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xx-clementine · 1 year

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I love myself, I have a lot of friends, I'm interesting, funny, talented and I have my whole life ahead of me. what was wrong with me

#motivation #love poem #love #positive #illustration #street style #art #photography #runway

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xx-clementine · 1 year

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what depressing nonsense I wrote here.

#motivation #love poem #positive #art #love #illustration

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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I'm not funny, not cool, not beautiful, it is possible that I really have a social phobia and probably really die alone. Most often I am passive, and sometimes even aggressive, I am often sad, I cry even more often and I cannot say anything to anyone, because, obviously, I cannot trust anyone. I am too afraid that no one needs me, and therefore I first try to build a wall that cannot be broken down in the future. I very rarely can seriously talk to someone about my feelings and do not want to cry because it makes me vulnerable.

I failed to make friends, again, I failed to make a good impression of myself, again.

it’s so scary to realize that you really don’t have close people, you try to support your friends, but you don’t try to share your feelings with something, because you know that no one will help. you will be broken again, you will be alone again.

#love poem #i'm sad #sad poems

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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screaming makes you crazy in the eyes of people, so you and I are silent, but someday a loud sound will light up the whole planet

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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everything is all right has already become a prayer

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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about how I lost myself

#motivation #positive #love #love poem #art #my art style #lovely #the beauty #loveislove #street style

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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every day you have to think that you are a miracle, you are amazing and you are cool, cute and wonderful do not forget about it

#motivation #positive #love poem #art #love #lovely #my art style #street style #the beauty #loveislove

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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I was that girl who disappears in the library and drinks cheap hot coffee every day. for me there was only one truth, but the point is that knowledge will not give me happiness, they will help to find answers to questions

#motivation #positive #love poem #art #lovely #my art style #love #the beauty #street style #loveislove

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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sometimes you have to let go of something dear to move on.

#motivation #positive #love #love poem #my art style #art #lovely #street style #loveislove #the beauty

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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life is not difficult, there are just idiots who make you believe otherwise.

#motivation #positive #love poem #lovely #art #my art style #the beauty #love #street style #loveislove

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xx-clementine · 3 years

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fuck, I didn't die, I just didn't know what to write about here

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xx-clementine · 4 years

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OK, it's me again and today I will tell you about my weight and the problems associated with it. today my weight is 135 lbs and my height is 5'5". my ideal weight is 108-112 lbs and I'm aiming for that weight now. a month ago I restored my exchange system.

I will spend the whole weekend at the cinema with my mother, maybe I will buy myself some clothes and this will be my first photo in this profile.🌿

hope you have a good time, don't get lost

#motivation #positive #love poem #love #lovely #my art style #street style #art #the beauty #loveislove #artwork #clothes #friends #gay love #happyeaster

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xx-clementine · 4 years

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oh it's time for a return

don't you think so?

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xx-clementine · 4 years

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I do not understand how people do something, hey, share a secret I am literally lost in the labyrinth of life

#motivation #positive #love poem #love #my art style #art #lovely #the beauty #street style #loveislove

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xx-clementine · 4 years

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how to kill this pain devouring you day after day. I just want to stop feeling like it hurts so much.

I want to be smart, or interesting, or funny, or beautiful, but I am an angry, gloomy and aching bitch who should have died immediately after my birth.

I have to end this once and for all, now, to make it easier in the morning, I just stopped feeling everything. warmth of the sun, cold from a fan, pain from words, happiness from them ... disappointment in myself, pride in others ... weakness, sadness, loneliness ...

the whole range of emotions, I don't want to feel anymore.

don't get lost, I am already lost and I know what it is

#motivation #positive #love poem #love #lovely #art #my art style #the beauty #street style #loveislove

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xx-clementine · 4 years

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a couple of weeks ago, my mother and I were talking about school, and when she said that grades are most important to her, I was kind of out. I am not an excellent student, I have many triples, and I do not consider it necessary to disrupt sleep patterns, nerves and forces, for ideal grades, I do not want to say that those people who are fighting for their grades are terrible. I just know how much they suffer from the message "if you are not killed, for the sake of good grades, then you are worth nothing" from their parents and school. every parent wants a good future for their child, but maybe you should take the time to learn about his present? maybe you should forget these silly patterns that we should all fight with others for the attention of teachers? it might be worth asking if your child wants what you are preparing him for?

I just want my friends to feel comfortable with their parents and not receive daily judgments for grades and smiles in class.

don't get lost, I need you

#motivation #positive #love poem #art #love #lovely #my art style #the beauty #street style #loveislove #school #psychiatric disorders #mental disorders #maladapting daydreaming disorder #schizoaffective disorder #disordered eating tw #borderline personality disorder #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder

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xx-clementine · 4 years

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I, like the last bitch, told my friends that they were nothing to me. (I told them that I did not need their support and help), at that moment I was getting away from hysteria and quarrels with relatives. I was covered in tears, scars and bruises, which I asked myself. my whole room was covered in debris and scattered things. I feel so bad, I don't understand what I was thinking when I wrote this to them. perhaps this is for the best, but now I have no friends, basically no girlfriends. I need psychological help .. I'll write a couple of good posts about the school later, because I will have to return there soon. don't get lost, I need you

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