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xtodorcki · 2 years
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Here have this as a gift
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You're welcome😁👍
It was on my pinterest feed and I had to save it💀
Oh my💀 ty very much
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xtodorcki · 2 years
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I use this gif It's copyright??
every gif that has been used that’s from tumblr has the original account shown underneath it! If it’s not from tumblr it’s just a regular gif found from google. Don’t think it’s copyright if it’s from a public shown anime 💀💀
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xtodorcki · 2 years
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Hey)are you taking requests?
always taking request.
Been really unmotivated to write these last weeks with everything going on in my personal life.
If you still would like to request go for it! I’ll try to get things out as soon as possible. :(
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xtodorcki · 2 years
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came back to 3k followers and some requests, I’ll try to get them out as soon as I can. I’m sorry for anyone who has been waiting :( thank you for the support and patience
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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back home from my small trip, now I gotta get to writing
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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if I could post a video of me screaming to show how really stupid I feel for that mixup- I would. I’m embarrassed
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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i was reading that levi dinner thing and im pretty sure the person asked for sub levi so when i realised it was sub reader i was :(
Omggg I feel so stupid, I was sitting here like bruh why are these ppl saying sub levi, I know this person requested sub reader and I go back for reread and it DID SAY SUB LEVI DHDHDHDH
I feel like I was in such a rush to write it out and post it bc I was leaving that day for 2 nights that I didn’t even realize omg💀💀
Pls bear with me, I’m an idiot at times but thank you for coming to my inbox and actually telling me it meant sub levi otherwise I wouldn’t have reread it at all and left it as that.
I’ll unpost it and rewrite the whole thing.
IM SO SORRY TO WHOEVER REQUESTED THAT AND I FUCKED IT UP. IM NOT STUPID I SWEAR, I just can’t read sometimes 💀 <3
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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i’m not too sure about how some Japanese style weddings go now, but can u write something for sasuke having to remove to garter from underneath the s/o gown on their wedding day. although i also think he would a be shy abt it.
“Special Day,” Sasuke x Fem!Reader
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Summary: How your wedding with Sasuke would go.
Warnings: none!
A/N!!!! I don’t know anythinnnnng about Japanese weddings and I’m not going to sit here and embarrass myself or disrespect their culture in any type of way so I’m going to keep this as just a modern wedding if that’s fine with you guys! If needed, I could definitely educate myself on it and write another version! Ty ty.
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The wedding day had came around extremely quickly, making the nerves bottle up inside of you even more than before. You were convinced Sasuke would run out on you or not bother to show up at the venue at all but it was only your anxiety talking.
You knew just how much he loved you and how confident he was in marrying you and even though he wasn’t big on romance, he had made sure to make the proposal as special as he could, you deserved that much.
As the morning and afternoon went by shifty, you were now standing in front of him at the end of the aisle in a big dress. Sasuke was pretty good on holding in his emotions but at the sight of you, he couldn’t help but tear up and wonder how he ended up getting lucky for someone to stick around and deal with him.
Your eyes had watched his shaky hands slip the ring up your finger, making you laugh quietly under your breath as you done the same thing, feeling his thumb brush over your knuckles as his head turned to make eye contact with you.
The butterflies that had exploded inside of your stomach felt almost like it could make you faint. It was such an overwhelming feeling that you had but it was all pure happiness and bliss.
“You may kiss your bride.”
Those words you’ve been waiting for felt like heaven and the way his hands had instantly grab a hold of you and his soft lips smash onto yours like he hadn’t kissed you in years.
He truly felt like he waited forever to do this and it felt like the ceremony was already extremely long but he was more than happy to let you have your way with the wedding, knowing your dream was for it to be big and extravagant.
You could hear your friends and family cheering and clapping, making you pull away with a flushed face and he set his fingers on your chin, pecking your lips one last time before holding your hand to walk back down the aisle as now a married couple.
It felt surreal to Sasuke, it felt like he was in some kind of dream that he was about to wake up from any minute but your hand giving his hand gentle squeezes, it reassured him that this was reality.
“I love you.” He blurted out, making your eyes move up to his and you could see the admiration written across his face as he stared down at you.
“I love you, always.”
The night had went on, you both had shared your first dance, you both had cut the cake, ate the food and took plenty of photos with not only each other but with everyone who had came to your wedding.
It was very long but eventful evening but once it came to the removing the garter underneath your dress, Sasuke had tried convincing you to not do it because of how awkward it was going to be.
“C’mon, it’ll be fun!” You tried to reassure him, reaching up to brush your fingertips along his cheek and he shook his head.
“I don’t know, me putting my head under your dress and go between your legs in front of everyone just makes me feel nervous. Shouldn’t we save that for tonight? When we’re alone?” He was confused on this lame tradition that you wanted to do so desperately.
He felt as if there wasn’t a point to do it and he felt embarrassed even thinking about being that explicit in front of their family and friends just to bite down on a piece of fabric and tug it off your legs.
It sounded a little too sexual to do in the middle of the dance floor but you insisted it was only fun and games, everybody does it at their weddings but it still didn’t make him feel comfortable.
“Do you trust me?” You asked him, reaching your hand out to grab a hold of his and he nodded slowly.
“Of course I do, what kind of question is that.”
“Then trust me when I say that it’s harmless and it’s just a game. No need to be nervous or embarrassed.” He huffed out a breath as he listened to your words and finally gave in.
It didn’t take long for you to be seated on a chair in the middle of the dance floor, watching his eyes go wide once he kneeled down in front of you. Soon his cheeks started to turn a dark shade of red as he looked up at you.
You started to encourage him, trying to ease up his nerves and it helped enough for him to somewhat lift up your dress for him to stick his head underneath and latch onto the thin piece of fabric that wrapped around your thigh.
Your friends were already tipsy enough to start cheering Sasuke on, especially Naruto who screamed at him to get it like there was a time limit. Once he had managed to pull it off your leg, his face was now red hot from and he quickly stood up.
“That was embarrassing.” He mumbled, making a laugh escape your lips while wrapping your arms around him tightly.
“You did great! Stop being so shy.” You mumbled, planting soft kisses on his hot cheeks, making him roll his eyes playfully.
Sasuke would be lying if he said he didn’t enjoy the activities for tonight. He was never a big social person when it came to big events, he was hardly social at all but being here tonight, getting married to you and interacting with everyone made him all bubbly and giddy inside.
He couldn’t help but feel the burst of excitement and happiness inside of his chest. It was such a new and fresh feeling for him, it felt good but at the same time he didn’t want to show or admit it, he liked keeping his calm cool and collected attitude to show how unbothered he could be.
But as he watched your face light up and beam with happiness tonight from being able to have your dream wedding, everything was worth it, everything was worth dealing with for you.
He didn’t care about anything else, he was just grateful to be able to give someone like you amazing things such as this.
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Short but sweet, idk tried to make him as flustered as possible. Hope it somewhat went good.
I’m still getting back into this writing thing, I’m hoping I’m not fucking it up all over again sheesh
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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“Blind,” Sasuke x Reader
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Ship: Sasuke x Fem!Reader
Summary: Your blind love for Sasuke was far too dangerous but your devotion for him didn’t stop you from making sure he was alright even if that made you get caught up in the Akatsuki and Orochimaru.
Warnings: none
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The day Sasuke had left you behind was a day that remained at the top of your head for years. You can recall every little detail of it, every word of the conversation you two had and the tears you shed as he turned his back to you and dismissed you so coldly when you found out about his plan to leave.
You had tried convincing him to stay but his mind was made up and it made you more paranoid about when he’ll leave and if you leave his side, would he take that chance to run away. So, you tried to stay beside him as much as possible.
Even forced him to stay in your room to talk like you two usually do when something was on your mind that bothered you too much to keep in.
In his head, he thought what he was doing was best suited for him and his revenge to kill his older brother Itachi, even if that meant leaving you behind. Obviously he didn’t want to, he fought himself a few times about whether or not he should continue the cold attitude and hurt your feelings so you wouldn’t come after him.
It hurt him to see you so upset, to see you in pain and it hurt him to slip those strong sleeping pills in your water to make sure you wouldn’t wake up and chase after him in the middle of the night.
He watched over you as you slept peacefully even though once you wake, it’ll be far from peaceful. Your friendship with Sasuke has always been up and down since you two met after he became the very last of his clan.
He was very sad and lonely at first, making you sad and want to keep him company as he sat by the water and bottled up his anger. At first he would push you away, tried to be mean and have you leave him alone but you were always stubborn.
It didn’t take long for you to always be side by side, even though you two were opposites. He was always cold, mean attitude and kept to himself. You were the social one, always laughing but could have an attitude if needed.
As time slowly progressed, your feelings for him had slowly blossomed. You were never scared to show or admit any emotion towards him, it’s not like he could hurt your feelings anyways considering you were so used to his cold tone and harsh words.
So the flirting and teasing you did towards him did nothing but entertain you to get a reaction out of him even though deep down your feelings were there and evident.
After you had woken up from your deep slumber, you found out from Naruto about Sasuke’s disappearance and him running off to seek more power and get his revenge.
This sent you in a spiral as well, you two became a pair and without one, the other would be out of place and not themselves. That’s exactly how you felt for years, you felt like a robot, working solely as a machine to become the best Ninja you could be.
You only trained and when you were not training, you were gathering information on Sasuke and his location which always led to dead ends. The years of being alone made you crazy, love crazy even.
You would do anything for him, even if that meant ditching the Leaf village and becoming a rogue ninja like he did. You were devoted to him and Sasuke knew that, it was only a matter of time before you would catch up to him and come hunt him down.
But It made you feel stupid that he left you behind so easily, it made you feel stupid for believing he’ll actually stay behind for you so just like he did, the anger bottled up, the betrayal.
You had made sure to gather everything you needed to be confident in going out on the search mission on your own. It was an easy mission to do, you made sure to lie and tell everyone you didn’t feel good- it’s not like they would possibly come over and check on you and you’ll most likely only be gone a few days.
Everything had to be perfect. The time being three in the morning, the only time the guards were half asleep and not as alert as any other time which made it perfect to sneak out of the village with no trace of where you’ll be headed.
It wasn’t long till it was the following day, the sun beaming down on you as you stood in the middle of a desert where it was suspected to be Orochimaru’s many hideouts. You sighed to yourself, your feet hitting down on the dirt and rocks as you tried to find an entrance.
Kabuto had noticed an alert that signaled somebody was passing out the hideout which led him to you. He had kept his distance at first, staying hidden as you find the entrance and not hesitate to walk inside and become trapped when he stepped inside behind you.
“Now, what are you doing here?” He spoke up, amusement written all over his face knowing his master would have fun toying with you.
You didn’t even bother turning around to make eye contact with him, you knew who it was and you weren’t all that bothered. You were confident you could take him on but it wasn’t exactly on your to do list, you were set on finding Sasuke first so you started to move your feet down the long hallway full of doors.
“I asked you a question.” He was growing impatient, quickly grabbing your upper arm and that made you quickly turn and hold a kunai up to his throat but his reflexes were just as the same as yours.
The both of you stood there, knives pointed at each other practically having a stare off until Orochimaru heard the exchange happen and appear on the other side of you.
“What do we have here? Another toy.” He had a nasty grin on his face, forcing you to drop the kunai on the floor and huff out a breath.
“I’m only here for Sasuke.” Was all you said, did you need to say anymore? No, that’s the only reason you were there.
You couldn’t care about the other two nor could you care about getting in a fight with them but you knew it was going to happen but will you start a fight or give up and hope Sasuke would turn up.
“And why would I let you near my most precious Sasuke?” He asked, almost dumbfounded that you thought you could walk in here so easily and demand the one person he would kill anyone for.
“Y/N?” You heard his voice before you could even answer Orochimaru’s question, your eyes instantly moving to meet his.
He looked different, older obviously but different in a good way. It actually made your heart pound in your chest and when you tried to step towards him, both of the men quickly held a tight grip on you.
Sasuke was confused but not surprised that you found him, you were smart and a great Ninja, he knew it was going to happen eventually but he didn’t think it would be this soon.
His eyes scanned over your face, the memories of you two were now fresh in his mind. Your face reminded him of all the moments you two shared whether it was good or bad. He could see it in your eyes that you were in love with him, that you would get on your knees and make his every wish come true.
He could tell just how blind you truly were to everything, how your devotion for him could kill you so easily. You were asking to be killed just by coming here and yet here you were standing right in front of him.
The tight grip the two men had on you didn’t last long, you made sure it didn’t once you saw his face. You snatched yourself out of their grips and quickly walked over to where he was, making his eyes go wide in shock at how determined you were.
You stood in front of him, he was now much taller than you but that didn’t stop you from raising your hand and landing a punch straight to his jaw, making him stumble back and taste the blood inside of his mouth.
“I deserved that one.” He scoffed, licking his lips and rubbed jaw with his fingertips.
The emotions, the anger, the sadness, it all came bubbling up as you punched him. You wanted to scream at him, you wanted to cry, you wanted to hold him. Everything was overwhelming so all you could do is punch him then embrace him in a tight hug.
He groaned, his hands quick to try and pry you off, almost forgetting just how touchy you were with him when you two were kids.
“C’mon, we’re not kids anymore. Why the hell are you here? You could’ve gotten yourself killed, Y/N.” He eased up once he looked back into your eyes, the faint memories replaying in his head repeatedly.
“I.. I’ll do anything for you. Just don’t send me back to the village, let me stay.” He stared at you like you were crazy, he couldn’t imagine you were doing all of this just because you loved him so much.
“You’re fucking insane. Did anyone else come with you?”
“No, just me.”
“Sasuke, if she doesn’t leave I’m going to have to force her out of here. She could be lying and the hidden leaf could be outside waiting for us.” Kabuto spoke up, making Sasuke’s eyes dart to him, giving him a glare.
“I trust her, no one is here and no one is going to lay a finger on her.” He warned the both of them and even though he hated the fact you were here and he tried his best to pull the bad guy act, he still wouldn’t let any harm come your way.
“Orochimaru,” Kabuto began to speak to protest against what Sasuke was saying, they can’t afford to keep you here, they couldn’t even afford to keep you alive for knowing this much.
“Hm, I suppose we are just going to have to trust Sasuke on this but she can’t stay.” He hummed, restraining himself to want to somewhat toy with you and see why his precious skin suit is so invested in you.
Sasuke had nodded, grabbing your arm and started to lead you towards the exit doors but you were stubborn and you were set on staying beside him, even if that meant becoming rogue or fighting Orochimaru, you didn’t care.
“Please, I can’t go back.” You mumbled to him, his eyes looking down to meet yours and he sighed to himself.
“Then why the fuck did you come here? I left you behind for a reason, to actually have a good life without me there to fuck it all up, Y/N.” He started to get frustrated but the soft look in your eyes had made him feel sad for leaving you.
“I don’t know, I just.. I care about you. I love you.” You admitted, making him shake his head repeatedly and hold his hands up.
“No, no. Naruto is going to come looking for you. You need to go back.”
“Not without you, Sasuke.” You cut him off mid sentence, reaching over to grab a hold of his hand but he stepped back to prevent that from happening.
He knew he couldn’t say no to you and he’s always known that since you two were little. He always gave you what you wanted or else you’ll just constantly bicker until then.
He would be lying if he said he didn’t miss that but he couldn’t afford to miss this opportunity to take down Itachi, he even had a solid plan to kill Orochimaru before he became only a skin suit for him to wear and jump around in.
But you showing up made his plans a little more tricky and considering you won’t leave without a fight, he was trying to search his brain on how to work with you here.
“Wait for me at the edge of the forest, if I don’t come back in an hour- go back to the village. Promise me.” He started to say, making you shake your head but he gripped onto your shoulders and stared down at you.
“Promise me, Y/N. I have shit to take care of first, I’ll meet you there, I swear.” You sighed at his words, nodding your head.
You didn’t bother to speak as the sadness started to weigh down on you heavily. You wanted to trust him, you wanted to believe he would come back for you but it was hard to tell, it was hard to believe in the state he’s in right now.
You were lucky he didn’t kill you or whoop your ass right here for hunting him down when he specifically told you not to but you couldn’t just not search for him, you couldn’t stand in the village and pretend to be happy while he was out here drowning in his own anger, it was slowly killing him.
You turned to walk away towards the forest, but halfway there you had the gut feeling to turn back around and go back to him. It took you a few minutes of thinking about it till you decided to.
Your feet started to walk back towards the hideout but as Sasuke dealt with his Orochimaru business and got rid of it permanently, it had gotten a little more messy than he would have liked.
He got himself in a sticky situation that he wasn’t too sure how to handle it but he knew he would be able to. That is until you came in anyways, taking the kunai and plunging it inside of Orochimaru’s chest, making everyone freeze and stare at you in shock.
Your mind had went blank and your body was set in defensive mode when you had seen Sasuke stuck. You had dug the blade as deep as you could, Kabuto not wanting to even bother before he made a run for it for himself, his other plans needing to be attended to.
“I told you to wait by the forest!” He had shouted at you but in the back of his head, he was somewhat relieved.
And there it was again, the devotion and love you had for him written all over your face as you stood up straight and looked up at him. He felt a sense of sadness, like it was his fault he had screwed you up this badly. It was his fault you were like this and it was his fault that the years he left you behind, you became a machine that only granted his wish and kept him safe.
Deep down the emotions he had for you was buried inside of his chest, he tried to get rid of them, tried to not think about them but you appearing here in front of him today had made every little drop of emotion and memory he had for you fresh in his brain.
He had decided to let you tag along with him, he decided he needed someone to be beside him like a partner, like a sidekick. He couldn’t look at you and tell you to go back to the hidden leaf anyways, he would be too upset to watch you go so you stayed and now you both were labeled as Rogue Ninja of the Leaf.
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Idk how I feel about this one but whoever requested this long ago and ended up getting the draft and message deleted, hope it met the expectations omgggg
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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send some requests and ideas for Naruto writings🤩 pretty bored, currently writing a Sasuke one but idkkkkk.
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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Very Important!
I’ve been thinking about this for a while now and since I’ve been gone for so long, I think it’ll be a better option to wipe my inbox clean and wipe my drafts clean (I’ll post the ones that are half way or more than half way done)
I hate to delete requests but I’m so far behind that I just need a fresh start, I need to be more organized. I need to set rules, I need to resist the urge to always have my requests open even tho it FLOODS me and weighs on me heavily.
I want nothing but the best, I want nothing but to write the best for you guys and I’m so sorry for people who have requested. I feel like I’ve disappointed you guys and let you guys down and it wasn’t my intention. It’s been a shit year for me and im sorry :(
I hope all is forgiven and we could have a fresh start <3 I love every single one of you. Always always always. Thank you for understanding
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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Itachi
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A/N: still very new to Naruto writings, very scared I’ll end up fucking up. But stick with me.
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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“Faint Memories,” Itachi x Fem!Reader
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Warnings: none just angst :(
Summary: Itachi wipes his whole clan and leaves you for last.
idk just had a whole daydream about this, I know Itachi’s story about killing his so called lover and giving her a good memory of what their future would’ve looked like and I just wanted to do something very similar bc I am sadddd and I like writing sad shit :(
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It had crossed Itachi’s mind the last few days leading up to the final mission he’ll be doing for the leaf before he goes rogue and leaves the village behind along with his brother. It continuously crossed his mind as he sat beside you by the water as you stared down at the small book in one hand and a cup of tea in the other.
His heart ripped apart at the sight of you, knowing what he was about to do in a few days, it was slowly counting down. Two days from now he’ll have your blood on his hands and he didn’t know how to process that idea. He wasn’t sure if he’ll even be able to go through with it.
It crossed his mind again, did he have another option? Could he beg the Hokage to keep you alive along with Sasuke? Was that too much to ask of him? He didn’t know but he was terrified of the fact he had to murder you in cold blood because it was simply the mission he was assigned.
“Itachi?” He had snapped out of his train of thoughts that were spiraling out of control, his eyes instantly meeting yours and he could sense the worry radiating off of you.
“Yes darling, I’m sorry- I’m just out of it today.” He apologized, trying to keep his composure to make sure you won’t catch on.
“Do you want to head back? We can just go to my place if that’s what you wish.” You slowly noticed how dozed off he was these last days, you could tell something was eating him up on the inside but he insisted it was just his father pressuring him about his work as a ninja.
“Can I tell you something?” He ignored your question, the only thing on the top of his head was to confess his undying love for you.
The both of you had been really close since you two were children, the both of you being apart of the clan was something that connected you both and considering you were ever the only person who truly understood Itachi, understood his feelings, his wishes and so much more. It made him fall in love with you as early as twelve years old. It was definitely too young of an age but he just knew you were meant to be his soulmate.
The both of you being so young, yet so mature, it was definitely one of a kind. A mysterious and secretive type of young puppy love but it was something that was unshakeable between the both of you. An unspoken thing.
Your smile brightens his day and your laughter was something he would always hear inside of his head. His heart fluttered at the sight of you, his heart would pound endlessly every time you looked at him, every time you would hold his hand or brush your fingers through his hair.
You made him happier than he thought he could be and he had no choice but to slaughter you. He couldn’t push it out of his head, why did he have to do this? Him out of everybody?
“It’s either her or Sasuke, you choose”
The Hokage’s words repeated inside of his head, how can he choose between his own brother and the woman he loved most? It was nearly impossible but he knew the right choice, he knew what he had to choose.
“Of course.” You mumbled, closing the book and turning to face him as the both of you sat on the thin blanket on the ground.
The sound of the waterfall splashed down on the water, the silence was peaceful out here. The only sounds being of nature and the two of you speaking to one another. It was beautiful, it was your favorite place to go and he knew that, that’s why the both of you always came here.
“I want you to know I see such a beautiful future with you.” Was the first words that escaped his mouth, causing your eyebrows to raise and a small smile appear on your lips as your heart began to race.
“You’re always so patient with me and I can’t thank you enough for that. You’ve always stood by me and understood my assignments and understood how important being a ninja is to me… to my father.” He trailed off, making you slowly nod your head and he sighed softly, feeling like the water works built behind a wall was slowly crumbling.
He didn’t want to cry, he wasn’t weak and he sure as hell wasn’t going to be vulnerable and cry in front of you, even though he has done that at least once but he was twelve, it was childish and it was only because his father pushed him so heavily.
“Itachi..” You began to say but he shook his head, wanting to finish his train of thought and finish what he had to say.
“I just.. I love you.” He blurted out those three little words, the shock written on both of your faces but in his mind, he didn’t care.
He didn’t care just how young they were, he felt the emotion and he knew what they had was something insanely special and rare and yet in two days time, he’ll ruin it.
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Two days had passed faster than what he would have liked, the day coming so quickly and swift that it made him sick to his stomach. He had convinced you to go out in the village and pick something up for him, it was a lie to get you away while he murdered the whole clan.
He thought saving you for last was the best option in this case, that way he could have some time with you as the life drained from your eyes. Maybe that way it’ll be easier on him but he knew better than to believe that.
You had picked up the book he had asked you to grab from the library, your feet hitting the pavement as you walked towards the gates of the small village that held your clan. It was empty, quiet and dark. Something that made you feel weird.
You had thought everyone just decided to go inside and go home early to settle in with a family, it was a Friday night after all, it was a logical explanation, at least to you.
Itachi stood on the rooftop, staring down at you as you walked back to your small house. He did you the favor of hiding your dead family members to make it seem like they were gone.. just so he could make this easier on you. On the both of you.
His feet landed on the ground as he walked up to your door and knocked twice before entering. You didn’t have time to think about where your family was because of how quick he got here, it almost startled you.
“Itachi, you came awfully fast, were you watching me walk home again?” You teased, the pained smile on his face was barely there.
You stood in front of him, getting the awful gut feeling again that something was off but you held out the book in front of him and slowly, he grabbed it and set it down on the table.
“Hey, what’s the matter?” You asked, reaching your hands up to cup his cheeks and that was when he looked into your eyes, instantly sending you into a genjustu without you even sensing it.
He had sent you in one multiple times but this was too perfect for you to even notice the difference. It was too detailed, he didn’t want to mess this up, he thought about this, he planned this. Everything had to be done right, for you, for his love.
It didn’t feel like time had skipped, it didn’t feel like you were trapped in a fake reality with Itachi but in minutes the both of you were adults, standing in front of each other. You didn’t have time to process anything or even think about what was happening around you, you focus was on him and deep into his eyes.
“Marry me.” He blurted, causing your eyes to go wide in surprise but seeing his smile on his face had made you ease up and start to laugh slightly.
“What? You’re crazy.”
“I want to marry you, Y/N. Can’t afford to waste anymore time.” He mumbled, his hands opening the small box and showing off a ring that sat inside of it.
The real Itachi stood off in the corner, watching all of this unfold as the tears welled up in his eyes. Even if this was all fake, he could feel everything, every raw emotion, every touch, everything. It all was real to him and he couldn’t handle what he had to do next.
His real figure stood behind your body as the fake one leaned down and pressed a long kiss to your lips. He could even feel the kiss and how real it was and that was when he let a few tears slip down his cheeks, his hand gripping the knife handle so tight that his knuckles were starting to turn white.
“I’ll always love you.” He mumbled, kissing the back of your head gently before he plunged the blade into your chest.
10 minutes the genjustu had played out the way he wanted. You two got married, had three kids and lived out in a nice sized house. It was beautiful, something he always imagined when he laid in bed staring up at the ceiling as he thought about you. You were always on his mind.
Your body was limp against his chest, the blood pouring out and soaking your clothes as the reality of the situation hit you like a train, everything flooding to your head and suddenly, you realized what this all was.
“Itachi? Itachi get me out of this genjustu.” He sighed under his breath, it was nearing your time anyways and he knew you would soon realize you were in a fake reality.
As everything faded away, your eyes settled to the real him that hovered over you all while your head laid on his lap, the knife still sitting inside of your chest and you could feel your body get colder.
“I’m sorry.. I had to, I was forced to slaughter everyone.” He confessed, knowing you would be the last one to hear this and take it to your grave.
Your eyes glanced down to the knife sticking out of your chest, everything settling in inside of your head and soon you connected eyes with him. He made sure you didn’t feel any pain or hardly feel anything at all, you deserved a smooth peaceful way to go even if a knife was in your chest but he made sure it didn’t feel that way.
“I’m so sorry, I wish there was a better option.” He almost choked on a sob, his shaky fingers combing through your hair and your breath started to get heavy.
You laid there in silence, the color soon draining out of you, he could sense your chakra fading slowly, very slowly. All he had to do was sit there and wait and watch you die in front of him.
“I forgive you.” You blurted out suddenly, making his eyes quickly connect with yours, the shock written across his face. He sure wasn’t expecting that.
“Y/N,” You quickly hushed him, your small hand reaching up to cup one of his cheeks and a weak smile came across your lips.
“I’ll always forgive you.. just promise me to not beat yourself up over this, please. I hate to see you so sad.” You barely even managed to say, the time coming close and soon you started to cough up blood, feeling it drip down your chin.
“I’ll always love you, you know. I wish we could’ve grown up together and lived that genjustu out.” You mumbled again, your thumb swiping the tears from his face and he gave you a small smile.
A few words were exchanged between the both of you, mostly Itachi apologizing before it grew awfully silent, your eyes turning dark as the light faded away. He forced your eyes closed, a soft sigh left his lips and he laid there for a while with you in his arms, he couldn’t handle letting you go.
He didn’t want to leave you here, you deserved a proper burial, you deserved a proper funeral. You deserved to be buried beautifully by the waterfall but he held himself back, he had to leave you there and that’s what hurt him the most.
And for the rest of Itachi’s years, all he could think about was you. Even when he was seen as a murderous criminal who joined the Akatsuki, you still remained on his mind and his love for you never faded in the slightest, instead he looked forward to the day he would see you in the afterlife.
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Idk anymore very sad.
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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Y’all, I can’t find good Itachi writings to save my life, please send me links😩 whether it’s from here or wattpad.
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Suggestion coming!! 🙈 If you are not comfortable with writing this it's completely fine! ❤ I was thinking maybe something fluff that turns smutty in the end with Levi.. Maybe Levi comes back from an expedition and goes to his cabin in the woods( extra points if it's snowing ❄). There he saw his soul mate crying because she thought Levi was dead because of some false information. He comforts her.. And eventually shows her how much she means to him.. 😊
This is actually my first suggestion so sorry for any inconvenience! 🖤
“Wrongful Death,” Levi x Reader
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Summary: You heard rumors of Levi and his entire squad being dead from their expedition but when he comes home to you upset, he comforts you.
Warnings: angst to fluff then smut
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The long week with Levi being gone was already a lot for you to handle. You always hated when he went out on long expeditions because there was no way to communicate or to know if he’s alright or that he’ll be coming back safely.
Even though you always had full confidence in him and knew just how good he was at being a Scout, you still couldn’t help but worry or have doubts lingering inside of your head as you lay in bed alone.
One day in particular you had gone out in the town just to grab a few things you needed, including some food to make something special for him when he returns which should be relatively soon, he never stayed out longer than a week.
It was starting to slowly snow as you walked about, the cold air becoming thicker as the clouds roll in and sprinkle down the white substance onto the ground, making it stick. You had made a mental note to hurry up with the shopping before it got too cold to handle.
But as you looked down at the vegetables, picking out the best suited ones, you had heard the MPs whispering about near you and once Levi’s name was brought into it, you had stopped what you were doing to listen in on their conversation.
“I heard this expedition was one of the worst ones.” One of them said, making you slowly start to worry at where the conversation was going.
“Yea, I heard Levi’s squad all got wiped clean- no survivors.” In seconds your heart had dropped all the way down to the pit of your stomach, the instant panic that came straight to your head.
You had stopped what you were doing, completely ignoring what you were getting and started to turn back to walk home. You started to feel light headed the faster you had tried to get back to your place, not wanting to fully give into your emotions out on the streets.
The wind started to pick up on your way back, making you tug the big coat around you tighter as you tried to walk faster towards the small cabin you two had shared.
You didn’t want to fully believe what the MPs were saying but you had a gut feeling that they would know what happened out on expeditions before anyone here and that had made you believe that maybe Levi was dead, maybe this expedition was too difficult for him.
As your shaky hand unlocked the front door with the key and opened it up to the empty cabin, your heart started to shatter more, your breathing becoming heavier as you sat on the couch and started to let your emotions overpower you, making soft sobs leave your lips at the thought of him being dead.
His voice kept repeating in your head about him promising you he’ll be back home. The constant reminders he would give you when you both laid in bed before he had to go, always telling you how much he loved you and how he’ll always come back home, it only made things harder to wrap your head around.
You didn’t have anyone else, you didn’t have family, you only had Levi and now that you were fully alone, or so you thought, it broke you apart bit by bit. As you stood up after crying on the couch for a few minutes, you had decided to turn on the fireplace and take your coat off.
All you did was grab a blanket, some hot chocolate and sat back on the couch to cry out your emotions, your face flushed and full of your own tears as you stared out at the wall, almost emotionless.
All while Levi rode his horse back into the walls and towards the base to drop his things off and head back home to you. He was drained from the long week and he was glad it was finally over so he’ll have a relaxing weekend with you.
The snow now became thicker and covered up every inch of the ground, seeing his breath as he grabbed his things and made his way towards the cabin as the sun started to set as it hid behind the clouds.
He didn’t realize how fast he was walking back, he was impatient and he was dying to see your face. He didn’t want to think about the long week he had endured and he didn’t want to think about what had went down including the lives they sadly lost.
He quickly walked up the steps, opening up the door and stomping his boots on the ground to knock off the snow before fully stepping inside the warm cabin. His eyes instantly landed on you on the couch as you turned to see who opened your door, almost startling you.
When he saw your flushed cheeks and your red tear filled eyes, he became worried and shrugged off his coat before making his way over to you. You were completely stunned because you’ve been sitting here crying, thinking he was dead and now he was standing inside the cabin, his worried eyes meeting yours.
“Hey, what’s wrong?” He asked but you quickly wrapped your arms around him and embraced him in a tight hug, more tears spilling out.
“They said you were dead, Levi. I thought you were dead.” You mumbled quietly, feeling completely dumb for believing the rumors you heard.
“Who did?” He was confused, pulling you back to look down at your red eyes.
“The MPs, they said no survivors.”
“And you believed those lazy idiots?” He scoffed, cupping your cheeks and wiping the remaining tears off your face.
“Yeah, sounds stupid now that I think about it.” He cracked a smile, continuing to swipe his thumbs across your cheeks to get rid of the tears that slipped.
“You know I’ll never leave you, right?” He said softly, sighing under his breath at the mess those MPs caused for letting a silly rumor slip.
He was angry but he couldn’t show it, he knew that it wasn’t worth the trouble arguing with those idiots and considering you’re sitting here upset and have been for a few hours, he knew that you needed someone just for a little bit, you needed that comfort to reassure you that everything is okay.
So he sat there on the couch, holding onto you as your head laid there against his chest, hearing his heartbeat thump repeatedly, reminding you that he was here and alive, it wasn’t your imagination.
You could still feel the sadness weighing down on your heart, the sighs leaving your lips so casually as you continued to imagine Levi getting killed on a mission. You couldn’t stop the anxiety that replayed in your mind, it was torture and he soon caught on to your dozed off state.
“You know you mean the world to me, Y/N.” He mumbled, giving you small words of reassurance to comfort you some more.
“I’ll never leave you behind, even if I was out there bleeding out- I would still crawl back home to you.” It wasn’t the best choice of words but you understood what he was trying to say.
“I know, I just get worried.. you’re all I have left.” It was a scary feeling to always worry about him and whether or not you’ll be attending a funeral because he didn’t make it out alive, especially a funeral without his body to bury- it killed you slowly.
“I love you.” He said quietly, his vulnerability leaking out of him to show you just how much he cared about your feelings. H wanted you to know just how much you meant to him.
He decided to get off the couch after kissing the top of your head. He knew that what he went through the last week didn’t matter, not when you were in a state like this. You were first above all, his first priority and he wanted to make sure you were happy and healthy before anything else.
So, he had decided to make some tea and take you to bed where he piled as many blankets as he possibly could to get you warmed up considering it was snowing down pretty hard outside and it was becoming increasingly chilly.
He set your cup of tea on the side table beside you, his lips landing on top of yours for a quick moment, something he’s been thinking about since he left on the expedition. All he thought about on that mission was your warm lips that fit perfectly with his and the way your fingers would always comb through his hair when you both were laid up intertwined with each other.
This all made him happy, the small butterflies exploding inside of his stomach as he slipped under the covers and embraced you in his arms, making you feel safe and more than happy to see his face again. You shivered slightly, your fingers slipping up and tangling in his hair before the both of you started to kiss which got heated pretty quickly from how much you both had missed each other.
It didn’t take long for his body to be hovered over yours and his lips molded with your own to make your skin feel hot underneath all the blankets that had surrounded your bodies.
“Let me show you how much you really mean to me.”
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Oh lord here’s another sad post about me being back but at least I posted a writing while I was at it :p
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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When are you going to accept requests again? Btw love ur writing!
you can always send in a request, just be aware that I have no idea when they’ll be posted
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xtodorcki · 3 years
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hello, i hope you're doing alright. ik the feeling of losing ur pets and it hurts like hell, i lost 3 of my puppies all at the same time and it was hell for me, so i hope you're doing better now and i hope you dont feel like its your fault on why they passed because that was how i think before but its not your fault and i know yoy did ur best to take care of them! ur writing is really really good and i wish you all the best! 🤍🥺
Losing pets is just painful, lost them 3 months apart but it felt a lot shorter than that. And considering I had my dog for 10 years and my cat for 4, it really sucked having to say goodbye and get used to the fact that they’re now esting and not in pain anymore. I’m sorry to hear about your puppies as well.
I’ve heard a lot about how ppl shouldn’t be upset or overly depressed when animals die but honestly I thought of my animals as my family and hold them so close to my heart. It fucking sucks not being able to have them here or have them live as long as we do.
I’m hoping the rest of the year gets better and I hope I can start being my usual self and be more happy with myself so I can catch up again.
Thank you to anyone who has sent kind messages. I always appreciate it and feel the massive amount of support and love you give me <3
My dms are always open to every one of you
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