writtenbyalon

[writtenbyalon]

hi just a little reminder, what you are feeling right now is valid. i just hope you’ll be okay soon, you can take your time. everything will be okay, maybe not now but soon. sending hugs to everyone. 

#Thoughts #little reminder #feelings #sending hugs #you are not alone

[writtenbyalon]

have you ever feel that you are alone even if you have friends? i don’t know why i am feeling these things when i know that i have friends to lean on... 

#Deep thoughts #feelings #feeling alone #lonely #Thoughts #overthinking #sad thoughts #questions in my mind

[writtenbyalon]

i feel so tired, im in the urge of crying but i can't. :))

#deep thoughts #spilled thoughts #thoughts #i feel empty #feeling alone #i feel bad #how i feel #feelings

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Why do I keep wanting something that I can't have because I know that they aren't true? They are all a fictional character! My heart is aching, so bad.

#fictional characters #heartache #empty thoughts #fangirling #drown in my mind #imagination #daydreaming #thoughts

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There's a big difference from making an art because it makes you happy and motivated and to making an art because you have to and you need to.

#deep thoughts #spilled thoughts #writing thoughts #thoughts #art thoughts #being motivated #unmotivated #spilled feelings #writing my feelings #feelings #empty thoughts #life thoughts

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sometimes, i just wanna stop breathing, living, and existing in this fcking world. but im scared. im scared at the possibilities that may come if i give up, so even if i am already tired, very very tired, even if things ahead of me are fcked up, i still kept going.

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[writtenbyalon]

Sometimes I just wanna feel numb, like I won't feel anything. Like, I'm already bleeding but still I can't feel the pain, like it doesn't hurt. Like I was already stab and all but still I don't know and the most wonderful thing that would happen if I get numb, I won't feel all the heart aches and pain and I won't know that I'm already dying that I was already bleeding too much and still won't know until I die.

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I have been always questioning myself if I have the right to feel these things cause I feel like everything I do is wrong. They say that I should stop being hard on myself but I even don't know that I was being hard on myself. Am I really being hard on myself for questioning myself from everything I do, from what I feel, and from everything.

#questions from myself #deep thoughts #confused #spilled thoughts #writing thoughts #thoughts #writing my feelings #spilled feelings #sad thoughts #confused self #questions in my mind #drown in my mind #excerpt from my mind

[writtenbyalon]

Of course, at the end of the day, you only have yourself.

#life thoughts #deep thoughts #spilled thoughts #writing #writing thoughts #realization #realization in life #lifelessons #life realization #life really be like that sometimes #life reality

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Did you ever thought of giving things up? When you think you are losing hope because I did, I always thought of giving up but I can't even, though I feel so so tired for idk, I can't explain I just feel tired, drained and empty(?). Not sure too, I can't even understand what I am feeling right now.

#deep thoughts #spilled thoughts #writing #writing thoughts #life thoughts #sad thoughts #thoughts #deep thinking #thinking #writing my feelings #spilled feelings

[writtenbyalon]

crying without any reason is frustrating,

but it made your heart feel lighter at the same time.

if you wanted to cry, let it out. don't keep it.

bawl your eyes like crazy, until you feel okay.

#deep thoughts #writing #spilled thoughts #writing thoughts #life thoughts #sad thoughts #deep thinking #thoughts #writing my feelings #writing my thoughts #writing my heart out

[writtenbyalon]

have you ever felt that unbelongingness in a group? yes, they talk to you but then you just felt that they are just talking to you because they just don't want to be rude? 🙂

#deep thoughts #spilled thoughts #writing #writing thoughts #writing my thoughts #life thoughts #thoughts #writing my feelings #writing my heart out #spilled feelings #spilled words #deep feels #deep thinking #sad thoughts

[writtenbyalon]

my mind keeps on messing up, it doesn't stop.

it keeps on going and going, it's like on loop.

it's drowning me, i feel like i can't breathe.

i feel like im chained, it's suffocating.

until when should i feel this things?

how can i stop this?

answer me, please.

#writing my thoughts #writing thoughts #life thoughts #deep thinking #deep thoughts #spilled thoughts #thoughts #excerpts from my life #writing my feelings #writing my heart out #writing #spilled words #spilled ink #spilled poetry #spilled prose #poetry #deep feels #excerpts from my heart #excerpt from my mind

[writtenbyalon]

help, i wanna breathe

but something is stopping me

my thoughts keeps on interrupting

i am drowning

help me....

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[writtenbyalon]

My heart feels so heavy, I couldn't understand why I'm feeling things that I can't name. I wanna open to someone but how can I do that if I don't know what I am feeling? How can I explain it?

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[writtenbyalon]

Being attached easily sucks, please if you aren't going to stay, please notice people that the closeness you have is only for a short time being. 🙂

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[writtenbyalon]

Silent treatments gives you the feeling of being ignored and feeling unwanted. Those feelings makes you question yourself about things, like "am i even existing" or "am i invisible?"

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