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xenteaart · 2 days ago

13 & 81 👀

13. Do you believe in reincarnation?

hell yea! i also believe in karma and that kinda stuff. i don’t consider myself a buddhist but many things from their doctrines really resonate with me

i also kinda believe that we may not necessarily become something or someone else right after we die. i feel like there’s a possibility we might just hang out in the cosmos as pure bodyless energy for a while. but idk! i haven’t really made up my mind and i don’t feel very strongly about one particular theory, it’s a bunch of things that i feel might be true

81. Would you marry a friend if they needed you to (e.g. for citizenship)?

don’t see why i wouldn’t? it obviously heavily depends on what friend it is and where i’m at in life at the given moment but in general i’m not opposed to the idea at all. i feel like if it ever happens, i’ll make sure that the marriage and everything about it is absolutely ridiculous because if we’re going to do it - might as well have some fun in the process

although if im in a long-term relationship with a partner i wanna marry for real, i’ll most definitely say no

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xenteaart · 3 days ago

Hello there ma'am 👋🏻uwu

26, 80, 99 & 100 👀

Hope you have a lovely day/night 💫💖

heyyy lovely person, i wish you a wonderful day/evening too~

26. What’s the most life-changing choice you’ve made so far?

it sounds kinda small and underwhelming but the most life-changing choice i’ve made was changing my course at university. i was in a degree that i couldn’t give less fucks about and i was also surrounded by pretty toxic people there which was making my life just this much worse day by day till i was severely depressed.

so one day i kinda just woke up and decided that i couldn’t take it anymore. i decided i was going to learn how to draw and i was going to pursue a creative degree. and that’s exactly what i did and my life literally took a 180.

80. Is your music organized by mood or sensation or do you just listen to anything at any time?

i wouldn’t say my music is organized in any way whatsoever. i usually get very hyperfixated on songs so if i find smth new and exciting i listen to it for a billion times on repeat. just the same thing over and over and over and then i move on to something new.

or i just hit shuffle and browse through songs and listen to whatever feels right at the given moment and whatever resonates with my mood for the day!

99. Do you believe in magic? Are you superstitious?

already answered <3

100. What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in?

ohhh man i don’t know if there’s like one big thing or concept, to be honest. it’s either very little ocd things that are completely irrational and unreasonable and usually pretty dumb but feel like a solid fact

or it’s the things that have zero scientific proof but i’ve experienced them myself and i simply know they’re true because i’ve felt them

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xenteaart · 4 days ago

75 and 99 for the ask game ? :)

awww hello 👀👀👀 fancy seeing you here, thank you for the questions!

75. Do you have a moral obligation to care for others? To what extent?

i’m definitely very very empathetic, and very often i just can’t help but want to literally save everyone from whatever it is that’s hurting them. but that’s not a good way to live so for the last few years i’ve been working really hard on listening to myself and caring for my own well-being. so answering the question - most of the time i put myself first and try not to make other people’s happiness my responsibility but when i have the resources and the emotional stability then of course i do care for others and try to be there for them as much as i can (specifically the people i consider my friends and family, so it doesn’t apply to people i have little to no emotional connection with)

99. Do you believe in magic? Are you superstitious?

i do believe in magic but not like the harry potter kind of magic. i believe in energy and i believe if you learn to feel and understand it you can do things that are very close to what you’d call magic!

also yes i’m incredibly superstitious but it has more to do with my mild OCD than it does with magic and supernatural things :D

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xenteaart · 5 days ago


100 good questions to ask your friends at 4:02 am when you can’t sleep (can also function as an asks list)

  1. Are you bothered by your cosmic insignificance?

  2. Do you mourn for a place or person you’ve never known?

  3. Do you really think there is somebody for everybody?

  4. Do you place any value in gender roles?

  5. Do you have to be related to be family?

  6. Are your platonic relationships just as valuable as romantic or family ones?

  7. Are you in love? Do you want to be?

  8. Do you think you can put love into categories (family, platonic, romantic, etc.) or is it just one general sensation?

  9. Would you be happy with a life without romance? 

  10. Are you always going to be a little in love with somebody?

  11. Would you change your appearance if you could?

  12. Do you have the feeling you’ve lost something you might have had in another life - whether it be a person, a place, a world, a language, etc.?

  13. Do you believe in reincarnation?

  14. Would you want to be reincarnated?

  15. Do you think you’re special, or just another person amongst billions? Can you be both?

  16. Do theoretical ethical debates have any value? Is it important people discuss ethical dilemmas, e.g. the trolley problem?

  17. Did you have imaginary friends? Do you still have them?

  18. Are you religious? Do you think your religion is ‘correct’?

  19. If you aren’t religious, do you wish you were? Why?

  20. Do you want a grand adventure?

  21. Do you have somebody, whether it be a friend or stranger, who you think you could have loved if the circumstances were different?

  22. How long does it take you to fall in love with somebody?Is the sensation of ‘falling in love’ or ‘being in love’ better?

  23. Is love about convenience or something more? Can it be about both?

  24. Do you think you really understand your gender and sexuality?

  25. How fluid is your concept of gender and sexuality?

  26. What’s the most life-changing choice you’ve made so far?

  27. Are you afraid of growing old?

  28. Would you want to live forever? How about for a billion years, a million, a millennium, a century?

  29. Do you believe in some form of god/s?

  30. Are your choices fated or of your own free will?

  31. Do you have a hunch about how you’re going to die?

  32. Do you believe in star signs?

  33. How old do you have to be to be considered an adult?

  34. Was your childhood happy?

  35. What are you missing from your life?

  36. Have you ever met someone who had a very similar personality to your own? Did you get along?

  37. Do opposites attract?

  38. Is your life what you expected it would be five years ago?

  39. Do you know what you want out of life?

  40. What makes a person ‘good’? Are you a ‘good person’?

  41. What fundamentally matters do you?

  42. Is freewill an illusion?

  43. Do you create art? How do you define art?

  44. How often do you lie? Is all lying inherently bad? Are you generally truthful?

  45. Do you want to be remembered after your death? What for?

  46. Is true world peace ever possible?

  47. Do you have to suffer to truly understand the human condition? What is the human condition? How can you really experience it?

  48. Are you free? Will you ever be? Can anyone be truly free?

  49. Do you hold yourself to higher standards than you hold others?

  50. What do you expect from a friend or partner?

  51. What question could you ask to find out the most about a person?

  52. Do you justify all your beliefs or have you just inherited/absorbed some?

  53. Which beliefs do you have that is most likely to be wrong?

  54. Can human really understand the complete nature of the universe, space and time?

  55. Is a conscious what makes someone a person?

  56. What do you think about artificial intelligence?

  57. Do you thinks humans are obsessed with escapism (books, video games, movies, etc.)? Are you looking for an escape? Do you think that’s a bad thing?

  58. Are we eventually going to ‘run out’ of new combinations for music, art, language, etc.? Is there a limit to human creativity?

  59. What do you think the next era of music will be like?

  60. What do you think the next era of fashion will be like?

  61. Do we live in tumultuous times, or do they just seem so strange because we’re living in them?

  62. Would you want to meet a clone of yourself? Would you like them?

  63. How confident are you, really?

  64. How consistent is your perception of time?

  65. What age should people be allowed to vote? Should children and teenagers be allowed to vote?

  66. How do you feel about the idea ‘an eye for an eye’?

  67. What’s the worse thing a person can be?

  68. How do you feel about monogamy?

  69. Can you be in love with someone and still fall in love with someone else?

  70. What’s the tragedy of your life?

  71. Would your life make a good play?

  72. Should people be prosecuted for crimes that weren’t considered crimes at the time?

  73. Would you fight for your country? Do you feel a sense of loyalty to your nation?

  74. Do you believe in gender equality in every aspect?

  75. Do we have a moral obligation to care for others? To what extent?

  76. Do you crave approval and/or praise?

  77. Is there comedy in all tragedy and tragedy in all comedy?

  78. Are you ever going to be satisfied?

  79. When you are sad, do you listen to music that conveys your emotions or music that makes you happy?

  80. Is your music organised by mood or sensation or do you just listen to everything at any time?

  81. Would you marry a friend if they needed you to (e.g. for citizenship)?

  82. Are you a deep person?

  83. Given the chance to live your life on Mars, with no hope of returning to Earth but with the promise of scientific discovery and glory, would you take it?

  84. Are you who people think you are?

  85. Do you think you would be happier if you had been born a different gender, sexuality, race, ethnicity, nationality or religion?

  86. What’s your toxic trait? Are you trying to improve yourself and fix it?

  87. Do you anger easily?

  88. Are you a jealous person?

  89. If you lost all your memories, would you have the same personality?

  90. Given the chance to reset your life (with none of the knowledge you currently have), would you take it?

  91. Is hate as strong as love? Who do you hate?

  92. Do you speak multiple languages? Which do you dream in? What language would you want to learn?

  93. Do you draw meaning from your dreams, or do you disregard them?

  94. How would you describe yourself when you love? Do you love forcefully, unconditionally, gently, quietly, desperately?

  95. Is unrequited love real love?

  96. Is your perception of yourself similar or the same to how others perceive you?

  97. Are you overly analytical?

  98. Do you ever feel that you are really a terrible person, and only act good out of societal or some other obligation?

  99. Do you believe in magic? Are you superstitious?

  100. What belief do you have that isn’t logically grounded, but you still firmly believe in?
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xenteaart · 36 days ago


Please, keep looking. Not for a person, but for your passion, your love, your courage, your goals, your dreams, your happiness, yourself. Keep looking. Explore yourself before you explore another. Know your worth, know yourself. Only then will you know what you need over what you want. You need yourself to become your own.

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xenteaart · 54 days ago

Pass the happy! 🌻 When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to the to 10 of the last people in your notifications. (No obligations to pass it on)

aww! <3

so my list would be 

- dancing dancing dancing and vibing to the songs that really resonate with me

- getting shit done

- coffee 

- robert sheehan

- doing my hair 

thank you for this ask, i hope u have a wonderful day!

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xenteaart · 62 days ago


okay riddle me this

if reginald adopted the sparrow kids on the same day he adopted umbrella kids in the original timeline it means that by the 2d of april 2019 all of the sparrows are in their late 20s - early 30s just like our umbrella family 

am i the only one who finds it hilarious that, judging by how sparrow!ben appeared on screen, they seem to still wear their school uniforms….. in their late 20s….. why 

join the discussion pals i’m genuinely really confused

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xenteaart · 78 days ago

okay riddle me this

if reginald adopted the sparrow kids on the same day he adopted umbrella kids in the original timeline it means that by the 2d of april 2019 all of the sparrows are in their late 20s - early 30s just like our umbrella family 

am i the only one who finds it hilarious that, judging by how sparrow!ben appeared on screen, they seem to still wear their school uniforms….. in their late 20s….. why 

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xenteaart · 81 days ago

currently deep in my feels about klaus hargreeves wbu 

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xenteaart · 83 days ago


Netflix: Hey, here are some details for the Sparrow Academy coming in season 3, no need to go crazy haha.


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xenteaart · 85 days ago

I associate you with starry sky 🌌, the color black 🖤 & a cup of hot coffee ☕ uwu

Wishing you a lovely day 💖

woooo i like this! 

thank you <3

what do you associate me with?

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xenteaart · 86 days ago


Honestly until I see something about S3 that makes me excited and not nervous for the characters/sibling relationships I am here for, I’m simply going to Pretend I Do Not See It. What even is a sparrow? Have you ever seen one?? I don’t think I have. Birds aren’t even real. They’re just a conspiracy perpetrated by the government. I’ve never seen a bird and neither have you. Anyway, can’t wait for my 10 episodes of pure umbrella sibling bonding where Five gets multiple hugs and has a nice day.

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xenteaart · 86 days ago


like, I know with 99% certainty that it’s not how it’s going to play out, but I’ve been giggling for ten minutes now at the mental image of the cube bring the room temperature down to freezing and inducing the worst fears into the Hargreeves

and then Five, who literally spent forty years in continuous existential dread and then a few more inflicting it, and has also seen his worst fear realised three times in front of him

calls the cube a little bitch and tells him to think of something more original

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xenteaart · 86 days ago
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xenteaart · 86 days ago

It would be so funny if the Sparrows were having drama and the Umbrella Academy is like “oh we did this like years ago, can you guys finish up.” One of the Sparrows is out causing the Apocalypse and they are sitting there sipping martinis and saying “wow these crazy kids hope they figure it out”

It’s like that scene in Season 1 where Five just watches Diego and Hazel duke it out while sipping a margarita. That same sense of serene detachment, mixed with mild interest.

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xenteaart · 98 days ago


As excited as I am by the Sparrow Academy cast announcements, I can’t help but hope that season 3 doesn’t try to share the Umbrella Academy spotlight equally with the Sparrows. I still have SO MANY NEEDS from our dysfunctional family and I cannot possibly handle a season with 50% less Umbrella Academy screen time.

I need my Five hug. I need my Diego/Luther dumb ass bro bonding times. I need some Allison/Five interactions. I need Vanya to start developing beyond the character with a romantic interest and become her own person. I need Allison to deal with the grief of possibly never seeing Claire again and I also want her to learn to use her powers in a way that she can be proud and not afraid of them. I need Klaus to grow and work on his abilities and move beyond his stagnancy and I also need him to deal with the loss of our Ben. I need Luther to start working past his issues with his father and start learning who he is and what HE wants from life.

I am excited for the Sparrows, but my heart lies with my Umbrella kids. 

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xenteaart · 98 days ago

im reading sparrow academy descriptions and... wth did reginald raise these kids slightly less abusively or is it just me?? these kids seem less messed up than our umbrella academy

I mean, it is way too early to make a definite statement on this, but what does speak volumes is that all seven Sparrows are still living in the Academy, they are all still there, different from the Umbrella kids, who couldn’t get away fast enough. Of course, there’s the difference between the Umbrellas losing two of their members early on and having a third one be excluded and her powers suppressed, so there must have been smoother sailing for the Sparrows in that regard. They have always been a team, never broken up. I don’t know how Reginald factors into this, we have nothing to go on, but I would hazard the guess that the fact that the Sparrows never experienced loss that clearly showed the risk and price of Reginald’s parenting is a big part of why they’re still there, rather than Reginald himself changing.

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xenteaart · 103 days ago




Sparrow academy cast released today?👀

They are here!!

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