’s There? Case file.

These drawing and character belong to me, because you’ll either guess who this is or you’ll be shock by who this is. They’re very precious to me, because they are a part of me.

Don’t steal, characters belong to wolfdrago8

#Aequalis Series #Aequalis Lore #Stories of Aequalis #wolfdrago8 #wolfdrago8characters #my ocs are my children #case file #my ocs are my babies #drawing #mystery

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“Who’s There?”

Subject File XXXXX

[Message received from **@&!%]

“Looks like you’ll need higher clearance...so sorry for that. Be sure to stick around though...once everything is revealed, you’ll be allowed to walk around our world.

P.S don’t get caught. It was already a hassle to get that video from that Submarine”

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“In a faraway realm, isolated from everything, there was a floating island. However, this was no ordinary floating island, nor was it an ordinary realm”

-Excerpt taken from Aequalis Legends.

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I did a redraw of the Who's There creature. I like this one more, so I'll delete the old one.

These drawing and character belong to me, because you’ll either guess who this is or you’ll be shock by who this is. They’re very precious to me, because they are a part of me.

Don’t steal, characters belong to wolfdrago8

#Aequalis Series #Aequalis Lore #Stories of Aequalis #wolfdrago8 #wolfdrago8characters #case file #my ocs are my children #my ocs are my babies #drawing

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Writing Prompt

As you know, the Voice Actors (VA’s) of Genshin Impact play Among Us, and someone made an animation of Zach (VA of Aether) and Sarah (VA of Lumine) bickering like siblings. The animation is by Shmolo. 

Someone in the comments of that animation, their username is Annie from the Aether and Lumine VA bickering like siblings in among us animation by Shmolo, stated that: “Someone needs to write a fanfic about this!!! As in Aether and Lumine always pick opposite sides in a conflict at every world they visit just so they can have fun. Sometimes they “kill” each other but because they’re immortal, they act like it’s not a big deal and so they bicker in front of everyone like this and the other characters are between horrified and confused”.

I haven’t contacted that person about it, but the idea was in my head of how it would play out. Who you imagine one of the twins being from another side of conflict is up to you.

These VA’s really do fight like siblings, and that’s why I love these VA’s.

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In all the worlds they’ve travelled through, the twins had the tendency to pick one side of each conflict that happens in order to satiate our boredom of their long eternal life. It was the same in Teyvat, but after seeing their sibling taken away, the other sibling was uncertain for a moment until they appeared again. That’s when they knew that the fun had only begun.

Alongside their travels throughout other worlds, they met a few people who too travel to other worlds, and she so happened to caught wind of a certain conflict going on.

“Hi” She appeared the two opposing parties watching in shock and horror in the twins bickering, “I was told that Aether and Lumine are fighting”.

It didn’t take long for Kismat to see what the conflict was about with the prominent stabbed marks on the Twin’s body.

“So Aether told his friends that in the dictionary,” Lumine came up to Kismat first, in which both parties finally took notice of her, and started to explain to Kismat her side of the story “next to the definition of satan is my picture”

“wha-” Kismat didn’t expect that

“and so…”

“I’m not speaking any false-anything false it’s the truth” Aether defended himself whilst also coming up to Kismat. The only thing Kismat could say nervously was

“wow”

“I basically murdered him like once”. There was a moment of silence as both parties looked at Lumine in disbelief while Aether seemed to twitch in anger in the memory of being murdered more than ONCE.

“Lumine’s been-Lumine killed me like 4 times in a row! Backstabbed me” Aether exploded ready to possibly ‘kill’ her sister whilst his party holds him back “Four times in a row!”

“And he turned around and killed me, and uhh…so I feel like we’re even”

“We are not even yet!” Aether’s allies held him back as he attempted to murder his sister once again “I-oh-I got to kill you at least 2 more times and then maybe…”

“You two better stop fighting or I’ll turn this car around right now, I swear” Kismat’s joke caused the twins to laugh, especially Lumine.

“But Dad” Aether said in childlike voice, “are we there yet?”

The Twins couldn’t help but laugh at the joke and Lumine started to heal Aether again.

“I only killed like one time”

“That is the biggest lie I have ever heard in my entire life”

“Oh my goodness gracious” one of the Twins’ ally started, “Lumine you killed him like 3 times”

“At least three, probably four” Aether stated

“Okay Okay Okay Okay BUT the third time doesn’t count” Lumine started off, “because I-I felt guilty, I felt so guilty that I was like saying to my friends that ‘I feel bad that I-I-I-I killed Aether and it was relatively early’. I was like I feel so bad and I’m not going to kill Aether next time and then he told his friends that I am satan and then so I was like ‘well…now it’s over. This is war…”

“And I was right” The Twins started to bicker again whilst Kismat explained what was going to the conflicting parties.

“Yeah, you see Aether and Lumine always pick opposite sides in a conflict at every world they visit just so they can have fun. Sometimes they “kill” each other but because they’re immortal, they act like it’s not a big deal. I’m sorry you had to see them being repeatedly killed over and over again”

#genshin impact #genshin aether #aether #genshin lumine #lumine #fanfic #genshin fanfic

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We must find ourselves amongst the sea of masses

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DEMO RELEASE

𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐁𝐘𝐒𝐒.

What was supposed to be a simple job has spiraled into something far greater than you. After receiving a strange, gut-wrenching message from your brother, you embark on a journey through space on an old ship, alongside wanted criminals. Somehow, in an attempt to save your brother, you become entangled in a heist bigger than the galaxy has ever seen.

But not everything is as it seems, and it looks like you may have accidentally started a revolution.

Customizable MC (play as a female, male, non-binary or trans, choose your appearance, craft your personality and hone your skills)

Save your brother (or at least try to save him)

Fall in love with one of the four unique RO’s, two of them with customizable gender

Rob the rich

Overthrow a government or two

Attend a Alice in Wonderland themed party

Found family trope, because who doesn’t love that?

Adopt an alien pet – a space dog, bird or a rat

And remember, arson is okay

The demo is finally here! 

PLAY DEMO FORUM

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I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who liked dinosaurs when they were a kid. I bought any dinosaur related books or documentaries because I found them fascinating. 

This drawing is redraw of another childhood drawing. Originally Spinosaurus, T-Rex, and the Pterodactyl were supposed to coming out of the forest, but my brain had other ideas of them coming out. They also had dialogue whilst talking, but I kind of forgot to add it.

The story/dialogue was:

“Those humans took our home!”

“They will pay for this dearly...”

“Destroy the humans!”

Yeah...I was a bit more on the revenge side of things. It was dialogue along those lines. Basically, all the dinosaurs teamed up to reclaimed their home from the humans, because originally this was their home and humans took it from them.

I actually remember my parents asking me what the drawing was about and how they were very quiet when I answered them. I think they were mad (?) or probably mad mixed with concerned? I don’t know. My perspective of my parents was a bit distorted when I was a child.

...Realizing my hate for humans might’ve appeared earlier in my childhood than during my depression. Either that or that I kind of like villains when I was child. For once, I want the villain to win and not some pretentious wannabe hero.

#dinosaur #spinosaurus #pterodactyl #t-rex #allosaurus #drawing #my oc

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THIS. THIS is what I want to talk about!

I can never get over the fact when the abyss mage said  “When your homeland returns to this world, we shall revel in its glory”.

What do they mean by homeland? Their origins must play an important role in this.

I think they might be not human because if you look at the Traveler’s Vision thing they state “ You, for your part, can never receive a Vision, for an alien lifeform does not belong... “.

Who are you, Travelers?!

I’m starting to think the Fire Moth theory might be true. I’m not sure. Just AAAGGGHHHH!

This game makes me want to play all day because of the story!

I love an interesting and mysterious backstory of the MC. Just AAAGGGGHH!

Warning: Long theory talk. Another thing that might contribute to the twins not exactly being human is that the other twin depending on who you picked but for the sake of simplicity I will follow canon and say Lumine, becomes the leader of the Abyss order between the time gap from getting abducted to the main story. The Abyss order is stated and is shown several times to hate humanity, so why would they follow Lumine and see her as a leader? An answer to this may link back to their home world because the abyss mage that talks to Lumine when it’s revealed that she’s bad is “When your homeland returns to this world, we shall revel in its glory”. This implies to me that there’s something very special about Aether and Lumine’s home world because it not only seems to have caught the interest of the Abyss order but Aether and Lumine left that world which had to have been for a reason that we do not know yet. There’s a level of emphasis on the fact that Aether is an outlander whether it be from being known as a traveler or being placed pretty outside of society despite how friendly everyone is that leads me to believe that the world of Aether and Lumine’s origins will play a part in the story. Or I could be completely wrong and overcomplicating stuff idk lmao thanks for reading to the end

Welcome to the theory side of fandom, how far are ya willing to overthink?

For real though, I think that’s what kinda was the jump-off point for me to why the twins aren’t at least fully human.  Why would an orginazation dedicated to hating humanity willingly follow a human? 

I personally think that this is because of age/passage of time. In the traveler’s story, the emphasis placed on them being an outsider vs the traveler’s sibling having connnections with the homeland could be explained with the ‘theory’ that the sibling fell into Khaenri'ah.  We know that there was at least 200 years between the twins coming to Teyvat and the traveler awakening.  If the Sibling has been around for like 200 - 500 years, leading the Abyss order, then it could be possible that the sibling is assumed by low ranking members like the mages that they come from Khaenri’ah, if that’s their first apperence there other then the calamity.

anyways yeah that’s my thoughts on the matter lmao

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When I was little, I used to draw a lot of monsters. Mind you, not the friendly ones you expect kids to draw but disturbing ones. I don't have the drawing that I made when I was a child, but I do vividly remember what it looked like, because it would be the first drawing I drew as a child that had blood in it. My parents probably threw it out. I remember how it would be interesting if bats could hunt the fish in sea. I remember drawing the terrified gazes of those fishes as they saw the dead bodies of their families floating in front of them. They watched from underneath the surface of the swarm of bats devouring and tearing their friends and family one by one. I remember the blood dripping from their fangs. I was in an art slump for a while so I decided to redraw old drawings from my childhood. There are more drawings from my childhood I can recall. The childhood monster is one such example. ...Yeah, let's just say I was terrified of monsters and search up monsters using the internet (back then you have to use a USB I think for the internet). Let's just say I was immensely terrified of those pictures, but oddly enough I find them fascinating. I was/still am a messed up kid, alright? Blame the nightmares that I got from my childhood. Not once did I get a dream, only nightmares. Now I've normalized myself with nightmares. Other stuff happened with my childhood but this message is getting too long

#art #drawing #bats #fish #ocean #redraw

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Day 6 of Pride Month interviews! Up next we’ve got the wonderful Nyehilism!

Nyehilism, author of Sentinel

Pride Month Featured Author

You’re frozen, unable to move as you meet bloodshot eyes.

You can’t breathe, can’t think. There’s an awful familiarity, and for just a moment, you feel like you’re looking in a mirror, your warped reflection snarling back at you.

Then there’s a crack, loud enough to break the spell, and the monster s c r e a m s.

A brutal murder rocks the balance of your life. An old friend is lying to you, and a stranger knows more than he’s telling. You dream of people and places you’ve never seen, of flowers and buildings and vast strange skies - and during the day, you’re hunted by a creature like nothing you’ve seen before. We all have demons, but you hadn’t expected yours to follow you through death.

Your past has caught up with you, and it has teeth.

Demo: Sentinel, Project Hadea

Tags for Sentinel: urban fantasy, horror

Tags for Project Hadea: sci-fi, +18

(INTERVIEW TRANSCRIPT UNDER THE CUT!)

Keep reading

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WIP Intro: The Song of Exile

Form: Interactive fiction (ChoiceScript-based quest)

Genre: low-fantasy, queer

Status: First draft (in-progress)

Blurb: 

Once, you had a bright future in front of you: one of the most brilliant students of the healing arts, not to mention a child of the man who changed the course of a civil war, you seemed to be destined to be a physician to princes and a power behind thrones. Instead, a great scandal with darkness at its heart lands you in a semi-genteel exile in service to a minor household in the far North. However, what seems to be a place of silent, grave-like peace soon turns out to be anything but. The countryside is still bearing the scars of the war; the hearts are brimming with old grudges, and the woods are teeming with outlaws. Politicking doesn’t cease just because of the physical distance from the court, either. And, of course, there is the matter of your new master – a warrior-nobleman who seems to have come into his inheritance mercilessly early. He seems a quiet and capable leader to his men, impervious to pain, but he has scars and secrets of his own…

Play as male or female, gay or straight;

Uncover the secrets of the ancient castle;

Take part in a deadly duel;

Become a physician of rare boldness, a chronicler of forgotten histories, or concentrate on returning the old estate its bygone splendour;

Witness the brilliance of a three-day tournament;

Explore the world of a medieval community, from monasteries to gambling dens;

Delve into your own dark past.

Demo available here

Send me an ask to be added to the taglist!

@thornfield13713​ @heep-of-infamy​ @lovataar  @dawson-v​ @halfbloodlycan​ ​

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Give me a shapeshifter or any other creature that isn’t human as an MC and I’ll read it.

Sleepless Angels is an ongoing urban fantasy interactive fiction novel that takes place in the world of The Lure of the Gallows. This game will be fully released on itch.io on a chapter-by-chapter basis using the Twine format:

In Los Despiertos, the city of the sleepless, monsters rule the streets and leave the humans to lurk in the shadows… or be consumed by the violence of the beasts.

Luckily, you’re not human.

That may be your only saving grace when your vampiric older sibling, Blue, vanishes in broad daylight. It’s not unusual - they are fairly infamous for their sudden ‘trips’ - except that’s when the bodies start turning up. Vampires, old and young alike, turn up freshly dead without warning, their lungs filled with silver dust.

Blue’s vampire coven is convinced that they are related to the slaughter, and as fear brews and the manhunt for your rogue sibling begins, you’re pulled into the fray: in this city, it is killed or be killed.

You have no intent on dying. At least, not without answers.

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Play as one of three supernatural races: a vampire like your sibling, Blue, a shapeshifter, or a Manipulator. Each race has their own route-locked RO, side-storylines, and unique endings.

Balance your amateur detective work with being a stand-in guardian for your younger sister, Briar, and your specific supernatural responsibilities.

Explore the supernatural-run city of Los Despiertos, located outside of Los Angeles, and delve into the supernatural districts that rule the political hierarchy. 

Discover the past your sibling never wanted you to know, and face the consequences that will come hunting you, too.

Your Family:

Blue - Your older adoptive sibling by four years, Blue took care of you and your sister after the sudden death of your parents. Since they went missing, you’re their only hope to avoid a full-scale war of mutually assured destruction.

Briar - Your teenage younger sister who is, unfortunately, human. Balance being her guardian with your investigation as you delve into the darkest depths of your ruthless city

The ROs:

Abel Rhodes - A priest of the Diviners, his motives and origins are merely whispers in the Anselm District, where rogue vampires roam wild. Whatever and whoever he is, he does not fear the dark and its vicious monsters.

Arista // Aristeo Sarantelli - Aris is a werewolf, as well as your protector and closest companion… sort of. They are stubborn, stern, and instinctive enemies with your older sibling. Their upbringing and purpose, however, may be their downfall. [Shapeshifter Origins Only]

Calah // Caleb Kassab - Cal is a floral Manipulator, your childhood best friend, and your ex-partner. You lost contact in your late teens when they were summoned to the dazzling Wayfare District to serve the high-ranking vampire officials as a gardener. Or so you were told. [Manipulator Origins Only]

Mercedes ‘Mercy’ // Matheo ‘Theo’ Delvalle - Delvalle is the vampire that changed the course of your life by turning Blue into a vampire a handful of years ago. Their history is a blurred line between humanity and monster, yet they seem strangely devoted to helping you find your sibling, even at the risk of betraying their fellow vampires. [Vampire Origins Only]

Midas - The last person to see Blue alive, Midas is a vague shadow of the city itself. She is a Metal Manipulator by trade and a contract thief by dusk. They seem inclined to help you in your search, but according to everyone you know, to trust her is as safe as balancing on a knife’s edge…

I am also the author of the ongoing urban fantasy IF game The Lure of the Gallows, which you can play here. For more information, visit the official Tumblr blog and check the pinned post.

I have a Ko-Fi that occasionally has commission slots open when I have spare time. I also have a Patreon, which offers exclusive content such as chapter sneak peaks and side stories for TLOTG, and eventually it will have early access updates and content for Sleepless Angels. Every donation/patron pledge is simply extra money and I appreciate each and every one. :)

I track #sleeplessangelsgame and #sagame if you are interested in posting something and want me to see it!

Reminder: Black Lives Matter is not a temporary movement meant to be used for social clout or publicity for celebrities and companies. These are real people with names that cannot afford to be forgotten, even as the world turns to the next tragedy. Remember: it takes time for change. We cannot give up; we cannot turn away.

This website offers a variety of different actions you can take, including donations and petitions.

This Google Doc is a masterlist of resources such as petitions, therapy, bail funds, and more.

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Let there be Witches! Finally, a story with a witch MC!

WITCHES OF FERNGROVE

Warnings: Witches of Ferngrove is aimed at 16+ audiences, and will contain graphic depictions of violence and gore, strong language, and potential mature content (We are undecided on this aspect).

Summary: This is going to be an urban fantasy interactive fiction game targeted primarily at adults and focused on romance. This means there won't be an option to not romance anyone, I know this might be disappointing but it's the game we want to make. It will be ran on ChoiceScript and the demo will be published here on our Tumblr when the first chapter is completed. It will be published through Dashingdon.

The game focuses on you, the eldest of a family of witches from the small, idyllic town of Ferngrove where nothing ever happens. Your family are witches in a town of humans, and as a result you grew up sheltered and unaware of the magical world, besides the little your parents deemed safe enough for you to know. Other than weak charms and potions of luck, you don't really know anything about the supernatural world. You left Ferngrove when you graduated from high school and never looked back, becoming a successful journalist at the Echo Gazette in a big city like you always dreamed. Depending on your choices, you have Skyped with your family and they might have taken trips out to see you in the city, but you have not stepped foot back in your hometown.

That is, until you get a call that changes your life forever. Your mother is dead. Aleia Craft. The woman you thought invincible. You must travel home for the funeral and contend with a darker conspiracy. As you begin to unravel the mystery of your mother's death and the secrets she left behind, you begin to realise she is a woman you didn't know at all. Soon, you see that there are things at play here bigger than you could have ever imagined. Dark forces conspire against you. It will be up to you whether you can withstand the storm brewing on the horizon. Make allies and enemies, fall in love, hone your magic, and discover your legacy. Be careful who you trust, even those closest to you are not what they seem.

Customizable MC - choose your gender (nb-inclusive), sexuality, name, appearance, skills, and personality.

Character-driven, romance-focused story.

Choose how you feel about magic and the supernatural world that had been hidden from you by your family. Choose whether you accept or reject your magical legacy.

Allow your unique experience to shape your skills.

Choose your magical specialty.

Investigate your mother's murder with a cast of interesting, and not-so-trustworthy characters.

Discover family secrets and navigate your family dynamics.

Gain allies and enemies.

Fall in love with 1 of 4 gender-selectable love interests.

LOVE INTERESTS (gender selectable)

CORA/COLTON CALLOWAY

Your childhood best friend that disappeared and cut contact with you seven years ago, right when you were both meant to move to the big city and chase your dreams together. Now, you're back in your hometown for your mother's funeral after swearing never to return. There is a reckoning coming, you can feel it in the air. But when it arrives can you forgive them after everything that happened?

"I can’t abandon them. I’m all they have left."

REN ASHIKAGA

The reclusive stranger that runs an Airbnb out of their mansion on the edge of Ferngrove. An Airbnb that you just so happen to rent out when you finally return home for the funeral. A mansion is the last thing you expect after your tumultuous journey, but Ren provides a welcome distraction. They are aloof, mysterious, and frustratingly, unnaturally attractive. But be wary of pretty faces that hide dark secrets.

"You do not choose when darkness takes hold of you. You won't even realise it's happened until someday, far in the future, someone holds up a light and you come face to face with the horror you have become."

WYATT/WILLOW KING

A witch you meet when you return to Ferngrove, who claims to want to help you find your mother's killer. Kind, enigmatic, and more secretive than they let on. W's coven sent them to investigate what happened and help the witch community in Ferngrove. Will you let them train you in the art of the arcane and teach you what your mother tried to forbid? Or will you keep them at arm's length?

"Compassion costs nothing and so many people still refuse to use it."

JULES ADDARIO

The private investigator that arrives just in time to help you with the case after you have been struggling with the bumbling human police. Jules is dark, haughty, and a little more than crazy. They're hiding something and you know it. The question is can you trust them long enough to help you find your mother's killer and uncover the secrets your family kept buried? After all, some coffins are better left unearthed.

"I am utterly unlovable. And because I am unlovable I am selfish enough to want you to love me anyway."

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The Laments of a rambling creature stuck in a world filled with horrors

Existence

On March 9, 2021 I read the latest episode of I’m the Grim Reaper. The Archangel and Chase talked in a bar and they mentioned something that piqued my interest. The Archangel spoke how the Ninth Circle of Heaven is where people cease to exist. The Archangel asked “isn’t existing already painful?” to which Chase was inclined to agree.

Now I start to question whether existing is a blessing or a curse.

If I cease to exist I won’t have to feel these painful emotions. I won’t have to endure the constant feeling of fear and anxiety whenever I hear my parent’s footsteps.

It was like someone was constantly following me. A malicious shadow that never showed itself, but made its presence known. It followed throughout my childhood till now.

I can’t help but look back on my life and wondered if I even had a childhood.

If you ask someone what was the most memorable thing about your childhood that you constantly look back on? Usually, it would be how you got a dumb injury or how you used to play with your friends or a vacation that you went with your family.

But if you were to ask me what was the most memorable thing about your childhood that you constantly look back on? It would be…

I think about how terrifying my parent’s voice was. How I would always imagine they would one day bust down my door screaming, holding a knife in their hand.

This imagery may have stemmed from an event that happened when I was young. I used to pick my nose a lot, and my parents got tired of it so they took me to the kitchen. They took me to the kitchen, and took the pair of large scissors.

The pressure and feeling of the blade on my hand…I can still remember the feeling.

The blades above my knuckles and underneath the upper palm of my hand. The blade…

If they had put a bit more pressure, only my thumb would remain.

I always wondered what were to happen if I didn’t pleaded for them to stop.

They were more terrifying than any monster I could’ve ever imagined.

Funny how I use to be afraid of monsters, but now I actually prefer their company rather than my parents.

I secretly wanted to be taken away to the world in my dreams, because they were so nice to me. Even though they looked terrifying.

My voice is stuck in my throat for so long, I think I’ve forgotten how to speak. I prefer the company of monsters than the company of my own parents.

Sometimes I hate that I’m alive. Sometimes I wish to disappear. Maybe cease to exist because then I want have to be in constant fear around my own family. I’m not even safe in my own home.

I’m navigating in an endless landmine.

Nowhere is safe.

“There are no monsters here, honey”. I keep telling myself this.

I wish I could just…

Sleep.

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Insane

My anxiety and fears make me drunk to the point I would laugh when no one is home. My mom asks me why I talk to myself out loud? I answered “It helps me get my thoughts in order”.

A partial truth

The truth was that I’m lonely. I have always been lonely. I had no one in my neighbourhood that I could really connect with. I couldn’t connect as much as my sister as I used to as she grew old and more like my mother.

I’m alone.

My imagination was my comfort.

Even now it has somewhat saved me.

I’m still alive because of it.

My head is in the clouds because there are no shouts or screams of anger that can hurt my ears. Even so I occasionally get hallucinations of my mother yelling out my name in anger.

She was annoyed that I kept asking her whether she called me or not. I never did find out why I kept hearing an angry voice akin to my mother calling out my name, but I think it was because I had some sort of auditory hallucination.

…

I want go hide.

I want hide deep in the forest and go inside a dark hole.

I just want to sleep forever.

I want to be able to cry freely without the fear of my peers hearing me.

I want be free from the feeling of tension and danger that permeates my home whether I’m alone or not.

It’s getting worse.

I don’t know what to do…

I am lost.

…

I am afraid.

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Hallucinations

Emotional exhausted, I walked around my neighbourhood in order to improve my mood. I wanted to run, but my feet seemed slowed down on its own, then it stopped.

The road started to move on its own. Slowly sinking into the focal point at the ground I was staring at. It was like a sandpit, and I was tempted to let it take me. The feeling of falling to my knees and letting the moving road take to the centre point of the sinking road would’ve been nice.

I continued walking and it stopped.

Have I finally lost my mind?

Do I truly want to escape my world that badly that my imagination is now seeping into reality?

Even when I thought I was exhausted and sat down, the hallucinations started again. The moving road.

When I got home I decided to sit in front my mom’s car for a moment. The car revving up to me…with no driver. It didn’t stop.

I think I’m starting to lose my mind, because now I’m seeing things that aren’t there moving.

I’m gone.

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I think my depression is coming back again. Not having a good day.

[wolfdrago8]

I’ve been wanting to do this for a long time. I have sort of a headcannon for the travellers of Genshin Impact. 

Back in their homeworld Lumine was known to have powers of the moon while Aether had powers of the Sun. These two still control stars and constellation as Aether can make big shining stars and Lumine can make multiple smaller stars. Lumine would be able to transform into a moth while Aether can transform into a bird.

There are so many things I want talk about in this headcannon.

-Since these two are twins, they were born from the same star.

-They come from an ancient race that had the power of the stars.

-Their names in battle were the Eclipsal Twins. Aether the Solar Eclipse while Lumine the Lunar Eclipse

-Aether can disappear into a flock of birds while Lumine can disappear into a Eclipse of Moths (searched up what a collective name for a group of moths and it was Eclipse)

There’s a chance I might change Aether to also transform into a moth as well because I like the theory that the twins might be from the Fire Moths from Honkai Impact 3.

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